The Salve of Hope
The heavy, psychic silence of the Plaza of Screams was broken by Nyxara's call. "Statera? I need you."
The urgency in her voice, layered with a rare, maternal fear, acted like a spell, snapping the tension inside the fissure. The intimate bubble of grief and reunion surrounding Shiro and Statera burst. Statera's head jerked up, her councillor's instincts overriding her aunt's heart for now. She gave Shiro's shoulder one last, reassuring squeeze before rising, her expression shifting from soft compassion to one of sharp, focused intensity.
"Stay here," she murmured to Shiro, her voice already adopting its professional tone. He nodded, wiping his face with the back of his hand, his own emotions receding behind a mask of concern for his brother. The raw connection they had forged was now a steady, silent undercurrent, a new foundation upon which the immediate crisis could be faced.
Statera followed Nyxara out into the oppressive mist of the Plaza. Kuro stood a few feet from the entrance, his posture rigid, his face averted, a stark silhouette against the pulsing, jaundiced gloom. Nyxara stood beside him, her multi hued eyes dark with a worry that was both regal and deeply personal. Without a word, Statera's gaze, sharp and diagnostic, dropped to the arm Kuro was subtly cradling against his body, a gesture of protection that spoke volumes.
"Show me," she said, her voice not unkind, but devoid of any preamble. This was her domain, her purpose.
Kuro hesitated, a flicker of shame crossing his features, shame at the weakness, shame at the visible proof of his father's vile ownership. Nyxara gave him a slight, encouraging nod, her presence a silent vow of solidarity. With a reluctant exhale that fogged in the cold air, he extended his left arm.
The sight made Statera's blood run cold. Even in the jaundiced, sickly light of the plaza, the corruption was hideous. The veins from his wrist to his elbow were not black, but a deep, venomous blue that seemed to glow with its own sickly luminescence, like foxfire on a rotting log. They were not just discoloured; they were grotesquely transformed, twisted and raised against his skin like thorny, petrified worms trapped beneath the surface. They pulsed with a slow, rhythmic throb that was utterly alien to the steady beat of a heart, a parasitic rhythm. The flesh around them was an angry, inflamed red mixed with the luminescent blue, taut and shiny, stretched painfully over the corruption beneath. A faint, acrid smell of spoiled meat and bitter odour emanated from it, a stench of profound wrongness that made the very air taste metallic and foul.
Statera's breath hitched. "By The Light of Polaris," she whispered, her clinical detachment vanishing for a second, replaced by pure, unadulterated horror. She stepped closer, her eyes narrowing to slits as she examined the vile markings, her mind already racing through dusty tomes of healing lore and blight identification. "Inside. Now. I need to see this in proper light. I need my herbs."
She didn't wait for agreement, turning on her heel and striding back into the fissure, a woman on a grim mission. Nyxara gently placed a hand on Kuro's back, guiding her son to trust Statera with a slight nod.
The resistance hideout, still thick with the emotional aftermath of the last hour, fell into a watchful silence as Statera commandeered a quieter corner. Ryota and Juro exchanged a glance but said nothing, giving her space. Haruto, ever the pragmatist, immediately brought over a lantern and a small, travel worn chest that served as her field apothecary kit. Statera cleared a low crate of supplies, creating a makeshift examination table. "Sit," she instructed Kuro, her movements efficient and sure. The warm, dancing flame of the lantern was a stark, welcome contrast to the plaza's malevolent glow, carving out a small, intimate infirmary from the darkness, an island of nascent hope and focused skill in the sea of despair.
Kuro sat on the offered stool, his posture deceptively relaxed, but his storm grey eyes, fixed on Statera's preparations, betrayed a deep seated unease. He watched her every move with the hyper vigilance of a soldier assessing a new weapon, a wild animal unsure of the healer's touch. He trusted his 'mothers' judgment implicitly, but this was different. This was cold, clinical, and it involved exposing the most tangible, grotesque proof of his father's ownership to a stranger's scrutiny.
"What exactly is this?" he asked, his voice steady but carrying a sharp, wire tight edge of anxiety he couldn't quite conceal. He gestured with his chin to the corruption, as if giving it a name might grant him some power over it.
