Chapter 167
Some time ago, Xu Xingchen stored all the money in a bank card. He gave the card to Xu Dahai and said, “The password is still your birthday.”
Xu Dahai thought that he had accepted his proposal and said nothing. He took the bank card and said, “When you come to Beijing, you can work well, don’t need to remember me, and live a good life with Xiaosun.”
He was a bit regretful and did not see Sun Mingzhi.
Not only refuse to see him, but also want to see him.
Xu Xingchen said: “We have broken up.”
Xu Dahai froze for a moment, then remained silent for a while, and asked, “Is it because of me?”
“No, it is our own problem.”
Xu Dahai sighed.
What I wanted to say came to my mouth and swallowed it back again.
The two men are together and cannot marry or have children.
But these are useless.
There is only endless worry, and I do n’t know what to say.
“So I don’t plan to go back to Beijing, I plan to stay at home for a while.” Xu Xingchen said.
“Not working?”
Xu Xingchen said: “You can find more if you work too long, but I only have one dad, and I do n’t have it anymore. If you let me go back to Beijing, do n’t care about you, you feel relaxed, how about me? A kind of place for the elderly, how can the conditions be better? When you do n’t know anyone, you do n’t dare to expect your son, you still expect them to take good care of you? “
Xu Dahai has become an old kid’s temper, and after listening to this, he seems to be a little nervous, and he touches his knee.
“I was able to sever ties with me at the beginning, but now I’m afraid that I will bother you? You’re right, we weren’t filial piety, dear, dear, and far, and far away, just make up like this Go on, your son will always dislike you, and he is always better than outsiders. “
Xu Dahai lowered his head, rubbed his hands on his knees, and said, “Maybe you have to eat, drink and lasa later.”
Xu Xingchen said: “I am not for you either. I may have to come back to live in the future. My son is famous in a big city. As a result, I was sick, but I threw him to the nursing home without asking. How can my hometown raise his head and go to a nursing home? Do n’t think about it, let me die if I die. “
After he finished speaking, he opened the door and went out. After a while, Xu Dahai chased him out and handed the bank card up. His father ’s dignity seemed to be completely disintegrated at the moment, just like a child who needs to see the eyes of adults, saying: Then … it ’s up to you, my brain, maybe I ca n’t remember where to put it. “
“Ka.” Qiu Hong stood up and said, “oK, it’s over.”
Shen Jintai and Cai Jun came to watch the replay, only to find that they came. He was also immersed in the play and called “Dad”.
Probably also touched by the content just shot, Shen Ruhai “hey” and said: “Let’s take a look at you … I told you in advance.”
“I know.”
Shen Jintai said that she would bring Shen Xiaomei over: “Let’s talk in the car.”
He said to Xiaomei Shen: “Is it cold?”
Shen Xiaomei said, “Brother, why are you crying?”
Shen Jintai’s eyes were red, and he said: “Brother just filmed the movie and cried for a while. It’s not really crying.”
Liu Qilai also brought some food, which was sent by the Yan family at the beginning of the year. She picked a few snacks and brought them.
Probably touched by the plot, Shen Jintai has some kind of cherishment for them.
He actually always felt that Shen Ruhai was also a bit pitiful. When he was young, his relationship with his son was not good. Now he is old and reconciled with his son, but he does not know that his son is no longer in this world.
If it were not for him to pass through, Shen Jintai had already jumped off the building and died.
Now, where did the original Shen Jintai go?
Perhaps, like him, somehow went to another world and started a new life?
When Shen Ruhai saw him looking at himself like this, he smiled and said, “You played well, and finally know how you work.”
Everyone chatted in the RV for a while, and Xiaotang talked about the bitterness he had suffered when he filmed “Pilot”: “Now filming Mr. Yan’s company film, the shooting conditions are much better.”
Liu Qi heard that he had been injured when he blasted and skipped Jiang and said, “It doesn’t seem easy for any line.”
“Don’t be too **** acting, safety is still the number one priority.” Shen Ruhai said: “I was too hard when I was young, and I had a lot of problems. My stomach was drinking badly at that time. It’s too late. “
Yeah, it ’s not easy to do any line. Shen Ruhai has worked hard all his life. He is middle-aged and suddenly bankrupt. His hair is white. He turned around and looked for the place where the disharmony son wanted to live. Not much difference.
