Chapter 37 Bonding
Sunlight doesn't pierce the thick velvet drapes, keeping the house shrouded in a comforting darkness even as the day outside progresses. The sound of rustling sheets and hushed voices stirs me from sleep. I blink, disoriented for a moment, the events of the previous night a hazy dream.
"Shit," Sapphire's voice cuts through the quiet, thick with sleep. "We gotta go, we have another show tonight."
The others groan in unison, the after-party taking its toll. I stifle a laugh, remembering the raucous laughter and playful banter that filled the house just hours ago.
"You all should come back," Sapphire adds, her voice regaining its usual cheerfulness. "The show isn't different, but we can always use Noah on stage again!"
A wave of laughter washes over the room, the memory of Noah's comedic mishap still fresh in our minds.
I glance around, realizing Noah and I are the only ones fully awake. The others are still tangled in the sheets, their movements sluggish and uncoordinated. I chuckle softly. "Looks like someone had a little too much fun last night."
As Leo and Willow start to pull back the drapes, I stop them. "Wait!" I exclaim, my voice laced with concern fainting. "Hangover." Covering my eyes.
They pause, blinking in confusion. "Oh, right," Willow mumbles, her hand shielding her eyes from the sudden burst of light. "Sorry, Evie."
"We loved the show," I assure them, my smile genuine. "And thank you for the amazing night. You're all incredible."
"The pleasure was all ours," Leo replies, his voice still raspy with sleep. "You guys were a blast."
Hugs and farewells are exchanged, the warmth and camaraderie a stark contrast to the tension that had initially filled the house. Noah sees them out, his smile lingering as he closes the door behind them.
"They seem like great people," he comments, turning back to me.
I nod in agreement. "They are," I say softly, my heart filled with gratitude for the unexpected friendships forged last night.
The house is a mess, a testament to the revelry of the night before. Empty bottles litter the countertops, glasses are scattered across the coffee table, and a faint scent of spilled wine lingers in the air. Noah and I set to work, tidying up the living room while the others sleep soundly upstairs.
"Crazy night, huh, Evie?" Noah says with a chuckle, handing me a discarded beer bottle.
I laugh softly. "Recently, yeah. But not always in a fun way."
A wave of guilt washes over me as I remember the events of the previous nights. The killings, the manipulation, the constant struggle against Vivienne's control. It's a far cry from the carefree life I once knew.
I take a deep breath, steeling myself for the conversation I need to have. "Noah," I begin, my voice hesitant, "I have to be honest with you."
He pauses, his smile fading slightly. "Okay," he says, his tone encouraging.
"I care for you," I continue, my words tumbling out in a rush. "But you've been a little... creepy, stalking me over the years. I need you to know that I'm okay, and you don't need to worry about me."
I meet his gaze, hoping he understands the sincerity in my words. I don't want to hurt him, but I need him to let go, to move on with his life.
"Noah, you're bleeding," I say, my voice laced with concern. I gently tilt his head, revealing a small, but distinct puncture wound on his neck. Vivienne, I think to myself, a surge of anger rising within me. I'll have to talk to her about this.
"Let me get a bandage for you," I say, heading towards the bathroom. I return with a first aid kit, carefully cleaning and patching the wound with gauze and tape.
As I work, I study Noah's face. His eyes are filled with a mix of confusion and adoration, his gaze lingering on me with an intensity that makes me uncomfortable.
"Noah," I say gently, once the wound is bandaged. "Let me ask you something. What do you want?"
He hesitates, his brow furrowing slightly. "I... I want to be with you, Evie," he finally admits, his voice soft but earnest. "I want us to be together again like we were in high school."
I sigh, a wave of sadness washing over me. "Noah, that's not possible," I say gently. "We're different people now. We've grown, we've changed."
"But I still love you," he insists, his voice rising. "I've never stopped loving you."
I meet his gaze, my heart aching for him. "I know, Noah," I say softly. "And I appreciate that. But sometimes, love isn't enough. Sometimes, people grow apart, and it's okay to let go."
He shakes his head, his eyes filled with desperate hope. "I can't let go, Evie. Not when I know we're meant to be together."
I take a deep breath, steeling myself for what I have to say. "Noah, I'm not the same person I was in high school. I've changed, in ways you can't even imagine. And I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to go back to the way things were."
I pause, searching for the right words. "I need you to let go, Noah. I need you to move on, to find someone who can appreciate you for who you are now, not who you were five years ago."
