Tupac: greatest rapper live

Chapter 15: homeless



That night, I sat down in the kitchen, the letter still in my hands, and I thought about all of it. About Tupac. About Sekyiwa. About me. I had spent so many years holding my family together, fighting battles for all of us. Now, my son was fighting his own battle. I wanted to call him, to make sure he was okay, but I knew deep down that he needed to do this alone.

I had always dreamed of a life where we didn't just survive, but thrived. I had gotten that. I had found my voice, my strength, even when it felt like I couldn't go on. I had made it through my struggles. And now, it was his turn.

I realized that I wanted the same for him—the same I wanted for Sekyiwa. I wanted them both to have families, to live lives full of love and success. I wanted to be there to see their dreams come true, just as I had seen my own. And I knew that to do that, I had to let them take their own paths.

I thought about the day I'd become a grandmother. A proud grandmother, watching Tupac and Sekyiwa with their families, seeing them reach heights I could only imagine. I couldn't stop him from chasing his dreams. I had to let him go. And in doing so, I realized... I was already proud of him. I was proud of the man he was becoming, and the future he was going to create—not just for himself, but for all of us.

One day, I'd be able to look back and say I gave him everything I could, even the freedom to make his own decisions. And in doing that, I knew he'd be okay. He had it in him. He always had.

Sekyiwa's POV:

I sat there in my room, staring at the letter Tupac had left behind. It felt surreal—like I was reading some kind of farewell, but it wasn't a goodbye. He wasn't leaving because he didn't love us. He was leaving to fight for a dream, for something bigger than any of us had ever imagined.

I was proud of him. Proud of the courage it took to walk away from everything. From Mom's struggle, from the tension in the house, from the comfort of what we knew. He was following his dreams, and that was something most people didn't have the guts to do.

But part of me was scared. Scared for him, for what he'd face out there in the world. I couldn't help but wonder if I could ever be as brave as him. He had the kind of confidence I only wished I had. He was my big brother, but in so many ways, I felt like he was the one leading the way.

Tupac's POV:

I remember the first few days in L.A. like they were a blur. I had just dropped out of high school, and life felt like it was spinning out of control. I was homeless for a while, living in the subway station, scraping together enough change to get by. But no matter how hard things got, I was determined to make it. I wasn't about to let the streets break me.

I found work at a part-time job at a restaurant, a bar, anything I could to stay afloat. Little by little, I saved up enough to rent a room in some rundown building. The place was far from perfect—barely any furniture, peeling paint, the smell of stale air, but it was mine. I could lock the door, shut out the chaos, and work on my music.

But there was one thing that made the room feel… well, alive. In the corner of the room, I discovered a huge cockroach. This wasn't just any roach; this thing was massive. No matter how many times I tried to squish the motherfucker, it wouldn't die. I'd stomp on it, spray it, even throw a book at it, but every time I turned around, there it was—crawling across the floor, looking at me like it was just waiting for its next move.

After a few failed attempts at killing it, I decided to give up. I named him "Gooch" because it seemed fitting. A fighter. A survivor, like me. I even started leaving out a little extra food for him, just to keep him around. At some point, it felt like we had an unspoken agreement: he lived in my room, and I would let him do his thing.

It might sound crazy, but in a way, Gooch was the first thing that felt like home. A reminder that no matter what, I wasn't giving up either. Not on myself, not on my dreams. I'd survive. Just like that damn cockroach.

Tupac's POV:

Working as a janitor in a downtown club wasn't glamorous, but it kept me close to music. At night, when I wasn't scrubbing floors or cleaning tables, I'd linger near the DJ booth, soaking in the beats, watching how the crowd moved to the music. One night, while wiping down a counter, I saw someone I recognized—Dre. Dr. Dre, the man I'd looked up to since we crossed paths in Compton.

He was on the turntables, spinning tracks that had the whole place buzzing. The crowd loved him, and I could see why. The man was a genius behind the booth, effortlessly blending tracks and creating a vibe. When he finished his set, I worked up the courage to approach him.

"Dre!" I called out, catching him as he was packing up his records. "It's Pac."

Dre's face lit up with recognition. "Pac? Man, what are you doing here?"

I hesitated, then told him everything—the fight with Mom, leaving home, working odd jobs to survive. His expression shifted from surprise to something deeper.

"You left home for this?" he asked, his tone both impressed and concerned.

"Yeah, man," I said. "I had to. I couldn't stay there anymore. This is my shot, Dre. My dream. And I'm not gonna let anything stop me."

For a moment, he just looked at me, like he was weighing what I'd said. Then he smiled. "You're crazy, Pac. But I respect it. You got guts, man."

That night, Dre invited me to crash at his place. "Look, it's not much," he said, "but it's better than a subway station. Plus, I could use a roommate. Just don't burn the place down."

Moving in with Dre was a game-changer. His apartment wasn't fancy—just a small spot with mismatched furniture and records stacked everywhere—but it felt like a step up from where I'd been.

"Alright, Pac," he said on the first night. "You're the chef. All the cleaning.You take care of the kitchen, and I'll handle the music."

