Chapter 3: Chapter 3 - Soul
Fan Quan remained still, his breaths steadying as the echo of the character's light faded into his chest. The silence of the hall, though unchanged, now carried a different weight. It pressed against him, still not with malice, but with a new sense of fulfillment. His gaze swept across the many shelves, the glowing tomes and scrolls seemed like they were almost alive now, their energies brushing faintly against the edges of his awareness.
The brush in his hand felt warm, faintly glowing in patterns that felt as though they were attuned to the rhythm of his heartbeat. The light no longer moved on its own, but Fan Quan felt its presence trough an extension of himself yet something more, a sense, to say. The air around him was charged, each breath filling his lungs with a vitality that felt foreign and even slightly intoxicating.
His steps echoed faintly as he moved deeper into the hall. The shelves stretched impossibly high, their ends obscured by the soft light that filled the space. Fan Quan paused before a shelf, his gaze was suddenly drawn to a scroll nestled between others, its glow was brighter than the others around it. The characters on its surface were intricate and delicate, and most importantly, they were forming patterns that shifted subtly as he stared at them, in the same way the ones he saw outside this palace, in the void were shifting.
After Hesitating for a moment, he reached out and gently lifted the scroll. It unfurled smoothly, the material softer than any paper he had ever touched, it seemed almost weightless in his hands. The characters inside were not static; they moved like flowing water, reshaping themselves even while he looked at them. Fan Quan furrowed his brow. He couldn't read the words, but their presence stirred something within him, a deep resonant feeling, similar to a song heard in a dream.
The hum suddenly returned, faint at first, then building steadily until it filled the hall. Now he could feel it more clearly, it wasn't just a hum, it was thousands of words at once. The scroll glowed brighter in his hands, and the brush began to hum faintly in response, its warmth intensifying. Without thinking, Fan Quan raised the brush, its bristles glowed faintly as they neared the scroll.
The first stroke came suddenly, guided by something that wasn't him. The brush moved smooth, tracing a single line across the surface of the scroll. The glow of the characters intensified, and then merged with the silver of his stroke. Then another stroke, and another, each flowing seamlessly into the next. The patterns of the scroll shifted, rearranging themselves to match his movements, as though the brush was using Fan Quan as a shell.
As the final stroke fell, one after hundreds, a surge of energy burst from the scroll. The air seemed to ripple around him, and Fan Quan stumbled back, shielding his face as the light grew blinding. When it dimmed, the scroll hovered before him, its surface now blank. The energy it once held seemed to flow deeply inside it.
And then, a voice.
Soft, yet firm, it sounded from everywhere and nowhere, speaking yet again in a language Fan Quan couldn't understand, yet its meaning reached him clearly.
"The path is not yet written, but the brush knows the way."
The scroll dissolved into motes of light, drifted upward and faded into the endless expanse of the ceiling. The hum in the hall quieted, leaving only the faint pulsation of the brush in his hand.
Fan Quan exhaled slowly, his mind racing. The brush knows the way… The words settled heavily in his thoughts, yet they carried no answers, only a weight of ideas he was not sure he was ready for.
He looked down at the brush. Its glow had softened, but its presence remained undeniable. Something about it had changed, though he couldn't place what. It felt more alive now, more connected to him, as though it had become a part of him in a way he didn't yet understand.
The hall began to shift. The light grew softer, dimming until the shelves and walls faded into the darkness that had first brought him here. Fan Quan blinked, trying to adjust to the change, but the space around him remained in mlvement. The ground beneath his feet felt firm, but the air seemed unstable, like it was charged with a potential energy even greater than the one he was feeling currently.
Ahead, a faint glow appeared, it was small at first, then grew brighter. It was a doorway, its frame was lined with glowing silver characters. Unlike the gate he had passed through before, this one seemed to be different, its form shifted subtly as though it was breathing.
Fan Quan hesitated, his grip tightening on the brush. The silence pressed against him again, urged, him forward, but his mind wavered. Each step he had taken had only deepened the mystery, and now, standing before this new threshold, he felt the weight of uncertainty heavier than ever. While he was layed back, maybe even considered lazy by some, he was not an indescisive person.
"The path is not yet written, but the brush knows the way."
After taking a deep breath, Fan Quan stepped toward the doorway. As he crossed the threshold, the silver light engulfed him, and the world around him dissolved into brilliant, glowing energy.
When the light faded, he found himself in a new place, one that felt even more surreal than the last. He stood at the edge of a giant lake, its surface was smooth and reflective, like a mirror stretching out into infinity. The sky above was a swirling mix of silver and gold, its hues shifting with a slow, arhythmic pulse.
