The Perfect Relationship

On the way, Yin Chang asked a few more words about Shao Junling’s life abroad, living, living, and socializing, and Shao Junling answered one by one.

Yin Chang is very satisfied—his younger brother is well educated in one of the highest universities in the world. He has no worries about eating and wearing, and is surrounded by equally outstanding and intelligent young people. Occasionally he still loves him and depends on him. And he will do his best to provide his brother with the best life-what he wants is nothing more.

“During the Spring Festival, did you meet Qin Xifeng?” Yin Chang was still unable to bypass this problem.

“Well, she saw me going to school in Los Angeles in the circle of friends, so she flew over and asked me to meet.” Shao Junling said briefly.

“That little girl … how is it now?”

“She’s going to high school in New York and going to college next year and wants to apply for the California Academy of the Arts.”

Yin Chang knows that the California Academy of the Arts is in San Francisco and is very close to Los Angeles. If the little girl really goes there, I am afraid that the intersection with Shao Junling will become more and more frequent in the future.

“You have been in touch?” He asked.

“Not much before.”

“…” That means more recently.

Yin Chang gently pressed back the feelings that were finally provoked by Yang Na. He thought that if Shao Junling had already let go, he would never let himself see those thoughts in his life.

With Qin Xifeng, Shao Junling will have a wider world and a fuller life.

He will have a well-known director as father-in-law, a mother-in-law who was an international supermodel, and a perfect elder sister-Qin Jingshan graduated from Berkeley Conservatory of Art after finishing Super Star Life, and now Active in the overseas fashion and art world, she is a strong woman who combines beauty and talent. Yin Chang met with her at the Fashion Week of Country B the year before. Qin Jingshan appeared as a designer at that time. At that time, Shao Junling and Qin Xifeng would give birth to a beautiful child, maybe several children. These children have fathers. Mom, grandfather and grandma, and myself … I will definitely love them very much …

In just half a minute, Yin Chang had completed Shao Junling’s brain for the rest of his life, and determined that Shao Junling would be better than being with himself.

Shao Junling looked down at the mobile phone, but Yu Guang looked at Yin Chang, saw his brother’s expression, sighed in his heart, and proactively explained: “She contacted me mainly to ask me about college applications.”

Yin Chang nodded: “You are a boy. In terms of emotion, you should take the initiative.”

Shao Junling: “…”

Yin Chang disregarded the former suspects and educated her: “Girls like Qin Xifeng are so dedicated to her. She asks you for help. Actually, it is to give you a chance. If you think she is good, don’t let her down …”

“Brother! You know …” Shao Junling suddenly made a noise and stopped talking. He anxiously threw the phone to the co-pilot and made a loud noise.

Yin Chang was startled … what did he know? The words Shao Junling didn’t say was like a kitten’s paw gently scratching and scratching in his heart, the feeling that pressed him down again.

Neither of them spoke afterwards, and Shao Junling seemed to feel that such an awkward quietness was better than the kind of imagination and injustice.

At the Huaihe apartment, Yin Chang stopped and went upstairs. At this time, Shao Junling’s emotions had eased a lot, as if the moment of anger was just an illusion of Yin Chang.

Yang Na was waiting in the living room. When she saw Shao Junling, she greeted with excitement: “I’m back, are you tired?”

Shao Junling was glad to see Yang Na, but when he discovered that Yang Na was wearing a hat on her head and was thin and thin, she seemed to have become a person before leaving, and immediately lowered her suitcase, nervously: “Yang Na, what happened to you?”

He rarely reveals his feelings like this, and Yang Na’s eyes are flushed, pretending to be strong: “I’m fine, are you hungry? Should you eat or rest first?”

“I’ll make something to eat.” Yin Chang couldn’t bear to look at Shao Junling’s face, put down the car key and went to the kitchen.

“You tell me, what’s going on?” Shao Junling frowned and pulled Yang Na into the living room.

