Chapter 11: Chapter 10: Whispered Jealousies
The lunchtime bell rang, and students flooded the cafeteria, their chatter filling the air. Serena, clutching her tiffin box, hesitated at the entrance. The bustling room, filled with groups of friends laughing and sharing stories, had always been daunting for her. She wasn't used to being in the spotlight, and she certainly didn't seek it. But lately, things had shifted.
"Serena! Over here!"
She looked up to see Sam waving at her from under the banyan tree outside the cafeteria. Her heart lifted at the sight of him. Sam, her brother Ryan's friend, had become an unexpected constant in her life.
As she approached, Sam flashed her a grin. "Late again? Let me guess—math?"
Serena rolled her eyes, sitting down across from him. "Yes, math. And it's not late if you've only been here for five minutes."
"Touché," he replied, chuckling as he opened his lunchbox. "One of these days, I'm going to convince you that numbers aren't your enemy."
"Good luck with that," she muttered, unwrapping her food.
Their lunches had become a daily ritual. While most students sat in the cafeteria, Serena and Sam preferred the quieter spot under the banyan tree. The shade provided a sense of calm, and Sam's presence was a reprieve from the chaos of school life.
As they ate, Serena couldn't ignore the group of girls nearby. They were whispering, their eyes darting toward her and Sam. Though their voices were low, Serena could catch snippets of their conversation.
"Look at her, acting all innocent," one of them said.
"She's just using him," another added, her tone dripping with disdain.
Serena's appetite vanished. She gripped her tiffin box tightly, her eyes fixed on the ground.
Sam noticed her sudden silence. "What's wrong?"
She shook her head, not trusting her voice.
"Is it them?" he asked, nodding subtly toward the group of girls.
She hesitated, then nodded. "They think I'm… pretending. That I'm using you."
Sam leaned back against the tree, his brow furrowing. "People will always find something to say, Serena. That doesn't mean it's true."
"But why me?" she blurted out. "I'm not like them. I'm not… pretty or popular. Why do you even want to spend time with me?"
His eyes softened as he leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "You're right. You're not like them. You're better. You don't pretend to be someone you're not. You're genuine, and that's rare."
His words warmed her heart, but doubt still lingered. She wanted to believe him, but years of bullying and self-doubt weren't easy to erase.
The sound of laughter from the group of girls pulled her attention back to them. One of them, a tall girl with perfectly styled hair, smirked as she walked past.
"Playing the damsel in distress again, Serena?" she said loudly enough for them to hear.
Sam's jaw tightened, but he remained calm. "Got something to say, Emily?"
The girl faltered under his gaze but quickly recovered. "No, nothing," she muttered, turning away.
Sam shook his head and turned back to Serena. "Ignore them. They don't know you like I do."
The rest of lunch passed uneventfully, but the encounter stayed with Serena. She couldn't shake the feeling of being watched, judged.
Later that evening, as she sat on her bed, the day's events played over in her mind. Sam's kindness, the girls' comments, and her own insecurities swirled together. She glanced at the sketchbook lying on her bedside table, untouched for months. On impulse, she picked it up and began to draw.
Her pencil moved with a fervor she hadn't felt in years. The sketch that emerged was of a girl standing under a stormy sky, her hair blowing in the wind, her feet planted firmly on the ground. It was a reflection of her own resolve—a small step toward reclaiming her confidence.
The next day, Serena walked into the cafeteria with her head held a little higher. She met Sam at their usual spot, and as they ate, she felt a sense of peace she hadn't experienced in a long time.
But peace was fleeting. As they left the cafeteria, a group of girls cornered her in the hallway.
"So, Serena," Emily began, her voice saccharine sweet. "How does it feel to have everyone talking about you? Must be nice to have Sam's attention."
Serena froze, her mind racing for a response.
"Leave her alone, Emily," Sam said, stepping between them.
Emily's eyes narrowed. "Oh, defending her now? How cute."
Sam's voice was calm but firm. "You're wasting your time. Find someone else to bother."
Emily huffed and walked away, her entourage following.
Serena looked at Sam, her eyes filled with gratitude. "Thank you," she whispered.
He smiled. "Anytime."
Over the next few weeks, Serena found herself looking forward to lunch with Sam. Despite the whispers and stares, she felt safe with him. He had a way of making her feel seen, valued.
One afternoon, as they sat under the banyan tree, Serena mustered the courage to ask, "Why are you so nice to me?"
Sam looked at her, surprised by the question. "Because you deserve it," he said simply. "You've been through so much, and you still keep going. That's strength, Serena. And I admire that."
His words stayed with her long after the lunch bell rang. For the first time in a long time, she felt like maybe she wasn't so alone after all.