As Xu Xingchen, he can understand Xu Dahai, and as Shen Jintai, he should give Shen Ruhai the same consideration as much as possible.
Perhaps there will never be a way to be as harmonious and happy as the father ’s filial family, but he can at least do his best as Xu Xingchen does.
When Xu Dahai didn’t know him completely, Xu Xingchen took Xu Dahai to Beijing, visited the Forbidden City, watched the national flag raising on ***, and later rose up on a whim, even took him to Sun Mingzhi Took a closer look at Sun Mingzhi.
Xu Dahai shook his head and said, “Yu Chenglin is not as good as that kid.”
Xu Xingchen laughed.
Doctors in Beijing are powerless to do this. After returning from Beijing, Xu Dahai’s condition worsened. Gradually, he needed reminders to remember who he was.
“who am I?”
“you are my son.”
“What is my name?”
“Xu Xingchen.”
“Then what is your name?”
Xu Dahai laughed happily and said, “Xu Dahai, the star sea, the name your mom gave you.”
“What’s my mother’s name?”
“Her name … her name … can’t remember.”
“She’s Lu Mingfen.”
Xu Dahai said with a smile: “Yes, yes, Mingfen.”
It was another winter, Xu Xingchen couldn’t rest assured that Xu Dahai was at home, and led him to the vegetable market to buy food, passing Yu Chenglin’s fish stall.
“Do you remember him?” Xu Xingchen asked.
Xu Dahai shook his head and asked, “Do I know him?”
“Uncle, this is Yu Chenglin.” Yu Chenglin smiled a little awkwardly.
Xu Dahai shook his head again, staring at the fish pond and said, “I want a fish, crucian carp.”
He didn’t even remember Yu Chenglin’s name.
Xu Xingchen was in his hometown for a year, and became familiar with Yu Chenglin again. While picking fish, the two chatted for a long time. Yu Chenglin refused to accept his money.
“That line, I invite you to drink someday.” Xu Xingchen said.
After coming out of the vegetable market, Xu Dahai said, “This guy is good.”
Xu Xingchen laughed, his eyes a little wet.
More than ten years ago, he called Yu Chenglin out of school and beat him fiercely, scolding him bit by bit, and also told Yu Chenglin ’s family, as if the boy likes the boy, it was extremely disgusting and incomprehensible. A few years later, I did n’t know whether Yu Chenglin was straight or not, and all of them jokingly wanted to match them.
I have forgotten the past.
Forget about it, just remember to call Xu Dahai, Xu Xingchen is his son.
I only know that Lao Tzu is old, sick, and relying on his son is a matter of course.
The two drank fish soup at night, and every few days thereafter, Yu Chenglin came to their house to deliver fish.
Sitting in the yard, Xu Dahai watched Xu Xingchen standing on the ladder to pick persimmons and asked, “Does Yu Chenglin like you? I think he is good.”
He even secretly ran to the vegetable market and asked Yu Chenglin if he didn’t like his son.
“My son is not perverted. He doesn’t know. I asked you without him. If you don’t, don’t scold him. Do you like him or not? My son is a college student and works in Beijing, but he has a good time.”
Yu Chenglin smiled, surprised and touched, and said, “I am.”
Xu Dahai smiled and said, “Then you think about it, he likes you a lot. He is single.”
Xu Xingchen received a call from Yu Chenglin and ran over to pick him up. On the way back, Xu Dahai said, “I’m dead, what do you do, there is no one around you. You are old, who takes care of you, and has no children , Someone still needs to take care of you. “
Xu Xingchen was tired of listening to these words, and did not answer. The father and son carried the fish home.
Winter has passed and spring has come.
Xu Xingchen hit him with a basin of hot water, let him wash his feet, while sitting next to him watching TV. Xu Dahai soaked his feet for a while, a little dazed. Xu Xingchen turned off the TV and sat next to him and asked, “Is it washed?”
“All right.”
Xu Xingchen went to pour foot wash, then wiped his feet, and asked, “Who are you?”
“I am …” Xu Dahai froze for a while, then smiled, seeming to be awkward and dull: “Who am I.”