Yang Na had no choice but to tell her condition truthfully. She spoke very easily, and in turn comforted Shao Junling: “Don’t be sad, old and sick, natural laws, I will always get sick when I get older.”

Although Shao Junling has always been taciturn, he is not heartless and has no affection for this nanny who has taken care of himself for eight years. He hugged the other side distressedly: “Yangna …”

“Ah, unknowingly, you are so big,” Yang Na was held in his arms like a bird, and tears burst into tears. Sick people are always more sensitive than usual, she whispered to Shao Junling, “Yang Na may not be blessed to take care of you. When you grow up, you need to take care of your brother and understand him more, what I like to carry everything by myself. The person I can’t rest assured is actually him. “

“I know.” Shao Junling closed her eyes. When he went to the studio to visit the studio last year, he didn’t call himself when he saw his brother burned like that …

After Yin Chang finished cooking, Yang Na had already returned to the room to rest. Shao Junling was sitting alone on the sofa, her expression seemed a little frustrated, she didn’t know what she was thinking.

“Come over to eat.” Yin Chang greeted him.

Shao Junling got up and scanned the dishes on the eye table, which he used to like to eat.

He sat down silently and took two bites, looked up at Yin Chang, and asked, “Did you know that early in the year?”

Yin Chang: “What?”

Shao Junling: “Yang Na is sick.”

Yin Chang: “Um …”

No wonder Yin Chang started to cook at that time. The dishes on the table have tastes similar to those of Yang Na. If Yin Chang didn’t say it, he might not be able to tell. Shao Junling looked at Yin Chang and asked painfully and entangled, “Why didn’t you tell me then?”

Yin Chang: “You have to learn then, telling you will distract you.”

Shao Junling: “How important is learning to learn? If I am studying, wouldn’t you let me know when you are going to die?”

“How do you …” Yin Chang frowned, trying to blame Shao Junling for refusing to speak, but seeing the other person’s eyes red, sad as if he was about to cry, inexplicably tilted his eyes and whispered, “You don’t want to Whimsy, I can do all these things alone, and you can’t do much when you come back. “

Shao Junling shot the chopsticks on the table repeatedly: “Brother, I’m not a kid anymore, I won’t just be a kid forever!”

Yin Chang: “…”

When Yang Na heard Shao Junling’s voice, she walked out in panic: “What’s wrong? Junling, you can’t have such an attitude towards your brother, have something to say …”

“Yang Na, go back to rest, don’t worry about this!” Shao Junling said with a bit of anger in her heart, stood up and looked at Yin Changdao, “I have to figure it out today.”

It is rare for Yang Na to see Shao Junling’s unbelievable demeanor, and she was so scared that he retreated and did not dare to say any more.

Yin Chang saw that, and his face was a little blue: “Shao Junling, sit down and eat well, don’t go too far.”

They just met after a lapse of six months, and it was a rare month to get along with each other. Yin Chang didn’t want to fight with him, not to mention Yang Na’s presence.

But Shao Junling didn’t seem to hear it, glaring at Yin Chang and continued: “Brother, you will always consider the feelings of others, have you ever thought about yourself? Previously for Uncle Yin, then for Aunt Yao, now you want to Do I sacrifice yourself? But have you ever asked me, do you want me?

Yin Chang was dumbfounded by Shao Junling’s sentence, and Yang Na, who was standing at the door of the guest, couldn’t help moving.

She was right, the child knew Yin Chang better than herself.

After a long silence in the living room, Shao Junling’s voice came again: “Brother, I like you, and I have liked you since I first saw you in the orphanage, but I used to like you just like my brother. As I grow up, I realize that my love for you has become less pure. I want to share your joy and sorrow, and I want to share your stress and difficulties. I study hard and grow up, just to catch up with you Pace, get involved in your life as soon as possible! I like you, I like to go so far away from you! “

He looked at Yin Chang with resentment and determination, as if participating in a gamble.

