Chapter 31
Chapter 31
Qu Mozhang paused and turned his head to look at her: “Silly things, we are friends, this will never change, and I don’t think you are troublesome. But, Qinghan, I hope you can make more friends. More space for myself, so do I. Don’t think about it, go home.”
Lin Qinghan followed her silently, Qu Mozhen could feel her eyes always falling on herself, but she did not look back. Lin Qinghan will naturally go back to Kong’s house during the summer vacation, and the driver of Kong’s family is already waiting there at the parking lot.
Qu Mozhan looked at the car, stopped, and said relaxedly, “Go back, and see you when school starts.”
There was a trace of injury in Lin Qinghan’s eyes, but she swallowed something she wanted to say. After a while, she said with difficulty, “See you at the beginning of school.”
She didn’t say anything more, just walked slowly from Qu Mozang’s side towards the driver with her eyes down, and didn’t look at Qu Mozang again.
Qu Mozhang also kept telling herself that this is the best, but when she passed by, she saw Lin Qinghan’s profile in the corner of her body, and the depressive and introverted discomfort that she showed all over made Qu Mojin’s heart abruptly.
Hearing the sound of the engine starting and watching the car slide out of the parking space, she frowned and watched the car go away, her heart was very astringent. She didn’t know when she could not bear Lin Qinghan’s sadness anymore.
This summer Lin Qinghan can’t take care of the sadness anymore, she can’t look back when she returns to Kong’s house. So just as Kong Yixiang and Zhou Siqin said, since they accept the Confucian family’s grant, they must also obey the Confucian family’s requirements. In addition to the necessary homework and tutoring courses for the third year of high school, Kong Yixiang also specially asked people to teach her piano and painting, as well as etiquette and body training.
Lin Qinghan is very talented in painting. She has never studied it, but just because she likes to explore on her own, she draws very good paintings. Although she doesn’t have a lot of skills in her paintings, her line composition is very good, and she is also very keen on color. The teacher who taught her praised her for her talent more than once, and the course was fairly harmonious. But piano, missed the best learning age, a bit difficult.
Lin Qinghan had a very hard time during this period. After all, it took a lot of time to practice after class, but she was a little grateful for the busyness, so she didn’t have time to think about Qu Mozang.
Taking advantage of the holiday, She Jiayi and Chen Yao also went to the Qu’s house to find Qu Mo Zang. Seeing the English book in front of the sofa in the living room, She Jiayi shook her head, then looked around again, and said in surprise, “Mo Zang.” , Why is your daughter-in-law Qinghan not here?”
Qu Mozang was picking up yogurt in the kitchen, and he immediately glanced at She Jiayi, then threw the yogurt over, and handed another bottle to Chen Yao.
She Jiayi hurriedly continued, looking at her in surprise: “Why are you losing your temper. But, today we are going out to play, don’t you call Qinghan out?”
Chen Yao looked at Qu Mozhen from the side, and saw that the other party’s expression was indifferent and her lips pressed tightly. It was obvious that she was not in a good mood.
She motioned to She Jiayi, but She Jiayi’s deadly character only got worse: “Yo, Qu Xiaozhen, you guys have a fight?”
“The yogurt can’t stop your mouth.” Qu Mozhen raised his eyelids and said nothing.
“Really quarreling? Why do you feel that something is wrong with you mentioning her?” She Jiayi frowned and asked in confusion. But Lin Qinghan obeyed Qu Mozang’s words, and couldn’t wait to stick to her. Qu Mozang was kind to her too, there was no reason to quarrel.
“Are you free?” Qu Mozang replied in a cold voice, and then she frowned, “I behaved very obviously?”
“Puff” She Jiayi smiled and pointed to Qu Mozang: “Why are you so cute. It’s okay if you really fight. Qinghan likes you so much. He will definitely make up in a while, but then again, what have you done, she actually Will quarrel with you?”
