Chapter 4: Chapter 4 - “Breakfast is Ready!” (2 in 1)
Fan Quan sat upright, cold sweat was dripping down his back, as if he had just awoken from a nightmare, and it was soaking deep trough his thin robes. His breath came in short gasps, and the faint morning light filtering through the gaps of his room did little to calm him.
The brush, the Silver Phoenix Brush, as the weird figure had called it, was still held tightly in his hand. Its glow had faded, but its weight was undeniable in his palm, far heavier than its physical form felt like it should allow.
Fan Quan's eyes drifted to the old mirror across the room. After rising up from the bed, he approached it and stared at his reflection. His face was the same, but his eyes… his eyes now carried a faint silver ring around the irises. The sight made his stomach turn, he didn't feel like he was looking at himself.
"What is happening to me?" he whispered to himself, the memory of the figure's words were still haunting him from deep in his mind. "Prepare yourself… the Brush's awakening has set events into motion that cannot be stopped.", these words were deep, and he didn't know what was in them.
A loud knock sent him back into reality from his thoughts.
"Fan Quan! Breakfast is ready!" His sisters familiar voice carried a mix of anger and irritation.
He scrambled to hide the brush under his bedroll, its surface cool against his hand. "Coming, Ning'zhu!"
In the small family hall, the smell of steamed buns and other foods filled the air. Fan Quan's younger sister, Fan Ning, sat cross-legged on the floor, and was aggressively munching on a piece of bread with exaggerated toppings. She looked up as he entered, her bright eyes narrowing suspiciously.
"You're late again," she said, pointing a half-eaten bun at him. "Mother said you slept in again."
Fan Quan rolled his eyes as he sat beside her. "I was up late practicing my calligraphy. Some of us have actual responsibilities, you know."
Fan Ning snorted. "Calligraphy isn't a responsibility, it's just fancy scribbling."
"Ning'er!" their mother scolded her as she set a bowl of soup in front of Fan Quan. "Don't mock your brother's hard work. You know how important it is for him to improve."
Fan Quan glanced at his mother, her kind face lined with years of aging. He managed a small smile. "Thank you, Mother."
As they ate, his father entered the room, carrying a small bundle of firewood. He was a broad-shouldered man with hands filled with bruises from years of labor. Setting the bundle down, he gave Fan Quan a long look before speaking.
"You were shouting in your sleep again," he said, his voice was rough, but not unkind. "Another nightmare?"
Fan Quan hesitated, his grip tightening on his cutlery. "Something like that," he muttered, keeping his eyes on his bowl.
Fan Ning perked up. "Ooh, was it about the doggie? Or bandits? Or—"
"Enough, Ning," their mother interrupted her again, shooting her a warning glance.
Their father sat down with a heavy sigh, rubbing his temples. "You've been having these dreams for weeks now, Quan'er. It's not normal."
Fan Quan swallowed hard, the soup was burning in his throat, it was still hot. The thought of the Silver Phoenix Brush under his bedroll pressing on his mind. He wanted to tell them about the glowing characters, the figure, the strange energy coursing through him but the words caught in his throat before he could say anything.
"I'm fine, Father," he said instead, forcing a smile. "Really. It's probably just stress."
His father grunted, clearly unconvinced, but didn't press the matter.
Later that morning, Fan Quan sat outside under the shade of the old peach tree in their courtyard, the Silver Phoenix Brush hidden in his sleeve. The morning sun warmed the worn wooden bench he sat on, but he couldn't shake the cold weight of his memories, "how did he even get home?" he was pondering.
"Fan Quan!"
He turned to see Fan Ning pounding toward him, a mischievous grin on her face. She plopped down beside him after slowing down, her hands clasped behind her back.
"What do you want?" he asked, eyeing her warily.
"I saw you sneaking something into your room last night," she said, leaning in conspiratorially. "What was it?"
"Sneak? I don't even remember coming back here" he pondered, then Fan Quan stiffened. "You're imagining things."
"No, I'm not!" she said, her grin widening. "It was shiny. Was it gold? Or maybe a secret treasure?"