On the far side of the lake, a blurry figure stood, their silhouette glimmered faint against the shimmering horizon. They were holding a brush, identical to the one in Fan Quan's hand, in theirs.
The figure turned slowly towards Fan Quan, their views meeting his across the expanse. Though their face was obscured by the light, Fan Quan felt an undeniable familiarity, as though he were looking at something he had a deep connection to, similar to when he picked up the brush, and it felt like it was a part of him.
The figure raised their brush, and traced a character in the air. It glowed in a bright gold, and hung between them like a bridge.
Fan Quan lifted his own brush, his heart steady now. Without hesitation, he traced a stroke in response, the silver light of his character merged with the other. The two symbols became one, their glow intensified until the entire lake was bathed in extremely bright light.
The figure spoke, their voice clear and resonant.
"Now, you begin."
"Now you Begin"… These words were said, and rushed trough Fan Quan's mind for a while before dissolving after an incense stick of time, during which Fan Quan just stood around morionessly. The figure looked at him the whole time, not moving an inch.
When his mind regained clarity, Fan Quan looked at the person, and lifted up the brush. He replicated something he learned today, the thousand word classic. When he wrote the first character, Fire, he realised the energy from his newly reformed dantian shift into it. The symbol released a faint glow, similar to that off the scrolls and tomes inside halls, just weaker.
Once he finished the character, he pushed against it with his Hand, it flew forward, and suddenly, to Fan Quan's surprise, it exploded into a sea of flames within the air, yet those quickly faded aswell.
"Third Stage of Qi Condensation, how could you enter here?" the voice echoed again, and Fan Quan fell down again, while his head felt like it was about to explode, those words rummaged trough his thoughts again. After a long time, he could think clearly again, and stared at it in fear.
"I don't know what you're talking about, why am i here? who was that old man?"
The panic in his face was evident.
The figure standing before Fan Quan remained still, its expression seemed to hide deep beneath the bright light. It did not respond to his panicked words immediately, and allowed the echo of his questions to reverberate through the huge space. The faint glow of the character he had written, "Fire," still seemed to linger around in his mind. He was questioning his memory that felt too very unreal.
"You are here because you should not be," the figure finally said, its voice resolved with a peculiar calmness that only increased Fan Quan's unease. The words also carried a sense of authority, similar to a judge passing sentence.
Fan Quan gritted his teeth, his pulse was still racing. "What does that even mean? I didn't choose to be here! I was just…" He stopped short, his mind went back to the old man in the yard, the faint smile, the words he spoke, and the sudden blink that had pulled him into unconsciousness. "Wait… is this some kind of test? A punishment?"
The figure tilted its head slightly, the motion eerily deliberate. "Neither. It is an anomoly. You do not belong here, and yet… here you are. An anomaly within a structure designed to reject such flaws."
"Anomaly?" Fan Quan's voice cracked, his confusion deepening. "Look, I didn't mean to break anything. Just tell me how to leave, and I'll go!"
The figure remained silent, and for a moment, Fan Quan thought it might not answer. Then, it raised one translucent hand, pointing to the faintly glowing character he had written in the air moments earlier. "That symbol. How did you write it?
"I… I don't know," Fan Quan stammered, clutching the brush tightly in his hand as if it were his only lifeline. "I just wrote it. Isn't that what I was supposed to do? You told me to begin!"
The figure leaned forward slightly, its form flickered like a candle flame in the wind. "What I said was a prompt, not a command. You interpreted it as you wished, and yet… the outcome is beyond your station. The energy you channeled should be inaccessible to one of your level."
Fan Quan blinked, the words washing over him like a cold tide. "You mean the… the glow? The explosion? I know that wasn't normal, since when can calligraphy summon magic?"
The figure straightened, its presence towered above him even without movement. "Normal? No. But expected? Perhaps. There is something within you that even i can't place. Whether this is a blessing or a curse is yet to be determined."
Fan Quan swallowed hard, his mind racing to make sense of what he was hearing. "I don't understand. You're saying I… accidentally tapped into something? But how? I've only just landed here, and got this weird energy. My body-.
"Your body is not what you think it is," the figure interrupted, its voice sharp enough to cut through his rising panic. "It is fractured, yes, but also reforged in a way that defies convention. Tell me, what happened before you arrived here? Speak quickly, for time is not a luxury you possess."
Fan Quan hesitated, his grip tightening on the brush as he searched his memory. "I… I was practicing my calligraphy. There was an old man at the yard, he looked at me and i woke up in the dark. Then i found the brush in the Palace.