I laughed, but he wasn't kidding. The truth was, I had learned a lot about cooking during my time at a small restaurant. The head chef there was a tough guy, but he saw something in me—maybe my charisma, maybe my determination—and took me under his wing. He taught me how to chop, season, and plate like a pro.

So, in Dre's apartment, I took over the kitchen. I'd whip up everything from fried chicken to pasta, experimenting with spices and flavors. Dre would always joke, "Man, you're gonna make me fat, Pac!"

But it wasn't all cooking and jokes. Living with Dre gave me a glimpse into his struggles too. He was still with the World Class Wreckin' Cru, but I could tell something was bothering him.

"Pac," he said one night, leaning back on the couch as we ate dinner. "I love making music, but this group… they're holding me back. I want more creative freedom, you know? I want to do something real, something that means something."

I nodded, understanding exactly what he meant. "Then do it, Dre. If it doesn't feel right, leave. You've got the talent to go solo. Don't let anyone box you in."

Of course, Gooch the cockroach made the move with me. Somehow, that stubborn little guy had hitched a ride in my bag. When Dre saw him scuttling across the floor one night, he nearly jumped out of his chair.

"Pac, what the hell is that?" he shouted.

"Relax, that's Gooch," I said, laughing. "He's harmless."

"You named it? Man, you're crazy."

But even Dre had to admit that Gooch had a certain charm. We started leaving scraps of food for him, like he was our unofficial mascot.

As soon as I stepped out of the apartment, the cold wind bit at my face, sharp and unforgiving. My breath formed small clouds in the air, but I didn't slow down. The chill seeped through my thin jacket, and my worn-out sneakers barely kept my feet warm, but I didn't care. With my bag slung over my shoulder, I walked with a purpose, even if I didn't know exactly where I was going.

I just needed to get away—from the cramped apartment that echoed with struggles, from the noise of bills unpaid and hopes deferred. The streets were my escape, my canvas for dreaming.

The city was alive, even in the early morning haze. Steam curled up from subway grates, mingling with the sound of honking horns, hurried footsteps, and muffled conversations. People rushed past me, their arms full of briefcases, shopping bags, and coffee cups. No one noticed me. To them, I was just another kid on the street. But that was fine. One day, they wouldn't just notice me—they'd know my name.

As I wandered deeper into the city, the skyline began to transform. The buildings grew taller, their reflective glass exteriors reaching up toward the sky like monuments to ambition. I stopped in front of one of the tallest skyscrapers I'd ever seen. Its sharp angles and sleek design made it look like it belonged in a world far removed from mine.

For a moment, I stood there, staring up at the massive structure. My breath caught in my throat, not from the cold, but from the possibilities that filled my mind.

"One day," I whispered, tightening my grip on my bag, "I'm gonna own a building like this. No, bigger. My name will be on it—tupac."

I kept walking, and soon I passed a car dealership. The bright showroom lights reflected off a row of pristine cars, their sleek designs shining like jewels. My gaze landed on a deep black Rolls-Royce parked front and center. Its polished chrome rims and butter-soft leather seats looked like something out of a music video.

I pressed my hands against the cold glass of the showroom window, ignoring the curious glance from the salesman inside. My reflection stared back at me, but in my mind, I saw a future version of myself.

"I'll drive one of these one day," I muttered. "No, I'll have a garage full of them. Ferraris, Lambos, everything. They'll all be mine."

Further down the street, the scent of fresh bread and seared meat pulled me to a halt. I glanced up to see an elegant restaurant, its name spelled out in gold letters above the entrance. Inside, people sat at candlelit tables, dressed in tailored suits and evening gowns. The waiters moved like dancers, carrying plates that looked more like art than food.

I couldn't even afford to step inside, but it didn't matter. I let myself dream.

"One day," I thought, "this won't just be where I eat. It'll be mine. The sign will say 'Shakur's.' And it won't just be a restaurant—it'll be the restaurant, the best in the city."

My stomach growled, a sharp reminder of the reality I couldn't escape. Hunger was my constant companion, but instead of letting it drag me down, I let it fuel me. I wasn't just hungry for food—I was hungry for success, for a life that didn't feel like a constant uphill battle.

I found myself in Central Park, where the frozen lake glistened under the pale winter sun. I sat on a bench, pulled my notebook out of my bag, and flipped through its worn pages. The words scribbled there were messy, raw, but they were mine. They were the seeds of something bigger.

I pressed my pen to the paper and let the words flow:

I read the lines back to myself, a small smile tugging at my lips. The pen in my hand might've been cheap, but it was my weapon. My words were my power. With them, I could build dreams, and with those dreams, I'd build an empire.

On my way back, I stopped in front of a towering five-star hotel. The grand entrance gleamed under golden lights, and the doorman stood like a statue, polished and poised. He didn't even glance at me as I stood there, but I wasn't offended.

I stared at the revolving doors, imagining myself walking through them—not as a guest, but as the owner.

"One day," I whispered, "this whole city will know my name."

With that promise burning in my chest, I turned and started the long walk back to the apartment. The cold wind whipped at my face, but I didn't feel it anymore. My steps were lighter now, my dreams clearer.

I was young, poor, and unknown. But I was also ambitious, determined, and relentless. The world didn't see it yet, but it would. One day, the name "Tupac Shakur" would be impossible to ignore.


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