"Ning'zhu, stop," he said, his voice sharper than he intended
Her smile faltered, and for a moment, she looked genuinely hurt. "I was just joking…"
Fan Quan sighed, running a hand through her hair. "Sorry. I didn't mean to snap. It's… complicated."
Fan Ning tilted her head, curiosity was quickly replacing her earlier offense. "Complicated how? You can tell me. I won't tell Mother or Father, I promise!"
He hesitated, the urge to share his burden battling with the fear of overwhelming her. Finally, he pulled the Silver Phoenix Brush from his sleeve, holding it out for her to see.
Fan Ling's eyes widened. "Wow… it's beautiful. Where did you get it?"
Fan Quan hesitated. "It's… special. And dangerous. You can't tell anyone about this, Ning'zhu. Not even Mother and Father."
Her expression turned serious, a rare sight for his otherwise silly and playful sister. "Why? What does it do?"
He stared at the brush, its faint silver glow reflecting in his eyes. "I don't fully understand it yet. But it's tied to… something big. Something I don't think I'm ready for."
Fan Ling leaned closer, her voice dropping to a whisper. "Can you show me?"
Fan Quan looked around the empty courtyard, his pulse quickening. "Fine. But only for a moment. And you have to promise not to tell."
"I promise!" she said eagerly, bouncing on her seat.
He took a deep breath and held the brush over the ground. Slowly, he began to write the ancient character for Wind in the air. As the strokes formed, the brush glowed brighter, and the energy within him surged. The completed character floated in the air for a moment before dissolving into a soft breeze that ruffled their hair.
Fan Ling gasped, her hands covering her mouth. "That… that was amazing! You're like a sorcerer!"
"Shh!" Fan Quan hissed, glancing toward the house. "Keep your voice down!"
"But how did you do that?" she asked, her eyes sparkling with wonder.
"I don't know," he admitted, his voice heavy with uncertainty. "And that's what scares me."
Fan Ling reached out and touched his arm, her expression unusually earnest. "Don't be scared, brother. Whatever this is, I know you'll figure it out. You're the smartest person I know."
Her words brought a small smile to his face, and he ruffled her hair affectionately. "Thanks, Ning'zhu. Just… don't tell anyone, okay?"
"I won't," she said solemnly. "But you better show me more later!"
Fan Quan sat in the courtyard long after Fan Ning had dashed off, her laughter still echoing faintly in his ears. The Silver Phoenix Brush rested in his lap, its faint glow now completely dimmed as if conserving its strength. He traced its handle absentmindedly, his thoughts a tangled mess. The memory of the strange figure and its cryptic words still haunted him. What did it mean that events had been "set into motion"? And why had the brush chosen him?
He sighed, leaning back against the gnarled trunk of the peach tree. The sunlight filtering through the branches was warm, but it did little to dispel the cold unease gripping his chest. For all the admiration and curiosity Fan Ning had shown earlier, he couldn't shake the sense that whatever power the brush held, it would bring danger to those around him.
His thoughts were interrupted by a familiar voice.
"Fan Quan! What are you doing lazing about out here?"
He looked up to see his mother standing in the doorway, her hands on her hips. She wore her usual plain robes, but her sharp gaze made her seem taller than she was.
"I already finished breakfast, Mother," he replied, sitting up straighter.
"Finished, maybe," she said, her eyes narrowing. "But you haven't chopped the firewood for tonight. Or are you planning to cook dinner with your calligraphy skills?"
Fan Quan winced. "I'll get to it now."
"You'd better," she said, shaking her head. "And don't let your sister distract you. She'll have you chasing her schemes all day if you're not careful."
Fan Quan couldn't help but chuckle softly at that. "I'll keep that in mind."
With that, he tucked the Silver Phoenix Brush into his sleeve and made his way to the firewood pile near the back of the house. The familiar rhythm of splitting logs offered a welcome distraction, the sharp crack of the axe striking wood drowning out the restless thoughts swirling in his mind.
As he worked, the sun climbed higher in the sky, and the day grew hotter. He paused to wipe the sweat from his brow, his gaze drifting toward the horizon. A faint glimmer of mFan Quan sat upright, cold sweat was dripping down his back, as if he had just awoken from a nightmare, and it was soaking deep trough his thin robes. His breath came in short gasps, and the faint morning light filtering through the gaps of his room did little to calm him.
