Chapter 37 - Mouth three seven
The next day was financial regulations. It was not my turn to go to class. I was full of grievances. I went to Gu Xueqi’s house to find her and vented: “The world of the rich is lonely. I found …” I cut vegetables on the sofa Go up and down: “Look at that Tan Nanqing, I have no complaints with her, she really fears the world is not chaotic.”
Gu Xueqi brought a cup of boiling water to rest on the coffee table: “Maybe she has nephew love, but incest. This hopeless love broke her heart, so she hugged ‘Humph, I can’t get you and don’t want it’ ‘S attitude is hurting you. “
I gave her a white look: “You have more Jinjiang novels, so bloody.”
“Yeah,” Gu Xueqi stretched out beside me: “Especially the one called the vest is Fuyun, I drop a **** is the king of dog blood. I am chasing this article recently, she actually let the male host Engaged with the female match! I want to poke her villain, why she has such a shameless author … “
“Tie it,” I took the glass and took a sip of water. “Anyway, it doesn’t matter to me (you daughter is swollen, you can do this! 〒_〒). Oh, by the way, do you know where Yunwei came from? “
Gu Xueqi studied the tiny hairs that had just been taken off and grown on the skin of his arm some time ago, and he was very calm: “Gu Xingzhi ex-girlfriend.”
“Why do you all know?” I really wanted to match this sentence with a movement that shook Gu Xueqi’s shoulder.
She straightened up and looked at the clear and serious light lurking in her eyes: “There is something that I have been hiding from telling you, but now it seems that it is better to say something. Before I say it, I hope you remain objective Listen with attitude, analyze, and judge everything I say below. All you have to do is believe in your own heart. “
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When I came back from Gu Xueqi’s house, I didn’t drive and left the car key to Gu Xueqi and wanted him to drive me back.
As for me, I was sitting alone on the bus stop. The cars on the road were running like horses and horses. The pedestrians kept flowing, but there was no one who could stop for myself. Occasionally a bus stopped, squeezed like a can of sardines overflowing so fast that people didn’t even want to set foot on it.
Next to me was a girl in a short skirt with ponytails, black hair and straight long hair, almost waist-level.
She stretched and gathered her legs, did it back and forth several times, and looked bored. I looked around her face: “Are you waiting for someone?”
Probably I didn’t expect the strange aunt around me to talk to her. Her surprise spread from the corner of her eyes: “Well, wait for boyfriend.”
“How old I have a boyfriend.” I ridiculed him gently.
She was completely proud of her tone: “Why can’t I have a boyfriend? My boyfriend can be handsome,” the girl paused, because the proud and slightly raised eyebrows suddenly loosened and completed the crescent half bend: “Eh, here I am! “
I also looked around where she was looking, across the sidewalk, a pretty boy on a beautiful mountain bike.
He also looked away from people across the road, and when the red traffic light turned into a green humanoid walking around, he slowly came over by bicycle.
The girl beside me has already stood up excitedly.
This scene actually asked me to taste the taste of the Qixi Queqiao meeting, I wonder if it was because of this situation or the scene that I was touched out of the sky, I have been holding back for a long time, and the inexplicable nose is sour. Before the boy came, I The tears that had been surging out were desperately suppressed.
“Ah ~ Mr. Xue, what a coincidence ~” The boy who came was Zhang Yu, and his brows were all refreshingly inconsistent with the restless summer.
I remembered that I should still be in the accounting class at this time: “Are you skipping class?”
There was a consistent smile on his face: “I’m not listening to Mr. Xue’s class.”
The girl next to him was probably dissatisfied with being ignored, and the girl’s peculiar cry was strange: “Zhang Yu, you ignore me!”
Zhang Yu went to see her now, and finally her eyes fell on her ankle: “You didn’t mean that the foot was hurt and let me pick you up, I think you have stomped back and forth several times without any pressure at all,” he watched with great enthusiasm To me: “Why is the teacher here? Are you waiting for the bus?”
“Ok.”
“Teacher, where is your home, I will take you home, and wait for the car to be tanned carefully, your husband will not want you.”
What Zhang Yu said casually hit my weakness, and I was a little stunned.