Qu Mozang’s eyebrows were unscrewed again, like her so much? But they are far away and remote because they are afraid that she will have thoughts that she should not have. It’s just that she somewhat underestimated Lin Qinghan’s influence on her. She was used to being by her side from time to time. Even if she was not together, she would have time to send messages to her every morning and evening. However, nearly a month has passed since this summer vacation, and Lin Qinghan has not contacted her either. When she turned on the phone several times, she couldn’t help turning over the chat page, and it was still very silent.
Thinking of this, she stared at her mobile phone again, and at the same time complained about Lin Qinghan. She just said that she should learn to communicate with others, and don’t put her mind on her. It’s not that the child has broken up, so why not contact. . At this time, she had completely forgotten her indifference that day, and how hard Lin Qinghan was hit by the beginning of school.
She Jiayi didn’t make fun of her anymore when she saw her in a trance, and said seriously: “Based on what I know about Qinghan, as long as you take the initiative to contact her, she will lose everything. According to me, you must have hurt her and refused to take the initiative. ”
Qu Mozhen was silent for a long time, and the wound that She Jiayi said hurt her. Lin Qinghan had just experienced such a big blow, she had finally taken her to calm down, but she was also the one who provoked the new injury. Her handling method was too inappropriate. She thought that the other party was a sixteen-year-old girl, and she didn’t really understand that kind of feeling, but she also ignored that she was only sixteen, sensitive and fragile.
When she accompanied She Jiayi and Chen Yao out shopping, Qu Mozhen was a little silent along the way. She wondered what to do with Lin Qinghan.
Seeing her like this, She Jiayi and Chen Yao seemed to realize that things were a bit tricky, and they didn’t bother her.
When he returned home and lay on the bed, Qu Mozang frowned and thought of She Jiayi’s words, “How come you two are in love with each other?
She turned over, a little annoyed, maybe she didn’t pay attention to measure that caused Lin Qinghan to give birth to such a thought. But now it’s wrong to indulge, and being alienated is also hurting. Qu Moqi, who has never bothered emotionally, can’t cope with this situation.
She took out her mobile phone and clicked on the chat interface. It showed that Lin Qinghan was online. She pressed her finger on the keyboard and typed out a series of words, and then deleted them one by one, back and forth many times, and finally only sent out two words: Are you there?
After the message was sent, Qu Mozang wanted to pat her head very much. After struggling for a long time, she posted two words that were said to be the most annoying in the chat, but at this time the withdrawal function was not online yet, she could only watch that sentence lying in the dialog on. I watched it nervously for a long time, and there was no response when the news was sent. Qu Mozhen’s lips were tight. She was originally entangled with her who shouldn’t say such a sentence, but now she is entangled with Lin Qinghan not replying to her news.
It was only when she put down the phone that she slowly recovered her calmness, and found herself ridiculous. She was disturbed by She Jiayi’s words, and she was thinking about it.
It just didn’t calm down for a moment, the phone vibrated slightly, and when I opened it, a dialog box popped up with the word “um”.
This brief um, as if it did not carry any emotions, looked cold, Qu Mozang thought about it or sent a message: Is it busy in summer?
This time Lin Qinghan paused for a short time, and another word: ah
Qu Mozhan looked at Gao Leng’s two words, and felt a little stomachache. This little girl really held a grudge.
Qu Mozhang: The Kong family should expect a lot of you. You should pay attention to rest, don’t tire yourself out, and go to bed early.
On the other side, Lin Qinghan squeezed the phone and looked at her message, took a deep breath, her eyes were full of joy but loneliness and depression. Qu Mozhan could easily control her joy, anger, sorrow, and joy, but it was a short and casual greeting that made her feel uneasy. Now if she sends a word of concern, she can taste it again and again, looking for her to herself. Caring, pathological and pitiful.
But her sudden change made Lin Qinghan scared, and she had never been like this before having known Qu Mozang for so long. Obviously she was so gentle on her birthday, but there was no sign at the back, so she alienated her. Naturally, she didn’t believe that it was because she wanted her to expand her friendship circle, and the possible reason…
In the past few days, she felt uncomfortable when she thought of Qu Mozang. She had taken sketching lessons several times, obviously copying the plaster statue, and finally painted with the shadow of Qu Mozang.