He stared at the brush, its faint silver glow reflecting in his eyes. "I don't fully understand it yet. But it's tied to… something big. Something I don't think I'm ready for."
Fan Ling leaned closer, her voice dropping to a whisper. "Can you show me?"
Fan Quan looked around the empty courtyard, his pulse quickening. "Fine. But only for a moment. And you have to promise not to tell."
"I promise!" she said eagerly, bouncing on her seat.
He took a deep breath and held the brush over the ground. Slowly, he began to write the ancient character for Wind in the air. As the strokes formed, the brush glowed brighter, and the energy within him surged. The completed character floated in the air for a moment before dissolving into a soft breeze that ruffled their hair.
Fan Ling gasped, her hands covering her mouth. "That… that was amazing! You're like a sorcerer!"
"Shh!" Fan Quan hissed, glancing toward the house. "Keep your voice down!"
"But how did you do that?" she asked, her eyes sparkling with wonder.
"I don't know," he admitted, his voice heavy with uncertainty. "And that's what scares me."
Fan Ling reached out and touched his arm, her expression unusually earnest. "Don't be scared, brother. Whatever this is, I know you'll figure it out. You're the smartest person I know."
Her words brought a small smile to his face, and he ruffled her hair affectionately. "Thanks, Ning'zhu. Just… don't tell anyone, okay?"
"I won't," she said solemnly. "But you better show me more later!"
Fan Quan sat in the courtyard long after Fan Ning had dashed off, her laughter still echoing faintly in his ears. The Silver Phoenix Brush rested in his lap, its faint glow now completely dimmed as if conserving its strength. He traced its handle absentmindedly, his thoughts a tangled mess. The memory of the strange figure and its cryptic words still haunted him. What did it mean that events had been "set into motion"? And why had the brush chosen him?
He sighed, leaning back against the gnarled trunk of the peach tree. The sunlight filtering through the branches was warm, but it did little to dispel the cold unease gripping his chest. For all the admiration and curiosity Fan Ning had shown earlier, he couldn't shake the sense that whatever power the brush held, it would bring danger to those around him.
His thoughts were interrupted by a familiar voice.
"Fan Quan! What are you doing lazing about out here?"
He looked up to see his mother standing in the doorway, her hands on her hips. She wore her usual plain robes, but her sharp gaze made her seem taller than she was.
"I already finished breakfast, Mother," he replied, sitting up straighter.
"Finished, maybe," she said, her eyes narrowing. "But you haven't chopped the firewood for tonight. Or are you planning to cook dinner with your calligraphy skills?"
Fan Quan winced. "I'll get to it now."
"You'd better," she said, shaking her head. "And don't let your sister distract you. She'll have you chasing her schemes all day if you're not careful."
Fan Quan couldn't help but chuckle softly at that. "I'll keep that in mind."
With that, he tucked the Silver Phoenix Brush into his sleeve and made his way to the firewood pileovement caught his eye, and he squinted, his grip tightening on the axe handle.
A lone figure was approaching along the dusty path leading to their home. They moved with a deliberate slowness, as if weighed down by exhaustion or injury. The stranger's robes were tattered, their dark hair hanging limply over their face.
Fan Quan's heart sank. A traveler? Or something worse?
"Father!" he called, his voice sharp with urgency.
Moments later, his father emerged from the house, wiping his hands on a cloth. He followed Fan Quan's gaze and frowned deeply.
"Stay here," his father said, his voice low. He reached for the sturdy staff leaning against the wall and strode toward the approaching figure.
Fan Quan hesitated, his instincts screaming at him to follow, but he obeyed, his grip on the axe tightening.
As his father approached the stranger, the figure stumbled, collapsing to their knees in the dirt. Fan Quan's father rushed forward, his staff lowered but still in hand.
"Are you hurt?" his father asked, his voice cautious but steady.
The stranger raised their head slightly, and Fan Quan caught a glimpse of their face—a gaunt visage, pale and hollow-eyed. Their lips moved, but the words were barely audible.
