When You’re Gone

Chapter 203 worth it

The lighter Lu Jinsheng was playing with slipped from her fingertips and fell to the ground when she finished asking. He raised his head and stared at her. His eyes were long and his tone was also true. He curled his lips, as if he wanted to laugh or not. “You have this tone as soon as you come, A Shu, I don’t like it very much.”

In the private room he was in, all the windows were covered by heavy curtains, and the lights inside were not very bright.

Liang Shu saw many emotions on his face.

After a while, she asked Lu Jinsheng again, “What is your purpose?”

also……

Lu Jinsheng still looked at her, and the look in her eyes had never left her face since she appeared here, both deep and focused.

“Since I am not dead, why have you stayed abroad for so long?” After a pause, “Afraid he will find you?”

Liang Shu asked, “Couldn’t it be that I want to get rid of you completely and start a new life?”

“Start a new life?” Lu Jinsheng lowered his eyes slightly, staring at the soft carpeted ground, chewing these words lightly in his mouth.

For a long time, he looked up and stared at her, “Isn’t there a daughter now? Isn’t it hard for a person to take the child in a foreign country?”

“It has nothing to do with you, Lu Jinsheng, if you still want to entangle with the original things, it is really boring. Our life is endless, and the grievances of right and wrong have become a thread that cannot be solved. , You want to get a result, either I am dead, or I will spend my next life.”

Liang Shu knew very well that there were two lives between them after all.

Liang Xiyin and Lu Yao.

Even if these two people didn’t die directly because of her, they were all related to her.

The look in Lu Jinsheng’s eyes was extremely deep. After a long time, he smiled faintly: “I have been pestering you for what you do. People have to look forward. Now I only want you.”

Liang Shu couldn’t see through him.

Just like she couldn’t see through Gu Hansheng.

Five years have passed.

Lu Jinsheng, who once forced her into the dark ditch of Yucheng, and Gu Hansheng, who stepped her love on the soles of her feet… Now they both want her.

“Can you forget the deaths of your mother and your sister?”

The curvature of Lu Jinsheng’s mouth has not changed. He quickly got up from the sofa and walked slowly in front of her. His eyes were the same as before, and he said in a low voice, “What if I can’t forget it? I live now, and all I want is now. That’s you.”

The woman’s eyebrows flicked through the thick taunting, she raised her eyebrows, “Lu Jinsheng, why did you go? I was almost driven to ruin by you…”

Lu Jinsheng’s eyes flashed almost inaudibly, and his expression became a bit obscure. “I’m sorry, I don’t excuse myself. So far, I have done it to the extreme for them. I don’t regret it, but I will do it for the rest of my life. I want to live by myself.”

These words caused Liang Shu’s pupils to shrink slightly, and some unbelievable shock inside.

Is he actually sorry?

But Liang Shu smiled. She pursed her lips, “If you want to live for yourself as long as you want to disturb me? Lu Jinsheng, you are so selfish!”

“Really?” Lu Jinsheng stretched out his hand to pull Liang Shu’s wrist, and was avoided by her, he didn’t think there was anything, “A Shu, people are selfish, just like…”

He paused, and Fang didn’t rush and said slowly: “It’s as if I thought you were dead, so I let Gu Han live, and if you are still alive, then I want him to die.”

Liang Shu’s eyes widened, and he didn’t expect that he could admit that Gu Hansheng was injured so generously that he did it.

She clasped her hands, “Lu Jinsheng, you are committing a crime!”

But he suddenly didn’t think there was anything, and he took a step closer to her.

Liang Shu stepped back, her legs bent down to the armrest of the single sofa behind her, she slightly bent over, but still couldn’t escape his sight and confinement.

He only heard him say, “A Shu, when Xia Zhian fed you steak that dogs didn’t eat, Xia Zhian became a beggar picking up garbage on the street. Lu Changyong and Mrs. Liu Qin asked someone to break your eyes and threw them into the sky. They were hungry for many days in the cave, so their daughter was **** and thrown into the cave and hungry for several days…”

The more he said later, there was a wave of coldness on Liang Shu’s back.

She almost stared at him with a very unfamiliar but not unexpected gaze.

However, Lu Jinsheng curled his lips. He raised his hand and picked up a strand of Liang Shu’s ear hair. “So, you see, there is retribution in this world. I used to treat you badly. My retribution may be On the way, but it doesn’t prevent me from wanting you. There is no conflict between the two in essence, you know?”

