Chapter 264 Conversation with Zhan
"Eyou Ling, you are full of sins, but compared to Naruto, no, compared to Sasuke, you are much more sinful. You are the one who seeks skin from tigers, Danzo, Orochimaru..."
My sin…
Hui Youling lowered her eyelids slightly, and many things flashed through her mind. She suddenly sneered and said slowly, "There is a sentence, do you want to hear it?"
Zhan Ningmei looked at Hui Youling. She had indeed changed a lot now. There was no absolute distinction between justice and evil, let alone good and evil. Now she was in a gray area, no longer bright or dark. .
Hui Youling curled up her lips slightly and said, "There is a very strange law in this world. Good people do good things throughout their lives, but because of the last bad thing that is not hateful, they end up with the reputation of evil people. People hate dogs, and everyone criticizes them."
"But a really evil person who has done a lot of evil in his life, as long as he can do one good thing, people forgive him, start to pursue him, and praise him."
"So do you understand what I mean?"
Hui Youling's last sentence was a rhetorical question, and he raised a mocking smile and said slowly, "This world is mostly filled with people who are in pain and stay in hell, humbly looking up at the light in the sky."
"So once you have the opportunity, you will try your best to drag those people of light into hell and let them be stained with the same darkness as yourself."
"But if this person is also in the same darkness as them, then the jealousy behind them will not be so obvious. They will even bless others when they see them coming out of the darkness, because that is the person they fantasize about, and they imagine that they are coming out of the darkness themselves. "
Zhan understood and his eyes slowly widened, but he felt that everything was not in line with Hui Youling's style.
In the past, she only blamed herself and was miserable. The world was not good to her at all. Her sins had been arranged even before she was born, so the rest of her life could only be pain and struggle.
She was once so humble, even if she just prayed for a little tenderness, the world would only make her experience more painful things, crush the light she had finally fought for, and step her back into the endless darkness, leaving her She has nothing.
So she felt that everything was unfair to herself, so she resented the world that made her suffer so much.
She really should hate, hate the people in this world, hate these fates that cannot be changed, resent her own powerlessness, and even more resent herself for having nothing.
She should fall, and she should embark on the path of destruction, and use this power that is different from usual to conquer the world and destroy the world. This is the path she should take according to reason.
But she didn't. She actually climbed out of the abyss on her own. She climbed out several times and was stepped back in. She was ups and downs, still struggling in the darkness.
Just for that beam of light, that beam of illusory light, she struggled and silently endured the pain.
Zhan felt that he suddenly realized something, and finally stopped acting that crazy look. His clear eyes were full of indifference, and his aloof posture was filled with a chilling air.
Seeing Zhan's aura of king that seemed to transform in an instant, Hui Youling said nothing more and turned around to leave.
Zhan looked at her back, but he understood that there was something in Hui Youling's words. In fact, he was just mocking her, right?
She is the one who wants to drag Hui Youling to hell.
But what is the meaning of blessing the people of darkness to come out of the muddy land? Just looking at Hui Youling's decisive figure, tall and even a bit stubborn, it seems that he can be the enemy of the world and can go against the will of heaven.
"Hui Youling, do you think there is a god in the world?" Zhan suddenly asked, his voice regaining its lonely feeling.
Hui Youling stopped and looked back at Zhan.
She saw that there was no fluctuation in the frosty eyes. Even though the face was the same as her own, she could still clearly tell the difference between the two of them.
She has the arrogance of a king, which was once the stars in the universe, so now no one can enter her eyes, so her attitude towards the world is extremely contemptuous and even arrogant.
Hui Youling chuckled in her heart, feeling that this was what Zhan really looked like. No sorrow, no joy, proud of the world and light on things.
"I don't think anyone in this world is worthy of being called a god." Hui Youling answered Zhan's question coldly, her eyes as cold as a cold pool.
Zhan just sneered and curled his lips slightly, "It's a very naive idea. In this world where blood and force are respected, the strongest person is called a god. What's more, there is a power that transcends this world."
Hui Youling frowned and looked at Zhan, and refuted her words, "That kind of god is nothing in my eyes. You don't even understand what can be called a god."
"Then what do you think is a god?" Zhan asked in an understatement, but Hui Youling was silent. Although she had the answer in her heart, she could only understand it but could not express it in words.
She just raised her eyes lightly and looked at Zhan and said, "I can't give an answer to the definition of God, but being strong is not the definition of God." After saying this, Hui Youling didn't want to talk to Zhan anymore and turned around to leave.
Zhan looked at her back and understood that Hui Youling had indeed changed a lot, and she also realized that it seemed impossible to tempt Hui Youling to fall. There was light in her heart, even if it was just as small as a firefly, she still protected her through many ups and downs. Live that "firefly".
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Sand Hidden Hospital
Like other buildings in Sunagakure, many people in the sand castle have returned here, and medical staff are busy at every window.
Some are doing scientific research, cultivating medicinal herbs, and some are treating the wounded. Fortunately, there are not many wounded here. The figures running around the aisles are all medical ninjas, and they are all working hard to treat Hui Youling for the same thing.
As the best medical ninja of the younger generation, Bai Yi was naturally called here, but after several attempts he still couldn't detoxify.
She stood up and looked at the pale Eyou Ling on the hospital bed. She was only shocked. She actually admired a Konoha ninja who fought so hard for Sunagakure from the bottom of her heart.
Although there are rumors that all this is just for Gaara, as long as they are not blind, they all know that the ninjutsu before Eyou Ling finally fell into coma can destroy half of Sunagakure, but she did not do this in order to protect her Everyone was hampered several times, but she was their hero just like Gaara.
But although I really want to try my best, my strength is not enough.
"Master Ma Ji, I can't detoxify..." Bai Yi said, with weakness and guilt in his eyes.
After being hit by so many poisonous needles at one time, it was still such a terrifying poison. If Hui Youling was still alive, he already had a very strong vitality.
But she couldn't detoxify, so she could only heal the superficial wounds first. She didn't have the ability to analyze the ingredients of the toxin, it was too complicated, and she didn't know what it was at all.
"Have the urgent documents been sent?" Ma Ji frowned and looked at Hui Youling who was lying on the hospital bed. All this made it difficult for him to explain.
He didn't want anything to happen to Hui Youling now, but he hoped that people from Konoha could come faster because of Hui Youling.
But he was also worried about Kankuro. After Kankuro handed Eyouling to him, he went after Gaara again. The Akatsuki members were so powerful. I wonder if he was okay. If he could bring back some information or solve the problem, Once the medicine comes back, they won't be so passive.
"It's been sent!" The man responded, with anxiety in his eyes. Hui Youling was injured because of Sunagakure, and they still wanted to do their best to save her.
"Suppress the toxin first." Ma Ji said solemnly, unable to think of a way to do it.
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I’m so tired of updating these days. It’s probably the Chinese New Year, so I’ll write it as salted fish.
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