Philstar or Gaju’s Regression

198 Hr 66. I love you (2)

After a short meeting with Emilia,

“I’ve been there.”

It was surprisingly static to face Loan, who had returned home a long time ago.

“Hmm?”

I heard the story of Alma and Bastet from Hans, but I thought a pretty fascinating sight would be waiting for me.

No, there will be Jen and Altair, as well as them, and Juppy will be back together.

“… Father? ”

But there was only William and Parviti in the quiet house.

In particular, Willian’s face was heavily stiffened, but I had no choice but to laugh at him as I watched him standing in the living room with a heavy face and not welcoming him back from Nero for a month.

“Parvity?”

And in front of it, even Parviti, who is bowing down.

“What’s going on? ”

Loan stares at them with a frowny face in a strange atmosphere.

“… it’s been a long time, Master. ”

Soon she greeted him with a helpless face,

“Yes, Parvity. What the hell is going on? ”

Loan steps forward and asks carefully.

“Where are you all going and you’re holding your place with your father in such a serious atmosphere? ”

I’ve been mixing laughter to try to unravel the mood a little bit.

“…. You said that Parviti has something to say. ”

I still didn’t know the atmosphere was going to work out.

In the words of William, who had a lot of nice, confused eyes,

“What do you say? ”

Loan stares at her with a big embarrassed face.

Although the aftertaste was an unflavored Nero, it could not be better externally.

I wasn’t expecting big congratulations and cheers, but I didn’t expect this.

So there was no more confusion in his face.

Why is it so serious?

“Parvity, what the hell are you talking about? ”

And he asked her a question.

The fact that she was always so sweet and tender that she sat down with such a serious face did not adapt.

I had no idea what I was going to say, so I felt my heart pounding with anxiety, and Loan swallowed a dry saliva.

“…… I want to go to Ig. ”

What she brought out to him in that way was very surprising.

“Huh?”

The minute I heard it wrong, the moment I stopped bothering him,

Cough.

Parviti once again gripped the apron, with a firm face.

“I heard there was an exit to get back to Ig, and I left a few days later. I want to go to Ig through that road, Master. ”

The moment she was so resolute, Loan turned white in her head.

What did I just hear?

“I just heard wrong, didn’t I? ”

Seeing him frozen as if his breathing time had stopped,

“…… Yes, Master. ”

Parviti felt as if he was committing a sin.

Ron says he’s become more popular, but this is probably the result of his hard work.

Can I tell him this now?

Thanks to you, I had no way to go.

No, even though I’ve been thinking about it for a very long time, I’ve been wondering if I can’t overcome momentary emotions and say this.

“…… I am. ”

Obviously, I thought it was true until I met him again, but now that Loan has arrived, it is complicated in my head without knowing whether this choice is right or wrong.

“I’m going to Ig. ”

But apparently the idea of finding his own life was hovering intensely.

Because you can’t be happy here anymore.

You just have to stay around Roan!

On her face, where the flaws were buried thanks to her,

“….. you want to go to Ig? ”

Loan asks me a question with a face that has hardened without my knowledge.

She must have been thinking about it for quite some time in her nature, but…

“It was too sudden……. ”

Then why haven’t you talked about it so far?

“… I guess not. ”

No, I don’t even know if I didn’t have the time.

In the meantime, Loan has been away for too long.

So I didn’t even have time to talk.

“After.”

But if the heart is really frustrated, and there’s even something hovering around, it’s because she’s really precious.

I don’t even know if I really wanted to believe it.

Seeing him who had been embarrassed a lot,

“…… Yes, I’ve been thinking about it since you went to Evangeline territory. ”

Parviti again informed me that this was never a hasty choice.

It’s still mature and sweet, but…

“I want to find my real life. ”

With determination.

“So I’m leaving here….. ”

But she couldn’t even look him in the eye.

This is a declaration to leave their side for the rest of their lives.

“Did we do something wrong? What’s wrong with that? ”

So Loan became emotional.

It seems like she could not easily accept it because she said that she would leave this place and go to the land of the remote and harsh desert.

In his eyes, which were trembling greatly,

“… No, it’s not like that. ”

Parviti replied, swallowing deeply.

“I haven’t been a slave since I was born. ”

And as soon as he hears that, he becomes bruised as if he had been hit hard on the head.

“Ah……. ”

In fact, this was something I had thought about one day.

Will Parvity really be happy now?

Was it not her own greed to want her to be happy?

That’s why it wasn’t completely understandable.

“Yes……. ”

I could hardly conceal the embarrassment because the idea really arose into reality.

“Absolutely not……. ”

Thanks to Loan, who was just nodding his head,

“…… Master. ”

Parviti came to mind again.

In fact, she didn’t want to leave the side of Roan and Willian either.

More than they value Parvity, she values them.

But that didn’t mean I couldn’t pretend I didn’t know everything.

Unlike Loan, who was increasingly glowing, she remained only one place, and could not move forward.

No, I stayed in one place for so long that I didn’t even know where was ahead or behind.

The sense of identity and desperation that we’re not going to be able to move forward has overwhelmed her.

So this is definitely the right choice.

Cough.

Why is it so scary and hard?

That would be because on the one hand, the mind does not want to leave at all.

Headaches!

Her heart flutters hard and she glances at him.

“ ……. ”

I thought about it for a while, and I understand Parviti’s feelings, but Loan rarely spoke easily as though he was really shocked.

It would not be an exaggeration to say that his mental fatigue was at an extreme because of the problems he was experiencing recently.

“….. You did. ”

However, Roan also knows.

It will never be solved by pretending not to know.

