I Was Given a Political Marriage

34 – Deprived of flowers (1)

Corridors left after they pass through.

I was left alone in tears.

“draft…”

It was the name of the existence that I wanted to see the most and was like a light to me who had nothing.

Xian was a flower of a noble and beautiful cliff that no one could break.

However, the person who plucked the beautiful flower appeared.

‘Really, those two… Did you do it in your room?’

I couldn’t believe it. I just wished that this situation wasn’t real.

But in my head, I was already aware that this was reality, and I was creating a pain that seemed to squeeze my chest.

[Know the subject. Or grab it when you have a chance.]

The damn b*tch’s voice echoes in my head and haunts me.

“I just… wanted to protect you.”

The reason I didn’t touch him that day was simply because Xian looked so fragile.

He who was breathing heavily under me, he who shed tears as if begging me.

I was so pitiful and precious that I couldn’t continue the skinship beyond that.

My first experience was because I wanted to share warmth together on a warm blanket rather than in a dark and damp cave.

However, the reality was harsh, and the future I wanted had long since been robbed by someone else.

‘Yes again I… Everything is lost.’

As expected, I lost something precious again this time.

Just like when you lost your family to bandits in your childhood. Like when the church that took me in caught fire.

I couldn’t protect my precious things this time either. His virginity was taken away by another woman, and I was doing nothing but staring at his back.

– Hard.

I gritted my teeth in disgust at myself.

I wanted to plug the hole with a knife to stop the tears flowing from my eyes.

However, in reality, I was a stupid woman crying in an empty hallway.

“draft.”

There was nothing in the hallway, but for some reason, his smiling face seemed to flicker in front of my eyes.

Even if all of his first experiences were taken away, what would change?

Even if his innocence is passed on to another woman, the only one who can give him true happiness is me.

‘If you stop here, everything will be taken away. Like that time, no, I’ll lose again.’

I hate being unable to do anything and losing.

For the first time, I will do everything in my power to have what I want, and the time has come when I have to fight to keep what I have, not what I lose.

“Xian. I’ll protect you.”

I can no longer watch him suffer.

I don’t want to see her being forced into the arms of a woman she doesn’t like.

‘I… I have to save him.’

i am a knight

A knight who protects his lord.

I must become a knight to protect my one and only lord Xian.

***

Eileen lifted a toast with a heart full of joy.

It showed the difference in rank to the damned celestial people.

No matter how hard she tried, she got the jewel called Xian that she couldn’t have.

‘Now how do I bully you?’

Eileen, who took the initiative, felt a smile spread across her lips just thinking about what plans she would make in the future.

Should I have s*x with Xian in front of her? Or should I just make the sound so I can’t see it?

I hated showing our love affair to an insignificant b*tch, but I could tolerate being teased to keep them apart.

The most painful torture for that stupid woman would be to rob her of her happiness.

Xian is the word for happiness.

“Sian, Mouth.”

“mouth?”

“I’ll teach you from now on, so if I say mouth, you can do this.”

I just grabbed his chin and lifted it up and kissed him.

As expected, his mouth was soft today, and the sticky saliva was like a latte that would warm his body.

“Remember what I teach you.”

“huh…”

As expected, I really liked the way she became compliant after losing her virginity.

He has already fallen to the bottom of his worth as an engagement target.

I mean, if it weren’t for me, there would be very few people who would take him.

‘If I had known this was going to happen, I should have eaten it sooner.’

I regretted letting him go so far.

If there was such an easy way, if I had acted a little faster, I wouldn’t have had a headache.

“Nice job. Xian, now you just have to leave everything to me.”

“huh…”

Xian, who moved as I wanted, was like a doll and was so pretty.

I stroked his messy hair and expressed this happiness through skinship.

As expected, this time, Xian stays still. When I think that I have reached the shape I want, the smile on my lips does not disappear.

“Okay then, let’s go to the classroom. We still have a lot to do, so please take care of us.”

“huh…”

***

Arriving at the classroom, the first thing Eileen ordered was to get on herself.

Like the last time, he climbed on top of her and hugged her chest with his hands hanging from her neck.

