The Protagonist Only Thinks About Falling In Love

Chapter 40 Diary



【do not be afraid. 】System Buddhism and Taoism,【Thunder, rain and dew are all the grace of heaven. 】

Ning Yi: [...Friend, you are a little strange. 】

【Yeah?I have read some Buddhist scriptures recently, do you want to share your experience together? 】

Ning Yi: "..."

The system sighed faintly, [In the past two months, I reminded you many times, but you just didn't listen. 】

A man immersed in love, heh.

Ning Yi: [You are right. 】

That night, Ning Yi was pacing in the observation room, causing the staff outside to mistakenly think that he had changed. In the afternoon of the next day, the staff came to open the door for him and took him to the registration form.

When they learned that Ning Yi was a supernatural being, the staff was a little interested, but when they heard him say that he was a water-type supernatural being, their excited expressions became flat again.

The form was logged in and the staff gave him an access card and a key.

Ning Yi had a clean and handsome appearance and a gentle attitude, so the staff only said a few words to him.

"Your residence is Building 601, Building D, Area S. This is the information about the base. In addition, the residence will only provide you with free accommodation for one week. You need to rely on labor or crystal nuclei in exchange. Regarding your water system abilities, I I recommend you to do work like water supply, on this street, SJ company, you can see it when you go in..."

Ning Yi listened to him patiently, thanked him, and went to his residence first with his things. As soon as he went out, he ran into Shu Lin, who came here specially to pick him up.

Her hair was untied today, and Ning Yi realized that her waist-length hair had been cut short, just reaching her neck, and she raised her hand and said "Hi".

Along the way, Shu Lin told him something about the base. The order here is much more chaotic than before the end of the world, but it is not too bad. There are a few places where it is best not to go. If you are unlucky, half your life will be lost.

In addition, there are places to eat in the base, all of which require crystal cores. Like she did before, she can also get crystal cores when she goes out to find survivors.

The base is not small, and there are many crouching dragons and tigers inside, so it's best not to take the initiative to cause trouble.

Shu Lin chatted with him for a while, and when they arrived at Ning Yi's building, she mentioned Yu Fengyue, which she had never dared to ask before.

Afraid that something would happen to Yu Fengyue, she mentioned Ning Yi's sad things.

Ning Yi also said the same thing to her, saying that she "separated".

Shu Lin regretfully said "So", she glanced at her watch, "Ah, I'm leaving."

"Well, thank you for being with me."

"You can find me if you need anything." Shu Lin said, "I'm in Building A, over there."

"it is good."

……

His residence is not very good, and the neighbors around him don't seem like nice people.

From the world of two with Yu Fengyue to the crowd without Yu Fengyue, unexpectedly, he was much more lonely than before.

When doing certain things, he habitually looked to the side, looking for another figure, but that person never appeared.

When lying on the bed at night, turning his body sideways, it was obviously a small space, but it made him feel empty.

The system reminded him that Yu Fengyue's blackening value had increased by +1 again.

He looked at the ceiling, under the silence, he thought, what is Yu Fengyue doing now?

On the second day after arriving at the base, Ning Yi went to the water supply company to take a look. He had just entered, but he was pushed out before he showed his intention. The person in charge said that there was no shortage of people with water abilities, but when Ning Yi went out, Passed by a water element supernatural person who came to apply for the job, and that person was invited in.

He looked at the place where the two left, thoughtful, he just came here, and those people were the only ones who held grudges against him.

Do you want him to survive here?

He put his hands in the pockets of the sweater, walked outside, and received another prompt from the system.

[The protagonist's degree of blackening has reached 80.00% II. 】

Ning Yi paused.

On the third day, he also received the same notice. Yu Fengyue's blackening value was increasing at an average rate of [-]% per day. It was Tai Chi, and Ning Yi understood that those people wanted to trap him here to death.

In the first day or two, the four people who brought him back did not appear in front of him, and when he met again, he bumped into the shoulder of a person on the street, staggered a few steps back, and was surrounded by several people.

"Ah, isn't this Ning Yi? I didn't expect you to be alive."

"Why are you so haggard? It looks like you haven't slept well."

Ning Yi has been thinking about Yu Fengyue these two days, and it is true that he did not sleep well.

"If you want me to say, you are already like this, why are you so stubborn? You might as well go to Liu Street to ask for a job."