“Zhang Yu ~~~~~~~~” The voice of the girl next to her had already trembled, and she was obviously very angry.
Why do n’t men cherish the people around them? I looked at her and felt a little bit sympathetic to the disease, and took the words: “Okay, okay, Zhang Yu, don’t make trouble, take your girlfriend home.”
“She’s not my girlfriend,” Zhang Yu’s tone was completely naive regardless of the feelings of others: “She just likes me, and I don’t like her.”
She just likes me–
Yeah, she just likes me, it’s just her own thing.
Cai Kangyong’s words flashed in my mind, I love you, it has nothing to do with you. This sentence is so cute, so sad, so funny, so pitiful.
I looked at the delicate face of the boy in front of me, and thought that if Gu Xingzhi is as straightforward as you are, I don’t need to accompany him like a harlequin in the story.
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In the end, I agreed to Zhang Yu carrying me away.
Selfishness is purely to experience the feeling of being a girl like “Yun Wei”, and the other party is cherishing it with care, not looking away.
The weather in summer and summer is not firm and easy to shake like people’s hearts. There are showers along the road, and pedestrians are scattered like birds and beasts.
The murky sound of water concealed the voice of the teenager in front of him and it was unclear. “Teacher, let’s hide from the rain-or continue riding back?”
“Don’t stop–“
“what–?”
“Don’t stop-work hard forward-“
After roaring this voice, pouring rain, I can obviously feel the hot liquid mixed with rain, flowing slowly down the arc of both cheeks, and I can’t stop it. The rain was densely intertwined and hit my body. The environment must be too bad now, or how could the chest be filled with sour and uncomfortable taste.
Yesterday afternoon, Gu Xingzhi’s grandfather chewed on the apple that Yun Wei had cut for him and asked me, “Who are you?”
Just now, Gu Xueqi stared at me and told me: “I also heard Lin Weiyuan accidentally say that the country where Yun Wei studied abroad is Japan. Did you know? Gu Xingzhi went to Japan at that time, although it was because of the company’s affairs, but in fact I went to see Yun Wei. “
In fact, Gu Xueqi still persuaded me a lot, but most of my eyes were closed.
I put my face close to the back of the teenager soaked in rain, and then covered up by the rain, murmured:
“Why doesn’t grandpa like me …?”
“It doesn’t matter if my grandfather doesn’t like me, why doesn’t even he like me …?”
“I always thought he liked me too. Actually it doesn’t seem to be the case …”
“When can I find someone who really loves myself, when can I not be hurt, when can I pay to get the same reward, when can I marry someone, isn’t it a day …”
I guess I felt something. Zhang Yu asked me aloud in front:
“Teacher—What’s wrong with you? How do I feel like you are crying?”
“No crying–“
“How hot is that back–?”
I will suppress the sobbing: “That’s the teacher’s saliva–“
“…”
In the end, I only dared to bite my lip, so choked that I couldn’t speak.
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Going back to the apartment where Gu Xingzhi lived together, there was also a large piece of wet steam on the floor, and the sound of rushing water was heard from the bathroom. He probably came back from the rain.
Gu Xingzhi’s trousers rested on the sofa, the wallet lay flat on the coffee table, and a glass of hot water was returned to the table.
In the end, my eyes stayed on the wallet.
As if to get some certainty, I dragged the water all the way without changing my slippers, squatted down, opened his wallet, and touched his personal belongings for the first time, probably the last time.
Because of the rain outside, the sky was dim and the lights were not turned on indoors.
When I stood up, because of numb legs, my knee hit the corner of the coffee table with a “light”.
The sound of water in the bathroom came to an abrupt end, and inside was the familiar voice day and night: “Xue Jin, back?”
I covered my mouth and swallowed the crying cavity on the leg caused by the impact and the soreness of the chest, and answered him: “Um–“
“Did you go out with an umbrella today?” He asked me unsurprisingly in the bathroom.
“No, I came back dripping.”
After I finished speaking, I put the wallet back and put it back, and at last glanced at the picture of a girl with a smile in her eyes—
This girl, her name is Yun Wei.