Chapter 72
Song Jiao’s tears came too quickly and suddenly.
Xu Jinchao didn’t have any psychological preparation, and saw tears falling, and two bright marks rolled out on that beautiful little face, which made her panic for a moment, her brain crashed, and she was at a loss.
Omega cried miserably, her eyes wide open, refusing to let her eyelashes blink, but she couldn’t stop the big teardrops from rolling down her pale face.
Xu Jinchao has never seen such violent and ruthless tears, which poured out quickly and hastily, as if to flow out the tears that were forced to be stored in the heart and never appeared in the past life, draining the whole person. no hesitation.
This momentum frightened Xu Jinchao, she forgot that she still had a needle stuck in the back of her right hand, raised her hand and leaned over to try to hug Song Jiao.
At this time, Omega, who had collapsed to the point of failure, was still thinking about this, and Xu Jinchao, who was about to become weak, took a step and pressed her right arm back.
The little hand that pressed Xu Jinchao’s wrist was so cold, and the tears were hot on the skin of her bare forearm.
Song Jiao threw herself on the hospital bed, preventing her from moving, Xu Jinchao was in a state of disarray, her swollen left hand covered the back of her hand, and persuaded incoherently:
“Don’t cry, Jiaojiao, don’t cry.”
The person in front of him once told Xu Jinzao with regret and loneliness, saying that he was a weird person who couldn’t do anything and was sad and weeping.
Xu Jinzhao felt sore for her at that time, but now she just hoped that her little wife would stop crying, stop crying, her heart was throbbing and hurting because of her tears, and her throat was burning like magma.
But Song Jiao couldn’t control her tears. They didn’t obey her orders at all. They came when they wanted to, and rushed out.
She choked: “I don’t know how to stop, I feel bad, I don’t want to divorce…”
Omega complained of grievances and confusion, but when she talked about divorce, she was even more sad, crying more and more unable to control herself.
Xu Jinchao had to coax her with a lie: “We are not divorced, I just told nonsense.”
These words were very effective. Song Jiao finally listened to her calmly and sat back on the edge of the bed. She grabbed the fingers of Xu Jinchao’s left hand and held them tightly, for fear that she would suddenly slip away from her side.
Song Jiao’s current appearance is much more embarrassed than Xu Jinchao just now.
She still couldn’t hold back the tears, they were still falling down from time to time, and her eyes were a little red and swollen now, looking pitiful and helpless.
Xu Jinchao couldn’t even tell what she was feeling in her heart. She was tortured by a deep sense of guilt and forced pain, but she couldn’t see Omega’s miserable tears.
The two forces of reason and emotion were tearing at her heart, pulling desperately in both directions, tearing a heart made of flesh and blood into two halves.
She actually calmed down in these constant cracking pains, and urged Song Jiao: “Wipe your tears, it’s not good to dry on your face.”
Song Jiao still choked a little physiologically, and retorted, “Your own face hasn’t been wiped clean yet.”
Despite this, she released her hand that was clenched like a life-saving straw, opened the wet wipes pack, and took out two to Xu Jinchao first.
Xu Jinchao took out a tissue and handed it to her to exchange. The room was quiet for a while. The two people who had lost control one after another were busy bowing their heads and tidying up, and each took this time to think about countermeasures.
Song Jiao panicked just now, when she heard that Xu Jinchao said she was going to get a divorce and was still arranging property there. All kinds of worries and unease these days came together, making her cry.
At this moment, Omega can finally recover a little bit of sanity from the collapse, she thought that Xu Jinzao would never aim at nothing.
Xu Jinchao was clearly worried about separation not long ago, and asked her, “Will we be together forever?” It is impossible for her to suddenly change her mind and not want her for no reason.
Song Jiao quickly listed the common reasons for divorce in her mind, and quickly ruled them out one by one, all of which were impossible.
She had no clue for a while, but she also made up her mind that she would never divorce, and she would not divorce Xu Jinchao if she died. Even if she used disgraceful moral kidnapping methods, she would be kept.
Xu Jinchao was the one who finished taking care of his appearance first, and looked at Omega who was still wiping his face with his head down.
She really kept wiping like a kitten washing her face, but fortunately, she had replaced it with wet wipes, so she wouldn’t let the dry tissue wipe her face red, her back arched in aggrieved and wary, and fear and alert were written all over her body.
