Wearing It Before Scum A Tortures The Heroine

Xu Jinchao couldn’t describe how he felt.

She was cold from head to toe. She was clearly in the warm room of late summer and early autumn, but she felt a bone-chilling chill pouring down from the top of her head.

Xu Jinchao’s teeth were almost chattering, she looked at Omega’s small face with surprise and joy in front of her, her heart was filled with unspeakable despair, and she couldn’t even try to smile to reassure the other party.

Song Jiao had no time to look at Xu Jinchao’s expression anymore. She noticed that Alpha’s infusion needle was rolled on the hospital bed, and the back of her hand was slowly swollen.

She hurriedly stepped forward to stop the drip, tore off the medical tape, pulled out the needle, pressed her fingertips to stop the bleeding, and rang the bell to call the nurse.

The invisible barrier that separated Xu Jinchao from the world suddenly melted away with Song Jiao’s series of actions and the touch of her fingers and skin, like a huge bubble wrapping her body being burst, allowing Xu Jinchao to finally feel the truth again.

She was returned to nature from the frosted fish tank, but her body was still in a state of rigidity, unable to swim with her tail, and was supported by the small hands of the people around her so that she would not sink to the bottom of the lake.

Xu Jinchao took a slow breath, she didn’t have much strength at all, she tried her best to raise her other hand and put it on the back of Song Jiao’s hand.

Song Jiao was pressing the medical cotton for Xu Jinchao, and the back of her finger was covered by the palm of the other’s gently falling palm.

The force of the touch was extremely light, and the palm of her hand was extremely cold. She had never seen Xu Jinzhao’s hand so cold, and it was as if it had just been soaked in ice water.

Omega couldn’t help but get scared, looked up at Xu Jinchao, didn’t talk to her, for fear that Alpha’s energy would be consumed, and he would pass out like he was in an amusement park at noon.

Song Jiao was terrified at the time. She only left for a few minutes. Before she left, Xu Jinchao was fine. When she called someone to go back, she leaned against the bench and couldn’t wake up.

She was in a panic, and she forced Xu Jinchao to the hospital. After the examination, she found out that the coma was caused by the overdose of the inhibitor.

Song Jiao regretted and blamed herself, and felt that she should not mention the playground. Xu Jinchao definitely didn’t want to disappoint her, so she concealed her physical discomfort, and she had to accompany her when she was injected with inhibitors.

Although the doctor reassured the patient that she would soon wake up, she was inexplicably uneasy.

Unspeakable fear and fear surged in Song Jiao’s heart. Looking at the pale and faint Alpha on the hospital bed, she was lying there, but Song Jiao felt that Xu Jinchao was very far away from her, so far that she could feel it when she pulled her palm. without her presence.

Song Jiao tried her best to tell herself that it was an hallucination. She was just too nervous to think wildly. When Xu Jinchao woke up, she might still laugh at her making a fuss, but she was flustered.

Now that Xu Jinchao finally woke up, the joy of being lost and found did not last long, and the heavy stone in her heart was pressed back again.

There was an invisible string in Song Jiao’s mind that was desperately ringing the alarm, telling her that something must have happened.

The ward fell into dead silence for a while, Xu Jinchao was speechless, Song Jiao did not dare to speak, the two could only stare at each other helplessly and desperately, until the atmosphere was broken by the nurse who came over.

The nurse changed hands for Xu Jinchao to give another drip, asked Alpha to lie down and rest again, and asked about Xu Jinchao’s feelings. Song Jiao replied on her behalf:

“She doesn’t seem to have the strength to speak.”

After the nurse checked Xu Jinchao’s physical signs, recorded them on the medical record, and said to Song Jiao, “It’s normal. She should have just woken up from a coma and is weak. The doctor will come over later.”

It was not until the nurse left that Xu Jinchao slowly escaped from the fear of powerlessness and regained the ability to speak.

She knew that her performance just now must have made Song Jiao flustered.

Song Jiao still held Xu Jinchao’s needle-rolling hand, carefully avoiding the back of her hand, and only clenched her fingers.