It was a posture that easily attracted others’ attention, but I buried my head more to avoid the shame.

“I love you Xian. Are you doing more cute acts today? Are you that happy being with me?”

Eileen’s hand patted my back as if she wanted an answer.

“I’m so happy. I love you Eileen.”

“Heuuu sian also loves you.”

My whole body trembled and hugged my waist, as if I was moved by all my actions.

The heat that feels hot beyond warmth comes over my body.

“You’re bold again today… Are those two really going to get married?”

“So rumors say they’ve already gone as far as they can go.”

“Ah~ I wonder if our jockey also had a speeding violation?”

‘Why do you know everything… !’

I don’t care if they really know what we did last night or if they’re talking nonsense.

Whatever they say may now be true, and the reality of not being able to refute that statement was so sad.

“Sian, I have to listen to the lecture now. Or will it stay like this?”

“No. I’m going down now.”

As expected, the warmth disappeared and only the regretful coldness remained.

But before the coldness had completely disappeared, another dark hand was attacking me.

‘I’m sure you’ll stop. Why are you touching yourself again?’

It was Eileen who heard the lecture, but her hand was in a place I couldn’t understand.

A soft left hand slipped between the crotch on the inside of the thigh.

Quietly stroke the inside, but also boldly push up the whole body.

“Huh, huh… Kuhm.”

“Poop. Xian, don’t you take notes on that?”

When I shiver with a dizzying feeling, he advises me to focus on class as if teasing him.

I wanted to rebel right away, but I didn’t have the courage to stand up in this situation.

‘It’s over anyway.’

From Scarlett’s reaction, it’s clear that she must have been disappointed too.

I’ll hold her every night until I graduate from the academy, and if I get pregnant soon, I’ll end up marrying her second-rate early.

And I don’t know if I’ll be happy, but I’ll have a child, and I’ll have to do my father’s duty for that child.

“No response? Then… this?”

flinch!?

Maybe my reaction wasn’t funny, but her hand moved in an unexpected place.

In the pants I never imagined would ever come in.

The hand that went into the pants tried to continue the same action as last night as if playing a joke on me.

“Should I wait until class is over?”

“Ahh…”

I only realized it now, but Aileen, who was off limits, was a more lewd woman than I thought.

I barely endured Eileen’s play with my hands until the lecture was over.

On the way, I almost groaned at the thrill that I felt from time to time, but I forced myself to endure it, and only after the lecture was over, I was able to escape from this hell of pleasure.

But the important thing.

“Sian, let’s go to the dormitory quickly. I still have a lot of things I want to try.”

“Now, wait. I’m going to walk quickly…”

“Hmm~ Why are you having a hard time? Or should I carry you?”

I walked awkwardly, arching my back. If I straightened my back, it would be like advertising to everyone in the room.

So, I put up with it, but Eileen just seemed to enjoy it.

From her point of view, her only fiancé would be too excited to even walk straight.

I thought I knew what that feeling was, so I didn’t say anything.

“If it’s too hard, would you like to stop by the alley for a while? Can you take a step off?”

“…if only for a moment.”

I had no choice but to go over knowingly at the devil’s whisper in my ear.

I slowly slipped into the alley, knowing that it was an insect trap that I would not be able to get out of once I got into it.

Like last night, I was able to walk again only after I put everything in her.

Her legs still tremble and it’s hard to walk, but what’s even more strange is Eileen’s footsteps.

The dignified step that had been showing the dignity of an aristocrat until just now went somewhere, and the legs shook like a newborn goat.

“hahahaha… hurry up. Let’s go to the dorms. I can still… do more.”

“Please no more.”

Unlike Eileen, who is still lively, I think this is impossible.

Unlike women, men had limits on what they could ejaculate.

“The two of them. They seem to be getting along very well, so I don’t know if I’ll be able to see them soon.”

The appearance of the princess standing in our way stopped Eileen and I from taking our steps.

“They seem so close to the point that I’m jealous.”

“to…?”

I guess I wasn’t the only one who was taken aback by the sudden appearance.