You always knew(vol-1)

We used to live in different places as tenants, till my brother Tyin Kim born after his birth we settled down in my grandparent's house.

My grandparents were tired too because of the imbecile things my parents do. They try to tell them not to fight for the sake of their kids. Grandparents said it's not a good influence for kids it's gonna ruin their lives and mental health.

They kinda said truth, but my parents didn't seem to care about it.

I was oldest kid and I don't like how I remember each and everything from the age of 2 or 3.

Because I had none good memories.

Never celebrated any birthday of me or my siblings.

Or any other function or festival, I never knew that yearly festivals exists in this world, no one ever told me anything about it.

Kinda dismal, isn't it?

Imagine like for 12 years of your life you never knew that something like birthdays, Christmas or New year exists... (speechless).

Once my mother decided to leave my father's house and she was planning to get divorce..

Tyin Kim was just 1 month old at that time.

I'm so happy that my brothers don't remember anything that I remember. Whatever my parents did my brothers don't know because they were to young to understand any of those things....

My mom told me I'm taking three of you with me and I'm gonna get divorce from your father.

Honestly I was traumatised, shocked and sad...

I didn't wanted my parents to be separated.

But I couldn't speak a word to my mom.

One day my father wasn't at home so my mom called a Carrier packed all her stuff and left the house with me and my brothers.

I cried a lot a lot you can't imagine because I didn't wanted to be separated from my father even though he was a terrible father. And I didn't even wanted to leave my mom although she hated me....

Mom took us very far from my father's house that day.

And I knew somehow I just knew that my life isn't going to be better anyway and up coming years of my life proved me right....

We arrived at some weird looking place and my mom was cursing me and brothers for ruining her life.. We didn't told you to give us birth and provide us this hell of a life...

My parents actually had a love marriage. Can you believe it???