Chapter 34: Chapter 34
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My head was pounding, but I was too lazy to catch a cold, so I put on a hat and went to eat.
If I think about it carefully, it seems like these days, women only care about their appearance, and men tend to be messy.
hmm….
So what?
I think I know roughly why I'm doing this.
For example, if you have a 3 million won gem and a 30,000 won cubic stone…
No, I'm not saying the difference is that great, but if that were the case, everyone would take care of their gems by cleaning them often, but wouldn't they care about cubic zirconia?
That's the principle.
I don't think I'm ugly even though I'm a man….
As a woman, I am a bit fraudulent.
This is something that doesn't even look human. It's having a big impact on my heightened standards these days.
In the past, if I saw a pretty woman on the street, I would look at her, but these days, even if I see a woman dressed sexy or provocatively on the street, I don't look at her.
Rather, when I looked at the fashion of the clothes I was wearing, I thought, 'Oh, that's pretty. I should try wearing something like that too...'
… something is strange.
Anyway, that's the bottom line.
When I was playing a game, I created a main account and raised it, but I didn't like it, so I created a sub account!
If you continue to pour cash into the sub, you won't be able to access your original account... isn't that the case?
To give a simple example, if a cyclist buys a scooter, he or she will only ride a scooter from then on, right? Because it is more comfortable than a bicycle.
By the way, I used to ride a bicycle, but then I bought a scooter and rode it. But the scooter was so comfortable that I sold my bicycle to a friend for cheap.
… I'm not saying it's easier to be a woman, but there are some aspects where it feels better to be a woman because your abilities are so high.
If you hunt and play as a human character and then create an elf character and start hunting… there is a subtle difference, but there is definitely something there.
Are you intoxicated by your own beauty?
Is it narcissism?
The face and body are so fantastically proportioned and balanced that it almost feels artificial, and it's an appearance that looks so natural that it feels like it couldn't have been achieved with plastic surgery.
It may sound contradictory, but… if you compare me to when I was a man, isn't it definitely the difference between an earthly being and a celestial being?
Is this because my ideal type as an otaku has been realized?
Thank you otaku me, thank you to the countless games and screenshots that showed me this look, and thank you to my aesthetic sense!
I think it's because the TS Stone corrected reality to make her look more human... but she's still so pretty that it's scary.
"Hwaaam…."
Even though the sun is still up, I'm so sleepy that I have nothing to do.
If I had a ton of homework, I wouldn't have this much free time and be sleepy... I'm the type of person who finishes most of my homework in advance and then plays around, or takes care of easy tasks in one day, so I have a lot of free time like I do now.
… I'm bored. I think I'll become a woman again today and go for a walk.
It's only a walk, but it feels really good to feel like I'm becoming someone else.
Should I say that just walking around makes me feel good? I care about people's gazes... I feel good because I feel like I'm receiving attention.
'Um… what should I do today?'
Should I stay home today and play games, or should I be a girl and go for a walk?
I'm worried.
It's good to have free time, but it's also a little boring. I guess I should say that there's nothing to do because too much time has passed. They tell me to find something to do, but if I do that, I really have nothing to do.
Then I have to find something else to do! I guess… I'm not that diligent of a person.
"huh?"
As I was wondering how to spend this boring day, I noticed a familiar person walking in the distance.
Hye-rim and Min-woo… Hey, didn't those two have a secret crush on each other when Hye-rim was Kwon Seong-min's girlfriend, but they ended up falling out and pretending not to know each other?
I haven't seen them together since then… .
I was about to say hello, but something seemed suspicious, so I immediately turned around and hid myself so that the two people would avoid my gaze.
I followed the two men while going behind the car and then behind the building, thinking that other people passing by might look at me strangely. I kept moving and then sat on a bench and waited.
'What's going on…?'
Are you guys dating?
You may think this is speculation, but it is quite possible. Given Hye-rim's personality, since Kwon Seong-min is gone, she would find a man who would be helpful to her next and make him her boyfriend... She pretends to be innocent, but she is the type of person who thinks about various things and calculates things in her head.
Even in the case of Minwoo, he's a bundle of sexual desire who only talks about wanting a girlfriend and having sex... and on top of that, he and Hye-rim even had an implicit push and pull about whether or not they should date.
