Chapter 34: 34. The Aria XXXI
Siegfried was aware of everything Uther did to slight him , from the massacre of the noble family which he pinned on Siegfried's head to all the rumours.
But he didn't care because he wasn't doing this for fame or fortune he was only doing this for the woman he adored.
He loved her so much that he was more than willing to give up his life for her.
She was his purpose in life because he felt empty until the moment he met her.
His mother was a prostitute and despite the demeaning profesion she was engaged in she still did her best to raise him with love and she tried to not show him that part of her lifestyle.
He knew his mother was hiding a lot of pain behind her smile , he didn't ask her about her job nor her difficulties because he knew she didn't want her son to know of this.
Everytime she went out she told she was going to work , she said she was working as a maid but he knew she was a prostitute because he had heard people talking behind his mothers back and some people talking about him.
They thought he wouldn't understand since he was just a child but Siegfried was far more perceptive than normal children and he understood each and every insult they said.
When he found out about the truth he felt sad , he felt worthless that he couldn't contribute anything to lessen his mother's suferings.
In the end he decided to just acted oblivious because Siegfried knew his mother was working this hard for him.
Even when her life was this bad she never showed any frustration in front of him , she would only smile.
Siegfried had decided that when he grew up he would take his mother away from this place and let her live a good life.
That was his dream and he wished to live a peaceful life.
But things in life rarely go the way you want and Siegfried had to experience his worst nightmare as he had to watch the most important person in his life get tortured alive in front of him....
{ A.N: I do not know If I wish to write this but I feel like I need to , to show how broken of an individual Siegfried is. I had glossed over his sufferings in countless lifetimes while just showing the ones in which he formed connections and how his self righteous behaviour bit him in the back and affected everyone around him.
Siegfried had lived through countless lifetimes and none of them were good, the time with Kriemhild, Brünnhilde, Brynhildr , Skadi should be tame compared to his other lifetimes.
Fair warning , rape and torture incoming , Idk if I can do it right tho cuz it leaves a pit in my stomach just imagining the scene.
It might not come off good enough but I'll try }
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" N-No! Please! No! Not in front of him! I beg you! " Siegfried was groggy as he woke upto the sound of a woman's pleading and sobs.
It was a sound he was all too familiar with and this sent a chill down his spin and when he struggled to get up he felt a sharp pain in his arms and legs.
Siegfried understood that his arms and legs had been broken and he was lying on the floor in some unknown place.
He felt like his heart was squeezed by something in a vice grip as he took in the sight in front of him.
His mother was crying and begging while her face was swollen from the slaps she recieved. She was bleeding from a cut in her lips and her clothes were torn showing a lot of her skin.
He watched as his mothers eyes widened in horror as she noticed him being awake and gazing at her.
He didn't know what kind of expression he had on his face but he still remembered the desperation in his mother's eyes.
" Oh he is up~ This makes things easier ~ " One of the men said in a playful tone while he gripped his mother's hair roughly as he was fiddling with his pants.
" N-No! Please! " Siegfried watched as his mother pleaded with these men.
{ Her name is Sienna I forgot to add it }
" Shut up ! Bitch!" One of the man delivered a harsh slap to Sienna's face making her whimper as she dare not make any sound.
She still remembered their earlier threat of killing her son and feeding him to the dogs by dismebering him.
Tears of humiliation flowed down her face , she was a prostitute, a woman who spread her legs for money but she didn't want any of this to be known to her child.
He was the only reason for her continued existence and if not for him she wouldn't even want to live anymore.
But now everything was laid bare before her child and she didn't want her child to witness his mother like this.
In the end she could only say to her son in desperation " S-Sieg close your eyes! " She knew it wouldn't change much but she didn't want him to atleast look at her while she was being humiliated like this.
*Slap!*
What she recieved was a slap that made her nearly unconscious.
"I told you to shut up bitch!.....Brat! If you dare to close your eyes I'll torture this whore and kill her! " One of the men threatened Siegfried making him tear up as he had to keep his eyes open.
His nightmare was only begining.....
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Sorry...
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