When the last word fell, he straightened up and helped her stand firmly.

Liang Shu’s expression was a little dazed, and she even felt a little afraid. Her eyelashes trembled: “Lu Jinsheng, you are such a lunatic.”

He admitted easily, “Yeah.”

“Don’t forget, I still have a daughter.”

Lu Jinsheng sees more clearly than Gu Hansheng.

When I first saw Jiujiu, those beautiful eyes that were exactly the same as Liang Shu were indeed very similar, but other than that, there was actually no shadow between her and Gu Hansheng in the child.

But it doesn’t really matter, it’s hers.

So he returned to her: “Does it matter?”

Liang Shu clenched his teeth, looked at him for a long while, and asked, “Where are the graves of the eldest brother and sister-in-law?”

Lu Jinsheng half-closed her eyes, her tone was flat, “Lujia Cemetery.”

The Lu family is a well-known family, and it was already a prominent family in the late Qing Dynasty. Through the generations, it naturally has its own cemetery and ancestral hall.

Along the way, except for his sister Lu Yao who was buried in the suburban cemetery, the other Lu family members who had passed away entered the cemetery, including Lu Zian and Shen Lu.

Lu Jinsheng asked, “Are you going to worship?”

Liang Shu’s eyelids moved, she was considering whether to go alone or take Jiujiu with her.

…

Liang Shu was afraid that Jiujiu had been waiting next door for a long time. When she knew where the graves of Lu Zian and Shen Lu were, she turned and walked towards the door.

Lu Jinsheng followed her behind her, Liang Shu had a short pause, “Don’t follow me, now I won’t accept it whether it’s you or Gu Hansheng.”

The man’s eyes darkened and he didn’t speak.

He stopped at the door of the private room and watched her push the door in.

Jiujiu could not sit still for a long time.

But fortunately, when she was about to be unable to hold on, Liang Shu came back.

The little girl was a little wronged, and when she saw her coming, she stretched out her hand with a pitiful face, “A Shu, I miss you.”

Liang Shu patted her on the back, “Let’s go back.”

“Okay.” Jiujiu Shuncong waited for her to wipe her hands carefully again. She blinked her eyes and slumped in her arms, suddenly thinking of something, and said, “A Shu, you haven’t eaten yet. It.”

It seems that soon after they started eating, A Shu was called out, and then the uncle came in.

Liang Shu walked outside holding her, and said, “I have eaten it.”

The little girl seemed to perceive that she was in a bad mood, so she lay quietly in Liang Shu’s arms, her big eyes blinking a little sorrowfully.

The waiter opened the door for Liang Shu.

At the door, Lu Jinsheng was still standing there, with one long leg bent, as if waiting for them to come out, his subordinate Assistant Jiang didn’t know where.

Jiujiu looked at him with blinking eyes. Instead of greeting people warmly like Gu Hansheng before, she just looked at Lu Jinsheng and buried her face in Liang Shu’s neck.

Lu Jinsheng raised his eyebrows.

There was a slight pause in Liang Shu’s footsteps, and then he hugged Jiujiu into the elevator.

Behind him, Lu Jinsheng did not follow.

When checking out, she was told by the service desk that someone had settled their bills in advance, so you don’t need to ask, Liang Shu naturally knows who it is.

She didn’t stay too much, and went out to the parking lot to pick up the car with Liang Jiujiu in her arms.

It was already dark outside.

Still going back to the original apartment, she had to plan the next way.

She parked the car and called Mo Xiangsi, wanting to ask her to pick up the car or find a time to drive her over, but the other end never answered the phone.

Hold Liang Jiujiu all the way from the first floor to the elevator to the floor.

Liang Shu raised his brows slightly when he saw the man standing in front of his house with his back straightened.

Liang Jiujiu was already sleepy at this time, but she also saw Shi Qing standing there at a glance. She whispered, “A Shu, it’s Aunt Shi.”

In Budapest, Shi Qing used to stay with them for as long as a week, so Jiujiu is no stranger to Shi Qing.

When Shi Qing saw Liang Shu approaching this way, she stepped forward with a slight smile, and wanted to take the bag in Liang Shu’s hand.

