Chapter 8: The Weight of My Words
"Afala bi quloobihim ya'qiloon." surah Al-A'raf (7:179)
•And I folded the ashes until I lost what I didn't have "Love"
Malek: Nonsense!!... Lie within a lie
•I burst my heart and donate my blood to whoever comes and goes
Here's love,
Malek: here's nonsense!..Lies within a lie
•Oh source of my misery, shut up, I lost my hearing because of you a long time ago,
Malek: When you isolate yourself from death with the excuse of love, I will shut up , just care about your pain, you're piling up, wake up, you're in pain
No, I'm deaf
Malek: If your selfishness doesn't explode now, it will remain naked
•I've been mistreating you a lot lately
Malek: You were trying, and they were reminding you in front of the world that you're a sieve with many matches...You're an insect that God returned from where you came.....Garbage!!!
•I ate from the garbage once, it was the most delicious thing I've ever tasted ,When I couldn't tell the difference between sweet and bitter, I was just keen not to die
Malek: And you survived despite this
•No, I put myself in a worse situation
Malek: you did it And you slept hundreds of people on the same pillow
•And this only bodes well for a dark future
Malek: i fear for them from harm
•They have enough of what they have, they are just human beings,
Malek: you are short-lived, They are the creature who invented evil
•They are afraid of the unknown only,
Malek: is that why they fear you? You never loved them!
•I am not unknown
Malek: You are a pile of unknowns! Ignorant of your ability and their capacity! You must survive if that is before good
•My mother did not bring me to spoil
Malek: So why do you spoil your soul to fix their corrupt souls
•Did you call me crazy or stupid? You are pressing on the wound, and my heart is bigger, But it is filled with blood that boils with flames and often explodes in your face, you whores of your time, you world
Malek:And here he is explodes.....
•So enjoy my pure blood, you with dirty, cloudy blood.....I have had enough of fleas that I understand, but you do not even understand me,
Malek: shame on the living that I prefer to talk to the dead
•The dead listen to the world and their loved ones Some are proud and some are sad about their situation Regretting what they didn't do and unable to tell them I didn't.
Malek: write for anyone, I write for a dead person who left me behind A dreamer and carrying the responsibility of fixing them.
•Please don't push me to do it
Malek: You crave pleasure more than anyone else It's the starting signal When madness tickles your mind
•The sky opened its eyes She saw a denial She cried
Malek: And my king wrote :...
•That the sky is drowning I am certain I see revenge approaching On a storm of anger
Malek: Do you still think I am just a voice in your head
•No, you are the marrow What speaks to me is from my bones And neither of us is imprisoned inside this brain.
Malek: I told you I would build stronger walls And I did!
• I covered myself with a solid mask of love And I took refuge
Malek: They are the diaries of your life And in all honesty you wrote, my king And you did not lie