NOVEL NEXT Chapter 197
197 Hr 66. I love you (1)
“Wait a minute? ”
After Emilia’s sudden appearance, Loan panics.
I confessed to her and was rejected, but that doesn’t mean I won’t see her forever.
It’s not like you’re a kid if you don’t go out.
So there’s nothing odd about telling a story like this, but it was true that it was embarrassing.
Since her appearance in the first place was completely unexpected.
“Oh, I have to get out of my way. I’m just here to see Loan for a second. ”
In the meantime, Egbert carefully takes a step back, looking at the atmosphere between the two.
Just as I felt like I shouldn’t interfere.
“Let’s see you at the academy, Loan. ”
And he greeted Roan correctly.
With the sweetest, kindest face he ever saw.
“…… Thank you. Your Majesty.”
Soon, as he leaves, he doesn’t know why he’s here, and he panics again.
You were just going to look at your face this short?
“Egg’s brother really wanted to see you. It wouldn’t be an exaggeration if I were one of your favorite people in Hwang Sung. I don’t even know if I really like it. ”
Then Emilia explained with a very difficult face.
‘The emotions of my previous life follow. ’
As soon as he heard it, Loan naturally recalled Fitzgerald’s words.
In fact, if there was one scene he still couldn’t understand, it was Egbert’s face at the last moment of his life.
A voice mixed with Egbert’s crying, who confessed that he really liked Loan.
And apparently he was crying.
If the emotions were real, it would be easy to understand whether Egbert liked himself this much right now.
If that emotion is still going on.
“Loan?”
I heard Emilia’s voice breaking my mind.
“Aah.”
Back in the real world,
“I’m sorry. I thought about it for a second. ”
I answered with a very awkward feeling.
I’ve only been on the job a month since that day.
Long is short, long is short, but I haven’t seen her in 30 years.
And yet, I didn’t know why I felt twice as awkward as I had ever met her again.
In addition, even if I didn’t want to be conscious, I kept remembering that day and had to come to my heart.
“… You’re not thinking about Egg, are you? ”
Then, when she asked Loan in a brighter way than before,
“It doesn’t really matter. ”
I was a lone man with an unmistakable voice.
“…… Ah. ”
I felt sorry for Emilia’s face.
“Even so….. I just……. ”
Subsequently, Loan, sitting on her face, complained of bitterness again.
I didn’t mean to.
But I would be right not to.
How childish and playful is this emotion?
I was so confused that I felt a sense of self-esteem.
“No, it didn’t mean that. Anyway, are you all right? I think it hurt a lot. ”
Thanks to this, Loan quickly switched topics with bitter laughter.
I didn’t want to leave an emotional blemish because I was older.
But it could not be perfect until the day I had not experienced it.
Unconsciously and consciously, I have to focus on my work and forget about it.
Like a habit he kept for a long time.
“…… Ah, yes. Ever since that day, I’ve been so sick that I’ve only been in Hwang Sung all the time. And I quit the academy. ”
Already so familiar with his habits, she nods with a bold smile, without much panic as the subject has changed.
“You know the academy?”
But I don’t know if quitting Linguini Academy was shocking enough.
When the eyes of Loan were shaken greatly because something unimaginable happened again,
“… yes, now that the movement of the church has been greatly reduced, I think it would be better to suppress it in Hwang Seong than in the Academy. Your Majesty has entrusted me with quite a lot of work. He told me to hit you today. ”
Emilia explains with a calm face.
Nominal reasons were sufficient.
Maharajah and the Red Wolf, who could be called the resistance of the Ariman Church, failed.
Their forces have already shrunk, and all they have to do is hide in the Jeezers.
Therefore, it would be much more ideal for Emilia to hold back the Ariman Church while she is in power for some time.
“… I see. ”
It’s not like she left the academy to lose her mind.
“ ……. ”
Why it gets so small standing in front of her.
As soon as she felt that she was more stubborn than any of those challenges, and he sent back a complicated glance,
“… well, anyway, I just haven’t seen him since that day. That’s why I needed to talk to you. I wanted to say I’m sorry. Maybe it’s not easy to meet after you quit the academy. ”
Is it because of your guilt that you turned him down?
Or is it because of the atmosphere of Loan that seems a little shocked?
In the face of Emilia,
“…… It’s okay. It’s not your fault. It’s not your fault. ”
Loan shakes his head.
Mate!
And then Loan knocks on his cheek as loud as I can.
“Go, all of a sudden! ”
“No, it’s okay. I need to wake up. ”
Soon he breathed.
“It’s not your fault that you don’t like someone. So don’t look like that. You don’t have to apologize to me. ”
I pulled out an honest insider.
Her identity is very vague at the moment.
But that didn’t mean I wanted to ruin the emotions of the moment I was together.
Even if the next one leads to a very miserable, miserable sight.
Even if this was the inferior part of the human being that Fitzgerald said, I didn’t want to give up that feeling.
