Chapter 241: Old Wounds, New Scars II: MD20
His performance in his tutoring session plummeted. He stared blankly at a page of German literature, the words of Goethe blurring into an incomprehensible mess. Frau Schmidt, noticing his distress, ended the session early. "Go," she said gently. "Some things are more important than books."
He spent the rest of the afternoon pacing his room, a caged tiger of anger and anxiety. He wanted to do something, to fly to Barcelona, to stand at that gate himself. But he couldn't. He was an asset, a commodity, and his movements were controlled by a schedule he had no power to change.
It was in this state of agitated helplessness that his phone rang, displaying the unfamiliar Spanish number. The conversation with Piqué was a lifeline thrown into a sea of turmoil. It was the last thing he had expected.
The empathy from a Barcelona player, a symbol of the very institution that had discarded him, was a disorienting act of grace. Piqué's apology, offered with no agenda and no audience, was a quiet, personal act of reconciliation that resonated far more deeply than any public mea culpa from the club's president could have.
When the call ended, Mateo sat in silence for a long time, processing the complex swirl of emotions. The anger at Vargas was still there, a hot, burning coal in his chest.
But Piqué's words had added a new layer: a sense of melancholy, of a shared, complicated history. He felt a strange kinship with the Barcelona defender, two players on opposite sides of a narrative, both caught in the relentless churn of the football media machine.
The experience solidified a growing realization in his mind: the world of elite football was not a meritocracy. It was a complex ecosystem of talent, politics, money, and luck. He had been lucky.
He had found a home at Dortmund, a manager who believed in him, a club that protected him. But his talent alone had not been enough to save him from the political machinations of his first club. It was a sobering, disillusioning thought.
He carried this heavy, complicated emotional state into the match against Eintracht Frankfurt. The game itself was a physical manifestation of his internal struggle. Frankfurt was a team of grinders, disciplined and relentless.
They gave him no space, no time. Every touch was met with a body check, every turn with a cynical foul. It was a frustrating, attritional game, a far cry from the free-flowing football he loved.
The old wound of his departure from Barcelona, a scar he had learned to live with, had been reopened, but also, strangely, cleansed. He felt a sense of closure, a release from a burden he hadn't been fully aware he was carrying.
He carried that complex emotional cocktail into the weekend's match: a home game against a tough, physical Eintracht Frankfurt side.
The Signal Iduna Park was a cauldron of support, the Yellow Wall a living, breathing entity chanting his name. But in his mind, he was still processing the events of the week: the violation of his home, the unexpected kindness of a former rival, the ghost of his past.
The game reflected his internal state: it was a struggle. Frankfurt was well-organized and aggressive, closing down space and disrupting Dortmund's rhythm. They marked Mateo with two, sometimes three players, determined to nullify his influence.
The match was a midfield battle, a war of attrition with few clear chances. The minutes ticked by, the score locked at 0-0. The frustration in the stadium was palpable. The title race was so tight that a single dropped point at home could be catastrophic.
As the game entered its final minutes, Mateo felt the weight of expectation settling on his shoulders. This was the kind of game that superstars are supposed to win. This was the moment when the narrative demanded a hero.
In the 88th minute, he received the ball in the center circle, his back to goal, a Frankfurt midfielder clinging to him like a limpet. He felt a surge of the week's frustration, the anger at Vargas, the emotional weight of Piqué's call. He needed a release.
He didn't pass. He spun away from his marker with a burst of acceleration that left the man stumbling. He drove into the heart of the Frankfurt defense.
One defender came to meet him; Mateo dipped his shoulder, feinted to the right, and cut to the left, the ball seemingly glued to his foot. Another defender lunged in, a desperate, sliding tackle. Mateo saw it coming, hopped over the outstretched leg, and continued his run.
He was at the edge of the box now, the goal in his sights. The Frankfurt defense was in disarray, pulled out of shape by his direct, aggressive run. He could have passed to Lewandowski, who was screaming for the ball. But this was personal. This was an exorcism.
He drew back his right foot and unleashed a thunderbolt. The shot was pure, unadulterated emotion, a physical manifestation of a week of turmoil. It flew like a missile, swerving viciously in the air, past the despairing dive of the goalkeeper, and into the top corner of the net.
Signal Iduna Park erupted. The sound was a physical force, a tidal wave of joy and relief. Mateo was mobbed by his teammates, his face a mask of intense, cathartic release. He had done it. He had taken all the pressure, all the anger, all the emotional baggage of the week, and forged it into a moment of sublime, match-winning genius.
In that moment, as his teammates buried him in a pile of ecstatic limbs, he felt a sense of absolute clarity. He had taken the ugliest parts of his week, the parts that had made him feel helpless and angry, and he had transformed them into something beautiful, something powerful, something that had won the game.
The final whistle blew minutes later. Dortmund had won, 1-0. They had secured three vital points, but it felt like more than that. It felt like a statement.
As he walked off the pitch, the adulation of the crowd washing over him, Mateo felt a profound sense of clarity. The past would always be there, with its old wounds and new scars.
The media would always be there, with its narratives and its noise. But on the pitch, in those 90 minutes, he was the author of his own story. And in that story, he was not a victim, not a symbol, not a ghost. He was the hero. And he was just beginning to understand the power that came with it.
He felt a surge of protectiveness, a feeling that was quickly followed by a sense of helplessness. He was a thousand miles away, trapped in his gilded cage, while the place that had saved him was being attacked because of him.
The System's Mental Fortitude protocol, so effective at filtering the noise directed at him, couldn't shield him from this. This wasn't noise; this was a direct threat to his family.
The old wounds from his Barcelona exit had been reopened, but Piqué's call had applied a healing balm. The new scars from the media intrusion were still fresh, but the goal had been a way of fighting back, of asserting his own power. He was learning that the crown he wore was not just a weight; it was also a weapon. And he was finally learning how to wield it.
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