I followed them slowly while hiding, and found that Minwoo and Hye-rim were both entering the same building. It was the dormitory building where Minwoo lived…
… If you've come this far, there's a high chance you'll be able to enter the room.
Let's follow along a little further.
First, let's buy some time. I don't know if he'll go into the room right away... He might just go in to get something.
After waiting for about 15 minutes outside the dormitory building where Minwoo lives, I went inside the dormitory.
And when I arrived in front of Minwoo's room, I looked around and listened.
[Slurp… slurp… slurp…]
…what are you talking about?
It's loud enough to be heard even outside the door, as long as you keep quiet. Aren't they having a conversation?
Since eavesdropping is a hobby that I hide from others, I know how to eavesdrop on the sounds in a room.
Putting your ear against a door is more dangerous than you think. The moment you put your ear against it, the door may open slightly and make a sound. In addition, it is difficult to respond if someone inside comes out.
And it's not good to eavesdrop like that in a place where people are likely to pass by like now.
It would be a bit dangerous to put your ear against the door or something. I stood with my back against the wall right next to the door so that I could escape at any time, and put my ear against the gap between the door and the door frame.
And a cell phone in hand. If someone passing by sees this, it will look like you are waiting for the person in the room to come out.
[Sigh… Oppa… No… .]
[No way… I already sucked it.]
[If you just say it with your mouth, I won't do it…]
[Okay, okay… I'll just do it once.]
[Ahh… I don't know…]
hmm….
I see. Hmm.
You're having sex.
[There is that…?]
[I'll put it outside.]
[No…]
[I told you that no matter what happens, I'll take responsibility for everything.]
hmm….
It's more than I thought.
When did it get to that point?
Now that I think about it, didn't Hye-rim ask me about Min-woo? Did she ask me if we were still hanging out together these days?
What does that have to do with the current situation?
[Haak, haak… Ah, oppa… Aah… .]
[Do you like it?]
[Ah… I don't know… Huh… .]
I came here to eavesdrop on the conversation I was having with my partner, but I didn't know it would lead to sex...
This is not a situation where you can doubt whether they are a couple or not.
Well, given Minwoo's personality, you could say she's a sex partner… but anyway, there's no doubt that they're close enough to have sex.
I've completely lost interest.
I do have a hobby of eavesdropping, but I'm not a pervert to the extent of eavesdropping on Minwoo and Hye-rim having sex.
I don't know about other couples, but I don't want to hear Minwoo gasping for breath.
Since Minwoo doesn't have a hobby of eavesdropping on each other saying "you like it" while having sex and laughing, let's just go back to my room.
Let's go back and tell Sunghyun about this, and then the two of us can gossip about Minwoo and Hye-rim.
While I was going back, I told Minwoo in the dorm lounge that I could hear him doing something with a girl in his room, and that I would like him to be quiet. Minwoo would never know that I was the one talking, so it was safe.
They say even a dog would get angry if you touched them while they were having sex… but until he pays back the money he borrowed from me, Minwoo is worse than a dog in my heart.
It seems like you just started, but it didn't work out. The mood will be ruined, so please try to recover properly.
It may seem a bit cruel, but it doesn't bother me or anything.
When I got back to my room, I was about to gossip about Seonghyeon, Hye-rim, and Minwoo when I saw a message on my phone.
[I'll contact you later.]
… I don't know what it means, but for now, my relationship with this high school student named Youngho is over.
I think we should talk and hang out again later when we can avoid dirty conversations and have fun conversations.
[What. Seong. Ha. Hyun. Nya.]
I sent a message to Seonghyeon and we started gossiping about each other through messenger.
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"So…what about that guy Minwoo?"
"So, he borrowed money and said, 'Seong-hyeon, I'm sorry. But I really don't have any money. Just wait a minute.' Then, he contacted me the next night and told me that he was having a blast at a room salon and told me to come over."
"Where did you get the money to go to the room salon?"
"therefore!"
Seonghyeon said he would buy me food, so I was eating with him.
… Of course, I am a woman now.
This guy, in the past, he would say things like, "Let's eat together," and "He'll buy me food," to me, a man… But after meeting me, a woman, he hasn't said a word…
No, I think I contacted you two or three times?
Anyway, a woman like me kept sending me messages asking if it was cold these days, and asking if I liked Japanese hot pot dishes at a Japanese restaurant nearby, so I said OK and said I would go if she was going to buy me some.
