Your Mother’s Right There

The last meeting of the KD class was after the results of the accounting class. The leaves of the sycamore under the old urban library building used to make up the class were yellow, and the outside was white and golden.

I stood at the podium, and I did n’t know what to say. The grand congratulatory message was handy in the workplace, but in front of a group of children ten years younger than me, my lips were obscure. I suddenly understood the mood of the teachers after the college entrance examination ——

At the end, I just bowed deeply, and my eyes suddenly turned red when I bent down: “Thank you all!”

The audience in front was a round of applause.

Today is the farewell ceremony for all the students in the “Daddy” class. Gu Xueqi specially ordered a big cake to bring me a 100% pass rate to celebrate this year, and it seems that there is a plan to continue to promote the traits of the pit father.

“Don’t look for me next time,” the cream covered by a group of children was hidden in the bathroom and was easily cleaned. I walked out of the door with a few wet spots and complained to Gu Xueqi who was waiting for me: ” An old bone can’t stand it. “

Gu Xueqi was using the nails on the key chain to cut the thread that came out of the sweater without lifting his head: “Well, I see.”

“It’s just three months before the New Year’s Eve. It’s 31 years old, and it’s really dying.” I dragged the railing with the prisoner’s posture and pulled the railing. The sky was blue in the distance: “The weather is good.”

“Well,” Gu Xueqi walked to my side: “You are possessed by Xin Qiji? Now that you have a sense of sorrow, but it’s cool in autumn?”

“Good ball, have you seen me so wicked Xin Qiji?”

“Are you really going?” She changed the subject and patted my back.

The dry wind passed through my eyes, and I turned my head quickly before getting wet and answered her with a deliberate smile: “Well, let’s go.”

Gu Xueqi took my arm and said, “I guess I won’t be able to leave in one and a half, the child seems to be waiting for you there.”

I turned around and saw that she was looking downstairs and looking down—

Zhang Yu was standing under the sycamore tree on the side of the avenue, and also looking upstairs. After seeing me, he waved his arms excitedly, and the daylight spattered his face. The young face, like the luxuriant green grass that grows arbitrarily, contains the smell of spring in the autumn that is not salty or light.

Gu Xueqi’s voice was very calm: “This child seems to really like you.”

I turned my gaze focused on the teenager’s place back again: “Forget it, I can be a **** mother.”

“That’s right, Gu Xingzhi is three years younger than you. His mother is so prejudiced. If you are with Zhang Yu, the child’s mother is estimated to have a big knife to cut your head and get together. “

“Um … I’ll solve it.”

“Okay, I’m waiting for you in the small coffee shop opposite. You hurry and slash Huaxiong,” Gu Xueqi hurriedly stopped me: “Xue Jin, are you really going?”

“Well, why don’t you go?” After I finished, I went downstairs and down three steps before I realized that perhaps the sentence “You really want to go” that Gu Xueqi asked me was not about Zhang Yu.

Forget it, nothing.

××××

Standing under the tree, Zhang Yu maintained a somewhat hunched posture of a tall mortal boy who originally belonged to him. When he saw me, he shouted “Mr. Xue” and his waist straightened instantly.

“Children Octopus, what are you looking for?” I asked.

“It’s okay, hey,” he smiled, “It’s hard to graduate, thank you teacher.”

I sat down on the step next to the flower garden and looked up at him: “Yeah, you also took away a thousand dollars of scholarship.”

Zhang Yu didn’t sit down with me, flipped in his sports bag for a while, and finally pulled out a delicate small square box, leaning slightly against the light and handing it to me: “Aren’t the teachers going to get married? This is a new wedding gift for you. I bought it with a scholarship. Look, the money is still in your hands. Do n’t be unbalanced. “

I froze for a second, and my breath seemed to be interrupted by something strange. After a while, I reacted and smiled with my lips: “Well, but this gift is too expensive, and who told you that I am getting married. . “

Zhang Yu rubbed a strange smile: “Before the exam, didn’t you still say that your husband promised you to marry you if the class pass rate is 100%? What happened?”

“Nothing happened?” I waved my hand. “Bring the gift back, it’s good to give your mother.”

He chased: “What’s wrong?”

“It’s okay, maybe it’s a matter of getting married.” I crossed the teenager’s eyes, and the sunlight behind him was dazzling.

Zhang Yu’s hand holding the box was still in the air, and his voice came out of his outline: “Can’t get married?”