Statera didn't answer immediately. She struck a flint, lighting a small brazier. Into it, she crumbled a bundle of dried, fragrant herbs, pungent sage and sharp, clean frost heathen. Aromatic smoke curled into the air. She took his wrist, her grip firm but not unkind, and passed his arm through the smoke. They all watched, mesmerized and horrified, as the smoke seemed to actively recoil from the corrupted flesh, twisting away as if repelled by an invisible field of vileness, refusing to even touch the glowing blue veins. Her expression was one of intense, furious concentration.
"This is a twisted, defiled form of Polarisia," she finally said, her voice calm and authoritative, though her eyes blazed with a cold, purifying fury. She looked up at him, her gaze grave. "A rare, silver leafed plant that grows only in the highest, most sacred and secret peaks of Nyxarion. It is one of our most cherished resources, a gift from the mountain itself, known for its unparalleled healing properties, particularly for catastrophic burns and wounds that scar not just the flesh, but the spirit." Her lips thinned into a severe, bloodless line. "But this… this is not the Polarisia I know. It's been corrupted. Blighted by a malice I can scarcely comprehend. It has been forced into a symbiotic nightmare with your body." She met his eyes, ensuring he understood the full weight of the violation. "Your father didn't just mark you, Kuro. He weaponized a symbol of our healing. He perverted a thing of life and purity into an engine of torment. He made a mockery of our most sacred natural law."
Kuro's eyes widened in dawning, sickening disbelief. "Polarisia?" The word was foreign on his tongue, yet hauntingly familiar. "That's… a children's tale. A legend from my mother's forbidden storybooks. The texts said it was so scarce it bloomed only under the brightest light of Sirius, once every two years, and that its petals were guarded by the spirits of the mountain itself." His voice trailed off as the horrifying implication, the sheer scale of the transgression, sank in. The cost, the impossibility… "How… how could he possibly get his hands on something like that? How could he even know?"
Statera's expression darkened, her face a mask of grim shadows in the lantern light. "It is no myth. It is real, and its hidden groves are protected by oath and blood by the Lumina of the Polaris Council and a select few of her most trusted healers. Their locations are our most fiercely guarded secrets, passed down through whispers and bloodlines, never written on any scroll. To obtain it in any quantity…" She shook her head, her gaze becoming distant, looking at a betrayal only she could see. "It would require either an act of sacrilege so profound we would have felt its echo across the kingdom, or…" She paused, the word hanging in the air like a toxic vapour. "Or a betrayal from within the highest, most trusted circles of my own council. A heart I trusted has poisoned the well." Her voice dropped to a horrified, furious whisper. "This is not just a personal attack on you, Kuro. This is a declaration of war on our most sacred trusts. He has not just harmed you; he has poisoned a wellspring of life itself and used it to defile both of you."
The scale of it left Kuro reeling. His arm wasn't just a punishment; it was a message. A trophy. A symbol of his father's limitless reach and his utter contempt for anything good, anything pure. It was a violation that stretched from his own skin into the very heart of Nyxarion's mysteries.
His jaw tightened, the shock and horror hardening in his gut into a cold, sharp determination. As if the mere discussion of its origin had given it strength, a fresh, throbbing ache began to pulse deep within the corrupted tissue, a dull, insistent drumbeat of pain. "So, can we fix it?" he asked, his voice low and firm, cutting through the grim revelations.
Statera met his gaze, her own resolve mirroring his, a healer's steel in her eyes. "Yes," she stated, without a hint of doubt. "But first, we must understand how deep this corruption runs, how it has intertwined with your life's blood. This will not be a quick process. It will take time, and careful, painful treatment. This is but the first skirmish." She reached into her apothecary chest and produced a small, unadorned clay vial. Unstopping it revealed a thick, mercurial salve the colour of liquid moonlight, which seemed to hold a faint, gentle glow within its depths. It was beautiful, and as the vial was opened, the air around them was suddenly cleansed, smelling of clean snow, high altitude pine, and cold stone, the very essence of the sacred mountain.