"Hahahaha don't talk, this little face looks pretty good..."

"It's so ugly to speak - if you don't want to have your hand broken like that day, don't touch me." Ning Yi stood tall and straight in the middle of the road, without the fear they imagined.

The conflict was unsolvable, a conflict was inevitable, Ning Yi fought those people on the street, and recruited the person in charge, Qi Quan, the deputy captain of the rescue team.

The troublemakers were separated and they were taken to the office.

Qi Quan was surprised to see Ning Yi. He still had an impression of him. He was out of the team at that time, and he was able to escape from so many zombies. His ability is not bad.

"Qi team, don't trust him! He is a bastard who sells his teammates!"

Qi Quan heard others say this, asked Ning Yi a few words, learned about his current situation, and felt that Ning Yi was not that kind of person, heard those people say "selling teammates", he said: "I remember... You were alone at the time."

"Yeah." Ning Yi said, "I got separated."

Ning Yi wanted to go out, Qi Quan came just in time, maybe he could help.

On the night of the fifth day, Yu Fengyue's darkening value began to drop inexplicably.

Yu Fengyue waited for Ning Yi in the hotel for three days, but did not wait for him to come back.

He sat on the sofa and tapped the cover of the diary with his fingers.

Did you think he was starting to recover his memory, and you ran away because you were afraid of his revenge?

He twitched his lips.

What is it that he is not allowed to see?

【Today is a cloudy day. When I woke up in the morning, his hair was curled up from sleep. It was so cute and I wanted to touch it. He avoided it. Next time, when I wash his hair next time, I can touch it all at once. 】

[I found a wine shop today and drank with him. His face turned red from drinking, so pretty... When washing his hands, he was very obedient. I couldn't help but kiss him. He smiled very It's pretty, but I don't laugh very often, which is a pity. 】

【Almost bitten the back of his neck. He seems a little angry. He has been avoiding me all day. Be careful next time...he's been a little too free-wheeling lately. 】

[I got separated when I went out, and came back late, he was very angry, very angry, but still very fond of it. 】

【today……】

Yu Fengyue closed the diary with a "slap".

How capricious, he ran away after leaving him here alone. Did you keep this diary on purpose?

Every page inside is related to him, or it can be said that it records the things between the two of them, you are in me and you are in me.

A gust of wind blew in from the open window, and Yu Fengyue's broken hair fluttered on his forehead. His overly long hair hurt his eyes a bit. He turned his head and looked out the window.

鏉ヤ 钖楋纻

A few days ago, the reason why he frequently asked Ning Yi for crystal nuclei was because he sensed that there was a dangerous guy wandering around them, so he wanted to become stronger and stronger as soon as possible...

-

Two days later, at the security base in City C, the gate to the outside world opened, and the cars inside slowly drove out.

"Are you sure you want to go out with us?" Qi Quan in the car asked Ning Yi.

They are on their way out of town.

"I want to try to find someone." Ning Yi said, "I'm sorry to trouble you, it really helped me a lot these days."

"I can't tell you the trouble, but you surprised me." Qi Quan said, "There are not many people who can use the water ability so well."

Ning Yi laughed, "I can't help it, I'm forced to survive."

Qi Quan looked at him sideways, "You are different from what those people said."

"What did they say?" Ning Yi just asked, before he could answer, he said, "Forget it, it's not a good thing to say."

Qi Quan laughed heartily twice: "You guessed it right."

Qi Quan didn't really believe that Ning Yi would push his teammates out of the car, because the last time they rescued survivors, he heard that Ning Yi got out of the car to save another companion.

Regarding his evaluation, it was too contradictory, so Qi Quan simply refused to listen to it. After interacting with Ning Yi, he found that he had outstanding abilities.

Ning Yi looked out the car window, and there were survivors waiting for the registration list and isolation outside the gate on the other side of the base, and there was a long queue.

"There have been a lot of survivors these days." Qi Quan said, "There are also people from other bases. I heard that the base in City H in the south has been attacked by a wave of zombies in the past two days."

In the queue, one of the men in ragged clothes was standing in the queue. He moved his nose slightly, and looked sideways at the cars going out on the other side. His brown eyes seemed to be flickering with fragments of light.

When he was about to step out of the team, the front staff called him.