“Well, probably, I can’t get married …” I murmured his words again, and there was a faint sound of cars roaring past in my ears.

“why?”

Qiong Yao’s dialogue, which was repeatedly entangled in a vocabulary, came to an abrupt end at this moment.

Why, I also want to ask why.

Marriage, a word that hangs easily on the lips, has a superficial meaning and is legally called marriage established. Refers to both men and women in accordance with the conditions and procedures stipulated by law to establish civil legal acts of the relationship between husband and wife, and bear the rights, obligations and other responsibilities arising therefrom.

It can be summed up in such a few words. It seems to be a word that is within reach. It is a beautiful moment. It makes me dream that I will be covered under the red cover. The pace is difficult to stabilize, but my heart is excited. Let me die on my thirty-year-old tail and let my heart die again.

“Okay, don’t ask.” I rushed back in a bad tone. In fact, Zhang Yu should not be blamed, not just him, including that class, all the students thought about it, as long as they are over, I can get married.

My unpleasant tone finally worked, and Zhang Yu stopped asking. After standing for a long time, I took back the hand holding the box. “Mr. Xue, I find that every time you pretend to be relaxed, I like to use a variety of tone words to finish up. In fact, I should be very sad. “

“Ah?” When I raised my voice a little and wanted to go back, the boy’s arms that had been hanging down had already been raised. He took a step closer and hugged me sitting in the same place, pressing my face on his chest.

“Actually I am the same,” he said. “Anyway, it’s just three years. If you don’t have anyone at that time, just go with me.”

“Oh, when you stepmother?” I need a hug too. At this time, an inexplicable laziness attacked me, pushing his strength away from my body. I asked in his arms funny, “Look at you like this , Your dad should be handsome. “

“Xue Jin, you know what I said, don’t deliberately change the subject.” He didn’t call me a teacher anymore.

“Yeah, I know,” I let go of his hand on my shoulder and smiled to Zhang Yu: “Don’t wait, we two are impossible. Even if it’s another three years, it will be ten years, and it will always be this Three words, impossible. “

××××

“Okay,” when I rushed to the coffee shop, I swore to Gu Xueqi: “It’s a mess, I’m really light.”

“Don’t be complacent, there are three big mountains behind you.” Gu Xueqi took a word and took out the car key. I followed to the parking lot and watched her reverse.

“Which three mountains?” I asked her in the co-pilot’s seat.

“Your mother, your age, and your heart,” she answered me sharply, and then glanced up and down at me. “You are a good match today. Is the IQ of a woman who is in love will also suddenly follow?” Rise. “

“Maybe,” I supported the fun of flirting with her: “And I haven’t been to a big occasion for a long time, I still have to dress up when necessary.”

Before starting the car, Gu Xueqi asked me for the last time: “Are you really going?”

I looked down and saw a red dot on my arm when I was bitten by an unknown bug. “Of course,” I raised her arm to her and didn’t want to maintain the original topic: “Look at me, don’t I The gong sand like the little dragon girl? “

She glanced at me sideways: “Mother Xue, you are naughty again.”

“Haha.” I was really amused by her this time.

Along the way, Gu Xueqi knew what was happening and did not speak to me. I also kept a posture and twisted my neck to look out the window. I did n’t care about the pain. There were many people coming out on the street on Saturday to press the road. You can see those beautiful and young girls being melted into the crowd by their boyfriends, hug, hug or holding hands. The woman beside me, she has done many evil things, such as taking off high heels from the open floor of the book fair in college time and barely stepping on it to dry up the smell, but her love has been smooth, and there have never been turbulence or dangerous peak Stop the way. As for me, I work hard, and the work is still smooth, but in terms of feelings, I pay 10 times as much as 100 times the effort, but it will always do half the work, it will always stay in place, it will never Will be promoted.

“My ideal is to get married within this year-” I used to vow to promise so many years ago, but reality, it tells me with all the signs that this happened, this is not ideal, this is The unreachable dream is like a curse that cannot be cracked. Ten years, twenty years, thirty years, forty years. Maybe there will be more. It is still completely hopeless and cannot be rid of.

But in the present moment, this one that cursed me, this terrible reality emerged again, it was in the window, with a sneering expression, hahaha mocked me and said, “Why haven’t you married yourself yet, Why are you still a leftover woman? “

On this way to the hotel where Gu Xingzhi and Yun Wei got engaged