This time too, I dragged him to a place that looked expensive and delicious, but he brought me to a place that was a little cheaper and more delicious.
It was a house I had known about before. I had been there before with Seonghyeon when I was a man, so I knew for sure that he would come here, but I was surprised when he took me to an expensive restaurant that I had no idea about, so I dragged him here.
You shouldn't spend money so lavishly.
'Hey… Heeyeon is really kind… She doesn't ask me to buy her food like the other girls in our department, and last time she said it was expensive so she suggested we go somewhere cheaper.'
… I think it's because of this that he keeps complimenting me, a woman, but I couldn't stand it because I felt bad for him trying to buy me expensive things.
"Anyway, last year, I seduced a woman who had a boyfriend and caused a lot of trouble for everyone around me… And then I heard people say that the one who gets taken away is the one with the problem…."
"What do you mean the one who gets robbed is the one with the problem…?"
"I don't know. It's like, if it's worth stealing, it's stolen or something… For example, if you taste a very famous wine and a cheap wine, everyone thinks that the cheap wine is the best when they only drink it, but when they drink the famous wine, they know for sure which is better or something like that."
"…That's a bit annoying."
While eating with Seonghyeon, Seonghyeon was talking about something we had already talked about before, but I pretended it was the first time I heard it and continued the conversation.
It's something I've talked about once when I was a man, but it's something I've never talked about with a woman like me... so it's probably best to pretend it's the first time you're hearing about it.
More than that, when talking to a woman, it's actually better not to badmouth other people like you do now. Not only women, but no one likes people who gossip a lot... Well, now I'm badmouthing someone I also dislike, so it doesn't matter.
Seonghyeon seems to have a slight inferiority complex towards Minwoo, so he might be trying to erase his anxiety by swearing at me and lowering my evaluation of Minwoo.
Let's not bring up that kind of topic, as it will only worsen the mood.
"This is about Taesoo. There's a hyung named Sooyoung who's in the military right now, right? He's been through so much, but there was something that was really extreme. So much so that Sooyoung had a scar on his arm. But Minwoo didn't apologize for that. I tried to persuade him as gently as I could for about 4 hours, and he eventually apologized, but what he said back then was really amazing."
"What did you say?"
Seonghyeon groped his neck for a moment and then imitated Minwoo's voice and spoke.
" 'Taesu, did Sooyoung ask you to apologize? Sooyoung didn't ask you to apologize. She clearly said it was okay at that time. If she said it was okay, then it was okay. Sooyoung and your brother are like that. If you wanted Sooyoung to apologize, Sooyoung would have asked you to apologize. Then you would have done it.'"
You're so bad at imitating!
Compared to me, who has only one year of experience imitating Minwoo, he still has a long way to go!
"Besides, Taesu had to spend 4 hours convincing her that she needed to apologize for something, and her apology was just a tap on Sooyoung's arm and a 'Does it hurt? I'm sorry.' That was the end of it."
"…That was a bit harsh."
"right?"
… Since I was the one who did the persuasion, my insides suddenly started to boil.
On Sooyoung's birthday, Minwoo got hurt on her arm, even though it was just a coincidence. It was a small wound, but it was definitely enough to leave a scar.
So, when he tried to brush it off by saying something like, "It's a birthday cake," without apologizing, I gently told him that he would have to apologize for a whole 4 hours. He said that since I didn't ask him to apologize, he didn't.
…are you crazy?
Besides, the apology that ended up being really vague. Just like Seong-hyeon said, I just tapped his arm and said, "Does it hurt? I'm sorry, you punk. I did it because I like you. Should I buy you some medicine?"
When Sooyoung said that it was okay, he said, "If it's okay, then that's it!" and that was the end of it.
…what?
Something is definitely off, but the more I try to explain it, the more my head hurts trying to explain it.
"I will live today."
"No, I'll buy it."
"That's a bit much…you bought it for me several times."
After the meal, when I was about to pay the bill, Seonghyeon stopped me from taking out money to split the bill.
I still don't have my wallet.
Strangely, I bought underwear well, but… I feel reluctant to buy a women's wallet.
What on earth is it… The pink and gold wallet I saw when I was looking to buy a wallet before… I wonder if there's a simple, black wallet.
I took the money out of my pocket and gave it to Seonghyeon, who stopped me while shaking his bag, which was open, as he took out his wallet.
