Chapter 17: Chapter 16: New Encounters-Elizabeth’s Journey to Rosings
The carriage rattled down the uneven road, its wheels carving grooves into the soft dirt as Elizabeth gazed out at the rolling hills of the Hertfordshire countryside. The letter had come two days prior, an invitation from Charlotte Lucas—now Mrs. Collins—to visit her at Hunsford Parsonage. Elizabeth had accepted with both eagerness and trepidation, knowing that her friend's new life under the shadow of Lady Catherine de Bourgh would provide both amusement and, perhaps, moments of unease. As the landscape shifted to reveal the looming grandeur of Rosings Park, her thoughts grew restless.
Elizabeth had often wondered how Charlotte could endure marriage to Mr. Collins, a man whose constant sycophancy and insipid conversation would test the patience of a saint. Yet Charlotte had made her choice with pragmatism, and Elizabeth respected her for it, even as she privately marveled at the strength such a choice must require.
When the carriage halted at the parsonage, Charlotte herself appeared at the door, her expression warm but faintly strained. Mr. Collins was not far behind, bustling forward with his usual exaggerated formality.
"Ah, dear cousin Elizabeth! What a singular honor to welcome you to Hunsford," he proclaimed, bowing deeply. "I have no doubt you will find our humble abode most agreeable, and our proximity to Rosings Park a source of constant inspiration."
Elizabeth barely suppressed a smile as she returned his greeting. "Thank you, Mr. Collins. I am certain I shall enjoy my time here."
Once inside, she was struck by the neatness of the home. It was modest yet well-kept, with Charlotte's sensible touch evident in every detail. Over tea, Charlotte confided that her days were largely occupied by managing her household and tolerating her husband's endless praise of Lady Catherine.
"She visits often," Charlotte said with a wry smile, "though I believe Mr. Collins finds her presence more exhilarating than I do."
Before Elizabeth could respond, Mr. Collins re-entered the room, his face alight with excitement. "Miss Elizabeth, you are in for a rare treat! Her Ladyship has graciously invited us to dine at Rosings tomorrow evening. I trust you will prepare yourself accordingly."
The next evening, Elizabeth found herself walking up the grand staircase of Rosings Park, her arm linked with Charlotte's. The interior was as imposing as the exterior, every inch of the space dominated by ornate furnishings and an air of superiority. Lady Catherine de Bourgh sat at the head of the dining table, a formidable woman with sharp features and a commanding presence.
As introductions were made, Lady Catherine wasted no time in asserting her authority. She peppered Elizabeth with questions about her family, her upbringing, and her plans for the future, all under the guise of polite curiosity. Elizabeth responded with measured civility, her quick wit and composure clearly surprising her hostess.
"You play the piano, Miss Bennet?" Lady Catherine asked, her tone suggesting skepticism.
"Moderately well," Elizabeth replied. "Though I must admit, I do not practice as often as I should."
"That is evident," Lady Catherine remarked. "Young women of your station often lack proper instruction. Were you to remain at Rosings, I would see to it that you had the finest lessons."
Elizabeth inclined her head. "I am most grateful for your consideration, Lady Catherine, though I fear such improvements might exceed my natural abilities."
The remark, subtle but pointed, elicited a small smile from Colonel Fitzwilliam, who was seated across from Elizabeth. He was a cheerful, engaging man with an easy demeanor that made conversation with him a pleasure. They spoke at length during the meal, his lighthearted anecdotes contrasting sharply with the tension that Lady Catherine's presence imposed.
The evening took an unexpected turn when Mr. Darcy entered the room. Elizabeth had not known he was visiting Rosings, and his sudden appearance sent a ripple of unease through her. He was as composed and imposing as ever, his dark eyes sweeping the room before they settled on her. Their gazes locked for a moment, and Elizabeth quickly turned away, determined to maintain her composure.
Over the next few days, Elizabeth found herself frequently in Darcy's company, though often by chance. He began appearing during her walks through the park, always with a polite inquiry about her health or her opinion of Rosings. She could not discern his motives—whether he sought her out intentionally or their paths simply crossed—but his presence unsettled her.
One afternoon, as they walked along a shaded path, Darcy surprised her by speaking more candidly.
"Miss Bennet," he began, his voice measured, "I hope you do not find Rosings too oppressive. My aunt can be rather… in particular."
Elizabeth glanced at him, noting the faint trace of a smile on his lips. "Particular is a generous word, Mr. Darcy. But I assure you, I am quite capable of navigating such a company."
He nodded, his expression thoughtful. "You seem to possess an uncommon resilience."
"Perhaps," Elizabeth replied lightly, though his words stirred something in her. Was it a compliment or an observation? She could not tell.
Her uncertainty deepened when Colonel Fitzwilliam mentioned, during a separate conversation, that Darcy had recently intervened to prevent an imprudent match between a friend and a young woman deemed unsuitable. Elizabeth's mind leapt to Jane and Mr. Bingley. Was Darcy the reason for her sister's heartbreak?
She confronted Darcy later that day, her indignation spilling over despite her best efforts to remain composed.
"Mr. Darcy," she said, her tone sharp, "I have heard an interesting account of your recent dealings. It seems you take great pleasure in managing the lives of others."
Darcy stiffened, his eyes narrowing. "If you refer to my intervention with Mr. Bingley, I assure you, I acted out of concern for his welfare."
"Concern?" Elizabeth repeated, incredulous. "You presume to know what is best for your friend, even at the expense of others?"
Darcy's jaw tightened, but he did not retreat. "I acted with the information I had. If I was mistaken, I will not deny my fault. But I will not apologize for protecting someone I care about."
Elizabeth stared at him, her anger warring with an unexpected flicker of admiration for his conviction. She turned away, unable to respond.
The tension between them came to a head one evening when Darcy, uncharacteristically unsettled, sought her out at the parsonage. He paced the room, his usual composure frayed, before finally speaking.
"Miss Bennet," he said, his voice low, "I must speak plainly. Against my better judgment, I find myself… unable to suppress my feelings any longer. I admire you. I love you."
Elizabeth froze, her heart hammering in her chest. But his next words shattered any trace of flattery.
"My affection is despite your family's deficiencies and your lack of fortune. It is, perhaps, irrational. Yet I cannot help myself."
Anger flared in her chest, igniting her words. "You expect me to be grateful for such an insulting declaration? That I should accept your proposal as a favor bestowed upon me?"
Darcy looked stricken, but she pressed on. "Your interference with my sister and Mr. Bingley, your treatment of Mr. Wickham—do you think I could overlook such actions?"
His face darkened. "Wickham? You believe that scoundrel over me?"
"I believe the evidence I have seen," she shot back. "And your arrogance only confirms it."
Darcy stood in stunned silence, the weight of her rejection sinking in. Without another word, he turned and left, leaving Elizabeth trembling with a mix of fury and disbelief.
As the door closed behind him, Elizabeth sank into a chair, her emotions a storm of confusion and frustration. Darcy's declaration had been unexpected, his demeanor both proud and vulnerable. She had rejected him, but the words they had exchanged lingered in her mind, refusing to fade.