She breathed a sigh of relief, but she didn’t dare to be completely relieved. The strings of intuition and warning were still tight, and everything had not completely improved.

Xu Jinchao asked her, “What time is it?”

As she spoke, she found that her throat was dry and hoarse, and her voice was extremely low, not much higher than Mosquito.

Song Jiao said, “It will be three o’clock in the afternoon soon.”

Omega tried to remain calm, and smiled at Xu Jinzao.

She has always been a master at camouflage, but this time, her smile was so reluctant that Song Jiao herself realized that her expression was wrong and lowered her head to hide her adjustment.

Xu Jinchao’s mind was in chaos, but he couldn’t help feeling sorry for her, and said softly, “I’m fine.”

This was the only reassuring word she could say. Xu Jinchao couldn’t lie to Song Jiao, the other party would definitely see that he was dishonest, and it would only make Omega more uncomfortable.

Song Jiao nodded and repeatedly emphasized:

“Of course it’s very good. You don’t have any major problems. The doctor said that it was an overdose of the inhibitor. Now he has given you the medicine, and he will be hospitalized for observation. It may be better tomorrow.”

She spoke firmly.

This is indeed the doctor’s guarantee. Song Jiao couldn’t believe it at all before, but now she tells Xu Jinchao to comfort her as well as herself.

Only then did Xu Jinzao know the origin of his abnormal situation in the amusement park.

This week, she took five doses of the inhibitor, and she just stopped it for a day. She felt that the pheromone was not completely stable, and she was afraid that something might go wrong, so she injected another one in the morning.

But compared to the “prediction” she got in a coma, these are nothing.

Xu Jinchao remembered the various uncomfortable reactions that had become more and more serious in the previous days. She had done all the examinations that should have been done, but she still could not determine the source of the disease.

Only now did she react, and this may also be a reminder from the world.

Xu Jinchao questioned in his heart: [Why? ]

She wondered why, as she had asked aloud in that corridor, why brought her on her own accord and then threw it back?

But no matter how Xu Jinchao shouted, he couldn’t get an answer, as if the voice he heard when he first woke up was just a hallucination.

Xu Jinchao gradually realized that she was not qualified to negotiate, and if she was allowed to rage, cry, and plead, she might not shake the world’s will in the slightest.

The time I can stay here is only three months.

Xu Jinchao felt absurd and sad. Song Jiao saw these changes in expression. Omega didn’t know what was going on, so he could only stare at her blankly.

The doctor entered the ward and asked Xu Jinchao in detail how he felt, whether he had dizziness or nausea, previous use of inhibitors, etc.

Xu Jinchao answered them one by one. Her emotions had calmed down. After the doctor left, Xu Jinchao said to Song Jiao:

“Jiaojiao, I want to drink some water.”

Alpha didn’t often call her that. Although Song Jiao was uneasy, she was still a little excited and went to pour water for Xu Jinchao.

Xu Jinchao saved some strength and was no longer as weak as before. He sat up by himself and took the water cup handed by Song Jiao.

She drank half a glass of water and stared at Song Jiao again.

There was no countdown of these three months hanging above her head before, Xu Jinchao never felt a sense of urgency, she always felt that they still had a long time, and it was too long to see the end.

But now suddenly given a deadline, Xu Jinchao realized that life is limited, not eternal, and the time she spends with Song Jiao is one day less.

Xu Jinchao said gently, “You have changed a lot.”

She recalled a long time ago that Song Jiao would smile, keep her eyebrows low, and talk to her in a soft voice, as meek as a temperamental cotton doll.

Of course Xu Jinchao knew that Song Jiao was acting, so she didn’t notice anything unusual about her.

I just thought that Song Jiao’s eyes were so clear, so clean and beautiful, they were incredibly innocent eyes.

It was not until later that Xu Jinchao faintly realized that there was something less human in the other party’s expression. No matter how fake it was, it just lacked the finishing touch.

Song Jiao is very good at acting. If she hadn’t observed it closely and for a long time, she wouldn’t have even made this vague discovery.

Xu Jinchao couldn’t remember when Omega’s change began, but she only knew that she gradually became petty, would be coquettish and willful, and always came to beg her carefully, held her hand warmly and persistently, and made various requests to her. .