"Help… please…"
His father knelt beside the stranger, offering his shoulder for support. "Come, we'll get you some water and food."
Fan Quan's unease deepened as he watched them approach. Something about the stranger felt… wrong. It wasn't just their appearance—it was the faint ripple of energy he felt in the air, like a distant echo of the Silver Phoenix Brush's power.
When they reached the house, Fan Quan's mother rushed to help, her worry evident. "What happened to you, traveler?" she asked as she led the stranger inside.
The stranger didn't answer immediately, their head lolling slightly as they sipped the water offered to them. Finally, they spoke, their voice hoarse and broken.
"I… I was attacked," they said. "Bandits… they took everything…"
Fan Ning, who had been watching from the doorway, gasped. "Bandits? Are they nearby?"
The stranger shook their head weakly. "No… they're long gone. But…"
Their sentence trailed off, and they suddenly passed out, they face still hidden between the cloth.
While Fan Quan was still in shock, his dad picked the sort of dismantled, but still mostly covered figure up and carried it inside.
Fan Quan stared at the path the figure came from before going inside, and going into his room. He then sat down and took out the brush, he felt something similar to the energy inside himself, which came from the brush when he saw the figure.
He held it, and wrote a character he saw outside, it had a vital aura, and was one of the few he hadn't tried out yet. Once he finished it, his energy went into it, and suddenly flew out trough the wall. He was shocked, and scared his parents would see it so he rushed out, and followed around the rooms to see where it went. He almost tripped over Fan Ning's bag and pushed open another door.
His eyes widened, there was a woman which appeared about 20 years old, laying on the guest bed, closed eyes and breathing happily. She had a long, dark hair which felt like it was shining under the light that came in from the window, the symbol he had drawn suddenly appeared trough the wall, and entered her body, and her breathing slowed down.
Fan Quan's panicked, he rushed over and tried to feel her pulse, which seemed normal, and when he backed up to the door, thinking to get help, when he heard a faint voice.
"Cultivator…?"
Fan Quan froze in the doorway, his heart pounding. The woman's voice was faint, like a ripple over still water. Her eyes were still closed, and her chest rising and falling in steady rhythm, but her lips moved again, the word was sharper this time.
"Cultivator?"
Fan Quan took an uneasy step back. The word carried something unusual, and he wasn't prepared to bear it, yet something deep inside him seemed to move at the sound. He tightened his grip on the doorframe, his thoughts were again racing. Should he call for his father? His mother? What would they do? What could they do?
Before he could decide, the woman's eyes opened. They were dark but something in them seemed to glow, it was filled with an intensity that felt like it pinned him where he stood. For a moment, silence stretched between them, her gaze was searching his face.
"You," she said, her voice soft but steady now. "It was you."
Fan Quan stiffened. "Me? What are you talking about?"
She sat up slowly, brushing a strand of hair from her face. Her movements were fluid, almost too graceful for someone who had appeared at death's door moments ago. "The symbol," she said, pointing toward the faint glow still lingering on her chest. "You drew it. You sent your energy into me."
Fan Quan's mouth opened, but no words came out. He glanced toward the doorway, half-expecting someone to burst in and explain this all away as a misunderstanding. But no one came.
The woman's gaze softened as she studied him. "You're untrained," she said, her tone almost sympathetic. "Your energy… it's raw, uncontrolled. But strong."
Fan Quan swallowed hard, his throat dry. "Who are you? What's happening to you?"
Her expression grew serious. "My name is Feng Rui. I am—or was—a cultivator. I've been… poisoned, hunted. I would have died out there if not for you." She touched the faint glow on her chest. "This symbol you wrote: it stabilized my core, slowed the poison in my veins."
Fan Quan stared at her, his mind struggling to fully understand her words. Cultivators, poison, cores—these were things out of stories, not real life. And yet, here she was, alive and speaking because of something he'd done with the Silver Phoenix Brush.
"I didn't mean to—" he began, but she cut him off.
"Intent doesn't matter. What matters is that you have a tool of great power, and you used it." She leaned forward slightly, her voice lowering. "Do you even know what you hold in your hands, boy?"
