Chapter 30
Chapter 30
After the two of them ate the cake, they read in the room. Qu Mozang has a separate study room with a very rich collection of books, which is full of a whole bookshelf.
Lin Qinghan sat and watched Qu Mozheng reading a copy of “Narzis and Goldman” in her hand. She looked attentively when she was reading, and she looked very nice with her eyebrows down and her face down. Lin Qinghan looked aside for a long time, until she noticed that Qu Mozhen Xiaoxiao yawned and finally closed her eyes.
Lin Qinghan leaned over to take a look carefully, and whispered, “Mohan?” Qu Mozhen seemed too tired, and he was asleep, and he was lying sideways on the table.
Lin Qinghan stood at the table and stared blankly for a long time. More than two hours ago, her world was still dark, but because of Qu Moqi, an oasis appeared in the desert, full of vitality.
Qu Mozhang was not very comfortable sleeping while lying on his stomach, his cheeks were slightly red, the hair on his forehead fell to cover his eyebrows, and his lips were ruddy at the moment because he was sleeping on his stomach.
Lin Qinghan looked obsessively, stretched out her hand to stroke the broken hair on her forehead, touched her delicate skin with her fingertips, she was reluctant to take it back, and her eyes fell uncontrollably on the red lips.
Lin Qinghan felt a little dazed, because the scene where Fu Shuyan and the woman were kissing and entangled in the dressing room today suddenly appeared in his mind. Her body felt so hot for some reason, in the end she couldn’t help lowering her head, her lips touched Qu Mozhang’s cheek, and then she straightened up a little nervously, her cheeks flushed, and her heart was throbbing.
The place where her lips touched is soft and delicate, she pressed her lips, her eyes were at a loss and confusion, and then she was a little self-absent, struggling for a long time, fearing that Qu Mozhen would not sleep well, she leaned forward and pretended to be Calmly shook her gently: “Mo Zang, I go to bed when I’m sleepy. I feel uncomfortable on my stomach here.”
Qu Mozhan raised his head in a daze, Lin Qinghan was so soft-hearted that he helped her to the bedroom. Adjust the temperature of the air conditioner to a suitable temperature, and cover her with the blanket, and then she went out lightly.
In the slightly dim room, Qu Mozhan, who had closed her eyes, opened her eyes and looked at the door. There was a trace of confusion in her eyes. She gently pressed her fingers to the side of her face, her eyes were very complicated.
Just now she was a little tired and lay down for a while, sleeping a little confused. When Lin Qinghan called her, she was a little conscious, but she was too lazy to respond. Then she numb her hand and then she became a little awake, and found that Lin Qinghan’s fingers were on her face.
There was a burst of goose bumps when she flicked it gently, and she felt that something was wrong at the time, until a warm and sweet breath got closer and closer, and the last touch of warmth fell on her face, and her breathing suddenly stagnated.
If it wasn’t for Lin Qinghan to leave in a hurry, she almost couldn’t help but open her eyes. Could it be that she was misled by the two women today? Because I saw those two women stage a live eroticism, so…the more I thought about it, the more worried, and the frowned, I blame Fu Shuyan for not knowing how to stop!
Qu Mozhang has lived for more than 20 years, and only had a romantic relationship with Meng Jiahe. Although she had met this woman, she didn’t understand it very well. Although she didn’t understand it very well, she didn’t feel any embarrassment either, but it was not an easy way. She didn’t want Lin Qinghan to try in confusion at this age.
After thinking about it for a long time, until there was a knock on the door, she sat up and arranged her clothes: “Come in.”
“You wake up, Aunt Huang is ready to eat dinner.”
Qu Mozhan sat on the bed and looked at her. Lin Qinghan was still wearing her own skirt. She couldn’t see clearly in the dimly lit room, but the beautiful figure of the girl couldn’t help it.
Qu Mozhan did not speak, and only responded when Lin Qinghan walked in with some doubts: “Okay, are you hungry?”
Lin Qinghan shook his head, nostalgic in his tone: “The afternoon cake is delicious, I’m not hungry.”
Qu Mozhang felt a little soft, and when she heard her obedient words, she wanted to rub her head, but thinking of Lin Qinghan’s behavior, he put it down again: “Let’s go, don’t let Aunt Huang wait for a long time.”
Qu Mozhan walked past her without waiting for her. Lin Qinghan thought it was Qu Mo Zang who was getting up, and obediently followed behind.
The rain has stopped, although the sky outside the house is dark, but the sky is clear and clean, and the air is also moist.
Aunt Huang looked at the wet ground outside: “The rain has finally stopped, let’s eat first.”