"This salve is made from genuine, pure Polarisia, harvested with prayer and gratitude under the winter moons," she explained, holding it up so the lamplight caught its soft sheen. "It is the absolute antithesis of the corruption within you. It will seek out the blight and attempt to purge it, to strangle the vile synergy and force the plant's essence back toward its original purpose: healing." Her eyes held his, filled with a professional compassion that was somehow more reassuring than mere sympathy. "But I must be clear, Kuro. This will not simply 'hurt'. The blight is a living thing, a malicious intelligence woven into you. It will not relinquish its hold easily. It will fight back. It will feel like…" she searched for the words, her face a landscape of grim certainty, "…like cleansing fire being poured directly into your veins. Like your blood is being replaced with molten lead. The pain will be… exceptional. It will be a battle fought inside your very body. Are you ready?"
Kuro didn't hesitate. He had endured a lifetime of his father's particular brand of cruelty. Pain, in all its forms, was a language he was fluent in. He held out his arm, his hand remarkably steady. "Do it."
Statera nodded, a flash of profound respect in her eyes. Using a smooth, polished goose feather, she dipped its tip into the vial, gathering a small amount of the silvery substance. With the reverence of a scribe illuminating a holy text, she applied a thin, precise layer of the salve over the length of the largest, most fiercely glowing blue vein.
For a heartbeat, there was nothing. A cool, soothing sensation, a blessed numbness.
Then the reaction was immediate and violently alchemical.
Where the salve touched the corruption, a fierce, sizzling hiss erupted, the sound of water splashed onto a white hot forge, a sound of elemental conflict. Thin, writhing tendrils of acrid, blue tinged steam rose from his skin, carrying the stench of scorched venom and burnt ozone. The luminescent veins beneath the salve seemed to convulse, the light within them flaring from a sickly glow to a vicious, angry sapphire blaze, as if the blight was screaming in outrage at this purity invading its domain.
Then the pain hit Kuro.
It was not a wave; it was a cataclysm. A white hot, acid fire agony that lanced from his fingertips to his shoulder blade, so intense and sudden that Kuro's vision swam with black spots and erupting stars. A strangled, animalistic gasp was torn from his throat, his back arching violently off the stool. He squeezed his eyes shut, his teeth grinding together with such force that the coppery taste of blood flooded his mouth. It felt exactly as she had said: molten metal was being injected into his bloodstream, burning and scouring everything in its path. He could feel the two forces, the pure, icy light of the Polarisia and the hot, vicious blight, warring inside him, using his nerves and sinew as their battlefield. His muscles in his forearm corded and knotted, seizing up with the intensity of the conflict. A cold, clammy sweat broke out all over his body instantly, and he trembled violently from the scream that ripped out.
Through the blinding haze of agony, he was dimly aware of Nyxara's hand on his good shoulder, her grip firm and steady, a tangible anchor to reality. He focused on that point of contact, on the pressure of her fingers, using it as a lifeline to stop himself from being completely swept away by the storm of fire in his arm.
Unbeknownst to either healer or patient, so focused were they on the brutal battle being waged on the stool, another pair of eyes watched from the shadows near the infirmary entrance.
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Shiro had followed the commotion, drawn by a brother's primal concern. He stood half hidden behind a natural rock formation, his amber eyes wide and unblinking, reflecting the flickering lamplight and the fierce, hissing reaction on Kuro's arm. He saw the terrifying distortion of pain on Kuro's face, a face usually set in a mask of defiance or cold indifference, now pale and beaded with sweat, etched with an agony so profound it made Shiro's own heart clench in shared suffering. He saw the fierce, unyielding concentration on Statera's face, the deep worry etched on Nyxara's. He saw the corrupted, violently glowing veins on his brother's arm, a horrifying visual representation of the evil they were all fighting, a poison delivered by the father they both shared in their own ways.
But he was just a shadow in the periphery. A silent, forgotten observer. His own recent vulnerability, his own cathartic tears in Statera's arms, were completely forgotten, subsumed by the visceral reality of Kuro's immediate, physical torment. He didn't step forward into the light; he didn't speak a word of comfort. He simply watched, his presence utterly unnoticed, a silent sentinel for his brother's pain, a lost child bearing witness to yet another brutal battle in a war that had already stolen their mothers and was now trying to claim their very bodies.