Xu Jinchao waited for her silently, adjusting his words in his stomach, hoping to make it as clear as possible, so that Song Jiao would not be too sad… But how could it be.
She herself was unable to escape the panic that the hourglass of time was counting down continuously for three months. She could only temporarily suppress the pain of being cut by a dull knife, not to mention Song, who couldn’t even cry now. beautiful.
When the other party raised her head, Xu Jinchao saw that her expression was no longer overly flustered and excited, but still revealed a faint anxiety and uneasiness in the calm, clenched her teeth, as if she was holding the throat of the invisible prey, and refused to let go. .
Xu Jinchao knew how stubborn she was, so instead of talking about divorce directly, she told her, “I’m not [Xu Jinchao].”
This was one of the words she wanted to use to break the topic. She thought that Omega would be somewhat shocked or puzzled, but it didn’t cause the slightest disturbance.
This time the surprised person became Xu Jinchao, and Song Jiao opened her mouth to verify the guess that was vaguely rising in her heart.
“I know.”
Song Jiao told her: “You are too different from her. They are two completely opposite people. Although you are trying to perform too much, I have felt it for a long time, and I verified it later.”
Xu Jinchao couldn’t help asking: “When?”
Song Jiao thought of the middle-aged couple smiling outside the picture on the paper, and her mood was a little down. It was the relative that Xu Jinchao missed day and night, but she couldn’t help Alpha.
“In Juzhou, you painted a portrait of your real parents when you were drunk. Tell me, these are your parents.”
Xu Jinchao was stunned and whispered, “So it was then…”
She thought she had fooled herself, but she didn’t expect it to be exposed long ago, Song Jiao just pretended not to notice.
Xu Jinchao was silent for a while, and said softly to Song Jiao, “I don’t know how I got here, this is not my world, I always thought I would stay forever, but now, He is taking me away again. “
Omega’s hands and feet started to get cold. She was so frightened that her body trembled. She didn’t know who Xu Jinchao was talking about. She asked in a panic, “Who is going to take you away?”
She and Xu Jinchao looked at each other and saw the sadness and helplessness in each other’s eyes.
“I don’t know who He is either, the will of the world? Some god? I passed out on a bench earlier, and I woke up and stood in a corridor. I can only go forward there, not back.”
Alpha took two breaths and spoke softly.
“He let me know instinctively that I can go back through the corridor and open the door at the end, but I… I can’t let you go. I asked him why, why did he bring me here, and he suddenly asked me to leave. Tell me, I have three months left.”
Xu Jinchao shuddered when he thought of the feeling of being unable to turn back on the corridor and being pushed forward by force majeure.
She couldn’t remember any features of his voice at all, but she recalled the deep fear she experienced under the power enough to twist and destroy the whole world.
Song Jiao noticed Alpha’s strangeness, and the opponent’s pupils rounded violently in the sunlight.
This made Song Jiao panic, but she immediately reached out to hold the other’s finger, trying to clench her trembling fingertips tightly.
Xu Jinzhao took a deep breath and tried her best to stabilize her mind. After a long while, she gradually calmed down, calmed her breath, and said slowly, “After I woke up, He emphasized the time again.”
“He said, there are still three months.”
Song Jiao almost felt the same despair as Xu Jinchao. She opened her eyes blankly and said to herself:
“…Three months?”
This is not a question for Xu Jinchao, but to ask yourself, the time you can spend with Xu Jinchao is only three months?
Song Jiao couldn’t believe it, couldn’t believe it.
Just before going out today, she was happily thinking about how to play, how to hint at Xu Jinchao, and the laughing photo she took for Alpha was being saved in her phone.
Knee-to-knee squeezed into the small Ferris wheel, and finally summoned up the courage to show love in a tactful way amid the laughter of the children around.
Although she didn’t get an answer, she thought that the two of them had at least forty or fifty years in the future, and their life progress bar together would be less than 5%, so there was still a lot of time to squander.
Why, there are only three months left?
She tried her best to refocus her scattered pupils and looked at Xu Jinchao, trying to find any trace of lying.
Song Jiao madly hoped that the other party would suddenly smile and tell her that she was joking, just to scare her.
There is no will of the world at all, no prompting from God, and no countdown.
She would definitely throw herself into Xu Jinchao’s arms and scold her for being annoying. How could she joke about this kind of thing and terrify her.