Xu Xingchen stopped his hand and crouched on the ground to look up at him: “Think about it, who are you?”
Xu Dahai thought hard for a while and smiled and said, “My mind is confused now, hehe hehe.”
“Xu Dahai, you are Xu Dahai.”
“I am Xu Dahai.”
“Who am I?”
“who are you?”
“Don’t you know who I am?”
Xu Dahai smiled awkwardly, rubbing his knees with both hands.
Xu Xingchen said, “I am your son.”
Nothing happened to Xu Dahai, only saying: “My son is Xu Xingchen.”
Xu Xingchen smiled and said, “Yes, I am Xu Xingchen, your son.”
Xu Dahai laughed, laughing awkwardly.
Xu Xingchen put both hands on Xu Dahai’s knees and raised his head to ask, “Don’t you know me?”
Seeing his face change, Xu Dahai was slightly panicked and said, “I’m sorry, you … you are, who are you?”
Xu Dahai remembered that his son was named Xu Xingchen, and Xu Xingchen was in front of him, but he could not recognize him.
This day has finally arrived.
Xu Xingchen buried his head on Xu Dahai’s lap and said, “I am your son, my name is Xu Xingchen, and Xingchen Dahai was given to me by Lu Mingfen, Lu Mingfen is my mother … it is you …”
When he finished speaking, he burst into tears. Xu Dahai’s warm hands touched his hair, and he was helpless for a while, his expression gradually turned sad, and he wailed and wept.
Xu Xingchen also has a father, and Xu Xingchen has no father.
In the moment of loss, love reached its peak, they became the closest father and son, without barriers, only endless reluctance and love.
Shen Jintai didn’t need to suppress himself anymore. His crying snots all ran down, but the lens didn’t give him any close-ups, but only gave them a vision of the father and son.
After the crew finished shooting this, they went to shoot the rain outside.
Hesitantly, in the movie, the first spring rain of that year.
There are not many elements in the movie about “Spring Rain”.
When Qiu Hong introduced the background, he once said that Xu Dahai is a people’s teacher, and his favorite poem is “Spring Night Happy Rain”. In the first year of the father and son’s reunion, it rained in the spring and Xu Dahai faced the courtyard The rain in here sang this poem.
On the wall of Xu Dahai’s room, there was a word hanging, and it was also written “Spring Night Pleasant Rain”. This is one of the few props that Qiu Hong introduced. It was said that when Xu Xingchen was 14 years old, on the second day of the second year, Participated in the calligraphy competition held in the county, and won the prize. After returning, he also wrote this poem to Xu Dahai, which has been posted on the wall of Xu Dahai’s room.
The movie didn’t give this picture a close-up, but every time the lens of the room was brought to it. Shen Jintai feels that this poem probably has a special meaning to Qiu Hong, so Qiu Hong made the name of the movie with this poem that does not seem to have anything to do with the theme of the movie.
Or maybe the feelings of the father and son in the family, like this spring rain, Runwu is silent, no trace, like this movie, slowly come, quiet and restraint, when I see the tail from the beginning, but found that it wets the entire atrium, both warm and Sadness.
The last shot of the film is that after the spring rain overnight, everything recovers, and Xu Xingchen took Xu Haida’s hand and walked on the field. The flowers and plants are moist, and the red flowers and green leaves are very charming.
At that time, Xu Dahai did not know Xu Xingchen, but he was very dependent on him, knowing that he was his closest person, like a young child, and may not know what dad and mom meant, but relied on his parents.
The movie ends here, and the meaning is still unfinished, and there is no need to speak more clearly and more.
After the filming, Qiu Hong, who had been calm and restrained, cried in tears after covering his face. After crying, he folded his hands together and bowed to everyone: “Thank you, thank you.”
“Good rain knows the season, when spring is here.
Sneaked into the night wind, moisten things silently. “
Shen Jintai sat in the car and looked at the spring outside the window. In February, the weather was getting warmer. Last night, there was a green leaf and new flowers in Nancheng.
“The trails are black and the clouds are dark, and the river boat is unique.”
He closed his eyes and said, “Xiaohong red wet place, Huazhongjincheng.”