The figure's look seemed to pierce through him, as if it could unravel his very soul. "The brush," it said after a moment, its tone contemplative. "Let me see it."
Fan Quan hesitated, a part of him reluctant to part with the only thing that felt familiar in this strange place, even though he didn't even know this brush until a few minutes ago. But the weight of the figure's command was undeniable. Slowly, he extended the brush toward it.
The figure did not take it. Instead, it simply observed, its form flickering again as a faint ripple of energy passed through the areal. The brush began to glow faintly in Fan Quan's hand, the light pulsed in the same rhythm as before, in sync with his heartbeat.
"As I suspected," the figure murmured, its voice barely above a whisper. "The Silver Phoenix Brush has chosen you."
"Chosen me? Silver Phoenix Brush?" Fan Quan bursted out, his voice rose in disbelief. "What does that even mean? I didn't ask for any of this!"
"Few ever do," the figure replied, its tone almost… sympathetic? "The Brush is a fragment of a greater whole, a relic from an era long forgotten. It is both a tool and a test. Those it deems worthy are granted access to the pathways of the ancient phoenix, but such access comes with great testing. Your arrival here was not by chance. The brush seeks to awaken what lies within you, but in doing so, it has violated the natural order."
Fan Quan's mind reeled, the weight of the figure's words pressing down on him like a physical force. "So… what happens now? Am I… stuck here forever?"
The figure regarded him silently for a moment before raising its hand again. A swirl of light descended in the air between them, forming a series of intricate symbols that Fan Quan could not even begin to decipher. The light pulsed once, twice, and then vanished, leaving only a faint sound in its wake.
"You will not remain here," the figure said finally. "But neither will you return unchanged. The brush has marked you, and the path it has set before you cannot be undone. If you wish to survive, you must master what has been awakened within you. Write another character."
Fan Quan stared at the figure, his hand was shacking as he raised the brush once more. The weight of its command, the intensity of its gaze, left him with no other choice. He dipped the brush into where he'd have ink, just to realize there wasn't any, and then began to write nonetheless, his strokes weren't clean. He was Shacking, and unsure of himself..
This time, he chose the character he'd seen outside which felt like it stood for Wind. The moment the brush met the air, a rush of energy surged through his body, and the energy within him came to life, swirling around the bristles, with a strong glow. A gust of wind erupted from the symbol that was formed by the energy, whipping through the lands with a force that sent Fan Quan stumbling backward.
The figure watched, not even moving. "Good," it said, its voice filled with slight approval. "You have taken the first step. But know this, small boy: the path ahead will demand far more of you than mere calligraphy. Prepare yourself… for the Brush's awakening has set events into motion that cannot be stopped."
Before Fan Quan could respond, the figure raised its hand once more, and the world around him dissolved into darkness.
When Fan Quan awoke, he was back in his room at home, the brush still clutched tightly in his hand. The faint smell of incense lingered in the air, and the beings words still rummaged through his mind.
Fan Quan sat upright, cold sweat was dripping down his back, as if he had just awoken from a nightmare, and it was soaking deep trough his thin robes. His breath came in short gasps, and the faint morning light filtering through the gaps of his room did little to calm him.
The brush, the Silver Phoenix Brush, as the weird figure had called it, was still held tightly in his hand. Its glow had faded, but its weight was undeniable in his palm, far heavier than its physical form felt like it should allow.
Fan Quan's eyes drifted to the old mirror across the room. After rising up from the bed, he approached it and stared at his reflection. His face was the same, but his eyes… his eyes now carried a faint silver ring around the irises. The sight made his stomach turn, he didn't feel like he was looking at himself.
"What is happening to me?" he whispered to himself, the memory of the figure's words were still haunting him from deep in his mind. "Prepare yourself… the Brush's awakening has set events into motion that cannot be stopped.", these words were deep, and he didn't know what was in them.
A loud knock sent him back into reality from his thoughts.
"Fan Quan! Breakfast is ready!" His sisters familiar voice carried a mix of anger and irritation.
He scrambled to hide the brush under his bedroll, its surface cool against his hand. "Coming, Ning'zhu!"
In the small family hall, the smell of steamed buns and other foods filled the air. Fan Quan's younger sister, Fan Ning, sat cross-legged on the floor, and was aggressively munching on a piece of bread with exaggerated toppings. She looked up as he entered, her bright eyes narrowing suspiciously.
"You're late again," she said, pointing a half-eaten bun at him. "Mother said you slept in again."
Fan Quan rolled his eyes as he sat beside her. "I was up late practicing my calligraphy. Some of us have actual responsibilities, you know."