Fan Quan's grip tightened on the brush tucked into his sleeve. He shook his head. "No. It… it just came to me. I don't understand any of this."
Lian Xue regarded him for a long moment, then sighed. "That brush is no ordinary artifact. It's a relic from the ancient Calligraphers, something that everyone thought lost to time. It doesn't just write. The symbols you draw aren't mere words; they're commands. And you, whether you know it or not, have become its wielder."
Fan Quan felt the weight of her words settle over him like a lead blanket. He looked down at the brush, its silver surface cool against his skin. A relic? Shaping reality? It sounded absurd, but hadn't he just seen the evidence with his own eyes?
"But why me?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.
"That," she said, leaning back against the headboard, "is a question only the brush can answer. Artifacts like that don't choose their wielders lightly."
The room fell silent again, her words sinking in. Fan Quan's thoughts were a chaotic whirl, but one question pushed its way to the forefront.
"What happens now?"
Lian Xue smiled faintly, though there was little warmth in it. "Now, you have a choice. You can continue to live your life as it was, pretending this power doesn't exist. Or…"
"Or?"
"Or you can learn to control it. The brush has awakened, Fan Quan. That means others will sense its presence—those who seek to claim it, those who fear it, and those who would destroy it. You can't hide from them forever."
The weight of her words pressed on him, but before he could respond, a sharp knock at the door shattered the moment.
"Fan Quan? Are you in there?" his father's voice called, firm and insistent.
Fan Quan's eyes darted to to the girl on the bed, who was already lying back down, her breathing slow and steady as if she'd never woken. The glow on her chest faded completely.
"Fan Quan?" his father called again, louder this time.
Fan Quan swallowed hard and opened the door, stepping outside and pulling it shut behind him. His father stood there, arms crossed, his expression unreadable.
"Why are you in the guest room?" his father asked, his tone gruff.
"I… I thought I heard her stir," Fan Quan lied quickly. "I wanted to make sure she was okay."
His father's gaze softened slightly, and he nodded. "Good. She's in bad shape, but it seems she'll pull through. Your mother's making some medicine for her now. Go help her."
Fan Quan nodded and hurried toward the kitchen, but his thoughts were far from the tasks at hand. Deep words echoed in his mind, and the weight of the Silver Phoenix Brush in his sleeve felt heavier than ever.
He couldn't pretend this power didn't exist. But could he truly face what it would bring?
When he arrived in the kitchen, he had already tucked away the brush, and as soon as he walked trough the doorway, he suddenly felt immense pain in his tummy, as Fan Ning kicked him to the ground.
"Ning'er stop!" their mother called out, and she yelled a yes before growling like a dog at Fan Quan. This was another of her mockeries for when he'd been attacked by a wolf, and he then jumped up, and walked over to the table, but not without a small tackle to his sister while walking past.
"Quan'er, how are your studies going?" Fan Baozhai asked, looking at him with expectations.
"They're going great" he replied and then got back to eating.
Fan Quan sat at the table, his mother's question still lingering in the air as he focused on his bowl of rice. His studies? What could he even say about them now? Ever since the Silver Phoenix Brush had entered his life, the usual rhythms of chopping wood and practicing basic calligraphy felt like mere shadows of something much larger—and much more dangerous.
Fan Ning slumped into the chair next to him, sticking out her tongue in exaggerated mockery before scooping up a bowl for herself. Her antics were as loud as ever, but Fan Quan's thoughts were elsewhere. He glanced toward the guest room, replaying every word Lian Xue—no, Feng Rui—had said.
"You're so quiet," Fan Ning said suddenly, her voice piercing through his thoughts. She leaned in closer, narrowing her eyes at him. "What's wrong? Are you finally going to tell us about your secret girlfriend?"
Fan Quan nearly choked on his rice. "What? No! Don't be ridiculous."
Fan Ning smirked and leaned back, clearly enjoying his discomfort. "Oh, come on. You've been sneaking around like you've got some grand secret. If it's not romance, then what? You're not hiding something cool, are you?"
Fan Quan shot her a glare, but she wasn't wrong. He was hiding something. Still, how could he possibly explain it to her? Or to anyone? "I'm just tired," he muttered, taking another bite of rice.