But nothing happened, Alpha’s expression was still sad, he looked so sad that he was almost numb, his beautiful lips that he had coveted countless times were trembling, and Xu Jinchao looked like he was about to cry.
Song Jiao wanted to comfort her, but she opened her mouth but couldn’t speak.
She felt like a dying person, unable to do anything, and could only lie in a small space, waiting for the death knell to sound overhead.
She finally murmured, “…Ah.”
It was the only sound Omega could make now, and she seemed to be mute.
Xu Jinchao finally burst into tears, and she also wanted to comfort Song Jiao, but the two were drowning in the same waters, and neither could pull the other ashore, and they struggled hopelessly together.
Song Jiao mechanically pulled out a piece of paper and wiped her left and right, trying to wipe away the tears rolling down from both sides.
She heard Xu Jinchao choked and say:
“I don’t want it, I don’t want it either, Jiaojiao, but I don’t know what it will be like in three months, and I’m not sure if [Xu Jinchao] will come back, then this marriage will become your trouble again.”
It was only then that Song Jiao pulled away from that state of dying. She was acutely aware that Alpha was going to bring up the topic of divorce again, which made Song Jiao’s heartstrings taut again.
No, she never will.
Since she and Xu Jinchao really only have this little time left, she should immediately get up and confess to Xu Jinchao, be with her, and then pass every minute as an hour, instead of planning what future as Xu Jinchao wishes. .
Song Jiao could already have a hunch that the darkness would come again, and she would definitely go crazy… She couldn’t bear to be alone again.
Omega suddenly interrupted: “Don’t cry, Xu Jinchao, you will cry badly.”
The voice was very calm, Xu Jinchao looked over with tears in his eyes, and when he saw the person on the other side, his eyes were red, and water was floating in his eyes, but he firmly said: “Don’t cry, our tears are useless, He will feel pity for this. , let you stay?”
Of course not, Xu Jinchao tried his best to resist crying in the corridor of consciousness, but he couldn’t make him change his mind, and only notified the deadline coldly.
The sadness and pain in Xu Jinchao’s heart gradually turned into hostility. The tears that Omega couldn’t wipe away no longer flowed out. She gritted her teeth: “No.”
She saw the mirror-like hatred on Song Jiao’s face. These emotions flowed in her veins, filling this originally weak body with strength.
Xu Jinchao started cursing, and sent all the bad words he knew to the world of fools, to the one who manipulated people at will.
Song Jiao was also driven to ignite her anger. She remembered the first birthday she and Xu Jinchao had, and prayed after blowing out the candle.
Was the **** garbage **** watching their fun and laughing at her stupidity?
Are you already looking forward to taking Xu Jinchao away and seeing her two people in despair and pain for fun?
Omega trembled with hatred, speculated his thoughts into his viciousness, and held Xu Jinzao’s hand tightly.
“He’s just waiting to see us divorce and have fun with us. I’m not as good as He wants. I want… I want to be good, and I don’t want to divorce you.”
Song Jiao took a deep breath and waited for Xu Jinchao to vent his anger and empty his stomach for the last words of swearing, and then slowly opened his mouth and poured it out:
“I like you so much, Xu Jinchao, I think I love you, do you like me? Do you like me a little?”
She looked at Alpha earnestly and sincerely, and said everything on her mind.
Xu Jinchao said that she is completely normal and lacks everything, which probably means that her love for Xu Jinchao is also love in the definition of normal people?
Song Jiao couldn’t manage any more, she couldn’t drag it on, she had to confess to Xu Jinchao, one day later would be a day’s regret.
She repeated the last sentence: “Do you like me a little?”
Song Jiao still doesn’t dare to ask for too much, she just needs to like a little bit of love for her lover.
Now all the messy emotions have been washed away from the lake in her heart, leaving only the huge admiration and anxiety that supported her confession.
Xu Jinchao didn’t avoid Omega’s sight anymore. Although she was full of contradictions and struggled repeatedly, she knew that there would be no future, but she couldn’t lie to Song Jiao, nor could she lie to her own heart.
Song Jiao was too impatient. These urgency slowed down the flow of time in her world. She felt that a century had passed, but she still hadn’t received a response from Xu Jinchao.
She couldn’t help but feel disappointed, and even more grievances floated: You are so stingy, you won’t even give me a little bit of love?
