The good girl

I need to accept that whatever Lyon and I have will not progress beyond what we are currently doing. I shouldn't expect it to become something more, something I have desired since the day I met him. He is not the type to fall in love, and there may come a day when he grows tired of me and moves on to someone else. Will I be ready for that? Will my heart be able to handle it? Tonight has shown me that I will be extremely jealous if I ever see him with someone else, which will be a major problem.

He went down on me as he laid me on the bed, throwing his coat on the floor. I gasped in pleasure. He continued to pleasure me, hungrily licking my clit while staring at me. I couldn't control myself as my head fell back, biting my lip and pulling his hair. I couldn't help but moan "oh god" continuously. However, I had made a vow to take control of the night as I am not typically the submissive type.

As I approached him, he removed his clothes and I did the same. He moved in for a kiss and I called his name, "Lyon." He looked at me with lust in his eyes and asked, "What is it?" I could already feel his penis entering me. "Not like this," I said. He seemed confused and asked, "How do you like it then? Do you want more foreplay?" I chuckled and said, "Hmm, I haven't pleasured you yet." His eyes sparkled with amusement as he removed his dick from me and sat on the bed, waiting. I went for the prize and it was ready for me. I took him in my mouth and he groaned, his hand on my hair. I pleasured him like never before, feeling his cap hitting the back of my throat as I gagged. He gasped, and I could tell he wouldn't last long by his soft moans and his grip on my hair becoming stronger. "Ah, Alicia," he breathed. This was exactly what I wanted – to possess him so that even if he moved on and found another lover in the future, he would always remember me. I wanted to leave my mark on him so he wouldn't easily forget me. He climaxed hard, exclaiming my name as I licked the remnants off him, his breathing heavy.

Before I realized what was happening, he pushed me onto the bed. His face resembled that of an animal in heat, and I enjoyed the fact that I had caused this reaction in him. He entered me without hesitation, thrusting vigorously. I couldn't help but let out screams of pleasure. The night was filled with eroticism and bliss, and my mind was focused solely on the man who had possessed me as I had possessed him.

Mia

I regret many things I have done in my life, but the one thing I regret the most was cheating on Lyon and getting caught. Our sex life was great, he was a loving and attentive partner. Throughout the years we dated, he never cheated on me or looked at another woman lustfully. However, I cheated on him with Luke, his best friend, which ended our engagement and the friendship he had nurtured for years. I still regret my actions to this day. I should have been married to him by now with beautiful children, but instead, I am a failure.

After we broke up, I pleaded with him, but the man who once loved me now despised me. He couldn't even stand to be in my presence. When I had lost hope of us ever reuniting, I started dating Thomas. We dated for five months and later got married. I didn't love Thomas like I loved Lyon, but he was my husband so I didn't have a choice.

There have been significant changes in my life over the past three years. Three years ago, I discovered that Thomas had a two-year-old son with his mistress, which devastated me. It is true what they say about karma - it can be quite harsh. We ended up getting divorced, and now I find myself starting over from the beginning.

On the other hand, Lyon has not been able to maintain a long-lasting relationship. He has a habit of changing women as frequently as he changes his tie. He has earned himself the nickname of the playboy bachelor. I recently saw a magazine headline asking when the billionaire playboy would finally tie the knot. It got me thinking - maybe there is still a chance for me with him. Perhaps he hasn't been able to move on from our past relationship, which is why he hasn't settled down.

I can't help but reminisce about the little kisses and touches from Lyon. Even after a decade, my body still longs for him. He was my first love, so naturally, I still desire him. He is just as attractive now as he was ten years ago. Lyon is like a vampire, forever youthful and charming. His hazel eyes are mesmerizing, as if they can see right through you. I was captivated by those eyes from the moment I first saw them, along with his shy but lovely smile whenever I was near him.

But that wasn't the case after he found out about my affair with Luke. He had gone on a business trip "hey babe, I know I was supposed to come today, but I had to postpone it, okay? I really need this contract to make it big so please don't be upset" I grumbled "but I missed you so much already" I said while hugging the pillow "haha, I know love, I miss you too, I can't wait to have you in my arms cherry pie" I giggled, "okay, I'll be waiting, I love you" I said sweetly, he sighed "I love you too Mia, gosh I love you more than you could possibly know" such a good talker, but indeed he speaks the truth, "okay babe, take care of yourself" I could hear him kissing his phone from his side "think of me when you fall asleep, bye cherry pie" he says before he ended the call.

I got bored so I called Luke who invited me over to his place, he has known Lyon even longer than me, they had been best of friends since they were kids, we both talked about things while we drank, we got so drunk that we started kissing, I didn't know what came over me as I got into the arms of another man, we had sex that night, in the morning I couldn't fathom what had happened between me and Luke "I'm so sorry Mia, it wasn't intentional, I didn't mean for any of this to happen".

But it had already happened, "what am I going to do when Lyon gets back?" I was really scared, but Luke assured me that he doesn't need to know since none of us would tell him. I had agreed, and we carried on with that secret. The secret was safe, but I had tasted sex with another man who happened to be good in bed too. Both had their own special skills when it came to bedding. I had grown greedy and wanted both.

So one day when Lyon went over for another business meeting, I called Luke and he came over. We both remembered what we had and we had gone at it again. And so it continued. Whenever Lyon wasn't around, Luke would fill his spot. I had enjoyed every bit of what I was doing without preparing for the consequences. It even got to the point where we would sneak out to make out.

Lyon had proposed, and I had accepted. We prepared for our wedding, and on that fateful night, I and Luke talked about doing it for the last time since I would be getting married. I had loved him too. I mean, we had been doing it for years, so I grew feelings for him as well. I didn't know that call would expose us, and Lyon found out about our affairs, and called off the engagement.

It has been ten years now, a long time, and even he hasn't settled down with a family. I laughed to myself; it seems he might still have some love left for me after all. I have a feeling we can go back to what we once were. Wait for me, Lyon. I am the only one for you, and I am coming to give you what you truly need - "me."