Chapter 180: Driven by Hunger
November 18th, 2010
The drive home was quiet. Niels didn't bother turning on the radio, he just quietly drove the car.
Outside, the headlights lit up the dark, wet streets of Crawley streets he knew well, yet tonight they felt strangely distant, almost unfamiliar.
A few hours earlier, he'd stood in front of thousands, carrying the weight of the game, the hopes of his team, maybe even the whole crowd.
The silence pressed in around him, and with it came a heavy sense of emptiness he couldn't shake.
He kept going over those last moments in the locker room.
Not the cheers or the quiet smiles, but the silence after he finished talking.
That heavy, awkward silence.
He remembered their faces Dev's eyes filled with emotions, Max looking confused, like he didn't know what to think.
The pride they'd felt just moments before had turned into something else.
Something heavier.
Maybe it was shame.
Maybe it was doubt.
He wasn't sure.
But whatever it was, it hit hard.
He pulled up to his tiny flat, the headlights shining on the plain front door. Inside, it was dead quiet.
He took off his boots and grabbed a cold cup of coffee. Not great, but it was much needed at the moment.
He stood by the window, staring out at the faint streetlights, feeling the silence wrap around him.
'Was I too harsh?'
The question kept sneaking into his mind.
They'd just pulled off a point against a team they shouldn't have even been able to compete with.
They fought hard, gave it their all, and left the field proud.
He could have told them they did well.
Could have patted them on the back and told them to go enjoy the win.
A few months ago, he knows he would've.
But a few months ago wasn't today.
A few months ago, this team had been a like a joke, just promoted to league one and everyone was mocking them.
But Now?
Now, they were a force. And forces don't settle for less.
He closed his eyes, thinking about how they moved in those last desperate minutes.
The quiet panic, the small mistakes.
How they went from pushing for a win to just trying to hold on for a draw.
They had a chance to finish the game, to make a statement that would be remembered.
But instead, they settled.
Settled for a draw.
A draw against a team like Southampton, on a day like this, felt like a quiet failure.
It wasn't a loss, but it wasn't a win either.
And for a team that wants to win, that's what really counts.
'No', he thought, opening his eyes and staring out into the dark. 'I wasn't too harsh. I was just honest'.
He had seen their potential, and he had put the weight of it on their shoulders.
It was a tough lesson, painful but one they needed to learn.
He wasn't just building a team.
He was building a legacy, a culture that demanded winning.
And that kind of culture doesn't settle for mediocrity, no matter how hard the fight.
He took a deep breath, letting the silence fill the room. His mind drifted to the plans he had made the training sessions, the strategy meetings, the small changes that would push the team harder.
Tomorrow was another chance to get closer to what he wanted.
With that thought, he finally let himself relax.
He climbed into bed, closed his eyes, and let sleep take him, ready to face whatever came next.
The next morning, he woke up with the sun.
Got out of bed, got dressed, and ate a quick breakfast and then he drove to the training ground.
He pulled up and stepped out of the car. The morning air was cool, but the tension was already thick.
The team was already there, waiting for him.
The players looked tired but ready.
He gathered them around and got straight to work.
No room for excuses.
Just focused.
He called the team over and started the session.
Today, they had work to do.
Everyone was ready.
They began with a light warm-up, jogging a few laps around the pitch.
The sound of their boots hitting the damp grass was steady and calm.
Next came the stretches, simple moves they knew well.
Thomas watched closely, moving among them.
He made small corrections here and there, a knee bent a little more, a back straightened.
This was his job, and he knew exactly what they needed.
After the warm-up, Thomas pulled Niels aside, holding his clipboard. "They're tired, Niels. Not just physically, but mentally too. The last few weeks have been intense, like a sprint, not a long race. They need to rest and recover."
Niels nodded and watched the team start a light rondo drill.
The ball moved slowly and carefully.
He saw their focus, but not the sharp energy he'd seen before.
"What do you suggest?" he asked.
"We've been focusing on power and speed," Thomas said, tapping his pencil on the clipboard.
"Now it's time to change. We need to build endurance, the kind that lets them play a full ninety minutes at their own pace, not the other team's.
I've got a new plan for fitness: longer runs, tough conditioning drills that push them to their limits and then some. We need to build a stronger foundation."
Niels watched the players, a quiet group moving together like one. He had changed their mindset, but now their bodies had to catch up.
"Do it. Start tomorrow. Today, just let them settle in and get comfortable with the ball again."
Thomas nodded once, his face hard to read. He walked over to the team, calm and focused in the chilly morning air.
He clapped his hands once, a sharp sound that broke the quiet.
"Alright, lads. Let's get to work."
They moved into position, ready to follow his lead. The drills were tough but steady, each player pushing through the burn in their legs and lungs.
Thomas watched closely, calling out small corrections, encouraging when he saw effort, and demanding more when he saw hesitation.
The team wasn't just training their bodies today they were building something stronger.
The morning air grew colder, but no one slowed down.
The rondo drill that had felt tense and stressful just a week ago now flowed like a smooth dance.
The ball moved quickly and confidently.
There was no hesitation, no panic.
Everything was calm and controlled.
The players were in sync, reading each other's moves before the ball even left their feet.
Their confidence grew with every touch, every pass finding its mark.
Thomas stood at the edge of the pitch, a small smile breaking through his usual calm.
This was the progress he had hoped for.
Not just in skill, but in trust, trust in each other and in the process.
He knew there was still a long road ahead, but today, they were moving forward.
And that was enough.
Later, during a full-field practice game, their new attitude showed.
When a player got tackled hard, he didn't argue or get upset.
He stood up and asked for the ball again, ready to keep fighting.
"That's how it is now," Nate said to Dev, his voice low. "No more Mr. Nice Guy."
Dev nodded. He felt it too. Their game had changed it felt tougher, sharper, more professional.
They'd seen what it took to compete with a top team, and they didn't just want to compete anymore.
They wanted to win every match.
The old easy-going attitude was gone, replaced by a fierce hunger.
The next practice felt different.
The players pushed harder, moved faster, and talked less.
Every pass, every run carried a new intensity.
Thomas noticed it too. The fire in their eyes wasn't just about skill, it was about pride.
They weren't just playing to finish the game anymore.
They were playing to win.
Niels watched from the sidelines, a small smile on his face.
This was what he wanted.
He didn't push them by yelling, but by giving them a challenge.
And they met it.
The players kept working, sweat dripping and muscles burning, but no one slowed down.
Niels knew this was just the beginning.
The real test would come on game day.
But for now, they were ready to fight.
As the session wrapped up, Thomas gathered the team together.
"Great work today," he said, his voice steady. "Keep this up, and we'll get where we want to be."
The players nodded, tired but determined.
They knew the road ahead was tough, and the satisfaction from yesterday's draw was gone.
Now, they were angry they hadn't won and for the first time in a long time, that anger made them believe victory was possible.
The team began packing up, the sound of chatter mixing with the rustling of gear.
Niels caught Thomas's eye and gave a small nod, an unspoken agreement that progress was real.
Outside, the sun was climbing higher, promising a new day and new chances.
They all knew it wouldn't be easy, but for the first time, hope felt within reach.