Song Jiao felt that tears would fall from her eyes again, so she whimpered:
“I can only have you for three months, can’t you force yourself to love me a little and make me happy for 90 days?”
There was a new despair in her heart, and this kind of discomfort may only be slightly weaker than the separation from Xu Jinchao.
All her expectations of being shy and feeling good about herself would be ridiculous if she couldn’t make Alpha fall in love with her.
Just when Song Jiao was about to express her anger in her heart and curse the will of the world that embarrassed her, Xu Jinchao broke away from her hand.
Song Jiao’s body was cold for a moment, thinking that this was Xu Jinchao’s tactful rejection.
But before Omega’s world completely darkened, he reached out to her, through the long loose hair, and climbed up the back of her neck.
The warm palms exerted soft pressure, causing her to lean forward unconsciously.
The person who had slept by her pillow for many nights and made her toss and turn suddenly came close.
The palm behind her neck moved up, her fingertips dipped into her hair, and gently pressed the back of her head.
Song Jiao felt that her mind was blank, and the tears of grievance in her eyes had slipped uncontrollably, mixing with the kiss from Xu Jinchao.
The real first kiss between them was salty and bitter with tears, but the bad taste was quickly diluted and disappeared on the tip of the tongue.
Omega felt her heart palpitations and dizziness. She felt like she was thrown on a roller coaster to the top of the clouds. Her heart was throbbing with softness and sweetness.
She had no choice but to passively enjoy the honey that suddenly came from her lips and teeth, and she was driven and entangled at a loss.
It wasn’t until I vaguely felt that the other party wanted to leave, and then suddenly reacted—
No, it can’t end like this!
Xu Jinchao was still hesitating about how to respond to Song Jiao. She was afraid that being too enthusiastic would make the future separation more painful.
Unexpectedly, Song Jiao would mistakenly think that she didn’t like her, and she was so sad that she was aggrieved and questioned, and her tears rolled.
She had no choice but to use actions to prove her feelings first, and don’t let her cry.
When he picked up Omega’s long hair with his fingers and touched the nephrite-like skin on her neck, Xu Jinchao realized that maybe he had been enduring, deceiving, and escaping.
She has feelings for her, very feelings.
Things later became logical, Xu Jinchao didn’t even know that he was so talented.
She didn’t even know how she dared to pry open the other’s unguarded lips and teeth, and gave a hot kiss to the kitten who was crying just after her confession, to seal her pitiful whimper and prevent her from crying again.
Xu Jinchao felt that she had never been so bold, but she also felt great, everything was wonderful before.
When she wanted to finish and talk to Song Jiao, Omega, who was getting softer and softer in her arms, suddenly moved.
She didn’t have the awkward restraint of Xu Jinchao still dragging the bottle in one hand, and hugged it eagerly.
He first hugged his shoulders tightly, then released it and climbed up, interspersed in his hair, and finally turned to hold Xu Jinchao’s cheek hard, trying his best to deepen the kiss.
Xu Jinchao felt persistent love and a little bit of madness from her actions, her heart was hot and sweet, and she knew in her heart that there was not much time left, so she let Song Jiao kiss her and responded to the crazy kitten gently.
Song Jiao wished that she had kissed the earth forever, until eternity, don’t let her and Xu Jinchao separate, don’t break up their couple.
But the longest kiss will end.
When she finally let go of Alpha’s cheeks, she saw Xu Jinchao’s red eyes, the tip of her nose, her lips that were rubbed red by her own lips, and the complicated expression on the other’s face, Song Jiao told her: “I love you so much, I don’t Regret.”
They all fell madly in love without knowing it.
Although she was on the verge of giving up her reason, Song Jiao still paid attention to Xu Jinchao’s drip bottle, and saw that there was only a small piece of the liquid left.
The two of them calmed down their moods again and sorted out their instruments. When they looked at each other again this time, the atmosphere that was so nervous that the bowstrings were strained and suffocated and uneasy was gone.
But they also knew that the sword of Damocles hanging over their heads was slowly descending.
Xu Jinchao didn’t want to bring up the disappointment after kissing her. She whispered to Song Jiao, “I love you too, and I don’t regret it.”
This is a love language in response to Song Jiao. Although she thinks that the sweetness and companionship at the moment will be accompanied by a short period of time, and her heart hurts as if she is being held tightly, she does not regret pouring out her heart to Song Jiao, and she does not regret expressing her true feelings for her. .
