Chapter 5: | The Mandela Catalogue | Chapter 5 - Alternating Myriads
The rough scales of the cavern floor tore at his skin as he was dragged deeper. His limbs were heavy, unresponsive, the slick, pulsing appendage a constant, humiliating reminder of his helplessness. The air shifted, thick with the musky scent of his captor, mingled now with something earthy, like damp soil and moss, and a metallic tang that made his stomach clench. It wasn't just fear he tasted on the air. It was something primal, a recognition of something alien.
He was hauled before them – the harem. His vision swam, but shapes emerged from the blur: a kaleidoscope of alien eyes raking over him, each gaze a physical violation. Some were curious, wide and gleaming. Others were openly hungry, their gazes lingering on his body like he was prey. Still others were indifferent, eyes cold and distant, as if he were nothing more than meat.
A reptilian creature, elongated head crowned with golden eyes, slithered closer. Fluid and hypnotic, its movements were serpentine. It stopped before him, its gaze intense, almost predatory. The first touch was a shock – cold, slick scales against his burning skin, a stark contrast that jolted him more than any blow. He flinched, a reflex born of terror, but then he hesitated.
It's just a reaction, he told himself, trying to rationalize the heat that was spreading through his groin. It doesn't mean anything. But even as he thought it, his hips arched closer, a betrayal he couldn't control. The creature's tongue, rough and surprisingly warm, traced the line of his jaw, leaving a trail of icy-hot saliva that tasted faintly of copper and something else that stirred a shameful heat low in his belly.
Mom, a fleeting memory surfaced – her soft touch on his forehead when he was sick as a child. The contrast was jarring, the innocence of the memory a stark reminder of his current degradation. He gagged, the metallic tang of fear rising in his throat, but beneath the revulsion, a different kind of tightening gripped him lower. Stop, he thought weakly, the word barely a whisper in his own mind.
But his body betrayed him. He arched closer, just a fraction, but enough to signal a change. The barbs on the creature's tongue grazed his, a sharp sting that was quickly followed by a wave of heat spreading through his body. It wasn't just pain. It was something that made him want to arch closer. Is this what they want? The thought flickered in his mind. Is this how they control me? He felt a flicker of something akin to understanding. Or was it just another excuse?
The cool, smooth pressure of scaled lips brushed against his. It wasn't a kiss. It was a tasting. A slow, deliberate exploration of his mouth, the tongue gliding against his, exploring textures, contours, his very essence. He felt himself softening, a shameful surrender he couldn't comprehend. Tiny, needle-sharp barbs grazed his tongue, jolts of pain and a strange, unwelcome pleasure shooting through him.
A small, involuntary gasp escaped – a sound that seemed to please the creature. The scales pressed against his chest, his stomach, his thighs. It was a slow, deliberate caress, each movement sending shivers down his spine, each touch igniting a spark of unwanted arousal. The tongue delved deeper, exploring the inside of his mouth with a slow, sensual rhythm. The barbs scraped against his palate, waves of pleasure and pain washing over him – a confusing, overwhelming mix of sensations.
He moaned, a small, involuntary sound that was part protest, part surrender. God, what's happening to me? He felt himself losing control, mind slipping further into the haze. He was a prisoner, a plaything. And yet, even as his mind recoiled, his body responded against his will. The scales now pressed against his penis, the cool smoothness a stark contrast to the throbbing heat building there. The tongue, long and forked, traced the length of him, teasing, tantalizing, driving him to the brink. He gasped, body arching involuntarily, seeking more.
And then, just as he thought he was about to lose himself completely, the creature pulled back. Golden eyes, now inches from his own, were filled with something. Not hunger, not lust, but curiosity? Amusement? He couldn't tell, the ambiguity a deeper violation than any physical act.
The head tilted slightly, as if studying him, as if he were a specimen under a microscope, and then, the creature turned away, disinterest a deeper violation than any physical act. Slithering back towards the wall, the creature left Jay trembling, exposed, more vulnerable than ever, his arousal now a source of shame and self-loathing. Monster, he thought. The word echoed in his mind, but his body betrayed him. He knew, with chilling certainty, this was only the beginning.
A small, almost bird-like creature hopped down from a rocky outcrop. Quick, jerky movements resembled a bird flitting from branch to branch. It approached Jay with nervous energy. Dark, shiny beady eyes were fixed on him, darting back and forth as if assessing him. Up close, fine, downy fuzz covered its skin – a dark, mottled brown blending perfectly with the cavern walls. It was surprisingly soft.
