Going For The Dream

Killian POV

I winced when I climbed out of the car. I quickly put a hand on my lower back. Aiden pulled me into his side and massaged my lower back as we looked around for Raiven.

"What took you guys so long?" Raiven stood in front of one of the buildings with his arms crossed.

"Sorry. This little minx was horny." Aiden answered him as he pulled me towards Raiven.

I looked down to the floor so my hair covered my face. I'm a little bit ashamed since I couldn't wait until we were with Raiven.

"Oh really?" I could hear the smirk in Raiven's voice. It made me shrink into myself. Suddenly I felt a hand on my head. It started petting me. "It's ok, Lil bit. There's nothing to be ashamed of."

I slowly lifted my head to look at Raiven through my eyelashes. He had a soft smile on his lips. My mouth slightly parted. I couldn't believe it was ok with him. I mean I just had sex with only Aiden. 

Normally when I needed it I would wait until they both were with me. This time however I couldn't wait. Plus I only wanted Aiden. I have always wanted both of them at the same time.

"You sure? We did it without you. I even didn't want you this time. You sure ok with it?" I asked him unsure. When it came to my mates I have always been insecure.

Raiven's hand slid down from my head to my cheek. He cupped my cheek while running his thumb along my cheekbone. "Yes, Lil bit. We knew this was going to happen. There will be times when you would want one or the other of us."

I gripped the front of his shirt. "Daddy." I whined. I wasn't horny or anything but that felt like the best name to call him at this time.

Raiven pulled me into a hug. "It's ok baby boy. We will never get upset with anything you want or do."

My grip on his shirt tightened as sniffles came out. Raiven picked me up so my face was in his neck. My legs were around his waist. I tightened my arms around his neck as my nose was buried in my mark. 

I soon felt him rubbing my back as one of his arms were under my ass, keeping me up. Aiden started massaging my scalp. Raiven started walking us somewhere. I didn't really care where we were going as long as I had my mates.

I kept hearing noises around us. Everything kept going in and out. Like we were passing groups of people and then no one. Doors opened and closed. Raiven finally entered a room and shut the door. He sat down before slowly pulling me back a bit.

"You can let it out baby boy. No one can see you now." He pretty much cooed at me. I glanced around and noticed we were in his dorm room. Only there was a bigger bed than last time.

"Raiven? Why are we here? I thought we couldn't room with you. Shouldn't we be going to our room?" I was very confused. Don't get me wrong. I really wanted to room with him but I was told that the college couldn't make that possible.

Raiven laughed. "This is your room. Aiden and I wanted to surprise you. The college jumped at you rooming with me."

I turned back to him wide eyed. "Really? Why?"

Aiden started laughing. "I told you he would ask."

Raiven shrugged. He softly glared at Aiden. "Yeah yeah. I know." He then looked back at me and started rubbing my back. "I wouldn't room with anyone else. I always gave them hell until I was left alone." 

He slid his hand up to my head and started petting me. I leaned into his hand. "Since I have known you were my mate since I presented, I didn't feel comfortable rooming with others."

I felt a purr slip through my lips. I liked that. To know he couldn't room with anyone else made me feel warm. I nuzzled into his palm.

"You're so adorable baby boy." Aiden cooed.

I turned my face toward Raiven's hand and lightly bit his palm.

"Ouch. Why did you bite me? I wasn't the one that called you that." Raiven pulled his hand away and started shaking it, trying to calm the sting.

I pouted. "I couldn't reach him." I turned my face away and crossed my arms.

"Aiden." Raiven said in a low voice.

"Ok ok. I'm sorry baby boy but you are adorable. You're our adorable little omega." He cooed.

I huffed. I did like being called that but I couldn't let them see. That wasn't how I was raised. They do say it is hard to break how you were raised. Of course I knew they could see right through me.

After all, they can hear how my heartbeats pick up when they compliment me. I always melted whenever they did. They could feel my emotions through our bond. Being werewolves our senses are heightened. Being mates we can feel what each other feels. Sometimes we can even read each other's minds.

"You like it." Aiden teased in my ear. Some time during my musing he got so close that his lips almost brushed my ear.

I shivered. I looked at him through my eyelashes. He was smirking. "What if I did?"

He tilted his head. "You admit it? Finally?"

I glance up at Raiven. He had a soft smile on and his head was slightly tilted. For some reason their personalities were switched. Normally Raiven was the one teasing and Aiden was the soft one. Could earlier be affecting Aiden? He was more dominant than normal.

"No baby boy. I just feel like teasing you. Raiven is just enjoying the view." Aiden whispered in my ear. Another shiver went down my back. He had read my mind. I didn't really like when they did that but it sometimes saved time and explaining how I felt. 

Since I always kept my feelings to myself it was kinda hard to say it out loud. I knew they understood and were patient with me. I was slowly getting out of my shell and letting them know. It was only them though. I knew I pretty much spilled my emotions at graduation but there was so much more that no one knew.

I reached over and grabbed Aiden's shirt while leaning into Raiven again and burying my nose in my mark. I needed his scent. I was getting worked up and needed to calm down. Raiven's was my favorite scent. It calmed me down more than Aiden's for some reason.

Aiden had tried to calm me down before. It didn't work out. I couldn't do it. That is until Raiven came over and pulled me into his arms. As soon as I smelt his scent I buried my nose into my mark and relaxed.

When that happened Aiden felt bad. He's also my mate but he couldn't calm me down. I never told them but I think it's because Raiven is the most dominant out of them. Aiden is dominant but he is also submissive. I do need Aiden's gentle hand but when I'm upset and can't calm down I need Raiven.

That has happened a couple times since then. Whenever it happened Aiden would quickly call Raiven. He wouldn't even try to calm me down since he knew it would only work me up more. He would stay next to me but he wouldn't touch me. I have screamed a few times when he tried.

Sometimes I would calm down a little bit with him next to me. I knew he would always be near when I needed him. That helped. I wished he could calm me down like Raiven did but they each had their own ways. I loved them both so much. I wouldn't change anything even if I could.