Fan Ning snorted. "Calligraphy isn't a responsibility, it's just fancy scribbling."
"Ning'er!" their mother scolded her as she set a bowl of soup in front of Fan Quan. "Don't mock your brother's hard work. You know how important it is for him to improve."
Fan Quan glanced at his mother, her kind face lined with years of aging. He managed a small smile. "Thank you, Mother."
As they ate, his father entered the room, carrying a small bundle of firewood. He was a broad-shouldered man with hands filled with bruises from years of labor. Setting the bundle down, he gave Fan Quan a long look before speaking.
"You were shouting in your sleep again," he said, his voice was rough, but not unkind. "Another nightmare?"
Fan Quan hesitated, his grip tightening on his cutlery. "Something like that," he muttered, keeping his eyes on his bowl.
Fan Ning perked up. "Ooh, was it about the doggie? Or bandits? Or—"
"Enough, Ning," their mother interrupted her again, shooting her a warning glance.
Their father sat down with a heavy sigh, rubbing his temples. "You've been having these dreams for weeks now, Quan'er. It's not normal."
Fan Quan swallowed hard, the soup was burning in his throat, it was still hot. The thought of the Silver Phoenix Brush under his bedroll pressing on his mind. He wanted to tell them about the glowing characters, the figure, the strange energy coursing through him but the words caught in his throat before he could say anything.
"I'm fine, Father," he said instead, forcing a smile. "Really. It's probably just stress."
His father grunted, clearly unconvinced, but didn't press the matter.
Later that morning, Fan Quan sat outside under the shade of the old peach tree in their courtyard, the Silver Phoenix Brush hidden in his sleeve. The morning sun warmed the worn wooden bench he sat on, but he couldn't shake the cold weight of his memories, "how did he even get home?" he was pondering.
"Fan Quan!"
He turned to see Fan Ning pounding toward him, a mischievous grin on her face. She plopped down beside him after slowing down, her hands clasped behind her back.
"What do you want?" he asked, eyeing her warily.
"I saw you sneaking something into your room last night," she said, leaning in conspiratorially. "What was it?"
"Sneak? I don't even remember coming back here" he pondered, then Fan Quan stiffened. "You're imagining things."
"No, I'm not!" she said, her grin widening. "It was shiny. Was it gold? Or maybe a secret treasure?"
"Ning'zhu, stop," he said, his voice sharper than he intended
Her smile faltered, and for a moment, she looked genuinely hurt. "I was just joking…"
Fan Quan sighed, running a hand through her hair. "Sorry. I didn't mean to snap. It's… complicated."
Fan Ning tilted her head, curiosity was quickly replacing her earlier offense. "Complicated how? You can tell me. I won't tell Mother or Father, I promise!"
He hesitated, the urge to share his burden battling with the fear of overwhelming her. Finally, he pulled the Silver Phoenix Brush from his sleeve, holding it out for her to see.
Fan Ling's eyes widened. "Wow… it's beautiful. Where did you get it?"
Fan Quan hesitated. "It's… special. And dangerous. You can't tell anyone about this, Ning'zhu. Not even Mother and Father."
Her expression turned serious, a rare sight for his otherwise silly and playful sister. "Why? What does it do?"
He stared at the brush, its faint silver glow reflecting in his eyes. "I don't fully understand it yet. But it's tied to… something big. Something I don't think I'm ready for."
Fan Ling leaned closer, her voice dropping to a whisper. "Can you show me?"
Fan Quan looked around the empty courtyard, his pulse quickening. "Fine. But only for a moment. And you have to promise not to tell."
"I promise!" she said eagerly, bouncing on her seat.
He took a deep breath and held the brush over the ground. Slowly, he began to write the ancient character for Wind in the air. As the strokes formed, the brush glowed brighter, and the energy within him surged. The completed character floated in the air for a moment before dissolving into a soft breeze that ruffled their hair.
Fan Ling gasped, her hands covering her mouth. "That… that was amazing! You're like a sorcerer!"
"Shh!" Fan Quan hissed, glancing toward the house. "Keep your voice down!"
"But how did you do that?" she asked, her eyes sparkling with wonder.
"I don't know," he admitted, his voice heavy with uncertainty. "And that's what scares me."
Fan Ling reached out and touched his arm, her expression unusually earnest. "Don't be scared, brother. Whatever this is, I know you'll figure it out. You're the smartest person I know."
Her words brought a small smile to his face, and he ruffled her hair affectionately. "Thanks, Ning'zhu. Just… don't tell anyone, okay?"
"I won't," she said solemnly. "But you better show me more later!"