But Liang Shu didn’t hand her the bag, he only watched Shi Qing speak nonchalantly, “Why is Secretary Shi here at this time?”

Shi Qing basically didn’t sleep much in the past two days.

Gu’s family on one side and Gu Hansheng on the other. She was very busy.

But Gu Hansheng hadn’t woke up yet, and everyone couldn’t do anything about it, so she wanted to come over and try her luck.

Women are always the most accurate when they look at women.

Shi Qing’s bet on Liangshu is actually not so cruel to Gu Hansheng.

Seeing that Liang Shu didn’t hand the bag to herself, and didn’t feel any embarrassment, she just said that she stood respectfully and said, “I have something to say to Miss Liang.” After a pause, Shi Qing went to Jiujiu. Look, “I think the little girl seems to be very sleepy. If Miss Liang enters the room to coax her to sleep, let’s talk about it, I’m fine.”

Just when Liang Shu wanted to refuse, Jiujiu just happened to lie in her arms and mumbled softly: “A Shu, I’m so sleepy.”

Seeing the little girl like this, Liang Shu couldn’t bear it anymore. She looked at Shi Qing, “The secretary will wait a while when it’s troublesome.”

Shi Qing continued to smile: “It doesn’t matter.”

Liang Shu let Shi leaned into the room, she first carried Jiujiu into the bathroom, took her a careful bath, and took her back to the room to coax her to sleep before she came out.

It’s already half an hour after finishing all this.

Shi Dumping did not rush, sitting on the sofa and waiting.

Liang Shu took two cups of boiled water and put one of them in front of Shiqin.

“There is no tea at home, just drink this to quench your thirst.” Liang Shu sat down on the sofa next to her.

Shi Qing was flattered and hurriedly said, “Miss Liang doesn’t need to be busy, I’m not thirsty.”

Liang Shu took a sip of the water and didn’t speak. She opened her mouth while waiting.

“Miss Liang, I just want to beg you to visit Mr. Gu.”

She didn’t expect Shi Qing to be so direct, she thought Shi Qing would at least go around the corner.

Liang Shu still held the cup with his fingers. Hearing the words, he lowered his head and stared at the transparent liquid in the cup, half-dangling his eyes. The eyelashes formed a fan-shaped shadow under the eyelids. How would you choose now?”

Shi Qing was taken aback, and after two seconds, she smiled helplessly: “Anyway, there is a child between you and your husband.”

“That child is not his.” Liang Shu looked at Shi Qing, his tone very calm.

Shi Qing couldn’t tell the truth and falsehood in Liang Shu’s words. She said, “But Mr. Gu loves you. He has spent an extremely painful five years. Now that you appear, you are the only one in his endless darkness. A ray of light, Miss Liang, Special Assistant Ji knows everything about that year…”

The light in the living room was bright, and Shi Qing’s face made her look extraordinarily pale, less **** than Liang Shu’s face.

Shi Qing continued, “I know that even if you know what happened in the past, you can’t change anything, but Miss Liang, it’s better than knowing nothing.”

“Actually, I don’t plan to be with him anymore. This is the premise. That’s why I think it’s really bad to grab those pasts, isn’t it?”

“But I think you know very well in your heart that Mr. Gu survived this time, and you will only be more entangled in the rest of your life. It is impossible for you and the young lady, the husband to let go. If he did not die this time , You can’t get rid of him after that—”

“Instead of spending the rest of my life like this, why didn’t Miss Liang stop and listen to Mr. Gu’s difficulties back then? If there is a chance, then I can live more happily in the future, whether it’s for you or your husband. ”

…

Shi Qing found a housekeeper for Liang Shu, mainly to help take care of Liang Jiujiu.

She can’t go out all the time with Liang Jiujiu.

Moreover, the summer weather in Yucheng is really unfriendly.

Gu Hansheng woke up the next day.

When he was awake, Liang Shu’s figure sitting quietly beside the bed was reflected in the dark pupils.

She was still wearing a long-sleeved shirt that could cover her entire arm completely, with her long hair braided on one side, which gave Gu Hansheng a sense of familiarity.

It seems that when they were back in that year, she was dressed like this when they took their daily wedding photos.

In five years, the years have never taken away her beauty, but have made certain things more etched into the bones.

It’s like he missed her.

He missed such a Shu.