"Next! Hurry up, hurry up."

The man stopped and walked towards the registration office.

……

Ning Yi and Qi Quan left the base and went to other places. When passing through the small town, he took a hard look at the hotel. The hotel door had fallen off and zombies were wandering in the lobby. It was unlikely that Yu Fengyue was still here.

He's going to go out for more than half a month in this line of work.

In the evening of the second day, the system popped up suddenly.

[The protagonist's blackening value has dropped, and the current blackening value is 50.00%, leaving the state of emergency. 】

In the past few days, the progress bar has been ups and downs, ups and downs, and this time the rate dropped sharply. When Ning Yi heard the notification from the system, he stood up and looked around.

Is Yu Fengyue here?

But in the end, he didn't see Yu Fengyue's shadow around. Qi Quan on the other end greeted everyone to get into the car. Ning Yi looked away and followed the team into the car.

……

half a month later.

They returned to the base as a team. It was already evening. There were not many people in the team, and all of them returned safely. After checking for wounds, they left separately after registration.

After some tossing, it was already late at night.

The elevator in the building where Ning Yi lived was out of service, and the voice-activated lights in the corridor were still working. He climbed up the stairs and reached the sixth floor, panting slightly.

The corridor at night was very quiet, Ning Yi walked to his own door and took out the key to open it.

"click" -

The sound of the door lock opening was very clear. He pushed the door in, closed the door, and began to grope for the lamp on the wall. He raised his hand and dropped——

Not the touch of the walls, the soft, warm fabric.

He caught his breath and took two steps back in an instant.

This building is not safe, and it is easy to be picked. I didn't expect someone to pick the lock, and they hid their breath very well.

who is it?

One of several people that day?Or are they all here, ready to beat him with a sack?

Those people who met last time suffered a lot of dark losses, and they definitely wouldn't just give up so easily——

As if aware of his emotional tension, the intruder turned on the light with a "da", and the room was lit up instantly. The light allowed Ning Yi to see the other party's face clearly.

Ning Yi was taken aback for a moment.

Familiar face, a pair of eyes with deep creases, the tails of the eyes are slightly raised, not as dark as before, the brown pupils are beautiful, less lonely and cold, looking very gentle.

It was Yu Fengyue.

"you……"

Many questions I want to ask, I don’t know which sentence to ask, so I can’t ask a word.

"I'm here to find you." Yu Fengyue said, with the same tone of voice as before.

"How did you know I was here?"

"You said it." Yu Fengyue said, "I want to come to the security base in City C."

When he arrived here, when he was at the gate of the base, he smelled the smell that belonged to Ning Yi.

After waking up this time, his five senses became much sharper, but he didn't tell Ning Yi.

Ning Yi looked at him and didn't ask any more questions, and he also looked at Ning Yi and didn't speak any more.

I don't know if it's because of the change in the color of his eyes, but his temperament is different from before. He looks like he hasn't remembered anything, but Ning Yi knows that he has already remembered everything.

Therefore, his attitude now seems very ambiguous.

There was no emotion in those eyes.

"Why did you leave there?" Yu Fengyue asked him.

Ning Yi: "It was an accident."

"What accident?"

Ning Yi: "..."

The two looked at each other for a few minutes, Yu Fengyue took a step towards Ning Yi, Ning Yi subconsciously took a step back, Yu Fengyue noticed, he stopped, and pursed his lower lip.

In this tense atmosphere, only by keeping a safe distance can we gain enough sense of security.

Ning Yi's step back was not because of fear, but subconsciously. However, when he saw Yu Fengyue's small movements that showed depression as usual, he felt a little bit of regret in his heart.

That move seemed to be evasion.

"Are you... afraid of me?" Yu Fengyue lowered her eyes and asked in a low voice.

Ning Yi: "No, I'm just...a little surprised."

Yu Fengyue appeared too suddenly, Ning Yi was not prepared, what kind of attitude should he face him?

Yu Fengyue leaned back against the wall, drooping her eyes in silence.

"How did you get in?" Ning Yi asked.

"Mum..." came in.

Before he could finish his words, there was a knock on the door.

Yu Fengyue frowned slightly, and curled her hands hanging down her legs.

Ning Yi: "Who?"

"It's me." Qi Quan's voice came from outside.

