Chapter 18: Chapter 17: Elizabeth’s Journey to Rosings
The carriage jolted over the uneven country road, the wheels rattling against the stones. Elizabeth Bennet leaned back against the worn cushions, gazing out at the gray skies above. Clouds hung low, threatening rain, and a cold wind swept through the trees, stripping the last remnants of winter's hold. It was the kind of day that matched her mood—restless, a touch bitter, and laced with an anticipation she could neither name nor shake.
Elizabeth was bound for Rosings Park, the grand estate of Lady Catherine de Bourgh, where she would visit her newly married friend, Charlotte Lucas. Charlotte's recent union with Mr. Collins had been a source of bewilderment to Elizabeth. She could not fathom why someone as clever and pragmatic as Charlotte would settle for a man so absurdly obsequious. Yet, she understood the pressures Charlotte faced and had tried to quell her judgment. Friendship, after all, required compassion, even when one's heart rebelled against the choices of another.
Still, the prospect of spending several days in the company of Mr. Collins filled Elizabeth with equal parts dread and amusement. His exaggerated flattery and self-importance were exhausting in large doses, but they also provided her with ample material for private laughter. She only hoped that Charlotte's presence would soften his pompous edges.
As the carriage rounded a bend, the first glimpse of Rosings came into view. It rose like a monolith against the rolling hills, its stone façade imposing and severe. The windows glinted in the pale light, and the expansive grounds stretched in all directions, meticulously trimmed and bordered by ancient oaks. It was a world far removed from Elizabeth's own modest home, a world where wealth and power dictated every detail.
The coachman called out to signal their arrival, and moments later, the carriage rolled to a stop before the great doors of the parsonage, a far humbler structure nestled on the outskirts of the estate. Charlotte appeared almost immediately, stepping out onto the gravel drive with a smile of genuine warmth.
"Elizabeth!" she called, her voice cutting through the chill air. "I was beginning to think the journey had proved too arduous."
Elizabeth stepped down from the carriage, laughing as she embraced her friend. "The journey was not without its discomforts, but I'm here now. How are you, Charlotte? And Mr. Collins?"
Charlotte's expression flickered with something Elizabeth could not quite place—resignation, perhaps, or a weary acceptance. "We are well," she said, though her tone lacked conviction. "Come, let me show you inside. You must be tired."
As Elizabeth followed Charlotte into the parsonage, she was struck by the tidy simplicity of the home. It was comfortable enough, though it bore all the marks of Mr. Collins' influence: an overabundance of religious texts displayed prominently on every available surface, and a portrait of Lady Catherine herself hanging in the sitting room, her stern gaze presiding over the space.
Mr. Collins soon appeared, his expression one of studied importance. "Miss Bennet," he said, bowing low. "It is an honor to welcome you to our humble abode. I trust your journey was agreeable?"
Elizabeth suppressed a smile. "It was as agreeable as a long carriage ride can be, Mr. Collins. Thank you for your hospitality."
"It is, of course, my duty and privilege," he said, straightening his posture. "And I am certain you will find your time here enlightening, especially once you have had the honor of meeting Lady Catherine de Bourgh. Her wisdom and grace are unparalleled, as you shall see."
Elizabeth exchanged a glance with Charlotte, whose tight-lipped smile suggested she had heard this refrain countless times. "I look forward to the experience," Elizabeth said diplomatically, though she could hardly imagine enjoying an encounter with someone so frequently praised by Mr. Collins.
The following day, Elizabeth was introduced to Rosings Park in all its grandeur. Mr. Collins, naturally, insisted on accompanying her, eager to serve as her guide and interpreter of Lady Catherine's magnificence. As they approached the main house, Elizabeth marveled at its sheer scale. It was the kind of place that seemed designed to impress upon its visitors their own insignificance.
Lady Catherine herself was waiting in the drawing room, seated in a high-backed chair that seemed more a throne than a piece of furniture. She was a woman of advanced years, her features sharp and her bearing imperious. Beside her sat her daughter, Miss Anne de Bourgh, a frail and silent figure who barely looked up as Elizabeth entered.
"Miss Bennet," Lady Catherine said, her voice cutting and precise. "So, you are the friend of Mrs. Collins. I trust you understand how fortunate you are to be invited into my home."
Elizabeth curtsied, suppressing the urge to reply with equal sharpness. "I am grateful for the opportunity, Lady Catherine."
Lady Catherine studied her for a moment, as if assessing whether she had spoken appropriately. "And your family? I understand you are one of five daughters. A great number indeed. I suppose your younger sisters are out in society?"
Elizabeth hesitated, unsure whether the question was meant as curiosity or censure. "Yes, my youngest sisters are quite lively."
"Lively? A dangerous quality in young ladies," Lady Catherine said, her tone disapproving. "You must ensure they do not run wild. Without proper guidance, they are liable to make fools of themselves."
Elizabeth felt a flicker of irritation but masked it with a polite smile. "I shall endeavor to remind them of that, Lady Catherine."
The conversation turned to other matters, with Lady Catherine dominating the discourse. She spoke at length about the superiority of Rosings Park, the inferiority of other estates, and her own expertise on every conceivable subject. Elizabeth found it almost comical, though she took care not to let her amusement show. Miss Anne de Bourgh remained silent throughout, her pale face a picture of disinterest.
As the visit wore on, Elizabeth became increasingly aware of Darcy's presence. He had arrived at Rosings the day before, accompanying his cousin Colonel Fitzwilliam. Darcy was as composed and unreadable as ever, his dark eyes observing her with an intensity that made her uneasy. She could not decide whether his interest was borne of disapproval or something else entirely.
During one of Lady Catherine's monologues, Darcy's gaze met Elizabeth's across the room. There was something in his expression—a flicker of humor, perhaps, or an unspoken acknowledgment of their shared predicament. It was gone almost as quickly as it appeared, leaving Elizabeth uncertain whether she had imagined it.
Later that evening, as the guests dispersed, Elizabeth found herself walking in the gardens alone. The fresh air was a welcome reprieve from the stifling grandeur of Rosings, and she wandered among the hedges, enjoying the solitude. She was startled when Darcy appears, his footsteps crunching softly on the gravel path.
"Miss Bennet," he said, inclining his head. "I did not mean to disturb you."
"You are not disturbing me, Mr. Darcy," she replied, though she was keenly aware of the tension in his presence.
For a moment, they walked in silence, the cool evening air wrapping around them. Darcy seemed on the verge of speaking several times, but each time he hesitated, as if weighing his words.
"You appear to enjoy the gardens," he said at last, his tone unusually tentative.
"I do," Elizabeth replied. "They are quite beautiful, though I imagine the credit must go to Lady Catherine."
Darcy's lips twitched, but he said nothing. They walked a little farther, the silence stretching between them. It was not an uncomfortable silence, exactly, but it was charged with something Elizabeth could not name.
When they returned to the house, Darcy offered a polite farewell and disappeared into the drawing room. Elizabeth lingered in the hallway, her thoughts swirling. Something about Darcy's manner had changed. He was less aloof, less guarded, though no less enigmatic. It unsettled her, though she could not say why.
As she climbed the stairs to her room, she resolved not to dwell on it. Darcy was a puzzle she had no interest in solving, and her time at Rosings was too precious to waste on trying to decipher his intentions. And yet, as she closed the door behind her, she could not shake the feeling that their clash of wills was far from over.