What's Make you cry

Chapter 10: Between Heaven and Madness



•Back to the zero point The stillness of the night awakens that half within me. I take a single step yet live through miles. 

Malek: Corpses live above and beneath the earth.

•I live alone, wandering every street. 

Malek: The living and the dead avoid each other, believing there's no need to greet. 

•But as for me... I pass by the violated, the oppressed, the spellbound,

the one whose right is stolen, the drunkard, the addict trapped in his own mind. I extend my hand to them all! Yet he comes again stoping me and says :

Malek: Stop, boy, never dwell on the forbidden.

•I walk quietly among them, but within me between my soul and my spirit, rages the worst of wars. What forbidden? They are souls like me, just lost. 

 Malek: You must understand that you are lucky, you don't sit among them." 

•And what do you mean? Will you keep convincing me I'm the lamb 

and they're the wolves?

Malek: No, I tell you they're fools. Their souls have no color; don't let the hues of their faces deceive you." 

•What are you hiding from me? Your answers are cold! Stop this.

Malek: Rather, spare me your cowardly questions. I know what they say about me. 

•Don't be angry. There's no shame in offering a helping hand. How can I ignore those pleading for mercy?

 

Malek: This is a battlefield; no one here respects treaties. Do you remember how they all threw me aside ?and passed over me! Believe me, all your wounds are visible, but no one wants to heal them." 

•Perhaps they're right: You're in the depths of despair." 

Malek: Talking to me like them? Never mind! I've already lost faith in your kind. I don't care if anyone stays or leaves.

•I won't be like them! im just telling you that Ignoring someone in desperate need is disgraceful.

 

Malek: Some die of thirst without asking for a drop of water, while you people beg for wine, pleading to fill your cups, and im the disgraceful, you right yes !

•what are you meaning? 

 

Malek: That you are the filthiest species, every one of you—him, her, you, and that one who used to complement you. You grovel before life and tremble at death. I've watched you for ages, pricing yourselves on tags, no matter how valuable you think you are. Life has enough to buy you all. You trade and sell, then cast blame elsewhere."

Stop! Do you think I'm one of them? Ha, let me tell you something: some of us can't even sleep."

Malek: And so?

•If you want your dream to come true, you must be ready to face a people.No one said it'd be easy to care for others while no one cares for you. But don't judge a writer by what you think he's written.

God wrote all this, but He's not who you think He is."

Malek: Ha, and then?"

•We won't see a world full of art, peace, and love anytime soon.

Damn it all! I'm here, an artist, peaceful, trapped in love with a dream.

Malek: Ha! Good. No one will rob you of your right to dream.

•No one will dare stand in my way while I chase them.

Malek: Not ever?

•Forever

Malek: you mean until they Say Latef got madness

•No, no, no! Until I meet my God and earn the right to live my dream in paradise."

Malek:Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!

•What's so funny?

Malek: You. And all the damn emotions swirling inside you.

•What about them?

Malek: Nothing, except they'll kill you."

•Ha! What logic is this?

Malek: Simple, really. This body will decay one day.And in the end, a little sorrow will raise your blood pressure.You'll find yourself in a mess, in the operating room, under anesthesia.

Add to that the symptoms of smoking. Ha! You won't survive, little one.

•Is that all? Ha-ha-ha-ha! And you think it's pointless, that if you die, nothing has happened? Ha! Wake up! You've scattered me like a virus, both harmful and beneficial. please god , grant us increase, never decrease....And if by chance I survive, I promise you'll see on the news

the first cheerful invalid on stage. No, I'll jump and dance!

Malek: What adrenaline is this? Sad that you don't know it will all vanish."

Not if I refuse to take anything from anyone.I'll do the impossible to suffice myself."

Malek: I know. You're in me, and I'm in you. Perhaps we'll never agree.

But you are not my enemy, friend. Don't squander me on foolishness.

Let's put on a spectacular show.

•"Allahuma thabbitni, fa inni tabit"


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