Fan Baozhai set a steaming bowl of herbal medicine on the table, her gentle hands working with practiced ease. "Then finish your meal and rest," she said, her tone a mix of concern and practicality. "You've been working harder than usual, haven't you?"
Fan Quan nodded absently, hoping the conversation would shift away from him. His mother, thankfully, didn't press further. She turned her attention to the medicine and murmured, "I'll take this to the guest."
At that, Fan Quan stiffened slightly. His mother was heading toward Feng Rui. Would she notice anything strange? Would Feng Rui reveal too much?
"Mother, wait!" he said, rising from his seat. "I can take it to her."
Fan Baozhai raised an eyebrow, surprised. "You? That's unusual. Are you sure?"
"Yes," he said quickly. "I was already in the room earlier. It's fine."
His mother hesitated for a moment, then nodded. "Alright. Be careful not to spill it—it's a strong brew, and it took time to prepare".
Fan Quan nodded, taking the bowl carefully into his hands. As he walked back toward the guest room, his sister's voice trailed after him, dripping with teasing curiosity.
"Don't stay in there too long, lover boy!"
(…)
Fan Quan shut the door quietly behind him, the faint scent of herbs wafting up from the steaming bowl in his hands.
Feng Rui was awake now, her dark eyes sharper than they had been before. She was sitting upright, her posture steady but her face still pale. Her gaze flicked to the bowl he carried, then back to his face.
"You're back," she said softly.
He nodded, moving cautiously toward her. "My mother made this. It should help."
Feng Rui reached out, her fingers brushing the rim of the bowl as she took it from him. Her hands, though delicate, carried an odd strength. She sipped slowly, her expression unreadable.
Fan Quan hovered awkwardly nearby, unsure of what to do. When she set the bowl aside, he blurted out the question that had been gnawing at him.
"What… happened to you?"
She looked up at him, her gaze unwavering. "I was poisoned," she said simply. "But it's more complicated than that."
Fan Quan hesitated, then sat down on the stool near the bed. "Complicated how?"
For a long moment, Feng Rui said nothing. Then, with a faint sigh, she leaned back against the wall.
"There's something in this world most people never notice," she said. "Power—raw, untamed, and ancient. Sometimes it sleeps. Sometimes it stirs." She paused, her eyes narrowing slightly. "And sometimes, it finds someone."
Fan Quan's grip tightened on his knees. He didn't need her to say it outright; he knew she was talking about him.
"I didn't ask for it to find me," he said quietly.
Feng Rui let out a soft laugh, though it was bitter. "No one asks. And yet, here you are."
He frowned. "But why me? Why now?"
She studied him for a moment, her gaze probing. "You carry something unique," she said finally. "Something I haven't seen before. That brush of yours—it's not ordinary."
Fan Quan's hand moved instinctively to his sleeve, where the Silver Phoenix Brush was tucked away. He felt its weight, cool and solid against his skin.
"It came to me by chance," he said. "I don't even know what it is."
Feng Rui tilted her head, her expression thoughtful. "Chance? Perhaps. Or perhaps it chose you."
Her words sent a shiver through him. He looked away, staring at the floor.
"What does it want from me?" he asked.
"Nothing," she said. "It's a tool, not a master. What you do with it is up to you. But its power… that's something you'll have to learn to control."
Fan Quan frowned. "You keep saying it has power. What kind of power?"
Feng Rui gestured toward her chest, where the faint glow of the symbol he had drawn had vanished. "What you did earlier—saving me—that was just a glimpse. The symbols you write carry meaning beyond words. They can shape the world in ways you can't yet imagine."
Fan Quan shook his head, his thoughts racing. "I didn't even mean to do that. It just… happened."
She nodded. "That's because you're untrained. But intent matters. If you're not careful, that power could harm instead of heal."
Her words hit him like a stone. Harm? He hadn't considered that.
He looked back at her. "You said I have to learn to control it. How? Who could teach me something like this?"
Feng Rui hesitated, her gaze turning distant. "I can't answer that yet," she said finally. "But I can tell you this—if you don't try, this power will control you instead."