Seonghyeon is the type to put all his things like his wallet, cell phone, and notebook in his bag. I carry my phone and wallet in my pocket.
That's why sometimes he doesn't answer the phone... What should I do if he doesn't answer when I ask him to call me before class starts?
"Hey, I said it's okay. Put it away, put it away."
"No matter what, you can't make a woman buy it. She's a man."
"You bought me so much, I should pay this much."
He's just stubborn and keeps trying to calculate things for himself.
I grabbed Seonghyeon's hand that was holding the wallet and put it in my bag. Then, I held out the money with my other hand and tried to pay... .
"…uh."
"Huh?!"
A box of condoms fell out of my bag.
Is that the one you bought last time?
I think I put it in my bag… I guess the bag shook too much while I was arguing with Seonghyeon and it fell out. The zipper was also open.
Seonghyeon was surprised and picked up the box of condoms and put them in his bag, but it was already too late.
"…Ah, so that's why I said I'll pay for it myself…."
"Oh, no, no, no!"
Oh, I thought you weren't fumbling around much these days, but here you are again.
Even after we had sex, Seonghyeon kept contacting me, so I met him occasionally for meals and such when I was a woman, and before I knew it, I didn't stutter at all when I was with him when I was a woman.
… So I thought you weren't fumbling around much these days, but it seems like you haven't completely fixed it yet.
"No, no, I understand everything. Um… yeah, I came here thinking about this, but if a woman buys me food, I might feel a little bad about it."
Oh, by the way, the bill has already been settled with the money I paid.
"Should I ask you to pay the bill? Are you going to pay it?"
"That, ah, that's not it…."
"It's okay, it's okay, I understand."
"Oh, I said no?!"
Seonghyeon continued to make excuses as he finished paying and left the store.
"T, that's it. I just carry it around to keep it inside the house… I didn't mean to do that!"
"So you're always prepared."
"That…ah, no, really…."
Oh, I'm screwed.
… I really get upset easily. Maybe it's because I'm aware that I'm not good at speaking, but I tend to get depressed when I can't persuade others.
Well… Now that I think about it, I've been wanting to do it a little bit lately.
I've already done it once with Seonghyun, so… should I do it?
I think that Seonghyeon is the best person for me. First of all, I don't want to go into a serious relationship because I'm afraid of being rejected, so I don't say anything about dating him. As we become close, our level of intimacy is also quite high.
Besides, I've noticed recently that he's been keeping a close eye on me and he thinks a lot about me.
Before I spoke, he didn't even ask for my address, name, or college information, as if it was okay... Should I say he just saw me as a woman and treated me like a woman?
I think there are some women who want to have sex with me, but… .
"No? Then you don't want to do it?"
"Uh… that, that… that's…."
Seonghyeon hesitates.
That's what you want to do!
Hmm, proof of health… .
"The time limit is 5 seconds, 5, 4, 3…."
"Ha, I want to… do that."
It's so much fun to tease.
Well, if it's at Seonghyeon's level, I'm okay with it.
The fact that they did it once carries the greatest weight, but they also keep their mouths shut, move around on their own, and don't rush in…
"Haa… I thought it was okay to have sex, but now I want to…."
"Wh, what?"
Oh, you blurted it out.
The voice was also quite dirty. Even though he asked as if he had misheard, he must have heard correctly. The wrinkles on Seonghyeon's pants were a little strange. Should I say that one side was tight?
You're standing… .
Ugh… I feel strange when I become a woman. I'm fine normally, but when I think about sex, my mind suddenly gets hot and it feels like my personality is changing.
And the bottom feels a little wet too… hot and humid, and every time I walk, the entrance feels slippery and sticky… .
It feels like the outer part cools down strangely quickly compared to other parts when the wind blows… .
'Haaah… .'
It really feels like something is suddenly changing in my head. Should I say that the structure of my thoughts is suddenly changing?
I really feel like a woman.
If, when I was a woman, I usually felt like I, as a man, was controlling my body together with myself, as a woman, then when I got excited by having dirty thoughts like this, it really felt like my whole body was conquered by myself, as a woman, and that very feeling changed.
"…Do you know a quiet place?"
"…Gulp."
I can hear Seonghyeon swallowing his saliva.
… Your perception has improved quite a bit.
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