She tried to smile, thinking, I may have to rely on these three months for the rest of my life.
Song Jiao rang the bell and asked the nurse to take the needle for Xu Jinchao. Neither of them said a word. They stared at each other for a long time and madly, but took every minute as the last minute.
When the nurse took away the medicine bottle and the long drip needle, Song Jiao asked, “Do you want something to eat?”
Xu Jinchao shook her head, her stomach was empty, but she couldn’t eat anything now.
During the few hours that Alpha was in a coma, Song Jiao didn’t eat lunch, she only drank some water, and she couldn’t eat.
She sat closer to Xu Jinzao: “Then tell me about you.”
Of course Xu Jinchao understood what Song Jiao meant. She thought about it and told her, “In my world, there is no ABO second sex.”
This obviously subverted Song Jiao’s cognition. Xu Jinchao looked at Omega’s slightly widened eyes and smiled at her:
“I am a pure female over there, and my orientation is also female. Well, there is basically no difference in appearance and age between me and [Xu Jinchao], and I think the person you kiss should be me.”
Xu Jinchao unconsciously reached out and touched the barrier patch on the back of his neck. There was a small red mole under it. The pen was so small that it fell on the skin, which [Xu Jinchao] did not remember.
She said: “My parents were very old when they gave birth to me. They are both university teachers and are now retired. The two travel abroad all the year round, and I live alone.”
Xu Jinchao briefly brought the topic related to his parents and turned back to himself:
“I majored in oil painting in college, and I’m currently a little-known painter. My character…is what you see now.”
She introduced herself briskly, and finally pointed to her face, indicating that what she showed Song Jiao on a daily basis was her true character.
This action amused Omega, giving her her first real smile of the afternoon.
Seeing her smile, Xu Jinchao felt much relieved, and winked at her: “This is probably me.”
Song Jiao: “Well, I have a question.”
Xu Jinchao said cheerfully, “Ask.”
Song Jiao stared at her and said slowly, “How many people have you kissed?”
Xu Jinchao: “…”
Damn, send a proposition.
Xu Jinchao chose to be honest: “Three.”
This number made Song Jiao realize something, and her pretty little face was immediately drawn to the elder: “Oh, you told me before that three friends who used to be very important to me seem to be your exes?”
Song Jiao didn’t think that Xu Jinchao was still in contact with anyone before he came here. With Alpha’s moral level, there was no need to doubt that Xu Jinchao was not someone who could safely step on two boats.
But she still felt jealous about it.
Song Jiao’s jealousy was broken. In her simple little head, she only thought about whether Xu Jinchao would like her, and she never thought about her wife’s wild ex.
The beautiful and gentle Xu Jinchao is lovable, this is normal, but there was a female O who obviously had a good impression of her in all things before.
This is also the reason why Song Jiao ran over to show his sovereignty every three to five.
She remembered Xu Jinchao’s description of these three people, especially the last betrayal, which once affected Alpha’s self-confidence, and wished she could slap the jar of jealousy.
Song Jiao’s heart is very sad, Xu Jinchao will soon be taken away by the will of the garbage world… Will she have another girlfriend in the future, will she live in someone other than herself in her heart?
The thought of this made Song Jiao uncomfortable. She stared at Xu Jinchao, who was anxious, and wanted to make the other party promise to seal up her love after returning home and not to interact with others.
But how could she be willing to let Xu Jinzhao be alone without anyone to accompany her, Omega finally spoke with difficulty.
“You’d better lie to me now, say something nice, and tell me that you only love me in this life.”
She endured her grief and warned Xu Jinchao: “After you go back, you are not allowed to tell me to your next person…”
Xu Jinchao felt sad and funny when he heard it. He didn’t know whether to cry or laugh, so he asked Song Jiao helplessly:
“Why are you imagining other people for me that will never exist?”
She held Song Jiao’s face and kissed her on the lips earnestly: “If you don’t break up with me, I won’t have a next one.”
This made Song Jiao feel even more happy than the love language just now. She hugged Xu Jinchao and put her short-lived happiness in her arms.
Omega thought bitterly:
That nasty will of the world must be a single dog who can’t watch others fall in love!
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The author has something to say:
Hit, hit the arrow, but not completely hit.
The author of Peony was in tears, and after reading the last few chapters, Jiyou said that I was the Queen Mother of the West who broke up the young couple qaq