What's Make you cry

Chapter 7: The Price of Desire



Malek: I don't know about my movements that seem strange to you, but they comfort me.. A person who lives for himself, I need something spiritual now

•It's hard to cling to who you believe in with humans

Malek: But who cares anyway

• Someone is supposed to care , I'm supposed not to feel alone There must be a creature who feels pain like me

Malek: Or maybe because you're weaker than you think

•It's okay "The weakest in everything and the strongest in faith"="Al-ad'afu fi kulli shay'in huwaa aqwahum imanan" I have an important role in God's plan I don't know what it is but I live to know. But now I need to talk to someone who understands and I don't care who he is

Malek: The important thing is that he understands, because Latef's life is in danger and although I sometimes get disgusted and alienated, unfortunately he is an innocent boy to the point that I feel safe in him, so two wines sends an invitation to the outcast of humanity I should talk to that so-called "Ash-Shaytan"

• Isn't that right Lucifer You are the only one who saw heaven and still here, And you are the most in pain among us And believe me I sympathize with you somehow! We understand !

Malek: The whole universe keeps spinning in greed for a ticket to that place.

•Just because he heard about it somehow, 

Malek: What about you.. the only one who saw it and felt it, I don't understand Lucifer, i don't 

•but logically, if humans entered heaven as humans

Malek: A massacre would occur

• As if you put one ticket to eternal immortality on this planet, bring some popcorn

Malek: because Humanity is exterminating each other live

•But I'm not here to search for that, 

Malek: just an idiot who will wish to stay here for a long time!

•For the gentlemen who just understood that I'm talking about "suicide"

Malek: .. Just a question, what would you do if you didn't like the place your soul is going to, commit suicide again, huh? Think.. Take a breath! 

• And I know my value here, Lucifer, I am a weapon.. A weapon of mass destruction, you were just a water pistol

Malek: In both cases, I am convincing in anything ,If you don't intend to exploit me in making good and pure, then step aside, I have many hearts that need some love .

•and many minds that need convincing, 

Malek :so tell me "Lucy " .. What does it look like to live without hope? ..

•How do you bear all that pain? 

Malek: I don't know .. Sometimes I believe that hell is not a place .. It is only inside you ...

•Is that where our souls go??

Malek :.... Of course ..

•It never occurred to me ... 

Malek: There is no punishment that suits the guilty person as much as being placed in the same body with a person who is being flogged by his conscience .. especially after it is too late ... like you Lucifer .. you are the dungeon and you are the hell ...

•And unfortunately, I am in one of my weak stages

Malek:... and I am not talking about myself spiritually, my soul is terrifying when it weakens

• but the human environment is starting to tire me out .... If only God had placed my soul in a higher creature 

Malek: like an angel

•perhaps I would have deserved it .. but He is God .. GOD, Lucifer .. I am sure He knows what He is doing ..behind those heavens ... tell me what the place looks like ...?

Malek: He will not tell you ... Lucifer hates humans only because they still have hope in heaven ... in the pleasure of God .. He will not do it under any circumstances ....

•You mean that God will never be proud of him as a creature ... ,,.,.??

Malek: Maybe... maybe it's just his destiny...

•What do you mean...???

Malek: What I mean is that all evil plans in this world were planned before humans...

• but they were not imposed on anyone...Evil is just one of the options..

{the sound of a window get broken by the wind}

Malek: What was this?

•.. Lucy here..

Malek: How did you manage to do it, Lucifer.. How did you convince everyone of their desires.??.. You extracted human lust...

•How did you push them to fall in love with ecstasy?? Momentary and temporary... I don't know who taught you.. But he taught you really well...

Malek: Like you, Lucifer

• I carry something from heaven inside me

Malek: But I was imprisoned here and my jailer escaped..

•As you can see, I realize the seriousness of the game and I'm still playing it...

Malek: It's just that I couldn't understand why I was in the middle of this chaotic argument.

•And I didn't even say a word.....

Malek: Tell me what my wretched soul has done

•To deserve this question mark...,

Malek: Lucy ...Whatever it was,

•humans have nothing with it ....You reacted first.. For God's sake.. Why would you think I would accept the fact that the one who will flog me in hell..

Malek: has committed the same sin as me.. He yielded to desire.. He desired something enough to commit a foolishness..

•Never mind, you just expressed your feeling..

Malek: The pleasure of victory is a piece of heaven..

•We understand, Lucifer.. From heaven you come and to heaven you return.

Malek:.. Ecstasy..

•no offense Lucy.. But the fun has just begun.. And I don't think it will stop soon.

Malek: You see.. all a soul like me could ever desire.. is the truth my friend!

• That is my heaven..

Malek: And what comes after it will be none of my business.. at all..

•We realize.. we understand....

Malek: That everything that exists outside our body is fake and frighteningly clear and vague..

•And it makes me wonder every time..

Malek: What prize in this damned world can absorb this anger of mine!!!

• Pain, Lucifer, pain.. is something that only the two of us will understand.. since creation. I know, Lucifer, that when I look at God, the whole world stands behind me, so I do not see Him. I am not confused about whether to go or stay. I know that fate is too weak to force me. I only have reasons not to leave. Won't you confess our sin to Him? 

Malek: Of course! Why not? Maybe Lucifer will tell us the kind of punishment we deserve.

• I will try to make it as short as possible. I was walking on a beautiful, quiet day. It was as if a cliff suddenly appeared. I fell in love with the view, I am falling.. And I had the options for a moment, Lucifer.. But she had perfection.. So I let myself fall, enjoying.. I let myself, Lucy..

But you know exactly what I'm talking about.. I wanted it so badly..Just like you wanted God to back down from creating humanity.. And like you too.. And I was hasty.. I deprived myself of heaven..

Malek: And I long, Lucifer... With an inner tumult and lips that don't open to conceal me, and I fear for my soul from that humanity..

•The faith that doesn't make you a stronger person, Lucy, is just a complete faith in your miserable weakness..

"And here we are alone now".

Just tell me something, which was more painful.. being sent here or the fact that you are forbidden to return to that place??..

If what you believe in does not believe in you.. then your belief is far from the truth..

Or are you.. Lucifer..

Joke of the century, right? Haha..

What damned test are they talking about.. Believe me, few will reject the divinity of the d"ajaal.

Some fires are enough to change what many people believe in.. The point of believing in God.. is not to fear you, Lucifer.. and not to run away from you.. right?..

Sometimes I wonder.. How much hell will hurt?. 

and what heaven will make me forget my pain? after everything I have seen on planet Earth.. I don't think. Humanity, I no longer fear them really.. They did not understand.. and they will never understand..

Haha Lucifer.. Believe it or not, the turning point in my life happened within the walls of my room.. inside my head To be more precise..there was an event in the world..and the people were not there..Anyway, thank you for your valuable time..you took a lot off my chest..

LUCIFER :NO WORRIES 


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