The weight of her words pressed heavily on him. He opened his mouth to respond, but a knock at the door cut him off.
"Fan Quan?" His father's voice was firm.
Fan Quan jumped to his feet, his heart pounding. "Yes, Father?"
"Your mother said you were bringing the medicine. Is everything alright in there?"
"Yes!" Fan Quan said quickly. "I was just making sure she drank it."
"Good," his father replied. "Come out when you're done. There's still work to do."
Fan Quan glanced at Feng Rui, who had already laid back down, her eyes closed and her breathing slow. It was as if she hadn't moved at all.
He opened the door, stepping out to face his father.
"You've been spending a lot of time in there," his father said, giving him a searching look.
"She's recovering," Fan Quan said simply, sidestepping the scrutiny.
His father nodded, satisfied for now. "Good. Don't forget to chop the rest of the firewood."
Fan Quan nodded, hurrying past him. As he stepped outside into the warm sunlight, the weight of the Silver Phoenix Brush pressed against his sleeve.
The world felt heavier now. Every step he took seemed to echo with the responsibility he hadn't asked for but couldn't ignore.
He glanced back toward the house, toward the room where Feng Rui lay.
What was he supposed to do now?
Fan Quan leaned the axe against the woodpile, his shoulders aching from the rhythm of chopping. The sun hung low, its fading warmth brushing against his skin. He wiped the sweat from his brow, but the gnawing unease in his chest remained.
Every swing of the axe felt meaningless now. No matter how hard he tried to focus on the familiar tasks, his thoughts always circled back to the Silver Phoenix Brush tucked in his sleeve. To Feng Rui's words. To the weight of something larger than his simple village life.
He glanced toward the house again. Smoke curled lazily from the chimney, a sight so normal it almost felt mocking. Everything was changing, and yet the world around him stayed the same.
"Quan'er, you're taking forever!"
Fan Ning's voice jolted him back to the moment. She stood a few paces away, hands on her hips, her usual teasing grin plastered on her face.
"Don't tell me the big, bad cultivator is too tired to chop a little wood," she taunted, mimicking a mock fighting stance. "Or is it your secret girlfriend distracting you again?"
Fan Quan groaned, shouldering the axe and walking past her. "Leave it, Ning'er."
But she wasn't done. She darted in front of him, blocking his path. "Seriously, what's going on with you? You've been acting weird for days. And don't say it's nothing, because I know it's something."
Fan Quan hesitated. His sister's sharp eyes bore into him, and for a moment, he considered telling her everything. Maybe she'd understand. Maybe she could help.
But then he thought of Feng Rui's warning. If you're not careful, this power could harm instead of heal.
"It's nothing," he muttered, stepping around her.
Fan Ning frowned but didn't press further. "Fine, be boring. But don't expect me to cover for you when Father asks why you're slacking."
She stormed off toward the house, leaving Fan Quan alone again. He stared at the axe in his hands, then at the pile of unfinished wood.
The weight of the brush pressed against his arm.
Night fell quickly, draping the village in shadows. Fan Quan lay on his mat, staring at the ceiling. He could hear the faint hum of crickets outside, the occasional murmur of his parents' voices from the other room.
His thoughts were restless, swirling with questions.
What did Feng Rui mean by "shape the world"? What did the brush want with him?
And most of all: could he truly face what this power demanded of him?
A soft knock interrupted his thoughts. His heart leapt.
"Fan Quan," Feng Rui's voice whispered through the door.
He scrambled to his feet, carefully sliding the door open. She stood there, her pale face illuminated by the faint moonlight. She looked steadier now, but her eyes were serious.
"Come with me," she said.
Fan Quan blinked. "What? Why?"
"There's something I need to show you," she replied, her voice low. "It can't wait."
He hesitated, glancing toward his parents' room. "If my father sees us—"
"He won't," she cut him off. "But if you don't come, you'll regret it."
Her words sent a shiver through him. Without another thought, he grabbed his shoes and followed her out into the cool night air.
The forest was quiet, the faint rustle of leaves the only sound as they walked. Feng Rui moved with a purpose, her steps silent despite her still-healing body.
Fan Quan trailed behind, the brush hanging like a hidden ember in his sleeve.