She stared blankly at the words Qu Mozhen sent, and finally she paused for a long time before sending out another “um”.
Seeing Sanlian “Yeah” above, Qu Mozhen sighed, and this little Nizi became angry.
Lin Qinghan was still holding her mobile phone over there, but Qu Mozhen was not moving. Then she realized that she had only sent an “um” from beginning to end. She looked indifferent and perfunctory, and her face suddenly turned pale, Qu Mozang. Do you feel that you don’t want to care about her?
She swiftly typed in the dialog box again and again and again, and finally she was heartbroken and asked what she wanted to say: Did you alienate me because of what happened on your birthday? You know, right?
She didn’t dare to seek Qu Mo Zang actively, nor did she dare to redeem it, but vaguely thought of a possibility, but she did not dare to confirm it, for fear that after the selection was broken, it would not only be alienated, but also disgust and break.
She was desperate at the moment, her whole body tense, her eyes flushed and staring at the phone, waiting for a reply there. She seemed to be waiting for the sentence to be pronounced, but with such extravagant hopes, her heartbeat became more and more rapid, and her breathing was suppressed.
I don’t know how long it took before I replied over there, one word: ah
Although what Lin Qinghan sent was only words, Qu Mozhen could feel the stubbornness and suffering in it, she was desperate. In the end, she could only reply with an um. At this moment, she seemed to understand. She was probably in a complicated and perturbed mood. She was afraid of saying too much, and she was afraid of ignoring the other party.
She was so bored that she couldn’t see Lin Qinghan’s expression, and she didn’t know what the silly girl looked like at the moment, but Lin Qinghan sent a message over there again.
Lin Qinghan: That’s why you still hate me, so you deliberately alienate me.
Qu Mozang turned over and sat up, opened the address book, and dialed the number.
The phone rang several times before it was connected. There was silence over there, and there was only a very depressed breathing. It seemed that the owner was trying to control his emotions, and Qu Mozhen was very uncomfortable.
“Qinghan.” Qu Mozang whispered.
“Yeah.” The sound was very harsh, with a little vibrato, and almost collapsed.
Qu Mozhang’s fingers unconsciously tightened the quilt, she took a deep breath and said quickly: “I don’t hate you.”
After breathing there, he seemed to be stunned. Such a reaction made Qu Mozhen feel sour and soft. He continued to softly say: “Lin Qinghan, I don’t hate you. We need to talk about this. We have time to talk about it in person. Okay? You go to bed first and don’t think about it.”
Lin Qinghan’s eyes turned red, and she blinked: “Really? But you have been alienating me since that day.”
Qu Mozhang was silent: “Qinghan, you are still young.”
“I’m sixteen years old.” Lin Qinghan bit her lip. She always felt that Qu Mo was old-fashioned. It sounds like I don’t like my classmates, but like my teacher. Qu Mozhan has taught her a lot, whether it is academic knowledge or how to deal with people, does she really regard herself as her teacher?
“Sixteen is not young?” Qu Mozang chuckled lightly, pleased by her aggrieved tone.
This laughter made Lin Qinghan both happy and depressed. However, although she was still rejected now, Qu Moqi said that she did not hate her, and called to coax her, making Lin Qinghan sour and at the same time tasting seven. It’s sweet.
After hanging up the phone, she couldn’t fall asleep, thinking about Qu Mozhen over and over again. She hadn’t seen her for a long time. When she just called, her soft voice made her suppressed thoughts pouring out, and she could no longer suppress it. However, she knew in her heart that there was no response to her feelings, and her expression dimmed. She sighed and whispered, “Lin Qinghan, you can’t be so greedy.”
The author has something to say: Back then
Lin Qinghan: Uh, uh, uh.
Qu Mozhen: Uh, uh, uh
Years later
Lin Qinghan: Uh…um…um
Qu Mozhen: The devil!