TS Stone

Capítulo 33

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Hmm.

After I turned back into a man… strangely enough, I didn't have any particular feelings.

We even had sex… .

It's quite a change from my first experience, when I was in shock for weeks.

Is it because I decided to think of myself as a woman and as a man separately?

It's a minor issue, but surprisingly, this feels different. What should I say? It's like the feeling of playing a female character in a game.

In the game I'm a woman, but in real life I'm a man.

Even though I think this way, if it's an adult game, I enjoy controlling a female character and seducing men to have sex with them.

… No, I'm not enjoying it though.

Anyway… I don't think that a woman like me will be as shocked or confused about her identity as before because of what I did.

The sensations of being a man and being a woman are so different that it really feels like my whole body is switching over, so it feels like the me as a man and the me as a woman become completely different people.

Even right after the change, it is difficult to keep your body balanced.

… Let's stop thinking about it too much because the story is getting complicated.

As the saying goes, "Questions breed a nagging doubt," if you keep thinking, you will become unable to stop, so it is better to think in moderation.

As Einstein said, thoughts branch out and branch out endlessly, and it gives me a headache trying to see all the ends.

What if it were like this? Could it be like this? Then what should I do?

… It's good to be able to respond quickly when arguing, but it's tiring to live like this all the time.

Think moderately.

[Noona, noona, oh noona, can you show me just this once…?]

… No, cancel.

Let's live with at least a little bit of thought.

[no.]

[Ah… I really want to see you, unnie…]

[I said I don't like it.]

[I really can't think of anything else but you, noona... Even when I'm walking down the street, I think of you, I miss you, I miss your butt, I miss your legs, I just miss everything.]

What does it mean to think of Boji while walking down the street?

[You're a pervert.]

[I'm a pervert only to my older sister.]

[What will you do if I send it to you?]

[I have to piss in front of my older sister all the time… Even if I piss in a real picture, I'd piss so much that I'd get pregnant.]

How much do you have to swaddle to get pregnant while swaddling in a photo?

5 liters?

After having sex with Seonghyeon, I tried not to go out and just rested in my room for a while… but these past few days, I have a feeling that this guy Youngho is going a bit too far.

…Do I look that edible?

As a man, I can understand why you would do this… but honestly, I have tried to seduce women like this through messenger before.

hmm….

Still, for some reason, I don't know if it's the chest, but it doesn't seem right to me.

Even more than that, the photos you send me every day are starting to make me feel bad, it's scary.

Every day, at a set time, I get a picture of my breasts with semen on top of it, and I get sent that… If I make a slight mistake, I could be sent straight to jail and have nothing to say.

[Sister, can you just show me your face once?]

[If I show my face, you'll just post it on the internet and stuff, right?]

[Why am I like that? I'm not like that.]

Even if you say it like that… .

In my case, even though I said I took the pictures with permission, there are also pictures of women I had sex with in the past, and self-porn videos of me having sex…

I really don't understand why they allowed that.

Now that I've become a woman, I really think I absolutely don't want to allow that...

It was nice that I was able to be indebted to you for a while, even through videos…

.

There would have been more even if I hadn't deleted a few due to the sage's time… .

Although I have never leaked the photos I took over the years, and I never save them on my computer, but rather on an external hard drive to avoid the risk of them being leaked, when I think about it now, I feel both grateful and sorry to the person who allowed me to take the photos…

… Now that I am in the position of taking the picture, it feels strange.

Squeezing semen out of my body… Just thinking about it makes my vagina… .

…Huh?! Didn't what I just said sound a little weird?!

"Hmm…."

I wonder if there is some influence beyond what I thought.

I think that having dirty conversations with this high school guy every day as a woman has had a bigger impact on my current state than having sex with Seonghyeon.

… As I became a woman and spent more time thinking as a woman, I guess my mind became more feminine.

Is it getting dangerous? I don't know if it's because I'm the type of person who gets swept up in the atmosphere a little bit or because I'm the type of person who doesn't put up much resistance and just lets things flow, but I'm starting to feel like if I leave it like this, he might end up sending me a nude photo later.

And if you end up sending a picture of your face, that's a bit dangerous.

I know it may seem like a bit of an over-thinking thing, but you could get threatened or something….

I, Hee-yeon, am a real woman, so you can just ignore me since I don't exist in the family register, but still, when I think about my beauty as a woman, if a picture of me spreads too widely... it's highly likely that it will affect my future activities.

I was about to cut off contact, but he said a lot of really funny things to me, so I held off on cutting off contact… But I guess it can't go on like this.

[I actually got caught talking to you by my boyfriend.]

good.

Let's cut off contact here for a moment.

[… Did your sister have a boyfriend?]

[huh.]

[…what did your boyfriend say?]

[I told you not to talk to me. So today is actually the last day.]

[… .]

There is no reply.

Was this a bit too sudden?

But I don't think there's a method that's as sure as this... Hmm...

[Can't you do it secretly?]

[You want me to break up with you again after getting caught?]

[Sister, are you my girlfriend?]

… Oh, this isn't the conversation I was expecting… .

[Are you crazy?]

[Miss… How did you get caught?]

[I got caught showering.]

[Having sex?]

[maybe?]

[Ah… I want to eat it too, Noona… Ah, I'm so jealous… ]

I tried to gloss over it, but the conversation was taken in a strange direction.

Do you really want to talk dirty to me like that…? I was definitely trying to create a serious atmosphere, but now we're talking about sex again…?

[… Oh really… I really want to have sex with my older sister too… .]

[stop.]

[yes….]

For reference, I am currently a man.

That's why Youngho's words feel much more unpleasant than before. Rather than unpleasant, I should say it's a bit gay. There's a bit of fun in deceiving the other person, but the unpleasantness is still greater.

[Sister, then I won't be able to contact you from now on…?]

[You're a high school student, so I understand this to some extent and won't say anything directly, but if your girlfriend were to talk about sex with another guy right in front of you and actually have sex with him, think about how good it would feel.]

[… .]

[If you're a crazy guy who would give the woman you really like, whether she's your girlfriend of a few years or your future spouse… to another man to fuck, then he said he just has a mental state like that and he won't mind talking to you as long as you don't ask about your personal information or ask for sex.]

But I still thought it would be okay since he was a pretty fun guy as long as he didn't say dirty things... So I left a loophole that said it was okay to talk to him as long as he didn't say dirty things...

[Did your boyfriend write this?]

[I wrote down what I heard.]

[Are you next to me?]

[no.]

[Ah… Sister, can't you just talk to me in secret?]

[I also hate it because it stings me a little.]

[ah….]

After that reply, no more messages came.

Have you given up?

Even if I don't give up, I'll probably be thinking about it alone for a while, and then I can just ignore it as I please.

"Phew…."

I feel a little sorry.

If you think about it differently, it's like I'm playing around by myself and then cutting off contact on my own... Isn't that too much?

Should I have intentionally started a fight and then cut off contact?

I just kept ignoring or blocking them, so I didn't do it because I knew how bad it felt after experiencing it once... But after trying to cut off contact by talking to them, I wonder if I should have just blocked them.

… Just for reference, I wasn't blocked because I did something wrong or was embarrassing or anything!

By the way, I'm starting to get hungry...

I don't think I have anything to do today… I guess I'll go to the student cafeteria for the first time in a while… .

The taste is just okay, but the price is cheap.

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