All Yin Chang’s anger and impatience were extinguished by Shao Junling’s sincere confession, and his eyes were red: “You …”

“You like me, too?” Shao Junling asked suddenly, “If you don’t like it, why would you take the initiative to kiss me? Why should you let me not leave you?”

Yin Chang was startled: “When?”

Shao Junling: “At the age of fifteen, the night after you participated in the celebration party of” The Difference Between One Thought “and the one on the set last December, the night you and Luo Chuan finished chatting.”

Yin Chang panicked: “I, why don’t I know?”

Shao Junling bent down and supported Yin Chang’s shoulder, staring directly at him: “Yes, you forgot, because you were drunk twice, and did something you didn’t know about me. But now you are Sober, answer me, what do you think of me? “

Those things Yin Chang really don’t remember at all. His brain is chaotic, as if he can no longer think, and can only use the phrase to repeatedly brainwash himself to answer the other party: “You, you are my brother.”

Shao Junling was suffocated by his breath, gritted his teeth and asked, “You cultivated me by cultivating your lover, but now you want me to be only a younger brother! How can you make me do that !?”

Yin Chang was dumbfounded: “You, me …”

Shao Junling knew what Yin Chang was shocked, and said directly: “I saw everything you and Mi Xiu said that night. Yes, you have set a secret, but you do n’t forget who designed the thing, I want to see Recording is a breeze. I admit that this is a bit despicable, but if you can confess to me, I don’t need to use these methods! “

Yin Chang stared at Shao Junling stupidly, watching his wings fluttering, declaring war with himself, but he was forced to lose his helmet and abandon his armor, and could not say a word.

Shao Junling squeezed his shoulder tightly, and a pain arose in his eyes: “You know we have no blood relationship, why should you refuse me?”

Yin Chang murmured: “You have been with me since you were ten years old, you have never been in contact with others, and you take that commitment as seriously … If you are confused, one day you find that you like me and I do n’t like others, what to do … ”

Shao Junling chuckled and interrupted him: “Brother, do you think I am a fool? I am developing normally, so long as puberty, how can there be no need in that respect? If you ca n’t even tell these, what else can I do People? Do you remember when I was fourteen years old and had a dream one night, you teased which little girl I dreamed of, then I dare not say, but now I tell you, dare you listen?”

Yin Chang looked away.

Shao Junling loosened Yin Chang’s shoulder with one hand and squeezed his chin instead, forcing him to look at himself: “It’s you. Since I was fourteen years old, I think of you every time I do that kind of thing, no Others, as long as you imagine your face, I can be satisfied. The kind of scene we saw when we watched Uncle Yin’s movie has been performed in my mind countless times, but the protagonist is me and you … “

“Stop you …” Yin Chang’s face flushed, and there was water in his eyes. He was forced to look like a stunned beast, and begged, “Don’t say any more!”

Yin Chang clasped Shao Junling’s wrist and tried to pull the other side away, but Shao Junling grabbed his hand and controlled it with fingers.

“Brother, when you were a kid, you taught me how to express my feelings. Just say what you want to say. Now it’s my turn to persuade you, can you be honest with me and yourself?” Shao Junling took a step closer, palming Yin Chang’s head asked, “Do you love me?”

“… Love.” Yin Chang, who has been tuned countless times by Xiao Ling, has already reacted instinctively to this sentence, but this is also his most honest answer.

Yin Chang was forced to expose his soft heart to Shao Junling as if he had been lifted the crab cover, but this persecution forced him to be completely defeated, causing him to collapse, tears flowing down uncontrollably, and angry and unhappy Be willing.

Shao Junling’s eyes did not have the joy of victory, nor the pride of the strong, but the helplessness of relief and the deep affection for Yin Chang.

He sighed softly and kissed the other’s head.

Yin Chang did not hide, or he had nowhere to hide. He pursed his lips and finally accepted the feeling that was so hot that he would almost swallow himself.

There were tears on the wet lips, and the bitterness was sweet, similar to the birthday kiss.

The difference is the speed of the heartbeat at this moment, banging, as fast as possible.