“…… my cheeks are red. ”
Immediately, Emilia, who was watching him, stopped biting and touched his cheeks.
“…… you have to save yourself. ”
I don’t think I deserve to touch him anymore.
Loan, fuzzy with more than grief, stops walking and takes a deep breath in her eyes.
“Actually, if I ever see you again, I wanted to ask you something. ”
At this moment, I couldn’t care less about Nialie, Lives or anything.
She’s the only one in my head.
And when his loving eye touched him,
“…… what? ”
Emilia looks at him with a frenzied face and asks.
“You really don’t like me? ”
And Emilia’s eyes trembled greatly at the question, which was completely different from her usual.
“…… No, I like you. ”
A pupil that shakes, who doesn’t know where to look.
“You are my most precious friend. That’s it…. ”
Emilia reveals that he is her most precious friend.
“I don’t like being friends with you. ”
Soon, Loan looked her in the eye and said,
“Ah?”
Emilia’s eyes trembled with astonishment at his unexpected words.
Are you saying you don’t want to be friends because you’ve been hurt by rejection?
“… I’m sorry. I was so selfish. ”
At that she shrugs again.
I feel like I’m about to cry, and my poor shoulders sag.
A really fragile, poor girl.
Maybe Fitzgerald said it was her destiny and her rule.
The first time I saw him,
“You know that’s not what it means. ”
Even though this place is Emperor, I dragged her away without hesitation.
“…… Loan. ”
And in his embrace, a panicked Emilia looks up at him.
He looked at her without a clue.
“I want more than that. I can’t be satisfied with a friend. ”
I looked at the front with my chin straight.
“You know that. ”
He then hugged her with his whole body, as if he really wanted her.
Hard arms and generous breasts.
Warm body temperature and harsh breathing sounds.
And even the sound of the heart rattling.
“ ……. ”
It was Emilia who lost her mind for a moment.
I felt like my whole body was melting like sugar in a warm coffee.
She raises her hands and is full of urges to hold him with all her might.
I just want to stay so comfortably in his arms.
“… No. ”
But I couldn’t.
Just like cutting off your own flesh,
“No……. ”
It seems like you’re trying to catch yourself shaking.
“…… more than that. ”
She shakes her head.
“Lie.”
Soon his voice was heard in her ear.
Rather than laughter or cynicism,
“Don’t lie. ”
A voice that I eagerly hope will not be.
“ ……. ”
Emilia didn’t know what to say.
Just…..
“It’s not a lie……. ”
Now I feel like I’m gripping my chest with a scar that I can’t cut.
“Really……. ”
I just pushed him away.
And she stepped back one step after the other, shaking off Loan.
In the face almost immediately before he cried,
“.. Then why are you making such a face? ”
Loan truly became a sad face.
What the hell happened to Emilia?
And why is she pushing herself like this?
Apparently she likes him, too.
“… I think I should go now. You should go back! Sorry!”
Then she tried to leave in a hurry, avoiding the answer.
Like grabbing a dress and turning around in a hurry.
“Emilia!”
Looking back at the figure, Loan shouts her name.
“ ……. ”
Emilia, who ran away on that call, stopped walking.
“Ugh……. ”
The reason she couldn’t turn around was because she was crying right now.
Looking back at her, who was stealing her eyes by hand, Loan said.
“I don’t care what happened to you. I’ve always liked you, and I will. That never changes. ”
In the meantime, it seems that the heart that was shaken and shaken by the ignorance of itself is hardened again today.
“I came back to do that. ”
In the words of the wedger,
“…… you can meet better people. I can live happily ever after. ”
Emilia shakes her head as if she told you not to.
Even if I pretended not to, I could not erase the smirk in my voice.
“It’s impossible to be happy without you. ”
And according to his answer,
“…… Ah. ”
With a sigh really deep in her heart, she leans forward for a moment.
The vulgar hindsight seemed to be really mixed with complex emotions.
“The past can be no answer, Loan. ”
Within a week, she regained her body,
“I’m just the past. At least you have to move forward. ”
I left a meaningful word, swallowing my cries.
“One day you’ll understand what I’m saying. ”
Then he took a deep breath again.
At least try not to see tears in front of them.
“…… I’ll go then. ”
Soon she left the position.
Stealing a face with an elongated hand would be because she continues to shed tears.
Loan, who couldn’t get hold of the carriage and looked at it in a daze,
“…… the past can’t be the answer? ”
I rethought her words.
I didn’t even ask her about Reeves,
“At least I have to go forward……. ”
I could see that her heart was really, really true.
Whether it’s friendship or love, Emilia is clearly more deeply concerned about Loan than anyone else.
That alone was reassuring.
“ ……. ”
However, it seemed that the disagreement with her would never be resolved.
If she avoids him like this, she’ll never get better.
“… then I’ll change it. ”
And Loan turns around thinking of Fitzgerald’s words that his presence can change everything.
“There’s no such thing as a future for me. ”
Forget Jin’s faction that the causal rate should no longer be blurred.