This little robot comes alive a little bit.

To this day, she casts her eyes full of love and longing on herself, and tentatively asks: [Do you know the meaning of kissing on the Ferris wheel? ]

She now knows how to love people, and she knows how to boldly ask for a kiss to someone she loves.

Xu Jinchao’s heart was full of sourness. If it weren’t for the discomfort that he was struggling with at that time, he would have raised his hand and surrendered in the ambiguous atmosphere, giving the kitten the kiss she wanted to satisfy her.

When they get off the small Ferris wheel, holding hands will have different meanings. They will taste the sweetness together, endure the hardships, and support each other in the future.

This is not perfect for Xu Jinchao, but belongs to Song Jiao’s beautiful life.

Xu Jinchao can’t say that this is all she wants, that is too hypocritical, because this is not her world after all, and she still has half of her soul concerned with reality.

The sourness turned into a needle-like tingling, Xu Jinchao begged in his heart: [After I leave, can Song Jiao forget me? ]

If someone has to suffer, then let her bear it alone, let her be someone who can’t get out of her life alone, free Song Jiao, let Omega forget her, and live happily ever after.

If the world can pull her here, she must be able to fulfill this little wish, right?

But now she can’t hear any response, just like when she was questioning before, she seems to be talking to the sun and the moon aloof, doing her best efforts that are destined to be fruitless.

Song Jiao was still looking at her, with a little puzzled expression on her face, waiting to hear her follow-up words.

Xu Jinchao stopped thinking about the illusory and bad will of the world, and focused his attention on the person in front of him.

She told Song Jiao: “You know, you look great. You used to say that you were abnormal and didn’t know how to give back your emotions. You are better at imitating performances. You don’t want to be found abnormal, but you don’t have any abnormality now. It looks like you don’t lack anything now.”

Only then did Song Jiao know that the “change” that Xu Jinchao was talking about was referring to these. She raised her hand to touch her cheek and thought: Have I become normal?

Maybe, maybe yes?

The panic when he found out that Xu Jinchao fainted was not fake, and the euphemistic confession that he couldn’t control himself on the small Ferris wheel was not fake, even aside from the time he spent with Xu Jinchao… How long has it been since I acted to deliberately show my emotions? already?

Song Jiao asked her in a low voice, “I really don’t have any abnormality?”

Omega looked a little unbelievable, and asked cautiously, fingertips on half of his cheeks, confused, and looked pitiful and cute.

Xu Jinchao was used to making physical contact with her at will, resisting the urge to rub Song Jiao’s long hair, smiling and nodding at her.

Song Jiao’s eyes gradually lit up, and Xu Jinchao said softly, “You should really see your current expression with your own eyes, even the best actors can’t play you like this.”

Hearing Alpha say this, Song Jiao couldn’t help looking around, trying to find the mirror.

She remembered that the bathroom was there, stood up subconsciously, felt it was out of place, and sat back on the edge of the bed again.

Song Jiao said, “I believe in you.”

Seeing her so happy, Xu Jinchao suddenly couldn’t control her emotions. She was going to keep smiling, but she couldn’t smile. The cup in her hand was shaking and she had to put it down.

She wanted to take a deep breath and calm down, but she let out a little whimper. Xu Jinchao immediately lowered her head in a hurry, and covered her face with the hand that was not dripping and the back of her hand was swollen.

So stupid, so useless, why cry!

Xu Jinchao scolded herself in her heart, trying to hide her incompetence and tears, she felt Omega’s little hand on her shoulder.

The other party asked at a loss: “What happened to you?”

Xu Jinchao couldn’t answer. She was clenching her teeth desperately to prevent her voice and tears from spilling out of her fingers. She felt guilty and desperate, and she hated it so much.

She had always thought that coming here is not entirely meaningless, at least it changed Song Jiao’s life.

But what is this now? It only makes Song Jiao have a good and stable life of less than two years, and then Song Jiao becomes happy. Song Jiao will face life and death.

Xu Jinchao knew too well how afraid of separation Song Jiao was. Omega pestered her countless times and promised to stay together forever and let her not leave him.

