What the Hero Wanted Was Me

Episode 21

Chapter 21.

“I..How about me..?”

‘I told you..! What should I do… What should I do…!’

I have always been in denial of the feelings I have for Lenny.

‘Lenny is the man Eren likes, so it’s a big deal if he has that kind of feeling.’

He’s a guy Eren likes, he’s human so he doesn’t get along with me. Having always run away like that, I came up with a way to sort out these feelings.

‘For these feelings to go away, I need to connect with Eren quickly.”

Recently, Sarah smelled the same as Lenny, and it seemed like Eren would lose Lenny to Sarah, so she felt an urgency to connect him with Eren.

‘Why do you reject Eren!’

She was purely curious about the reason why Lenny rejected Eren, but she thought that if she knew why, she would be able to connect Eren and Lenny, so she dragged him to her room.

I felt my heart pounding when I heard the reason for the refusal from Lenny.

‘Just because you’re loved doesn’t mean you have to reciprocate.’

An adolescent elf meets the person he loves and chooses him as her life partner. It was a saying that came down from the world of elves, but one more condition was attached to liking a human man.

‘A human man knows that the elf will not leave no matter what he does, so it is necessary to check whether he cheated on him.’

From Lenny’s answer, the human man’s affair was verified. Even if he loved someone, he was sure to reject them unless they were magnetic.

So Shiina decided to be a little more honest with Lenny, who had met the conditions handed down from generation to generation of elves.

“Me..How am I as a woman..!!”

‘Sorry Eren.’

There is no such thing as someone who likes first in love.

How much I love you. That’s enough.

She felt sorry for Eren, who even asked her for dating advice, but Shiana decided to be honest with her feelings.

“You don’t answer quickly..?”

Sianna asked me how she was as a woman.

By Sianna, tugging at my arm and urging her to answer.

“You mean a woman?”

“So, what about me as a woman getting married?”

She had to say the best she could because if she was honest, Shiana could have hurt her, so the work of censoring the words began in her head.

‘First of all, I’m going to give compliments based on my looks, not my personality..’

Siana looked at me in agony and seemed uneasy. Are you expecting my answer?

Shiana wondered if she liked her, but she quickly erased it from her mind because she hated human men.

‘It makes sense that Sera, who has no feelings, likes me.’

Now that her screening work is over, I decided to tell her Sianna about her merits in marrying her.

“If you are a man who marries Sianna-sama, you are blessed. She has a beautiful face and abilities, so her children will be very pretty.”

“Ah.. Even a child..?”

It was Siana who smiled and said “hehehe…” As if she was imagining happiness at my answer. She didn’t know what made her so happy, but since she was laughing, I was contagious.

‘This…This means you want to have a child with me..? I had no intention of writing today…’

Sianna, who has been living as Mosol Ada and has entered puberty, has a strange misunderstanding and she made up her mind to use it today.

“Butler, would you like to sit on the bed for a minute?”

There was a slight tremor in her voice as she calmly said that it would only take a moment.

It wasn’t too difficult for me to sit on the bed for a while, so I decided to follow Sianna’s words. Not knowing what she might be doing.

‘What are you trying to do? Don’t you suddenly bring up the topic of marriage, or ask why you reject Eren? Staring at her weird siana along today, I waited for her to finish her work.

ㅡ Chiiik..

There was the sound of something lighting a fire in the room. Did Cyana do it? She didn’t know what was igniting it, but I knew right away.

‘Huh..?’

The scent she usually smelled before going to bed was piercing my nose. In her ciana’s hand, white roses were seen burning in her empty bottle.

“Poetry..Ana..Sir..?”

“Sorry butler. It’s your fault.”

‘What did I do wrong…!’

I didn’t know what I had done wrong, but I felt my body gradually lose strength from the scent coming into her nose. Anyway, I guess it was my fault.

‘I have to run…!’