Gu Hansheng didn’t dare to move, he didn’t even dare to blink his eyes.

For a moment, he even thought he had hallucinations again.

Even a clear pain in his chest wouldn’t give him a trace of realism.

He had lived with “her” for a year after she left.

During that year, all the emotions he felt were very real.

So even now, Gu Hansheng couldn’t be 100% sure that he was in reality.

Until he slowly stretched out his hand to cover her hand, the woman who was nap with her eyes down suddenly opened her eyes, and the moment she pulled her fingers back, her eyes met his.

Before the anger in Liang Shu’s eyes dissipated, he listened to him with a dumb throat and slowly said, “A Shu, I wake up to see you. It feels so good.”

Liang Shu didn’t have much expression, only his brows were slightly twisted.

Seeing his pale lips and slight signs of peeling, she got up from the chair and was about to leave the hospital bed.

The man who was still lying down had his pupils tight, regardless of the bandage on his shoulder near the heart, he reached out and grabbed Liang Shu’s wrist, his eyes condensed, “Where are you going?”

With just a slight movement, the original white bandage soon appeared bright red.

Liang Shu’s face was startled, “Gu Hansheng, what are you doing? Lie down quickly, your wound has opened.”

He didn’t let go, even though sweat was already coming out of his forehead, his eyes were fixed on her body, and there was only one sentence in his mouth, “Where are you going?”

“I’ll get you a glass of water, what are you excited about?”

She didn’t dare to move, she didn’t dare to use force, for fear that he might even rush forward regardless of his injuries.

It seems that I feel distressed.

But after seeing Xueliangshu, I was a little scared.

She lowered her voice and explained again: “You slept for so long, aren’t you thirsty? I’ll get you a glass of water, your lips are dry and skinny.”

It was the nurse who made the cotton swab stick his lips from time to time to keep it moist, she forgot.

She said it badly, Gu Hansheng still didn’t let go of her hand, but said in a weak tone: “Call them and ask them to pick up the water.”

…… The drinking fountain is just a few meters away in the corner, as for?

Liang Shu didn’t speak, and even pretended not to see his cracked wound, staring only into his eyes, like a silent protest.

Gu Hansheng finally touched her hand twice with little energy this time, and continued to say in a feeble tone: “A Shu, don’t make trouble with me.”

“Who is making trouble?” Liang Shu asked rhetorically.

He stopped talking.

Seeing that the bandage on his chest was getting redder and red, and his face was pale, she looked like he was about to hang up in the next second, she took his hand away, reached out and pressed the emergency bell on the wall.

When she took the water to feed him, the doctor came in with a group of people, as well as Ji Shen.

When Ji Chen saw the blood oozing from Gu Hansheng’s bandage, his eyes darkened. He didn’t say anything, and slowly withdrew.

The doctor hurriedly re-dressed Gu Hansheng.

Standing aside, Liang Shu could see it. Since the other party was Gu Hansheng, the doctor didn’t dare to say anything, but outsiders could still clearly see that the doctor was a little angry.

She asked on the side: “What else should I pay attention to?”

The white coat is doing the final finishing work carefully, and while holding back his anger as much as possible: “Please don’t touch the wound again. The wound is already stuck in the heart. Even an iron man can’t help but torn repeatedly like this. In the end, I am afraid that the gods will not be able to save.”

After doing all this, Gu Hansheng blasted everyone out.

Liang Shu put the cup on the cabinet.

Gu Hansheng thought of her gentle appearance just before feeding him water. Although he was not thirsty, he still looked at her and said, “A Shu, give me water to drink. I am thirsty.”

He almost drank the glass just now.

Liang Shu remembered the doctor’s instructions before, and she refused directly, “Don’t drink too much water. It is a big problem for you to go to the bathroom now. Don’t expect me to be able to serve you then.”

She walked to the window and opened all the curtains to make the room brighter.

Then turned his head and asked him a little serious: “I heard that Ji Shen said that you were in the Imperial City Club. That was your site. It was obvious that you could get out of your body. Why did he still let him shoot you?”

Gu Hansheng had his eyes fixed on her originally, but his eyes became deeper when he heard that. He said, “I want to try what it’s like to use a bitter trick.”

“Can he really kill, what if he should die? Is it worth it?”

He laughed, his tone a little sickly empty, “You are here now, it’s worth it.”