Ning Yi looked at Yu Fengyue, his first reaction couldn't be changed, he had to hide him first, he pulled Yu Fengyue's arm, and looked around the room, the only place where people could hide was the wardrobe .

He opened the closet and pushed Yu Fengyue in.

The two pushed and pulled a few times, Yu Fengyue was locked in the closet, Ning Yi went to open the door, Qi Quan came to give him something.

Yu Fengyue is tall, sitting in the closet, hugging her legs aggrievedly, the dim light and the narrow space reminded him of something bad. There are a few pieces of Ning Yi's clothes hanging in the closet. smell.

He raised his head, and the hem of a dress swept across his face.

He raised his hand and pulled it down.

The hanger hit the cabinet door and made a "bang".

"What sound?" Qi Quan looked inside.

"Rat." Ning Yi took the crystal nucleus that Qi Quan handed him. It was Ning Yi's clothes that had no pockets and left it with him for the time being. Later, he forgot when he came back, "Thank you."

"Small matter." Qi Quan said, "Then I'll go first, you should go to bed early."

"Ah."

After Qi Quan left, Ning Yi closed the door, and it took only about 3 minutes.

The closet door could not be closed tightly, and was knocked open by the clothes hanger. The light from outside shone on Yu Fengyue from the gap. Ning Yi opened the door, and the room full of light dispelled the darkness in the closet.

He saw Yu Fengyue curled up, hugging his clothes, sitting inside, he felt the light, raised his head from the clothes, the black hair was sticking to the sweaty forehead, his eyes were clear and shallow, without any attack sex.

Ning Yi stared at the clothes in his hands, Yu Fengyue followed his gaze, pinched the clothes, raised her head, and smiled slightly, "It's too dark inside."

"Come out." Ning Yi stepped aside.

"Who's here?" Yu Fengyue asked.

"friend."

"So soon, do you have new friends?" Yu Fengyue said in a light voice, "Did you forget me?"

Ning Yi noticed that his mood was different from before, he leaned against the window sill, "You have seen it, Qi Quan."

Yu Fengyue held Ning Yi's black sweater in his hand, and asked him: "Am I so shameless? Why do you hide me?"

Ning Yi: "..."

Thinking about it this way, what he did was really redundant.

I just don't want to explain it to others, it's very troublesome.

"You—" Ning Yi's lips moved slightly.

Yu Fengyue looked at him, said "ah" and extended the ending, "You want to ask me, do I remember everything?"

"Where did I show my flaws before?" The temperature in his voice dropped suddenly, "That's why you left me in such a hurry."

Ning Yi raised his eyes: "At that time you..."

"Yeah, I remembered something." Yu Fengyue said, "Are you thinking that it would be fine if you left me at that time."

Ning Yi turned her head: "I never thought about it that way, every day with you is very happy..."

Yu Fengyue interrupted him again, "I don't know which of your words is true."

He looked at Ning Yi with a smile on his pale face, "You've been lying to me."

He glanced sideways at the closet beside him and threw the clothes into it, "I hate going into the closet very much. When I was young, my parents would lock me in the closet for punishment if I didn't do well in exams. I really hate it."

Ning Yi suddenly remembered that Yu Fengyue would never have stayed in the car overnight unless the lights were on during the previous drive.

"Do you hate me?" he asked.

Yu Fengyue looked at him and said nothing.

Yu Fengyue came to him and said so many words, Ning Yi bet that he had feelings for him, he took a step towards Yu Fengyue, Yu Fengyue took a step back, "Don't come here."

"It's been a long time since I saw you." Ning Yi said, "Only by getting closer can I see you more clearly."

"I will kill you." Yu Fengyue said, "You are worthless to me now."

"It doesn't matter." Ning Yi didn't stop walking, "It's just a debt to you."

Yu Fengyue knew what he meant by "debt".

He still can't connect the current Ning Yi with the former Ning Yi, they give him the feeling that they are two people.

The change before and after is too abrupt.

He kicked his back heel to the edge of the closet, leaned back, slid down, and sat in the closet, a few clothes hanging in the closet fell to the side.

Ning Yi's shadow hangs over him.

Ning Yi ignored the fallen clothes, bent over, put his left hand on the closet, without probing Yu Fengyue's side with his right hand, bowed his head and kissed it.