While eating, Aunt Huang’s cell phone rang, she answered the phone and looked up at Lin Qinghan and Qu Mozang, and then handed the phone to Qu Mozang.
“Dad, what’s the matter?” Qu Mozang asked softly, and then listened to Qu Sheng’s questioning.
“Yes, it’s with me.” Qu Mozang had a calm expression, and then she didn’t know what she heard, and the corners of her mouth were somewhat mocking: “It’s already past six o’clock, and it’s too late to be anxious now.”
“Okay, you can make a decision. She is in a bad mood, and she is uncomfortable in the heavy rain, so she won’t go back tonight. Let her call? Okay, I will tell her.” At the end she hung up the phone, staring intently Lin Qinghan, who was holding her, took a sip of the soup and said quietly, “The Kong family is looking for you and called my dad.”
“I said, you are uncomfortable and will not go back tonight. My dad suggested that you call back, how do you decide?”
Lin Qinghan’s nervous expression relaxed, and then lowered her head slightly: “I will call after dinner.”
She didn’t say much, she didn’t have the kind of rush and collapse that she had before, and it seemed that she was adjusting well. Qu Mozhang was relieved slightly, which was also a little relieved.
After Lin Qinghan left, even though Kong Yixiang didn’t chase after his mother’s words, he didn’t completely let go of it. After all, this was his only seed, and he couldn’t help but care. Seeing that there was a heavy rain with lightning and thunder outside, Lin Qinghan hadn’t returned yet, he was also a little anxious.
Later, the more I thought about it, the more uncomfortable he became, and he hurriedly sent people to the place where Lin Yan lived before, but couldn’t find it. Kong Yixiang was really scared, and he even had a fight with Zhou Siqin.
Zhou Siqin has always been in control of his son, and he really doesn’t like Lin Yan, so he makes things difficult for him. But Lin Qinghan is the only bloodline in her family. If she is really scared, if she is sulking at home, she will continue to urge people to find it. In the end, Kong Yixiang’s inspiration flashed and she went to ask Qu Sheng.
After receiving the exact news, Kong Yixiang hung up the phone and heaved a sigh of relief. At the same time, he frowned. The relationship between Lin Qinghan and the Qu family is very good. Now Lin Qinghan’s identity is different, and Qu Sheng is not paying attention to anything else.
Here, Lin Qinghan didn’t know what Kong Yixiang was thinking. She calmly called Kong Yixiang and asked the driver to bring her textbook homework to school tomorrow, without even mentioning Lin Yan leaving without saying a word.
Kong Yixiang listened to the calm and indifferent voice on the other side of the phone, and said slowly: “You went to your mother’s place, did you see her?”
Lin Qinghan looked forward blankly, but the hand holding the microphone slowly tightened. Qu Mozhang glanced back at her tense hands, frowning her eyebrows slightly, and only a moment later heard Lin Qinghan slowly say: “I have not seen it or not, you should be pretty sure, and you have to ask me what you are doing. ”
Over there, Kong Yixiang was silent for a while, and then solemnly said: “Her own choice, I gave her a sum of money, you don’t have to worry about her bad life.
Lin Qinghan lowered his head, a sneer arc formed at the corner of his mouth, and soon calmed down: “I see. From next week, I will stay in the hotel.”
Probably she was too abnormal. Kong Yixiang didn’t stop her, but he muttered: “Yes, I’ll let someone arrange it.”
Qu Mozhang looked at the mature and respectful person, and sighed in his heart, too much has happened, which made this precocious child grow up faster.
In the evening, Aunt Huang cleaned up the guest room next to Qu Mozhen and let Lin Qinghan sleep there at night.
After changing her pajamas enough, Lin Qinghan stood at the door wringing her fingers, and then blushed for a while and said, “The cake is delicious today… and the birthday song is also good, thank you.”
Qu Mozhang’s expression is slightly stiff. She has no musical talent since she was a child. She can even sing “Volunteer March” out of tune. I am afraid that today’s birthday song is not much better.
Lin Qinghan pursed her lips and laughed: “From my perspective, even if it is out of tune, it sounds very nice, good night.”
Qu Mozhang:…
She said that she quickly ran back to her room at night, leaving Qu Mozhan and twisted her eyebrows: “Is there such a boast?” After that, she laughed to herself again.
Qu Mo Zang suddenly woke up in the middle of the night, and felt a bit dry, so he got up and poured a glass of water in the hall and drank slowly. When passing by Lin Qinghan’s room, she was dazed to hear something inside. She hesitated and listened closely. It seemed to be a weeping sound, mixed with some vague whispers.
