I Was Given a Political Marriage

33 – First Experience (3)

I’m tired. I don’t know how much time has passed, but when I woke up again, the only thing was that the outside covered by the curtain was shining brightly.

Lying on the edge of the bed, I woke up feeling uncomfortable with the touch of the damp blanket.

“uuu… I’m thirsty.”

When I finally woke up, the first thing I felt was the sensation of my throat drying up like crazy.

How dry it was, I imagined a drought in my head, followed by a sharp pain.

I moved to support my body with my right hand to try to get up.

“Sueuuu”

“Chit.”

Before I woke up, I was confined to Eileen’s arms, which stopped me, and I couldn’t move.

A feeling of soft and warm illusion felt from behind.

Giving up on Eileen who was sleeping while hugging her back, she turned her eyes away.

I saw the scenery on the bed and evidence of facts I don’t remember last night.

‘It seems like I haven’t been joking around for a long time.’

The blanket was stained with semen and love juice and looked damp. Furthermore, seeing the blood smeared between the white blankets seemed to keep reminding me of the events of last night.

Eileen climbed on top of me and attacked like a beast with red eyes blushing.

It seemed to overlap with the appearance of Scarlett he had seen in the cave.

‘Should I still consider Scarlett better?’

Scarlett came to her senses to some extent at my earnest request before going to the end.

He endured his desire and held my hand tightly, whispering in my ear.

[It’s good to do what I want, but I’m more afraid of you hating me.]

Scarlett looked down at me at the last moment and stole tears as if she was sad.

I hugged her head and offered her neck and collarbone to soothe her.

[Sorry, Scarlett. I understand your feelings, so let’s go slowly.]

The look of Scarlett who forcibly endured it by biting my flesh in her mouth as if she was regretful and resentful.

If this is the only factor, I think Scarlett is superior to Eileen in terms of self-control.

‘sh*t. I should have been more patient yesterday.’

I couldn’t have endured it a little longer yesterday and had cum inside her.

I was so afraid that my future would collapse because of it.

“Huaam, is Xian awake?”

Eileen woke up just now, perhaps because she was tired. He greeted me in a tiring, tired voice.

“Woke up. And I’m thirsty, so give me this.”

“I don’t like it. Let’s just stay like this. I’m too lazy to move.”

I watched Eileen’s reaction as she rubbed her bare skin from behind while trying to stay still.

Naturally, my legs come up on top of my body. Eileen’s hand slides down along with the touch of her soft legs.

“Ugh… can you take that hand off?”

“Why is it because it’s morning? It’s big here?”

Eileen’s semi-forced intercourse last night made it feel strange to touch something that was sensitive.

“Kuhya, let’s get up now…!”

“Yeah. But I’m satisfied that I took your virginity yesterday.”

Fortunately, Eileen seemed satisfied with taking away my virginity from last night.

Until then, Aileen had been unable to control herself in anger like a demon.

However, now it was back to its normal, gentle and cute golden retriever state.

“Bad b*tch.”

I spit out a curse that could be the first and last time in my life.

No matter what happens in the future, the lines will disappear now, so wouldn’t this be okay?

“Poohup, yes. I’m a bad b*tch. A bad thief who took your virginity.”

However, Eileen was just laughing at the thought that she had taken my first experience, as if she didn’t care about the swear words.

“I really hate it.”

“Don’t hate me. You know anyway, you can’t run away from me anymore.”

“…”

It was true. This world is a world in which the concept of chastity has been reversed. The reason I desperately tried to keep chastity was also because of the concept of chastity.

A world where female chastity is no longer needed and male chastity is considered sacred.

In this chaotic world, chastity to me was a kind of important seal of approval.

To the other noble ladies, I am a precious spirit who is clean and good at housework. But now that she lost her virginity, it became difficult to marry a young lady other than Eileen.

‘Scarlett is…’

I don’t know what Scarlett is like as a commoner, not an aristocrat.

“Other girls won’t care about you anymore, so just lean on me. I love you, Xian.”

“…huh.”

The moment I gave everything to Eileen, I became a bird trapped in a cage.

***

A new morning began, and Eileen and I looked at the traces of last night together.

