Chapter 37: Chapter 37
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"good."
Christmas Eve.
I really made up my mind to buy some sexy underwear today. Since my chest is so big, all underwear looks sexy to me, but this one is so sexy… Even after buying it, I wonder why I bought it. It's a strange underwear.
However, I didn't buy it because the straps were a bit too much, but it's underwear that is made of mesh and can be seen in some parts. In the case of panties, the center and buttocks are covered with fabric, but both sides are mesh, and in the case of bras, some of the cups are mesh.
Since it covers all the important parts, I think it's just a little bit of daring underwear, so it's not that revealing… .
When I actually tried it on, it was quite provocative. Maybe it was because I was the one wearing it. I was embarrassed even though I had all my clothes on.
I feel like a pervert!
'... But honestly, as a man, it's true that I get more excited when I have sex with a woman wearing underwear like this. I also end up standing up even after I cum... .'
Today, it's underwear that contains the determination to reach climax.
Come to think of it, wasn't this called a match underwear?
Seonghyeon seemed to want to take me, who was now a Heeyeon, to the Christmas party. Well, as a man, I am usually an uncooperative person who does not attend events, so it was okay if I didn't go, and since our schedules wouldn't conflict, there was no problem… .
… But the thing that still bothers me is, I wonder what they'll do if I take them to the Christmas party.
Aren't you confessing there?
I'm worried because it seems like he's never been in a relationship before.
… I only intend to reject you if you confess to me, so I wish you wouldn't confess to me so that I don't get hurt unnecessarily.
I don't know about sex friends, but I don't like lovers.
I feel rejected.
I really don't like it because I feel like if I go that far I'll become gay.
Even sex is just a pleasure. It's not LOVE, it's LIKE… .
But today, I wanted to look a little sexy or seductive, so I put on some makeup in front of the mirror. I also paid attention to my hair… .
… Oh, I haven't done anything else besides this.
Since the original was so fraudulent, there is nothing to decorate. I heard that women are creatures that decorate… But I became a woman, so why can't I decorate?
Because she has a face that looks stylish no matter what she wears and looks sexy no matter what hairstyle she has… there's nothing she can do.
Now that I think about it, my hair seems to have grown a bit… Does hair grow in women too?
I wonder if this will change the length of my hair as a man.
At that time, I was thinking of just going out since I didn't have anything to prepare… but then I got a message from Seonghyeon.
[sorry!]
[what?]
[The Christmas party has been postponed until tomorrow!]
…to?
[You told me a few days ago, but I didn't hear from you… I'm so sorry!]
Come to think of it, Seonghyeon has been busy at school lately. He's been asked to hand out free school supplies and other things here and there, saying that he's sponsoring the university student council, and his homework has been a bit tough lately.
[I'm ashamed... It's really all my fault...]
Ugh, beyond the message, there is yet another hint of self-criticism and a decline in self-confidence… .
[Okay. What time is it tomorrow?]
[sorry….]
[I told you it's okay.]
After sending several messages telling me it was okay, Seonghyeon finally stopped apologizing.
Apologizing is good, but trying to shift the blame to yourself in some way is not good either… In times like this, you need to change the mood quickly.
For example, the Christmas party is tomorrow, but you wanted to meet today.
So, meeting 1:1 might be one way… .
I don't know if it was too much for Seonghyeon, but I kept apologizing and eventually apologized again and said let's meet tomorrow, ending the conversation, but I didn't say anything to Seonghyeon about meeting one-on-one.
… As I was talking and calming down a bit, I started to think that it might have been a bit too much to wear underwear that was completely different from usual just to have sex with Seonghyun.
When I looked closely, I realized that no matter how much I was in love, I was thinking too much about sex, so I lost the desire to do it.
"ha…."
It's a shame that all the makeup I've done up until now has been wasted… I'm really confident about my hair today.
By coincidence, it came out really pretty. I have a hair fetish that considers hair as life, so I don't use things like curling irons, so I just gently dried it with a hair dryer and shaped it. The western curls that came out by chance went really well with my face and body, which originally looked like a mixture of Asian and Western.
…I never thought the day would come when I would use the word curl.
Well, because I'm a woman… .
Moreover, there was a time when I had such a strong hair fetish that my ideal type was a woman with pretty hair, a woman with nice hair smell, and a woman with a nice scalp smell. So, I did a lot of research with the thought that if I ever have a daughter, I will make sure that she is a beauty of my type.
By the way, when I have a daughter, her name will be Barbie. My doll-like daughter… Barbie doll… .
