Chapter 38 New Friends
The evening light filters through the drapes, casting a soft glow on the tangled limbs and sheets in the master bedroom. We wake up in a jumble, Arlo's arm draped across my waist, Vivienne's head nestled on his shoulder. For a moment, we simply lie there, blinking in the hazy evening light, the events of the previous night replaying in our minds. Then, a shared laughter bubbles up, a spontaneous release of the lingering tension.
"What a night," I sigh, stretching my limbs and carefully extricating myself from the tangle of bodies.
Vivienne sits up, her hair a wild mane framing her mischievous smile. "Indeed it was," she agrees, her eyes sparkling with amusement. "Where's Noah, by the way?"
"I sent him home this morning when the others left," I explain.
Vivienne's smile fades, replaced by a pout. "I liked him, Evie," she says, her tone wistful. "He was... entertaining."
I meet her gaze, my expression firm. "He needs to find himself before he gets stuck in our world," I say, my voice unwavering. "I saw the mark you left."
The air thickens with tension, a silent battle of wills playing out between us. Vivienne's eyes narrow slightly, but she doesn't deny it. The unspoken truth hangs heavy in the room, a reminder of the darkness that still lingers beneath the surface of our newfound camaraderie.
"Vivienne," I begin, my voice soft but resolute, "I don't ever want to change you. One of the things I love about you, about our new friendship, is your carefree, YOLO attitude towards life. I love it."
I pause, taking a deep breath. "But I can't have you hurting my other friends if we're to be friends. I want to thank you for a wonderful night, but..." My voice trails off, the unspoken plea hanging in the air.
Vivienne's expression softens, a flicker of understanding crossing her features. "I hear you, Evie," she says, her voice surprisingly gentle. "I... I didn't mean to hurt anyone. It's just... sometimes I get carried away."
She pauses, her gaze falling to the floor. "I've been alone for so long," she confesses, a hint of vulnerability in her voice. "A Century of solitude can do strange things to a person. I... I crave connection, even if it's fleeting, even if it comes at a cost."
She looks up at me, her eyes filled with a mix of regret and longing. "I'll try to be more mindful, Evie," she promises. "I value your friendship, and I don't want to jeopardize it."
The drive back to Veritas is filled with a comfortable silence, punctuated by bursts of laughter as we reminisce about the show and the unexpected camaraderie with the cast. The memory of Noah's flustered performance brings a smile to my face, a warmth spreading through my chest. It's a stark contrast to the tension and unease that have plagued me these past few nights.
Back at Arlo's penthouse, we settle onto the plush sofas, exhaustion finally catching up with us. The city lights twinkle outside the expansive windows, a silent symphony of urban life. For the first time in days, I feel a sense of peace, a quiet contentment that allows me to simply be.
Vivienne breaks the silence, her voice tinged with nostalgia. "It reminds me of the old days," she muses, her gaze lost in the city lights. "Paris, during the Revolution. It was a time of both chaos and exhilaration, Evie. A time of upheaval and transformation."
Her words spark my curiosity. "Tell me about it," I urge, eager to learn more about her past.
Vivienne's eyes light up, her face radiating a warmth I haven't seen before. "It was a time of great turmoil," she begins, her voice filled with a mix of excitement and sorrow. "The streets ran red with blood, the air thick with the cries of the oppressed. But amidst the chaos, there was also a sense of hope, a yearning for a new world, a better world."
She pauses, her gaze turning inward. "I was caught in the midst of it all," she continues, a hint of sadness in her voice. "A young woman swept up in the fervor of the revolution. I fought for freedom, for equality, for a future where everyone could live without fear."
"And then you were turned," I prompt, my curiosity piqued.
Vivienne nods, her smile bittersweet. "Yes," she says softly. "It was a night of both terror and liberation. The guillotine loomed over us, a constant reminder of the fragility of life. And then, a bite, a transformation, an escape from the clutches of death."
She leans back, her eyes filled with a distant memory. "France, during the Revolution... it was a time of great darkness, but also a time of incredible possibility. For a vampire, it was a world ripe with both danger and opportunity."
Her words paint a picture of a world both terrifying and exhilarating, a world where survival depended on cunning and adaptability. I listen intently, captivated by her story, by the glimpses of her past that she so rarely reveals.
In this moment, I see Vivienne not just as a manipulative predator, but as a survivor, a woman shaped by the tumultuous events of history. As I listen to her tales of the past, I can't help but wonder what the future holds for us, for our newfound friendship, and for the journey we've embarked on together.
"Vivienne," I say, leaning forward, "how do you feel the world has changed since then?"
