Transforming Succubus: Almost Doomsday

Chapter 468: 214: The correct way to express wanting everything



Midel already had the potential to awaken as a queen.

And Zhang Haoyun definitely wouldn't accept "sharing with others".

The issue with Bai Ling was actually quite strategic, it was like forcing a competitor to retreat, and also leaving a knot in the heart of the one who remained.

So, to say, being calm, rational, and good at calculating, one would definitely place oneself in a comfortable position.

Of course, facing Zhou Baiyu, Bai Ling's machinations weren't meant to harm Zhou Baiyu, they were just a form of competition.

But the person involved would have a hard time dealing with it.

Zhou Baiyu looked at Bai Ling, wanting to speak, then glanced at Midel, hesitant again.

Ultimately, he turned to Zhang Haoyun, took a deep breath, and his expression suddenly changed, at this moment of extreme suppression, atmosphere tense, like swords drawn and bows bent...

Zhou Baiyu actually started to laugh. Wu Xin saw it and broke out in a cold sweat, a laugh from the Asura could be a matter of life and death – were you really starting to laugh now?

A sudden desire for self-destruction surged up.

Zhou Baiyu could distinctly feel that deep inside, a lot of "bold" ideas flashed through his mind.

They were the kind that, once spoken, might send him straight to another dimension by a few women.

Like how he suddenly really wanted to spread his arms and say with an all-embracing demeanor:

"I, Zhou someone, welcome wives galore."

At that moment, Zhou Baiyu realized, if he tried to consider those correct explanations, trying to calm this disaster... it simply wouldn't work.

His brain seemed to force him to think of other ways. He suppressed the idea of 'the more the merrier', and then thought of "you all are my wings", another suicidal famous line.

"Fuck, so this is the desire for self-destruction? Are you kidding me?"

It was almost like an addiction.

He could still analyze the situation, but the solutions his mind came up with were all heading towards making things worse.

However, Zhou Baiyu's thinking was quick. In the process of strong self-destructive desires, the little reason that remained allowed him to analyze the effects of the "self-destruct" buff.

"From what I can see, if I consider things with the intention of calming the situation, comforting them, my mind will just become a mess..."

"This buff appears, and I must engage in a 'self-destructive' act relevant to the current event, in order to dissolve the buff."

"But I should consider doing something that seems self-destructive on the surface, the actual effect might just be to bring salvation from a desperate situation..."

The little reason that was left allowed Zhou Baiyu to come up with a solution in an instant.

"It's time to show some real technique."

Zhou Baiyu looked at Zhang Haoyun with an increasingly brazen smile.

"Choose? Choose what?"

As he spoke, he stared straight at Zhang Haoyun.

The people around were taken aback. Constantin was thrilled, was Zhou Mo planning on "taking them all"?

Zhou Baiyu began to speak slowly:

"Haoyun, in the real world, when encountering a corrupted seed, I would naturally be more cautious."

"After getting to know you, I found that your past is a mess, misfortune is the soil that nourishes corruption, you are the one corruption has chosen."

"You have reason to hate this world, but I also have reason to save you."

"Because you have never seen the better side of the world. When someone shows you a little kindness, you give your all for them. This shows that, deep down, you also long for kindness in return."

"Such a person... should not fall into becoming a monster that destroys the world."

Zhou Baiyu paused, the smile on his face subsided slightly, and he said more calmly:

"Haoyun, I believe there are miracles in this world, and in that situation, that's it – I want to save you because you're of great value."

"Your life has more meaning than your death."

This sentence was somewhat hurtful, and Zhen Shi frowned.

"Is this hurtful? That's why I never said it, but... what's there to not say?"

Guang Tongchen looked at the somewhat aggrieved Zhang Haoyun... and suddenly felt that Jiang Xianwu was being self-destructive.

But Jiang Xianwu didn't think so:

"I think saving you, settling you down, and pulling you out of your cocoon and past suffering is something to be proud of."

"It's just that I later hesitated. I should have made clear our relationship to you."

"I acknowledge you, I want to save you – it's both out of utilitarian motives and justice."

"But, it has nothing to do with feelings. This crisis is related to my indecision. But you know, sometimes people, they are afraid that making things clear will ruin the current bliss."

In the game world, where Zhang Haoyun was also sealed and couldn't go berserk.

However, Zhang Haoyun wouldn't go berserk anyway; she was just very upset:

"So... you don't love me, you chose her."

She pointed at Midel.

Zhou Baiyu nodded, then shook his head:

"I admire you, I like you, I respect you, but it's unrelated to male-female relations, especially since I think about the world facing destruction, I have even less such thoughts."

"Meanwhile—"

Zhou Baiyu turned around and looked at Midel:

"I don't love you either, I lack those kinds of romantic feelings. Midel."

Midel, whose face had already been wearing a triumphant smile, suddenly stiffened.

It was Bai Ling who seemed thoughtful.

Everyone thought that Zhou Baiyu was being self-destructive, rejecting both – wasn't that a colossal loss?

But Bai Ling suddenly wondered, was he really rejecting them?

Zhou Baiyu said:

"Midel, you say I used you, deceived you, but haven't you been using me too? Not being emotionally involved means using, and later when you get involved emotionally, does it mean that previous use isn't use anymore?"

"Isn't that a wrong way to settle accounts?"

"Back then, in that situation, I had to cling to you to survive."


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