Chapter 20: Chapter 19: Colonel Fitzwilliam’s Revelation
The sky hung low with gray clouds as Elizabeth strolled along the gravel paths of Rosings Park, her thoughts a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. Her visit to the estate had thus far been an exercise in patience, enduring Lady Catherine's imperious manners and Mr. Collins's absurd fawning. Yet, amidst the stifling grandeur of Rosings, one figure stood out as a surprising respite: Colonel Fitzwilliam, Mr. Darcy's cousin.
In him, Elizabeth found an unexpected ally, someone with a lively wit and an affable disposition that starkly contrasted with Darcy's proud reserve. The Colonel's easy charm had quickly endeared him to her, and his playful banter during their shared walks often left her laughing, a rare reprieve from the tension that seemed to shadow her every encounter with Darcy. Today, however, something in Fitzwilliam's manner seemed different, subdued.
"Miss Bennet," he began as they strolled together, his voice softer than usual. "It must be quite a contrast for you, exchanging the lively company of your family for the... shall we say, unique atmosphere of Rosings."
Elizabeth chuckled, though her smile was tinged with irony. "Unique is a kind way to describe it, Colonel. I confess, I often find myself missing Longbourn's familiar chaos."
Fitzwilliam glanced at her, his expression thoughtful. "It is clear you hold your family dear. Your sister Jane, for instance—you speak of her often."
Elizabeth nodded, her smile turning genuine at the mention of Jane. "She is the kindest soul I have ever known. There is not a deceitful bone in her body. It is a rare thing to encounter such purity of heart."
The Colonel seemed to hesitate for a moment before continuing. "I met your sister, briefly, when she visited Netherfield last autumn. She struck me as a most pleasant young lady. I dare say Mr. Bingley thought so as well."
Elizabeth's heart gave a slight jolt at the mention of Bingley. Her mind, unbidden, drifted to the memory of Jane's quiet heartbreak after his abrupt departure. The subject was a sensitive one, yet she could not resist probing further. "You are well-acquainted with Mr. Bingley, then?"
"Indeed," Fitzwilliam replied, his tone carefully measured. "Bingley is an amiable fellow, though perhaps too easily influenced by the opinions of others. It is both a strength and a weakness, depending on the company he keeps."
Elizabeth tilted her head, studying Fitzwilliam's expression. There was something in his tone, a hint of reluctance, that made her pulse quicken with curiosity. "And what company do you refer to, Colonel?" she asked, her voice light but probing.
Fitzwilliam's gaze flickered toward the distant horizon, avoiding her eyes. "It is no secret that my cousin Darcy is among Bingley's closest confidants. Darcy's opinions carry significant weight with him."
Elizabeth's footsteps faltered, her heart pounding in her chest. "Mr. Darcy?" she repeated, her voice sharper than she intended. "And what opinions has he offered, if I may ask?"
Fitzwilliam hesitated, his brows furrowing as though he were weighing his words. "Miss Bennet, I fear I may have spoken out of turn. It is not my place to discuss matters that are, perhaps, best left in the past."
Elizabeth stopped walking, her breath catching in her throat. "Colonel Fitzwilliam, if you have any regard for my sister's happiness, I implore you to speak plainly. What has Mr. Darcy done?"
The Colonel sighed deeply, running a hand through his hair. He seemed torn, caught between loyalty to his cousin and the undeniable pull of Elizabeth's earnest plea. Finally, he met her gaze, his expression tinged with regret. "Very well, Miss Bennet. You deserve to know the truth."
Elizabeth braced herself, her hands clenching at her sides. The Colonel's voice was steady but carried an undercurrent of gravity.
"Your sister's relationship with Mr. Bingley... it was not without obstacles. While Bingley was deeply attached to her, Darcy believed that her affections were not as strong. He feared Bingley's attachment would lead to an imprudent match."
Elizabeth's eyes widened, disbelief washing over her. "Not strong? That is preposterous! Jane's feelings for Mr. Bingley where—are—genuine. Anyone with eyes could see that!"
Fitzwilliam's expression softened, but he did not back down. "Perhaps, but Darcy is not easily swayed by outward appearances. He believed he was acting in Bingley's best interest, protecting him from what he perceived as an unequal alliance."
Elizabeth's blood boiled at the injustice of it. "And so he meddled," she said, her voice trembling with anger. "He played puppet-master, pulling Bingley away from my sister without a second thought for her feelings. How dare he?"
Fitzwilliam's silence was answer enough. The weight of his words settled heavily in the air, leaving Elizabeth reeling. Her mind raced with the implications of Darcy's interference. Jane's sorrow, her sleepless nights, her brave attempts to conceal her heartbreak—all of it now had a name, a cause.
Darcy.
"Did he truly believe himself justified?" Elizabeth asked, her voice thick with emotion. "Or was it merely his pride that deemed my family unworthy?"
Fitzwilliam hesitated, then spoke with quiet conviction. "I do not think it was a matter of pride, Miss Bennet. Darcy values loyalty and propriety above all else. He saw Bingley as a brother and acted as he thought best. But..." He paused, his voice softening. "I understand your anger. It is not an easy thing to forgive, especially when it has caused so much pain."
Elizabeth turned away, her gaze fixed on the ground as she struggled to compose herself. Her emotions churned—a tempest of anger, betrayal, and a profound sadness for Jane. The image of Darcy as a noble, if flawed, gentleman shattered before her eyes, replaced by a man who wielded his influence without regard for the lives he affected.
"I cannot forgive him," she said finally, her voice low but resolute. "What he has done is cruel, unforgivable."
Fitzwilliam did not reply, sensing that no words could temper the storm within her. They continued their walk in silence, the weight of the revelation hanging heavily between them.
When they returned to Rosings, Elizabeth excused herself, retreating to the solitude of her room. She sat by the window, staring out at the darkening sky as her thoughts raced. Every interaction with Darcy replayed in her mind, colored now by the knowledge of his betrayal. His aloof demeanor, his haughty remarks, even his unexpected proposal—all of it seemed tainted, a facade that concealed a man capable of such callous interference.
And yet, as anger coursed through her, a small voice whispered in the recesses of her mind, questioning the absolutes she clung to. Was Fitzwilliam's account the whole truth? Had Darcy truly acted out of malice, or was there more to his motivations than she cared to admit?
Elizabeth shook her head, refusing to entertain such doubts. The pain Jane had endured was undeniable, and Darcy's role in it was clear. She resolved, then and there, that she would confront him, that he would hear her anger and know the depth of the harm he had caused.
But as the evening stretched on, and the shadows grew longer, Elizabeth felt the first stirrings of something she could not name. A flicker of unease, a question she could not ignore.
What kind of man was Mr. Darcy, truly?