Seeing Sianna’s light green eyes, I felt that something was wrong with her. I tried to get up from the bed to escape from the room where the scent of white roses began to waft, but the attempt ended in failure.

“Where are you going?

‘Crazy…’

Shia As I was about to get up, she wrapped her body around me and laid me on the bed. Her body was slowly losing strength, so I couldn’t resist her action.

“You will… Regret this…”

At my last words, Sianna smiled and said something, but I couldn’t hear her words as her eyes were closed. So I closed my eyes not knowing what would happen to me.

It was the moment when the quiet elf went upstairs to her stove first.

•••

“Regret is for fools.”

I have never regretted this action. Above all, because it was a valuable act.

“..Isn’t it waking up?”

Lenny appeared to be in a deep sleep under the effect of her white rose. That was great news for me.

‘No matter what I do, Lenny won’t wake up’

I was going to laugh and do the things Eren enjoyed.

‘First lay it down properly…’

Since I rebelled against the scent of white roses, it was very uncomfortable to lay right next to Lenny, so I laid him on the right side and I lay down next to him.

“Uh…Uh…?”

‘This… Is this feeling…?’

My heart was beating wildly with excitement even though I was just lying next to Lenny. To the point where I could hear the beating of my heart.

Laying next to Lenny, it felt like his heartbeat matched his own, and I felt a kind of resonance, and I felt my chest fill up.

‘If this is love, I will love Lenny for the rest of my life.’

Indescribable satisfaction. I wondered if this was love, and I was very excited to live with this man like this for the rest of my life.

For those of me who truly knew love, there was no thought of going back.

I’m sorry for the kids, but I looked at his face and said I’d decided to do my own love.

“He’s handsome even though he’s human”

Elf was a race of beauty and the standard was high, but Lenny’s face seen up close exceeded the passing mark. It wasn’t just that he had a crush on himself.

ㅡ side.

I wiped Lenny’s dry lips to moisten them. It was a very sweet feeling.

‘Other kids must have done this too..?’

I was a bit disappointed that I wasn’t the first, but I was fine. That’s if I can overlay it. He had enough confidence to make Lenny happy.

‘Now it’s the next step…’

“Ugh.. I’m embarrassed to do it..”

I imagined Lenny’s body every night after listening to Eren’s words, but now I’m quite ashamed to actually see Lenny’s body.

“I want to see it.. Can I see it, Lenny..?”

Calling Lenny’s name, he asked if he could see him, but there was no answer. I decided to take it as a positive.

ㅡ Tuk. Took.

Every time I unbuttoned Lenny’s shirt, I could see his flesh and felt a tingling sensation in my body.

“It’s hard…”

I had a strong body, probably from training, and the excitement made it difficult to breathe, so I thought of one thing.

“…Wouldn’t it be embarrassing to be naked alone?”

I took off my top so that Lenny, who was sleeping, would not be ashamed of himself, and made me level. If this was the case, the sleeping Lenny would surely like it.

“How is it..? Are you feeling good Lenny..?”

Rubbing his skin against Lenny and sharing his body temperature with him felt quite good. More than that, to the point of being afraid. Shiana wanted to confide in her inner feelings before that.

“I’m sorry for tickling..”

I was well aware that he usually tickled Lenny. Because I wasn’t honest, because I was ashamed to speak, I hated myself for pouring out harsh words.

“It’s because I’m not honest, that’s not what I mean..”

I was upset every time I said something different from what I wanted to say, but now that I’ve said it, I feel more at ease.

“But I want you to know this one thing.”

That I love you the most. Much more than the other kids.

After saying that, I put my tongue in Lenny’s mouth and tried to kiss him.

‘Umm…’

It was my first time doing it, so breathing through my nose didn’t work out well, but I definitely knew what it felt like. It was sweet and bitter.

“Puha!”

I was out of breath from holding my lips together for quite a long time, but I didn’t intend to stop it with a kiss.

‘My body wants it.’

We had a set list of what we wanted, and Siana’s night started pretty early.