In the room with the lights on, Yu Fengyue let out a muffled snort, and was about to push Ning Yi when she raised her hand, but Ning Yi pinched her hand, and he gave it a symbolic push twice, but there was no movement.

Ning Yi lightly licked his lips, his other hand raised, grabbed Ning Yi's collar, pulled him down, opened his mouth to kiss fiercely, as if exuding softness, that is, Compromise and admit defeat, and he is determined not to admit defeat.

While stumbling, Ning Yi felt a slight tingling sensation on his lips, and there was a faint smell of blood between his lips and teeth.

Thinking of the ambiguous sound of water stains, the two of them cling to each other with their lips and teeth intertwined, their tongues entangled endlessly, the scenery is endless, their breathing is as hot as burning the skin, the heat spreads inch by inch, and Ning Yi's face turns red a little.

When they parted, the lips of the two of them stuck close together, kissing like a superficial kiss.

Ning Yi's thumb lightly brushed against Yu Fengyue's eyes, the corners of her eyes turned red, and the tip of her tongue licked her lips, whispering, "It's broken, why do you always like to bite me?"

Yu Fengyue's unstable mood due to staying in the closet for a few minutes just now was replaced by another feeling. He raised his hand and wiped his numb lips with the back of his hand.

Ning Yi knelt down in front of him, "How do you know I'm here? Have you seen those people you knew before?"

Yu Fengyue glanced at him, "Shu Lin told me."

He twitched the corner of his mouth, "Say you're here and you're doing well."

No, in fact, he ran into his former teammates the day after he came in.

"Ah..." Ning Yi suddenly approached him, kneeling on the ground with one knee, "Do you wear colored contact lenses for your eyes?"

Yu Fengyue smiled suddenly, and said, "It's all thanks to you."

He looked at Ning Yi sullenly, "I will settle all the accounts you lied to me with you."

"and then?"

"Then... When I'm not interested in you anymore, you should worry more about yourself."

"You told me the plan so clearly, aren't you afraid that I will take precautions in advance?" Ning Yi said, "For example, to plot against you."

"You can try it." Yu Fengyue said, "If you don't want to suffer, it's best not to do it."

Ning Yi looked at him for a while, "Got it - I will try my best not to let you lose interest in me."

"But one thing, I haven't lied to you. At most, it's just that there are some things I haven't told you. I'm very happy with you. It's true. Even if the words you said are false, I feel a little uncomfortable. "

Yu Fengyue turned her head: "...from tomorrow, you will move to live with me, don't try to resist me."

"Okay." Ning Yi had no objection to his tough terms, and felt a little familiar with them. After a while, he remembered that he seemed to treat Yu Fengyue the same way at first.

Yu Fengyue lived in Building A, and before dawn the next day, Yu Fengyue came to pick him up. He only brought a few clothes and keys and left with Yu Fengyue.

Unlike the strong mood swings yesterday, Yu Fengyue calmed down a lot today.

Speechless all the way.

Building A and Building D are in the same community, but there is a big difference. The elevator in the building is powered 24 hours a day. Yu Fengyue's room is also very spacious. It has two bedrooms and one living room. It faces south and there is greenery outside. plant.

The room Yu Fengyue brought Ning Yi into was the room where he slept. The bed was big, but the problem was that there was only one bed. Ning Yi didn't ask if he was sleeping on the same bed. If he did, Yu Fengyue said If he lays on the floor, the gain outweighs the loss.

Yu Fengyue seemed to be very busy. She went out that morning and came back when it was getting dark. Ning Yi walked around the room and found many books lying on the side next door, and read them all day without knowing it.

After Yu Fengyue came back, she went straight to lie on her side and threw a mobile phone in his hand.

"It's convenient for me to contact you." Yu Fengyue said.

Ning Yi looked at the mobile phone in his hand and asked, "Do I need to pay any price?"

"What can you give?" Yu Fengyue asked him.

Ning Yi: "Anything is fine."

He tapped the corner of his lips with his index finger, "Such as prostitution."

Yu Fengyue's eyes darkened, she glanced at him faintly, then turned and left the room.

I don't know if it's good or bad.

Ning Yi lowered his head and fiddled with his phone. There was only one number in the address book, and the note was "Yu".

Ning Yi changed it.

——"Baby Yu".

People's nickname for their lover seems to be "Baby".

Ning Yi likes it very much.


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