She didn’t think about the possibility that she would be taken away by force majeure. She thought short-sightedly that she would not change her love for Song Jiao, so she hurriedly responded again and again in exchange for Song Jiao’s peace of mind.

Xu Jinchao’s heart was twisted and colic. How happy they were in the past, how sad it is to say parting now.

She wants to find out the **** world will that brought her, fight him, curse him with the most vicious words she knows, but she can’t do anything!

She can only hate and rage here, crying bitterly, she doesn’t even know what she will be like after she leaves, this body is just dead—

…or change back to the former [Xu Jinchao]?

The last possibility that came to her mind made Xu Jinchao suddenly feel cold. After she woke up, her thoughts had been confined to her emotions, and she completely forgot that she was [Xu Jinchao] now, and she was the one who occupies the magpie’s nest.

This body has long been different from [Xu Jinchao], but there is no guarantee that it will not change back.

Alpha raised his head, his face was full of tears, his eyes were red, and the tip of his nose was pressed red by the palm of his hand, his expression was miserable and flustered.

Where has Song Jiao seen Xu Jinchao in such an embarrassed state? It’s not that the other party hasn’t shed tears before, but he’s never cried so miserably before, and he looks completely out of control.

Seeing these tearful eyes, Song Jiao didn’t know why she collapsed, and she had no idea to persuade and comfort her, so she could only wipe Xu Jinchao’s face with a tissue.

She asked, “Why are you crying?”

Omega’s voice panicked, and the action of wiping Xu Jinzao’s tears was a little heavy.

Xu Jinchao grabbed Song Jiao’s hand. She wanted to file for divorce immediately, but she changed her words.

Xu Jinchao said to Song Jiao, “Trust me, Jiaojiao, I don’t want to be separated from you, I really don’t want to.”

She couldn’t keep her calm, and she kept recalling the episodes in the original work that practiced Song Jiao, and she was angry and scared when she thought of the possibility of [Xu Jinchao] coming back.

Song Jiao was also a little flustered: “I believe in you, of course I believe in you, but what are you talking about…”

Xu Jinchao gasped hard, she stopped crying, and stared at Omega.

“We have to get a divorce. Yes, we have to cut our property. I want to give you the shares of Wantong, and return 5% of the friend record to you. I can’t keep anything.”

Xu Jinchao quickly said this, she would never give [Xu Jinchao] any chance to harass and interfere in Song Jiao’s life.

Song Jiao was stunned and listened to what she was saying.

After Xu Jinchao had arranged these arrangements in one breath, Omega suddenly pushed her away. This was the first time Song Jiao broke free from being held by Xu Jinchao.

“I’m not leaving!”

Song Jiao shouted to Xu Jinchao, she felt like a basin of ice water had been poured over her head, it was so cold that she couldn’t stop shivering.

The worst nightmare came true, Song Jiao couldn’t calmly think about why Alpha did this.

She was still trying desperately to figure out why Xu Jinchao was out of control, but now she is going crazy.

Aggrieved, frightened, and countless waves of negative emotions surged up. Song Jiao had been worried all these days, but now she was completely overwhelmed.

She felt a lot of pain in her heart. She had never felt so much pain before. Song Jiao wanted to throw something or yell, but the remaining sense of reason told her that it was useless.

The pain in her heart was still expanding, and these emotions had nowhere to vent, and they began to drill up, making her throat sore and her eyes sore.

Song Jiao cried, her vision blurred for a moment, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

She choked helplessly, thinking that she must be ugly now, but Xu Jin is going to divorce her, so what’s the point of her being ugly or beautiful?

Xu Jinchao panicked to see her Omega wife’s eyes turning red.

Those deer-like drooping eyes were wide open, and tears rolled down in a second, looking like the sky was falling, and she was utterly sad.

The little wife, who once claimed to not cry, asked her in tears.

“What’s wrong with me, why did you want to divorce me?”

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The author has something to say:

Alas, the dog cried after the kitten cried.

Today is today when I want to beat me and scold me, and when I add Jiaojiao tomorrow, that’s double scolding.