The fierce, hissing conflict on Kuro's arm subsided as suddenly as it had begun, leaving behind a throbbing, deep seated ache that was a dull echo of the previous, blinding agony. The venomous blue luminescence of the corruption had faded to a sullen, bruised purple, the veins less raised, as if the pure Polarisia salve had forced the blight into a temporary, sullen retreat. The air still smelled of scorched venom and bitter herbs, but the acrid stench was now undercut by the clean, cold scent of the salve.
Statera let out a long, slow breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding. The intense focus that had held her rigid broke, and she swayed slightly on her feet, the Polaris light around her dimming to a soft, weary glow. With gentle, precise movements, she applied a final, thick layer of the silvery salve before wrapping his forearm in clean, soft linen bandages.
"There," she said, her voice husky with exhaustion. She stepped back, surveying her work with a critical eye. "The corruption is contained for now. The salve will continue its work, drawing the blight to the surface. We must change the dressing often and monitor it closely. The pain will be… persistent." She looked at Kuro, her expression a mix of professional assessment and maternal concern.
Kuro flexed his bandaged arm carefully, a sharp wince twisting his features before he mastered it, his face settling into its usual stoic mask. But the gratitude in his storm grey eyes was unmistakable, a rare and raw emotion he made no effort to hide. "Thank you, Statera," he said, his voice low and sincere, the words carrying the weight of a debt that went far beyond a simple healing.
A small, genuine smile, the first truly warm expression she had offered since the revelation of her sister, touched Statera's lips. "It is my honour," she replied softly, her own gaze flickering to Shiro for a moment, binding the two acts of healing, one of the body, one of the heart, together.
It was into this fragile, tender moment of relief that Shiro chose to make his entrance.
He seemed to materialize from the shadows near the infirmary entrance, his movement silent, but his presence immediately injected a crackling, nervous energy into the room. His amber eyes, still slightly red rimmed from his own earlier tears, darted between Kuro's bandaged arm and Statera's exhausted but pleased expression. A slow, mischievous smirk spread across his face, a familiar defence mechanism snapping back into place.
"So, Kuro," he drawled, his voice dripping with faux innocence as he leaned against the rock wall. "I heard the corruption got to you." He paused for maximum effect, his eyes glinting. "I heard your screams. You really are a child, huh? Screaming like that, the whole world could hear it." The comment was laced with their usual brotherly teasing, but there was an underlying current of very real concern, expertly masked by the humour.
Kuro rolled his eyes with a dramatic sigh, though the corners of his mouth twitched in reluctant amusement. "Please, Shiro. It was a medical necessity. A calculated reaction to a potent alchemical agent." He flexed his bandaged arm again, this time with a show of bravado. "Besides, if anyone is a child here, it's you. Still clinging to Statera like a lost puppy." He leaned forward, his smirk turning sharper. "Aw, did it hurt when mommy left you all alone? Needed your auntie to play surrogate to make it better?"
The remark was sharp but landed in the playful space they had carved out for themselves over years of survival. Yet, it struck a nerve neither had expected it to.
Statera's face flushed a deep, instant crimson. The soft Polaris light beneath her skin flickered erratically, betraying a wave of sheer, flustered embarrassment. "Kuro!" she stammered, her voice jumping an octave. She fumbled with the vial of salve, nearly dropping it. "That's not fair! It was… it was a deeply intimate moment!" She turned to Shiro, her tone suddenly, defensively maternal. "And you, Shiro! I expected better from you! You're just as bad! Both of you are impossible!" Her composed councillor's demeanour was in tatters, replaced by the flustered indignation of a woman whose heartfelt compassion had just been thrown back in her face as a joke.
Shiro's own smirk faltered. A faint pink tint coloured his cheeks. Being called out so directly, especially in front of others, was a new and uncomfortable experience. "Lost puppy? Really?" he scoffed, trying to reclaim his mocking tone but missing the mark. He turned to Queen Nyxara, who had been observing the exchange with a growing look of warm amusement. He threw his hands out in a theatrical plea. "Your Majesty! My Queen! A little help, please? Defend me from this… this slanderer!" His eyes were wide with exaggerated innocence, playing the victim with all the skill of a born performer.