Qu Mozhang frowned and twisted the door. The door was not locked, so he pushed the door and walked in gently. Without the isolation of the door, the slight sobbing sound was obvious, and it was Lin Qinghan who was crying.
Qu Mozhan walked to her bed, and in the night she could only see Lin Qinghan’s outline. She squatted on the bed and touched her face with her fingers. The hot tears made her heart shrink slightly.
“Mom, don’t go…Don’t go. It’s not good, I want to go home…” She burst into tears in a vague voice. In this night, it was very heavy.
Qu Mozhan got up and sat beside her, stretched out his hand and gently patted her back, coaxing her with a soft voice, “Goodbye, you won’t go, don’t be afraid.”
It was just that Lin Qinghan stopped crying until the end, but he couldn’t let go of the arm that was holding her. Qu Mozhen tried to pull it, but he was hugged tighter.
She frowned, thinking about the afternoon, she still sat there and waited for a long time, and finally took her hand out of her arms a little bit, covered her with a quilt, and went out.
After returning home, she didn’t fall asleep either, lying on the bed, Qu Mo Zang was there to reflect on whether Lin Qinghan would behave like that because she was too close to her, that’s why she had this thought. However, if she was curious and sympathetic to Lin Qinghan before, now she really feels like the cabbage she raised. She can’t bear to let her be destroyed by wind and rain, so she can’t help but love her a little.
She sighed when she closed her eyes, and decided to try her best in the future. If Lin Qinghan was only impulsive, it would be better. After all, such feelings were not accepted by the world. She was already bitter enough, and she didn’t want her to suffer emotional ups and downs again.
It’s just that whenever she two are alone, Qu Mozhen intentionally or unconsciously pays attention to Lin Qinghan’s expression, and feels that Lin Qinghan’s eyes are not right. Although she may not be considered as rich in experience, after all, she had a lifetime experience, and she didn’t think much about it in the past. After paying attention, the feelings in Lin Qinghan’s eyes could no longer escape her eyes, which made Qu Mozhen a headache. .
Lin Qinghan is too sensitive, seemingly strong, and her heart is already full of holes. She doesn’t want to hurt her or let her fall into such hopeless feelings. What’s more, no matter how precocious she is, she is also a sixteen-year-old girl. Maybe she just regards attachment as an infatuation, she can’t let her go on like this.
In the days that followed, Lin Qinghan felt that there was something wrong with Qu Mozhen when getting along with her, he was no longer so close, and even gradually separated. But Lin Qinghan didn’t know how to deal with it, nor did he understand what happened.
Qu Mozhan still accompanies her to eat every day and cares about her, but the other classmates around her have also increased, and she seems to have suddenly begun to integrate into the group.
I don’t know how many people in the class want this tall and cold flower to be approachable. This state is naturally what they like to see, but Lin Qinghan is very disappointed. Just like Qu Mozhang is lecturing with the girl in front after class, and chatting with her after finishing the problem.
Lin Qinghan sat and watched, feeling very uncomfortable, for a few days, until the end of the final exam was the holiday, Lin Qinghan mustered the courage to look for Qu Mozang.
Qu Mozhan looked at her with a calm expression: “Is there anything you want to tell me alone?”
Lin Qinghan’s heart suffocated. Qu Mozhan would never ask such questions before, so why didn’t she tell her alone? She suppressed her anxiety and tentatively asked her: “Mo Zang, I… have I done something wrong?”
Qu Mozhang seemed a little surprised: “Why do you ask?”
Lin Qinghan twisted her fingers: “You rarely talk to me… and me alone recently.”
Qu Mozhen looked at her like that, his heart twisted slightly, his expression was a bit helpless, but it was only for a moment. When Lin Qinghan looked at her again, Qu Mozhan smiled slightly: “Really? I think this is better. Qinghan, you have to try to reach people around you, especially at this stage, to blend into your surroundings. Get along with classmates more, you can experience more of your current life, and you will also find many people and things that you have overlooked before. In this way, when you recall a few years later, you will not only have those monotonous people in your memory, and you will waste your youth.
Lin Qinghan didn’t know what it was like, and didn’t immediately answer Qu Mozhen’s words.
When Qu Mozang turned around and said that it was time to go home, Lin Qinghan said with a bit of difficulty: “I never felt that only you in the memory would be monotonous. I think that’s good, you… Do you think I annoy you? ”
The author has something to say: Qu Mozhan will still hurt the little bitter gourd. This cycle is a bit long, but everything is worth it.