“Wow… Look at this. It flows really well. The things attached to the legs are also firmly attached, so it is difficult to remove them now.”

“Just wash it quickly. And between those crotches…”

“Puh, this? Um~ I want to leave this alone.”

Aileen rubs her stomach happily looking at the traces of last night.

Looking at it, I was really afraid that a new life would be born inside it.

‘If I become a real father…’

I can’t imagine what it would be like. I’m not ready, and I don’t know if I can really love my child enough to make him happy.

All lives are precious. But I might be able to pour all my love into that life.

“What are you looking at so piercingly? Let’s play a round?”

“No. Let’s just take a shower.”

After I sent Eileen to the shower room first, I lay down on the bed where there were traces of it.

A futon that is cold and smells strange.

When I close my eyes, it seems like I keep hearing the sounds of last night.

The lewd sounds that are sticky and combined with obsession with me.

After that, Eileen appeared after showering, and I took a shower, washing away all traces of the previous day.

Liquids that are washed off with warm water.

However, things that did not disappear with the water still remained in my memories and senses and seemed to surround me.

“This is the end. Whoa, for some reason, my back keeps hurting.”

I’m sure I didn’t take the lead, and I’m sure it was Eileen who was hurt.

Why am I sick?

“Eileen, doesn’t your back hurt? It’s hard for me to walk because of the pain.”

“It tingles every time I walk, and my legs tremble, but it’s still so good I don’t even feel it.”

‘Is s*xual desire the number one priority for women?’

It’s because Eileen usually puts up with it, but she’s also a woman after all. It is a creature with a brain driven mad by s*xual desire.

“Come on, let’s go. We still have a lot to talk about when we go to the academy.”

Eileen’s mouth seemed itchy, probably because she wanted to talk about the saga of last night.

We were walking down the aisle like that. For some reason, it felt like a familiar person was walking by from afar.

“It hurts, Xian. Should I raise my head?”

“ah…”

I could imagine what Eileen would do.

The pupils are dilated in anxiety and anxiety about what will happen in the future.

That anxiety makes me keep imagining a bad future and torments me.

“Sian, hello.”

“Oh, hello…”

Scarlett greets me and Eileen smiles mockingly at her.

He put his hand on my waist and hugged me tightly, and then he brought me closer.

No, they sincerely love me and hug me, acting as a loving couple.

As I felt the warmth, I saw Scarlett’s face rotting.

‘But this won’t be the end.’

There’s no way Eileen, who’s like a serpent, would really be satisfied with this.

“Heh~ Xian. Are you going to spend tonight like last night?”

“…What are you talking about.”

“What are you talking about? Look, just like yesterday… You’re putting your seed in here.”

He stole my hand and placed it on his belly and rubbed it quietly.

A soft, warm feeling that goes in when you press it hard. It was around the time I stopped focusing on the feeling of being safe if I had a baby.

“What? Seeds… Just two people.”

“Pu-Hup, why are you so surprised? We’re going to be ‘married’ anyway, so this is fine. Don’t worry about other people’s family affairs… Why don’t we go quickly and ignorantly swing a sword?”

As expected, the criticism that comes along with the heavy provocation. But there was something more important than that.

A hint that Xian and Eileen did something last night.

Scarlett rolled her eyes in uneasiness and examined Xian’s body.

“Ah… isn’t it Xian?”

The more you concentrate, the more traces of anxiety come in little by little. Reddish collarbone. Oddly, it felt more intense than yesterday.

And the woman next to me was very awkward, unlike yesterday. Like the woman who spent the first night.

Scarlett finally judged the situation.

“draft….”

I uttered his name with a sigh.

“Sorry. I… no. I won’t say anything.”

He knew that saying more would only hurt Scarlett.

I just kept my head down without opening my mouth.

Scarlett’s legs, which were visible when she lowered her gaze, were trembling as if she was so anxious.

“Know the subject. Or seize the opportunity while you have it.”

Eileen laughed and patted Scarlett’s shoulder twice and was about to leave.

I was able to inspect her face for a moment as I passed by as I left.

Scarlett… .

“Huh, isn’t it…? No, please say no.”

I was crying like a child.