What's Make you cry

•Reflecting on the verse "Wa nahnu aqrabu ilayhi min habli alwareed"{Surah Qaf (50:16)} god does not see us from the sky ALLAH sees us from isnide us .. If God witnesses the psychological battles.. Tell me why He did not intervene. I only write when everything ends, I will pay God five and the devil fifty Woe. I do not write to you or about you ,So go away those who are unable to hear my words, Laugh today and remember my voice two nights after my death. The noise of people, Provocative myths of love, inside me I hold funeral parties O Lord.. Your forgiveness I was among the wrongdoers and I still am.

Malek: Don't cry, my little one, no faith has lasted and I still do

•But I saw them.. They prevented me from asking about what they do not know They said that love is a curse and that all lovers are cursed, Mother pleass tell them that I burn myself every night, forced,

Malek: You are proud of your burning scent and you claim burning is incense?

•Oh God, people do not understand me, I do not know myself, destruction

Malek: Your curiosity, my little one, you reject the restrictions of the world, what a shame

•I am the free man.. Damn your laws, your restrictions, there is no logic in them when they submit

Malek: You are the F and the R embracing the Free You are the mistake itslef.

•Huh, am I the mistake now? By the seventh heaven,Allah , end this world, they do not have mercy An infant.

Malek: have you seen, my little baby? I told you that you are too weak to be the leader of the herd,

•A moment of confession!!Ya Allah I neglected her, , and hurt her, Ya Allah "Allahuma ighfir li wa qul dhanban ma labita",

Malek: Will you be forgiven for the first tear, or the loss of the second, or the sin of the third's suicide?

•I am not a bad person.

Malek: This is what I mean you bastard, on this earth Either you are the worst or you are not.

•Another confession.. i hurt them somehow...

Malek: Stop they deserved it Let them complain

•I will stay in my room tonight.. and let them all think

Malek: Take your pills and shut up It's dangerous for you if this mind goes deeper

•If that's all, I'll numb it? And let you, you bastard, make fun of me Ya Allah , you know that I am right.. you know what I want You showed me in prayer Everything came true

Malek: Your mind that you did not accept to betray you, betrayed you by Imagining things that you should have looked at reality and achieved.

•Do you mean that nothing will happen.. there are no heavenly things here?

Malek: That damned psycho philosophy is everything, either it fades away or it becomes one of us

•then bring triviality and pollute my mind, let the cancer of your healing invade me. pay attention to my confessions... The last question in my will... Who said that only victims, frustration have a share of schizophrenia... Who said that if I am schizophrenic, I do not smile..? And that love is inseparable.. I did not say and God did not say.. So who said..? hello the reason for my schizophrenia, a safe nuclear peace, I and I invite you to our wedding corpse party where we commit crimes I invite you to a prayer in a Muslim church in the evening... a day and he brings us a Christian imam who recites the Quran to us,i set in your sunrise

Malek: And I shine in your sunset

•We meet and then we don't meet then a ring we pull from a well-crafted bomb, a divorced marriage we recite its vows in a reconciliation session in a court... I invite you to drown in the calm sea

Malek: While my waves rage

•To an ecstasy in which we cheat on principles for a moment each of us is a snitch to the other Let's wake up to a sleep that lasts a century in a sunny night Let's separate, you and I Let's leave the nonsense of logic forgotten I will practice you secretly and forget your existence as if the bees As long as you are finished, gentlemen.