She takes a sip of her blood, a thoughtful expression crossing her face. "Oh, Evie, so much has changed," she begins, her voice laced with a hint of melancholy. "The world is a vastly different place than it was two centuries ago. Technology, medicine, social norms... everything has evolved."
A wistful smile graces her lips. "So many things have improved, even for vampires," she continues. "The ability to open a fridge and pour blood from a bag, for one," she chuckles, raising her glass in a mock toast. "No more hunting in the shadows, risking exposure and capture."
But her smile fades, replaced by a somber expression. "Yet, at the same time, so many things remain the same," she says, her voice heavy with the weight of centuries. "People are always the same, Evie. Their desires, their fears, their flaws... they persist through the ages."
Her words hang in the air, a sobering reminder of the enduring nature of human nature. Despite the advancements of civilization, the darkness within us remains, a constant struggle between light and shadow.
I nod slowly, absorbing her words. "So, what's the key to navigating this ever-changing world?" I ask, my curiosity piqued. "How do you stay true to yourself, to your values, amidst the chaos?"
Vivienne's gaze meets mine, her eyes filled with a wisdom that transcends time. "That, my dear Evie," she says, her voice soft but firm, "is the question we all must answer for ourselves. The world may change, but the essence of who we are remains. It's up to us to find our balance, our way to navigate the complexities of life, both human and vampire."
Feeling a surge of confidence from our newfound understanding, I decide to broach the sensitive topic of Arlo. "Vivienne," I begin, my voice steady, "why do you hold Arlo so close under your control?"
Her gaze softens as she looks at him, a flicker of sadness crossing her features. "He wasn't always like this, Evie," she confesses, her voice tinged with regret. "Something happened in Japan, about a decade after he became a vampire. He disappeared. I only just found him again when Alistair told me he was here in Veritas."
She pauses, her eyes distant, as if reliving a painful memory. "I'm not sure I'm ready to release him and lose him again," she admits, her voice barely above a whisper. "When you turn a person, they become almost like your child, I imagine. We, as far as I know, cannot have kids. I think it's probably the reason you two fell so fast for each other. There's a bond between the maker and the made. God would call it love, but it can hurt too much to be that."
Her words hang heavy in the air, a stark reminder of the complexities of vampire relationships. The bond between sire and fledgling, a twisted parody of parental love, can be both a source of strength and a source of profound pain.
"It hurts, Evie," Vivienne continues, her voice raw with emotion. "To have lost him and then find him again, but no longer truly yours. Yours."
I reach out, my hand gently resting on hers. I may not fully understand the depth of her pain, but I can empathize with the fear of loss and the longing for connection. In that moment, I see a different side of Vivienne, a woman haunted by her past, grappling with the consequences of her choices.
"I understand," I say softly, my voice filled with compassion. "But Arlo deserves a chance to be his person, Vivienne. To make his own choices, to live his own life."
She nods slowly, her eyes glistening with unshed tears. "I know," she whispers, her voice barely audible. "But it's hard to let go."
"Vivienne," I say, my voice earnest, "I promise you I will never ask you to let Arlo go or try to force you. Not that I could," I add with a soft chuckle.
"But I do value your friendship, and I value him," I continue, my gaze meeting hers. "It's hard to watch him just be a shell of his former self. I can't say he won't leave again, but I know he'll want to be by me, and I promise we will be friends."
A red tear rolls down Vivienne's cheek, a rare display of vulnerability. "Thank you, Evie," she whispers, her voice thick with emotion. "That means more to me than you know."
She reaches out, her hand gently brushing against Arlo's hair. "I'll think about it," she says, her voice barely above a whisper. "I'll consider giving him more freedom, a chance to be himself again. But I need time, Evie. I need to be sure he won't just disappear on me again."
Her words hang in the air, a fragile promise of hope. I nod, understanding in my eyes. I know it won't be easy for her, but I also see a glimmer of change, a willingness to consider a different path.
"Take all the time you need," I assure her, my voice filled with warmth. "We'll be here, waiting."
"It's getting late," I say, placing my empty glass on the coffee table. "Thank you, Viv, for allowing our friendship to work and for opening up. It means a lot."
A genuine smile graces Vivienne's lips. "The pleasure is all mine, Evie," she replies, her voice warm and sincere.
With a shared glance of understanding, we rise from the couch and head towards the master bedroom. The weight of the past few days seems to lift, replaced by a sense of hope and newfound connection.
As we settle into the bed, Arlo nestled between us, I can't help but feel a sense of peace. The night has been filled with unexpected twists and turns, but it has also brought us closer and forged bonds of friendship and trust.
I close my eyes, the darkness no longer threatening, but rather a comforting embrace. Tomorrow holds its challenges, its uncertainties, but for now, I'm content to rest, surrounded by the warmth of companionship and the promise of a brighter future.