"Where are we going?" he asked.
She didn't answer immediately. When she finally spoke, her voice was soft but firm.
"You've felt it, haven't you? The power. It's more than you can handle now. More than you understand."
Fan Quan nodded reluctantly.
"Then you need to see what it means to be a cultivator" she said. "What it can do—and what it can cost."
He frowned, his unease growing. "What are you talking about?"
They stepped into a small clearing, the moonlight spilling over the grass. Feng Rui stopped, turning to face him.
"You've been brought into a world you don't understand," she said. "And that means others will come. Not just for you, but for what you carry."
Fan Quan felt a chill run down his spine.
"What kind of others?" he asked.
Her gaze was piercing. "Those who will kill to take it. And those who will kill to destroy it."
He swallowed hard, his grip tightening on the brush.
"You have a choice to make, Fan Quan," Feng Rui said. "You can stay here, hiding in your village, pretending this isn't your problem. Or you can leave. Face it. Learn what it means to control this power before it controls you."
Her words hung in the air like a heavy mist.
Fan Quan stared at her, then at the brush in his sleeve. The life he'd known felt impossibly far away now, like a dream he could never return to.
But could he truly leave everything behind? His family? His home?
The night seemed to hold its breath, waiting for his answer.
Fan Quan's mind churned with doubt, his pulse loud in his ears. He looked up at the night sky, the stars bright and distant. Feng Rui's words weighed on him like a stone pressing against his chest.
Leave? The thought alone was enough to twist his stomach into knots. This village, this quiet life—it was all he'd ever known. His mother's gentle scolding, his father's gruff pride, Ning'er's endless teasing. How could he walk away from that?
But the brush's weight in his sleeve felt heavier than ever. It wasn't just a tool. It wasn't even just a responsibility. It was a tether, pulling him toward something vast and unknown.
He glanced at Feng Rui. She stood still, her expression unreadable in the pale moonlight. Yet there was something fierce in her eyes, something that told him she understood what he was feeling.
"What if I don't want this?" he asked, his voice trembling. "What if I just want things to stay the same?"
Feng Rui's gaze softened, but her words were firm. "Then others will decide for you. Power like this doesn't let life stay the same, Fan Quan. It demands something from you, whether you're ready or not."
He clenched his fists, frustration bubbling inside him. "It's not fair. I didn't ask for this."
"No one does," she replied quietly. "But running from it won't make it disappear. If you don't take control, someone else will. And they won't care about your village, your family, or your wishes."
Fan Quan opened his mouth to argue but stopped. Deep down, he knew she was right. Pretending the brush didn't exist wouldn't protect anyone—not him, not his family.
Still, the idea of leaving made his chest ache. He thought of his mother's warm meals, his father's gruff approval when the chores were done. He thought of Ning'er, her relentless teasing masking the bond they shared. Would they understand? Would they hate him for leaving?
He dropped to the ground, sitting cross-legged in the clearing. The cool grass brushed against his hands as he stared at the dirt. "How do I even begin to face something like this?"
Feng Rui crouched beside him, her movements deliberate but not unkind. "You begin by deciding. Once you take that first step, the rest will follow. But hesitation will only leave you vulnerable."
Fan Quan exhaled slowly, the cool night air filling his lungs. He couldn't decide tonight. Not yet.
But he knew one thing for certain: the life he'd known was slipping away, whether he liked it or not. The brush had made sure of that.
Feng Rui rose, her figure shadowed against the moonlight. "Think about what I've said. I'll wait until morning for your answer."
She turned and began walking back toward the house, her steps as silent as before.
Fan Quan stayed in the clearing, alone with his thoughts. The night seemed endless, the stars above like faint embers, distant and unreachable.
He pulled the brush from his sleeve, holding it up to the light. The silver surface gleamed faintly, its edges smooth yet somehow alive under his fingers.
What do you want from me? he thought, the question echoing into the vast silence around him.
But the brush, as always, gave no answer. Only the cool weight of its presence remained, a silent reminder that his life would never be simple again.
And for the first time, Fan Quan allowed himself to wonder if he could truly leave behind the world he knew—for a world that had already begun pulling him in.