Dressing up is the most fun!
Hehehe
As a woman, I think I am much prettier than my imaginary daughter… but I still feel a little reluctant to wear it myself… .
More than anything, I can't forget the strange feeling I had when I bought a pair of stockings and tried them on for experimentation a while ago.
…what should I say about that?
It feels like my entire leg is wrapped in a membrane and tightened… It feels like the same feeling as stockings… But there's something else strange about it.
Today, it feels a little less cold than it is for Christmas and there is no wind, so I was planning to go out wearing a sweater, jeans, and a scarf… .
…Should I just go out?
It's Christmas, and I feel a bit awkward staying home like this.
good.
Since we're already getting ready to go out, let's go out and buy some cake.
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I've been experimenting with TS Stone lately and I discovered something interesting.
I didn't try heating it, freezing it, or breaking it because it seemed dangerous, but I thought that it would turn into a woman when it touched my tongue, so I wondered if it would turn this way when it touched a liquid, or if it would turn this way when it touched my tongue, so I poured water into a basin and did an experiment.
The result is that it must not touch the tongue. Whether you shower with water, wash your hair, or wash your face… it does not change.
However, I tried an experiment to see if the voice would change even without the stone by putting the water that the stone was put in to my mouth, and the result was that if you swallow the water that the stone was put in, your voice will change for about 20 minutes.
When you're a man, if you do it, you become a woman, and when you're a woman, if you do it, you become a man.
In fact, the first thing I did after putting my hand in water was to swallow water, so I was excited by the fact that my voice would change, and I tried various things, such as spraying it on my chest to see if it would get bigger or washing my face to see if it would change my face… but the only thing that changed was my voice.
What important role does the tongue play?
Anyway, thanks to that I was able to come up with a plan.
When I go back to Korea during this vacation, I plan to live as a woman for about a month.
From my experience of being a woman for a while, I think that identity and mental confusion arise because the man and the woman are constantly changing.
If that's the case, then to prevent that, how about I become a complete woman and live for a long time so that I become established in people's minds as a woman, and then subconsciously recognize myself as a separate person?
There are psychological issues, but the most important thing is whether or not you get pregnant.
Having already experienced sex as a woman, I thought that if I become a woman in the future, I will have no choice but to have sex, and that I might have to take advantage of this. I thought that I should find out whether I have the possibility of getting pregnant, which is the most important thing at the moment.
The easiest way is to see if you're menstruating or not… but it's really hard to know.
If I live as a woman for about a month, won't I get my period?
I have already told my parents in advance that I want to travel around Korea for about a month because of this idea. Since I have lived abroad since I was young, I do not know much about Korean cultural assets or geography, and I have never traveled alone before, so I think both my parents are thinking positively.
Above all, this vacation is long, so even if I go out of the house for a month, I feel like I can stay in Korea for more than a month… .
I thought he would say no to going out since it's been a while since I've been to Korea, but it seems like he's already agreed, probably because he wants me to be more active than the person who always stays at home when I go to Korea.
Just travel safely, stay cheap, and don't sleep outside.
And the condition is that you eat on time and contact me often.
I'm also going to Korea for the first time in a long time, and I'm wondering if it's okay to travel like this... But there's no chance to live as a woman for more than a month except during vacation.
I'll also need photos of my trips… I'm already thinking about how to do that. I'm thinking about traveling as a woman, but then I'll have to become a man every time I take photos… But then I won't be living as a woman for a month, but I'll be returning to being a man in the middle of the month.
… I guess I should think of a way.
"Excuse me… Are you Korean?"
As I was organizing my thoughts by writing them down on a piece of paper I borrowed from a bakery, a Korean approached me.
I came to eat some cake and while I was eating, I realized that I have a strange theory that it's a waste of time to do one thing at a time when I can do two things at the same time without any difficulty, so while I'm eating, I play games or watch cartoons, and I thought my hands and head would be too bored to just eat a piece of cake, so I was thinking about things I'd usually put off.
You're talking to me while I'm in the middle of thinking...
He looks older than me… He's wearing a baseball jacket that says "J University" on it, so he must be from J University.
…Why do Korean students studying abroad not follow foreign cultures but rather have their baseball jackets custom-made in Korea?
There are also official hoodies that the university itself makes and sells, so is it really necessary to make one separately?
Come to think of it, Sunghyun seems to be busy these days because of the baseball jacket. He said the baseball jacket was made wrong and had to be sent back or something… so I wonder if he would make a mistake like today. The person who made and sent the baseball jacket seemed to be trying to avoid responsibility by saying, "It doesn't seem to be our problem…" and they fought by frequently sending proof photos or comparison photos of the problem with the item.