The creature stopped before him, tiny, almost beak-like mouth opening and closing nervously. A high-pitched chirp echoed – unsettling, yet strangely endearing. Small claws now gently kneaded his chest, the beak-like mouth nipping playfully at his earlobe. The nipping wasn't painful, more of a sharp, tingling itch that spread through him, making him want to scratch.
A strange mix of emotions warred within him – revulsion at the alien form, fear of what it might do, and a flicker of something else. A strange, unwanted arousal. His penis twitched again, a shameful response. Damn it. He clenched his fists, trying to suppress the rising tide of something he refused to name. The chirping intensified, small body trembling slightly. The creature nuzzled closer, soft fur brushing against his face.
The beak-like mouth opened, a small, pointed tongue darting out, licking his lips. The sensation was unexpected. Warm and wet, with a slightly rough texture. It wasn't unpleasant. Claws, still kneading his chest, now moved lower, tracing a path down his stomach, his thighs. The touch was light, almost feathery, but it sent shivers of anticipation through him. His breath quickened, heart pounding.
Is this really happening? He was losing control. The beak-like mouth nipped at his penis – a sharp, tingling sensation that made him gasp. It didn't take him in, not yet. Instead, the tongue, small and pointed, traced his length, teasing, tantalizing. He moaned – a small, involuntary sound that was part protest, part surrender. And then, just as he thought he was about to lose himself, the creature pulled back. A soft chirp, beady eyes fixed on him, and then, it hopped away, movements quick and jerky.
The gelatinous creature stirred, shimmering and pulsating in the dim light. It flowed towards Jay, movements fluid and unsettling, like a living wave. Translucent skin, a shifting kaleidoscope of colors, revealed glimpses of internal organs – pulsating, glistening things that made his stomach churn. The scent was sweet. Sickly sweet, like overripe fruit and decay, clinging to the air, coating his nostrils.
It stopped before him, amorphous form quivering. No distinct head, no recognizable face, just a vaguely humanoid shape with large, black eyes that seemed to absorb the light. They were fixed on him, those eyes, cold and unblinking, filled with an ancient, unknowable hunger. The sensation was unlike anything he had ever experienced – slick, warm, all-encompassing. It flowed over him, around him, enveloping him in a gelatinous embrace.
It was as if he was being swallowed whole, not by a mouth, but by its very being. He felt its insides pressing against his skin, soft and yielding, yet strangely firm. He could feel the pulsating of its organs, the rhythmic contractions sending shivers of both revulsion and a strange, morbid curiosity through him. This melding wasn't just on his skin. It was everywhere.
Inside his mouth, between his toes, even inside him. He felt its essence seeping into him, filling him, a sensation that was both terrifying and strangely arousing. He gasped, a small, involuntary sound that was part protest, part surrender. His penis stirred, a shameful response. God, no. The thought flashed through his mind, a desperate plea. The creature pulsed against him, form shifting and undulating.
He felt himself sinking into it, becoming part of it, his own identity dissolving into its amorphous being. He could feel its mouth now, a gaping maw that opened and closed rhythmically, not on its face, but somewhere else. It was a sensation both horrifying and strangely pleasurable, a violation that was also a kind of merging. He moaned, a long, drawn-out sound that was part fear, part ecstasy.
He was losing himself. The maw tightened around his penis, the pressure intensifying, drawing him deeper. He felt himself being consumed, not just physically, but emotionally, mentally, spiritually. He was being drained of everything that made him him.
And then, just as he thought he was about to lose himself completely, the creature shifted. It pulsed one last time, a violent contraction that sent shivers through him. And then it released him. He fell back onto the rough scales, gasping for breath, body trembling, mind reeling. The gelatinous creature flowed away, returning to its pool, translucent skin shimmering.
The silence of the cavern pressed down on him, heavy and suffocating, yet strangely intimate. He was lost, in a way, absorbed by the lingering sensations. Phantom touches of scaled skin and the slick warmth of the gelatinous embrace still pulsed between his thighs. His body trembled, not from fear, but from the echoes of pleasure.
He closed his eyes, and the darkness became a canvas for the memory of those alien eyes, burning with a hunger that had awakened something within him. He felt exposed, vulnerable, utterly at their mercy, and yet a flicker of heat stirred low in his belly. It was a shameful heat, a traitorous response to the violation, but it was there.
He was broken, yes, but also changed. The touch of the alien had unlocked a dark, primal sensuality he never knew he possessed. He was open. Open to the sensations, open to the fear, open to the possibility of more. The silence of the cavern whispered promises of further exploration, of deeper surrender, and he was listening.