Nyxara stepped forward, her multi hued eyes sparkling with a mischief few had ever seen in their queen. She placed a hand on her hip, looking from Shiro's pleading face to Kuro's triumphant smirk.
"Oh, Shiro," she said, her voice warm and teasing. "If I hadn't seen how you clung to Statera earlier with my own eyes, I might be moved to come to your defence." Her words were playful, but there was a deep fondness in her gaze. "But Kuro does have a point. You were rather… enthusiastic about your newfound surrogate." The teasing was gentle, a loving acknowledgment of the vulnerability he had shown, and it made Shiro's blush deepen.
Kuro leaned back against the table, his expression one of mock triumph. "See? Even the queen agrees. You're like a child who's found his favourite toy and won't let anyone else near it." His tone was light, but the warmth beneath the sarcasm was new, a testament to the bond reforged in the plaza outside.
Shiro threw his hands up in a gesture of mock surrender, though his eyes shone with good natured frustration. "Fine, fine," he conceded, a laugh bubbling up in his throat. "I'll admit it. I enjoy Statera's company. Is that such a crime? She is my aunt, and I was vulnerable. Is that so wrong? and I love her so so much?" The confession, delivered with a playful shrug, broke the last of the tension.
Statera's heart jumped after hearing those words, it felt right and now it was hers' no wall or barrier will ever separate them again.
I love you too Shiro dearly.
The room dissolved into shared laughter. Nyxara and Statera exchanged amused, incredulous glances, the immense weight of their mission momentarily forgotten in the face of the boys infectious, playful bickering. It was a release, a moment of pure, unadulterated joy that felt stolen from the jaws of the despair that surrounded them.
Emboldened by the laughter and eager to shift the focus, Statera turned her attention to Nyxara, a new, mischievous glint in her eye.
"And what about you, Your Majesty?" she asked, her voice singsong with playful accusation. She took a step closer, lowering her voice to a loud, theatrical whisper. "I heard Kuro had quite the private moment with you out in the plaza. Something about needing comfort? And 'a little more time'?" She drew out the last three words, then leaned in even closer, her voice dropping to a gleeful, gossiping whisper. "And what was that little name he called you…? 'Aunty Nyx'?"
The effect was instantaneous. Nyxara's face flushed a deep, spectacular crimson. The Algol red in her multi hued eyes flashed so vividly it almost overpowered the other colours. She sputtered, completely caught off guard. "Statera!" she finally managed, her voice a mix of shock and utter embarrassment. "That was a private moment! You weren't supposed to… I mean… you weren't even there!" Her composure, so recently and hard won, evaporated. She turned to Kuro, her tone defensively sharp. "And you! You're just as bad! Bickering at a time like this!"
Kuro's face also flushed a deep red to match Nyxara's. He straightened up, his own smirk vanishing. "I didn't bring it up! She did!" he retorted, pointing a thumb at Statera, his own embarrassment making him defensive.
Seeing his opportunity for the perfect retaliation, Shiro's eyes lit up. He adopted a high pitched, dramatically swooning tone, clasping his hands to his chest. "Oh, Aunty Nyx," he cried, fluttering his eyelids. "Pleeeease! Just a little more time! Don't go back! Hold meeee!" His mimicry was devastatingly accurate, capturing Kuro's raw vulnerability with cruel, hilarious precision.
The room erupted into a new wave of laughter. Juro let out a rare, booming chuckle. Even Haruto's cold demeanour cracked with a faint smile. Kuro's embarrassment reached its peak, his face burning. "You weren't meant to see that…!" he groaned, burying his face in his good hand. "...never mind hear it!"
Statera, unable to resist, added fuel to the fire, wiping a tear of laughter from her eye. "Oh, Nyxara, the look on your face when he said it! Priceless!" she quipped. "I thought your light was going to gutter out! You were practically glowing red! I've never seen a queen look more like a flustered nursemaid!"
Nyxara, though still profoundly flustered, managed to rally. A playful glint returned to her eyes. She placed her hands on her hips, mirroring Statera's stance. "A nursemaid? Please. At least my 'son' doesn't need to be physically glued to my side at all times." She gestured dramatically at Shiro, who was still grinning. "I mean, really, Statera. I've seen barnacles with a less tenacious grip. Did you have to peel him off you, or did he finally decide to venture out on his own?"