It seemed like some of the seniors in the same department were making a fuss, saying, "What if things are like this?" and getting angry at Seonghyeon, who did nothing wrong.
Why is our department like this?
These new students seem nice… but strangely, my grade and the grade right before mine are so weird.
The task is swarming with parasites and bugs… .
I'm not good at doing homework either, so my level is a bit low, and sometimes when I really can't understand, I act like a parasite... but at least I speak my mind or discuss things, and I don't do things like not answering calls or not showing up for class.
Besides, no one even says thank you for anything you do.
A while ago, he didn't show up every day, but one day, he heard somewhere that he had homework and came to class late. It was quite a sight.
'Taesu, I've decided to go with you this time.'
'…yes?'
'I asked the teacher to do it for me because I'm Korean.'
'Oh, yes… .'
'But what is this?'
'… Well, each person makes what they want.'
'Tae-su, what are you going to do? Can I help you make it?'
'… Have you thought about anything?'
'What should I do?'
…Why on earth do people go to college?
Just play.
Isn't it a waste of tuition?
"Aren't you Korean…?"
While I was absentmindedly thinking about something else and not answering, the student from J University who had been talking to me scratched the back of his neck and said,
Looking at it now, it looks like you've dressed up quite a bit. You've even put hairspray on it.
"…What's going on?"
"Oh, you're Korean…."
"…yes?"
He scratches his head a few times and then suddenly takes a step back.
"No, I just thought… you were Korean. Sorry~."
"…yes."
what?
I saw him walk away and sit down where other people were sitting.
"Hey, you're talking to a Korean!"
"That's ridiculous. Really?"
"You must have had plastic surgery."
"wow…."
… Was it just eating cake at a bakery that caught people's attention?
Only then did I look around and feel eyes turning towards me. Hmm…
Well, I guess that makes sense since my chest was so heavy that I had to put it on the table.
I was able to rest my chin on it and bend my back slightly, and it was comfortable because it was high enough to support my chest, but I never thought it would have these side effects.
I was trying to eat leisurely and leave, but I thought this wasn't going to work.
"hmm…."
I quickly ate the remaining cake and left the bakery.
More importantly, why on earth was that student talking to me… .
It didn't seem like hunting or anything, but rather a penalty game.
… If it was hunting, I might have accepted it today.
Seriously, I've been trying not to think about it, but I can't stop thinking about sex.
Ah… I want to have sex.
I wonder if I should have been out as a woman. I just keep thinking about wanting to have sex.
… Honestly, I did think about David.
I didn't get to see it properly, but since he's black, he must have big tits, and although I'm a woman and don't have much experience, the sex I had with him was the most enjoyable.
It was really full… full… full, I filled the condom with it and did it again… .
A mating that will make you cry like an animal… .
"Haaah…."
Oh no. It's starting to get hot again.
The heat suddenly rises and the vagina starts to tingle. The vaginal opening tickles and the vagina twitches and feels dizzy.
Even if it's a public restroom, I feel like I want to be dragged in and do it a lot… .
"Haa, haa…."
I forget that I'm on the street and start to feel out of breath.
I'm sure she's got a really dirty look on her face. She's so horny in a public place that her pussy is twitching.
…should I just leave?
I tried not to think about it, but I really don't think I can stand it anymore. Just thinking about sex makes my body heat up in an instant. If this kind of tantalizing sex continues any longer...
I am confident that I can endure it. I am also confident that I will not run up to any man and cling to him.
But I keep thinking, if there's an outlet called David... wouldn't it be okay? I don't particularly like black people... .
Besides… if it's Christmas, it'll soon be exam time.
If you think about it, you won't be able to have sex for a while... Then, won't your body continue to be in this state? That won't work.
As I walk back to the dorm, I keep thinking about that.
You have to do well on the test… It would be better to get rid of this situation. It's to the point where it interferes with your daily life, so if you don't solve it properly… .
Besides, I already know David's room... I found out in advance to avoid that floor in case I ran into him, so I can go there.
Now that I think about it, I didn't even properly greet Kwon Seong-min.
It's Christmas, but you might not have eaten cake yet.
David wanted to have sex with me too, right?
…no.
It's definitely a limitation.
I can't stand it because I want to have sex. I've already automatically forced myself to justify having sex in my head.
I would probably have ended up in this situation if I had gone to the Christmas party today. It was bound to happen as long as the woman kept doing it.
My head is starting to feel weird again.
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