And as sadness and loss passed through his eyes that could not be hidden,

“…… Yes. ”

Similarly, Parviti nodded, feeling as if his chest was twitching.

“But if I did something wrong…? ”

One day, she thought it might be right to find her own life.

No, I also thought it would be right to let her go if the time came.

But the moment it came true, the shock was bigger than I thought.

She was literally family.

Because he’s one of the people he must have come back to protect.

So it was Loan who really thought he was doing something wrong.

Less.

It was hard to deal with the events that erupted in a row, and Loan’s hands trembled without my knowledge.

Working hard doesn’t always get the best results, but you still want the best results.

It’s not like this.

In the face that almost seemed to cry,

“No, no! It’s not like that! ”

Parviti also sighed and cried.

She also clearly expected that Loan would be greatly shocked.

But I didn’t think it was that shocking.

“ ……. ”

Thanks to you, I didn’t know what to say.

I don’t want to just watch his back like this, so how do I tell him that I want to find his real life and come back?

In the meantime, I didn’t really want Roan to break his heart.

“Master….. ”

That’s why Parviti, who got up out of nowhere, tried to reach him with a tangled hand.

“Then……. ”

I don’t think Loan saw him.

There’s a lot going on today, but I can’t be more shocked than this, blindfolded with my left hand.

“If that’s what Parvity really wants….. ”

I just convinced myself.

“Yes, we should do that……. ”

And I laughed.

“If that’s what Parvity wants, we should do it. ”

In fact, just as Busha didn’t want to go south, does she want you to arrest her?

That’s what I thought.

“Do that. ”

There was no way Parviti could take out words even in the absence of heart.

She’s a prudent person because she’s been thinking about it a few times, and it’s also a nuisance that she’s being discriminated against here.

‘Why are all the people I care about leaving me? ’

However, the situation was a difficult one, so I had no choice but to be self-conscious.

When he first came back, it wasn’t long before he tried to protect him.

I wanted to live a life that was better, a little more, and different from the past.

I wanted to be happy with everyone I was trying to protect.

By the way, are those precious people trying to leave in a row?

After Emilia, to Parviti!

Maybe I’m doing something wrong?

Loan bites his lips tightly, because he can’t hide the bitterness.

“…… Master. ”

Seeing that, Parvity called him with a face full of remorse.

Is he in all this trouble because of me?

I felt sorry and sadness before my eyes, so I felt like going to Ig.

I just need to stay by his side.

That was her last wish.

Don’t go.

If I were to listen to it now, it would be good to stay by my side again as in the past.

I felt like I didn’t have to get my real life back.

I don’t even know.

“I’m sorry, Parviti. I didn’t count well….. ”

But he couldn’t hold her.

I know how many sacrifices she’s made in the meantime.

Perhaps he has made so many sacrifices in the name of what is natural.

In his words,

“I’m so sorry, Parviti….. ”

William, who was watching their conversation quietly, also sighed heavily and apologized to her.

“… No, not the Lord and Master! ”

Soon, Parviti shakes her head with a loving face, saying it’s not like that.

“I just want to know who I am and where I’m from. I don’t want to leave here, I want to know who I am! ”

I really don’t want to leave.

“My own life……. ”

Just a sigh of her desire to know her heart,

“…… Yes, Parviti. ”

Loan looks at her with a completely determined face.

He knew.

That this is really the right choice.

“Don’t worry too much, we’ll do everything we can to help you find your past. ”

Let’s talk about that, too.

“…… yes, it’s not like we’re breaking up forever. So I’m going. ”

Not only for Loan, but also for William, Parviti stole tears with both hands.

“You can come back anytime. ”

If this is an eternal farewell, I don’t want to leave either.

I just want to know who I am and come back to be proud, just like everyone else!

She said that she would definitely come back one day.

“Yes, Parvity. ”

Loan nods.

Yeah, well, this isn’t going to be an eternal breakup.

“I sincerely hope that Parvity will get everything he wants. ”

And whatever it is, I will support her choice.

This could also be one of the things that’s changing.

“Breaking up for a while doesn’t mean we’re not family. ”

Obviously, if she regains her past, she can meet again one day.

In his words,

“Thank you, Master….. ”

Parviti also nodded with sincere gratitude.

“Come here. ”

Soon, William hugged both Loan and Parvity.

The blood was not mixed, but it was really like a family.

“ ……. ”

I’m not talking, but all three of them have hot tears pouring down their eyes.

I can’t say goodbye even if I see you again someday.

How long has it been?

Still static after a long time.

It seems that the moment of separation for the first time was awkward for everyone.

“…… Ah, I’m hungry. ”

Soon Loan opened his mouth first.

“Unh!”

Parvity was terribly shocked to hear that.

“Huh, you haven’t eaten yet? ”

William also burst into laughter.

“You see, I can’t afford to eat. It’s too good now. ”

Then Loan went back to his 17-year-old self and said,

Now this might be the last glimmer he’s ever had.

“…… Then wait a minute, Master. ”

And as Parvity prepares to go out for him,

“Yes, Parvity. ”

Loan nods.

“No, sister. ”

Within a week, he changed his title.

“ ……. ”

Parviti stares at him again with a choking face.

“…… I’m sorry it’s too late. ”

I didn’t even know what I should have done.

“… No, Loan. ”

Then Parviti called out his name, still smiling kindly at him.

“ ……. ”

But that’s why I felt sadder.

Again, in the static that flowed away,

“…… Ah. ”

He nodded his tears and said,

“I’m really going to eat a lot, so I’m going to ask you a lot. ”