Statera's jaw dropped in mock outrage. "Well, excuse me for offering a comforting embrace to a grieving nephew! Something you'd know all about, apparently, seeing as you've so quickly adopted the Butcher's heir! Tell me, does 'Aunty Nyx' have a special lullaby for him too? Perhaps a gentle rocking motion to go with the whispered promises?"
"Oh, that's low Statera!" Nyxara shot back, laughing despite herself. "At least my 'adopted son' doesn't weep so loudly he attracts stray animals! I half expected to see a concerned badger offering him a berry back in the grove!"
"He was emotionally expressive! It's a sign of a healthy soul!" Statera retorted, her voice rising in playful indignation. "Unlike your brooding little project over there, who probably repels sunlight! Does he come with a warning label? 'Caution: may emanate poetic gloom and sudden, dramatic declarations'?"
"Poetic gloom is better than incessant, chattering attachment!" Nyxara fired back. "Yours follows you around like a duckling! I'm surprised he isn't imitating your walk! Does he also need help with his council robes, or can he dress himself?"
"He is loyal! A virtue your dark prince seems to have skipped over in favour of 'looking tragically handsome while sharpening a dull blade his sarcasm'!" Statera quipped, her eyes sparkling. "Tell me, will he help you plan royal edicts, or just loiter meaningfully in the background adding ambiance?"
"Ambiance is underrated! And for your information, Kuro has a razor sharp strategic mind!" Nyxara defended, pointing a finger. "Meanwhile, yours seems to specialize in… what would you call it, Shiro? Expert pouting?"
Shiro, who had been watching the exchange with glee, clutched his heart. "I don't pout! I… contemplate with intensity!"
"He contemplates the best way to cry more for attention!" Kuro added, finding his voice again and jumping to Nyxara's defence, a newfound loyalty flaring. "While Statera undoubtedly contemplates the best way to swaddle him for winter!"
The teasing escalated into a lively, competitive volley, each "mother" defending her "son" with increasingly absurd and affectionate insults.
"At least my boy doesn't treat his own arm like a science experiment gone wrong!"
"At least mine doesn't use his emotional trauma as a bargaining tool for cuddles!"
"Cuddles are a valid currency!"
"So is not getting poisoned by your own father!"
They were all laughing now, tears streaming down their faces, the stress and horror of the past days finding release in this absurd, heartfelt roasting. Ryota was chuckling softly, and even Juro's stern face had softened. It was a symphony of shared embarrassment and affection. They all forgot the purpose of the visit entirely.
As the back and forth reached a joyous, chaotic crescendo, a new, calm presence appeared at the infirmary entrance.
Lucifera leaned against the doorway, her arms crossed. She had entered with her typical Sirius silence, her brilliant white eyes taking in the scene of chaos and laughter. Her expression was unreadable, but the air around her hummed with a faint, amused energy.
"Must I remind you all that we're supposed to be planning a rebellion?" she asked, her voice dry as bone dust, cutting through the laughter. "Or have you collectively decided to replace the Butcher's court with a travelling comedy troupe? I'm not sure the Astralon masses are ready for such… avantgarde theatre."
The group's laughter gradually subsided into chuckles and breathless giggles, though the warm, playful atmosphere remained. They turned to look at her, a mix of amusement and respect in their eyes.
With a sly, almost imperceptible smile, Lucifera added the final nail in the coffin of their dignity. "But do continue. I've half a mind to report this entire performance to the rest of the council. Phthoriel's head might actually explode from the sheer, undignified humanity of it all. It would be a strategic masterstroke."
Her deadpan delivery sent the group into one final, helpless round of laughter. They leaned on each other for support, Kuro gripping his injured arm, Shiro wiping his eyes, Nyxara and Statera clutching their sides, their mock rivalry forgotten in their shared merriment.
The scene closed with them thus, a united front of shared joy and camaraderie, their individual embarrassments woven into a stronger, collective bond. In the heart of their enemy's territory, surrounded by despair, they had found a moment of pure, defiant light. It was a reminder that even in the darkest times, connection and laughter were weapons the darkness could never understand, and that made them worth fighting for. Made the struggle, hardship all of it worth it for moments like these.