Chapter 6: 〈Episode 6〉Wandering (5)
Moist and soft. Those are the two words that came to mind first.
Cha So-young's two eyes, which had been exchanging glances since the moment her shoulders were grabbed, filled my field of vision with her slightly sweaty and glistening face.
As if I had forgotten how to blink, I couldn't take my eyes off Cha So-young's eyes that were sparkling with water. I had a gut feeling that Cha So-young was also hoping for that.
After an unknown number of seconds or tens of seconds passed, Cha So-young slowly pulled away from his lips that had been touching.
"Haa… haa…"
A ragged breath escaped Cha So-young's mouth.
Cha So-young's hand, stroking my cheek up and down once again from a distance, felt like it was confirming something or waiting anxiously.
Actually, I still think that way.
Could it be that Cha So-young is acting like this because she doesn't want to let go of me, her childhood friend and boyfriend who only looks the same? Could it be that I'm just happily accepting the fact that a woman with a voluptuous body is by my side because she likes me?
Because that's the most comfortable and familiar idea.
I was still a guy who didn't really know what love was, and even though we had been together for a long time, we had changed so much in such a short period of time.
And Cha So-young was swept away by me, the subject of that change, and eventually accepted me.
I was worried about the fact that we suddenly turned away from the reality that was right in front of us and escaped, and our hearts diverged from each other.
Because we were childhood friends before we were lovers.
But anyway,
"… Jaehyuk?"
I also thought that it wouldn't be a problem to repay Cha So-young's feelings for still being by my side even though she knew the whole story.
I don't know.
'… You can find out from now on.'
I grabbed Cha So-young by the back of her neck and pulled her towards me.
A movement close to bringing Cha So-young's slightly parted lips against mine so that they do not miss.
Fortunately, I was sitting on a bench, so I just had to tilt my head to touch Cha So-young's lips.
If I had been standing, I would have had to lift my toes. I imagined that scene, what happened next.
The moment their lips met, Cha So-young's eyes, which had opened wide, slowly returned to their original positions.
As if responding to the hand that touched the back of my neck, Cha So-young moved the palm that was on my cheek again.
We stroked and hugged each other. That's how we kissed each other once again.
"Ha… um, yeah… hmm…"
Cha So-young and I both fell for our childhood friend, a person of the opposite sex we met for the first time.
Sometimes I would turn my face slightly to change the angle and feel the vibration of the skin on my palm.
Cha So-young's hand, which had been caressing my cheek, stroked my hair, then wrapped her arm around the back of my neck as if it wasn't enough. As if that wasn't enough, she lifted her other hand and caressed my other cheek.
I held Cha So-young's neck with both hands and responded while feeling the soft texture of her skin. My neck trembled every time my tongue accidentally brushed against her lips.
We slowly and happily savored the haziness that was welling up in our eyes.
The heat contained in their tongues that shyly brushed past each other and their breaths that went back and forth little by little. I felt my body heating up at that.
It was natural for our tongues to mingle, because we weren't children who knew nothing.
"Slurp, slurp, haa… slurp."
First kiss. The one that still tasted like latte. It was sweet, but the more I drank, the thirstier I became. More, more.
The thirst replaced by excitement went down. The waist of the pants was pulled tight, and the presence of the object trapped inside stood out.
The foreign feeling that I had previously felt was now natural and, for some reason, I felt proud of it. I acknowledged it. I had been looking forward to it.
However, tasting what was in front of me came first. So did Cha So-young. The eyes that were in contact did not look down, but steadily looked at me.
My right hand, Cha So-young's left hand. They fell from my cheek and Cha So-young's nape, and they interlocked with each other, starting from the fingertips. They tightened and loosened their sensitive fingertips as if they were soothing each other.
I felt a slight pain as I felt Cha So-young's evil power strongly. However, I felt pleasant about the feeling of not being able to control it.
As if we had forgotten the passage of time, we explored each other precariously. We were on the edge of being consumed by our instincts, or not.
I barely managed to pull myself away and catch my breath after minutes, not seconds, had passed in an instant.
"Haa… haa… haa…"
I had to exert so much strength that my shoulders shook just enough to catch my breath.
Cha So-young's breathing was slightly out of sync. Even though there was absolutely no need for me to do so, I felt resentful for no reason.
I barely managed to calm my pounding heart and threw a pitiful tantrum.
"… Have you ever kissed?"
"No? This is your first time. Jaehyuk, what about you?"
"Me too. I thought you… did it with him."
That guy. It must be a reference to 'Shin Jae-hyeok'. Cha So-young smiled bitterly as she recalled the distance.
"That's all I showed you."
I had to take a moment to think about what that meant. I soon realized that it meant the ball kiss picture they showed me at school.
"… He's a bad guy. That bastard."
"Ha, hahaha!"
Cha So-young, who was catching her breath, burst into laughter.
It also seemed like a somewhat carefree smile, so I watched quietly until Cha So-young calmed down.
"It's starting to feel real now. That, that thing you said about the man and the woman being switched."
"Did I say something weird? I think he's a bad guy."
"Well, well? I guess it was more surprising that you said that."
Cha So-young, who said that, smiled deeply and pulled me to her chest like she had done a little while ago.
"This too. If it were him, he would have pushed me away and told me not to hug him. But you just stayed still."
I held back my words. Even though he was a bad guy, even though he was a different person from me, to him, to me, and to Cha So-young, he was Shin Jae-hyuk.
Instead, I put my arms around Cha So-young's waist and hugged her tightly, just like I had received it.
"… Just don't treat me like a younger sibling."
"Okay, okay. I'll be careful."
As she said that, Cha So-young stroked her hair with her hand as if combing it. This.
"Hey. That's what you're doing right now."
"Okay, okay. I told you so."
I didn't stop stroking her. Plus, she smelled good and her skim was soft.
'Ah, shit.'
I was deliberately looking away, but I felt my erection, which had been loose, gaining strength again, perhaps because the excitement in my body that had not yet left the woman's body was being stimulated by the woman's body that was getting closer again.
"Wow… what… ah."
Cha So-young let out a gasp, as if she hadn't noticed it when we were kissing. Then, when she saw me frozen, she looked at me as if she had said, "Oh no." And the same thing happened to me.
"…"
"… … "
In the suddenly tense atmosphere, I tried my best to think things through.
What did he say? It's the perfect word for this situation. I'm sure I've seen it somewhere.
Oh, I remembered.
"That… Jaehyuk…?"
"Hey, do you want to eat ramen at my house before you go?"
The faces of each other before their eyes turned red.