Chapter 253: Anyway, as long as I can satisfy you, it's all that matters
"I promised I wouldn't hurt you. I would try my best and in return, I would try to earn as much of your trust as I can do... If knowing of my habit of sleeping around hurts you then I, I just might st..."
I covered his mouth right away, stopping him from saying any more.
Especially when he looked so serious about it.
I just can't allow Seo-Jun to do this to me. He just can't. He shouldn't burden me with such a promise all for my own convenience.
Does he even know what he was about to say? A promise like that... Could he even keep it?
Was he so drunk in the moment that he didn't realize what kind of promise he was about to make?
I admire his conviction not to hurt me, but this was just too much.
He could sleep outside for all I cared. What I don't know won't kill me, right?
I mean, I've never caught a whiff of another from him since he came into the mansion so I can say the least that he washes up properly before he returns.
That's enough for me.
He can vent out his wild desires on those who enjoy it and I wouldn't know. I'd assume he was working all day and night and when he comes back, I'd welcome him home.
Please, let's keep it like that.
I... I don't want to be burdened with such a promise.
"It doesn't hurt me," I said, my lips quivering. "So, don't say you'll stop. Please, just... Do whatever you like, where I can't see you, but always remember to come back. That... That's enough for me, master."
Before realizing it, I was crying.
Why?
Was it because I was sad? Or because I was jealous?
I don't know but my heart was definitely beating a random beat.
Seo-Jun watched me as I cried and then pulled my hand down.
"Alright, I won't say it." He said. "And if you're worried that you can't satisfy me, fuck that. Seeing you satisfies me enough."
Was he stupid? Since when did that satisfy him?
"And if I can get to hold you, kiss your lips, and watch your reaction to my frequent teasing, then that's enough for me." He kissed my hand and I bit my lip.
Was he going to be sweet until the end? This was so not like him. But I liked it. I liked this version of him so much.
"Anyway, as long as I can satisfy you, it's all that matters, right?" He suddenly asked and I paused.
What? Where did that come from?
I watched his lips spread across his face.
"Don't worry, Jo-Pil. I'll definitely make you feel good."
Wait, wait, this is suddenly going in a direction I did not expect.
What did he mean he would make me feel good?
Before realizing it, he was already trying to unzip my pants.
"H-hey ho-hold on."
Was he insane? Why was he doing this in public?
I looked around and recalled we were the only ones in the theater but so what? This was indecent.
I pushed his face away.
"We... We can't do this here." I said but I was barely able to push his face away.
It was like using a straw to push a robot.
"Why not?" He asked as he succeeded in pulling down my zipper. "Don't you know doing this in a public space makes it more exciting?"
Ah, why are you so shameless?
"Anyway, there's no one so it should be fine." He said and I trembled. "I recall you liked this a lot from your diary. You must've felt heavenly bliss when I did this, right?"
Wait, what was he talking about?
My diary? Was he walking about the part where he put my dick in his mouth?
He wasn't going to do that, was he?
I looked down at him, trembling as I feared for the worst, but that look told me that the worst had already happened.
"Just relax, Jo-Pil. It'll feel even good that way." He said and then kissed my lips, and then nibbled on my bottom lip. "You'll feel really good. And it's okay to be loud since the movie is already so loud and there's no one around."
He was right but... Telling me it's okay to be loud... What exactly was he planning?
Seo-Jun had a grin spreading across his lips.
He was definitely planning to make me scream from the pleasure he was going to give.
He was definitely a natural and he would give me my very first blow job and expose me to a new world of pleasure.
This is the point where I pray that I don't lose my mind from the pleasure. The recent activities already showed me what it was like to be pleasured by another but there was no doubt that a blow job was on a completely different level.
"I'll just ask this now but... You won't hate me if I play with your hole a bit, will you?" He asked with a devious smile. "It feels so much better when both sides are at work," he said, while playing with his fingers with a little demonstration.
Ah, I didn't know about that.
I'm not certain.
In fact, I'm scared.
I've never played with my hole and nothing's touched there in this life. But with my heat coming... Maybe earlier than later?
I don't know.
Since he's a natural, maybe it'll feel better than I imagined?
I only think of it as a certain discomfort, so I don't really know, but I do hope it works out well.
I hope he doesn't cross the line, to say the least.
And I hope... I don't regret giving him this chance.
I slowly nodded my head and he smirked. He was the devil, I tell you. Just look at that handsome face of his.
"Good. Then," he pushed my shoulder back and to my surprise, the seat actually adjusted a bit to help me feel more comfortable.
This... Was this a dream?
At this point, I don't know anymore.
Maybe I fell asleep at some point in the cab and this was all happening in the dream world.
But maybe not.
Well, if I assume it's a dream, I won't need to worry too much about my voice or how I would have to face Seo-Jun afterwards so... This is a dream.
I can only rely on self-deception at this point.
"Then, t-take care of me." I mumbled, hiding my mouth with my arm and his smirk grew wider, along with his eyes.
"Don't worry. I plan to do just that."