His eyes well up with tears, his expression a mixture of hurt and disbelief. "But I don't want anyone else, Evie. I want you."
I reach out, gently cupping his face in my hands. "I know, Noah," I say softly. "But sometimes, the kindest thing we can do for someone we love is to let them go."
Noah's face crumples, tears tracing paths down his cheeks. "But... but I can change, Evie," he pleads, his voice cracking. "I can be whoever you want me to be. Just tell me what to do, and I'll do it."
He grasps my hands, his grip tight. "Please, Evie. Don't give up on us. Not like this."
"Noah, this talk has been a long time coming," I say, my voice gentle but firm. "Luckily for me, you've always cared, and your stalking has been creepy but harmless."
"But I have Arlo now," I continue, my gaze meeting his. "And I want you to find someone too. But before you do that, you have to find yourself."
Noah's grip loosens, his shoulders slumping. "I... I know," he whispers, his voice barely audible. "I'm sorry, Evie. I never meant to scare you. I just... I couldn't bear the thought of losing you."
He looks down at his feet, shame and regret etched on his face. "You're right. I need to find myself, and figure out who I am without you."
A tear rolls down his cheek. "I'll try, Evie. I promise. I'll try to move on."
"Noah," I say, my voice firm but gentle, "these last few nights have been fun. But I need you to go home."
His face falls, a flicker of desperation crossing his features. "But, Evie," he protests, "I took the whole week off work, hoping we could spend more time together. And it's a two-hour drive back..."
His voice trails off, the unspoken plea hanging heavy in the air. I can see the conflict in his eyes, the battle between his desire to stay and the understanding that he needs to respect my wishes.
"Noah, I'll pay to get you back to your home," I offer, hoping to ease his concerns. "Use this time off to find yourself."
He hesitates, his pride wrestling with his desire to stay. Finally, he nods a flicker of acceptance in his eyes. "Okay, Evie," he says softly. "Thank you."
A wave of relief washes over me. It's a small victory, but it's a start. Maybe, just maybe, Noah will finally begin to heal and move on.
I quickly arrange a taxi for Noah, using Arlo's card to cover the fare. As the car pulls up to the curb, I give Noah a hug, a gesture of genuine affection and farewell.
He clings to me for a moment, his voice thick with emotion. "Evie, can we still be friends?"
I smile sadly, my hand resting on his cheek. "Noah, we will always be friends. Just find yourself. And when we meet again, I want to hear about your life that doesn't involve stalking me."
He pulls back, his eyes glistening with unshed tears. "I will, Evie," he promises his voice barely a whisper. "I'll make you proud. I'll be the man you deserve."
Noah," I say, my voice firm but gentle, "be the man that you want to be. That's the man I can be proud of."
I give him one last squeeze and step back, a wave of finality washing over me. As I watch Noah's taxi disappear down the street, a sudden burning sensation prickles my skin. The first rays of the rising sun are cresting over the rooftops, a stark reminder of my newfound vulnerability. I quickly retreat into the house, the cool darkness a welcome respite from the harsh sunlight.
The contrast between the warmth of my farewell to Noah and the immediate threat of the sun is jarring. It's a constant reminder of the delicate balance I must now maintain, the duality of my existence as both predator and prey.
But for now, at least, I am safe within these walls. I close the door behind me, the sound echoing in the empty house. A new day dawns, and with it, a new chapter in my life begins.
I pad back into the bedroom. Vivienne and Arlo lie tangled together on the bed, their limbs entwined in a peaceful slumber. A bittersweet pang shoots through me. My new friends, I think, a chuckle escaping my lips. It's a strange and unexpected reality, but one I'm slowly starting to accept.
Last night's events replay in my mind. I may not have won Vivienne's game in the traditional sense, but I had defied her, asserted my own will, and even managed to forge genuine connections. It was a victory, a small but significant step towards reclaiming my autonomy.
But the battle isn't over. Arlo is still under Vivienne's control, a silent prisoner in his own body. I make a mental note to find a way to help him break free, to sever the ties that bind him to his sire.
For now, though, I allow myself a moment of peace. I curl up beside Arlo, the coolness of his body a comforting presence. Despite the uncertainties that lie ahead, a sense of calm washes over me. I close my eyes, and for the first time in days, I sleep soundly, dreaming not of blood and darkness, but of laughter, friendship, and the promise of a brighter future.