Chapter 9: Chapter 8: Mr. Collins Courts Elizabeth
The Bennet household had always been a sanctuary of lively conversation and occasional discord, but on this particular day, there was a palpable tension in the air. The family had gathered in the sitting room, its usual comforts overshadowed by the presence of Mr. Collins. Elizabeth Bennet sat at the window, looking out onto the garden, the steady hum of her family's voices mixing with the rustling of the leaves outside. The moment Mr. Collins had entered their home, he had set the atmosphere to one of awkward formality, a sharp contrast to the easy camaraderie that usually defined their home.
Mr. Collins, with his long-winded speeches and pompous demeanor, had quickly made his intentions known to everyone. He was there, not just to visit, but to propose to one of the Bennet daughters. But not just any daughter—he had come specifically to court Elizabeth, who, much to her horror, had become the focus of his attention. It was the kind of arrangement that would have made anyone uneasy, but for Elizabeth, it was far more than that. It was an outright embarrassment.
Her father, though he did not seem to share her concern, was uncomfortably aware of the absurdity of Mr. Collins's offer. Mrs. Bennet, on the other hand, could barely contain her glee, as if Mr. Collins' peculiar advances were the best thing that had ever happened to the family.
As Mr. Collins waxed poetic about Lady Catherine de Bourgh and his own high position in society, Elizabeth could not hide her exasperation. She felt like a mouse trapped in a cage with an overzealous cat. Mr. Collins, oblivious to her discomfort, continued to flatter her with statements that made her cringe, treating every word as though it were a compliment of the highest order. His solemn face and stiff manner only made the whole situation more unbearable.
"Miss Elizabeth," Mr. Collins said, his voice rich with self-importance. "I must tell you how incredibly fortunate you are to have my attention. My connections with Lady Catherine de Bourgh have been invaluable in shaping my understanding of what it means to be a responsible and dutiful gentleman. It is through her guidance that I have come to know what qualities a wife must possess. I am, of course, certain that you, Miss Elizabeth, possess them in abundance."
Elizabeth raised an eyebrow, her hand resting delicately on the arm of her chair. She could feel her patience beginning to wear thin, but she tried to remain civil, to avoid any direct confrontation. Still, the idea that Mr. Collins was speaking to her as if she were some sort of ornament to be admired made her want to laugh—and cry at the same time. How could he not see the absurdity of his approach?
"Indeed, Mr. Collins," Elizabeth said, her voice steady but tinged with irony. "I'm sure that a woman would be most fortunate to marry someone of such high rank and such a clear sense of duty."
Mr. Collins, eager for her approval, missed the sarcasm entirely. "Oh, Miss Elizabeth, I am so glad to hear you acknowledge it! I must say that when I first laid eyes on you, I could not help but notice your composure and intelligence. Lady Catherine has always insisted that a woman's ability to manage a household and bring a sense of order to her family is crucial. I believe you are capable of these duties."
Elizabeth suppressed a grimace. Mr. Collins spoke as though marriage were a mere business arrangement—one where the woman's role was reduced to little more than an obedient caretaker. The thought that he considered her, or any woman, to be little more than a reflection of her ability to serve and please her husband filled Elizabeth with an intense mixture of disdain and frustration.
As Mr. Collins continued to rattle on about his admiration for her virtues, Elizabeth could hardly focus on his words. She glanced at her mother, who was watching the exchange with a look of hopefulness, as if Elizabeth were the one who needed convincing. It was difficult for her to comprehend how her mother could be so blind to the ridiculousness of the situation. Mr. Collins was not a man who would offer any excitement or adventure in marriage. He was dull, pompous, and blind to the qualities that truly mattered in a partner—intellectual connection, mutual respect, love.
After another long pause filled only with Mr. Collins's self-congratulatory remarks, Elizabeth finally gathered the courage to speak.
"Mr. Collins," she began, carefully selecting her words, "while I am honored by your proposition and your esteem for me, I must confess that I cannot accept your offer."
Mr. Collins froze, his eyes widening as though he had been struck by a thunderclap. "But Miss Elizabeth, surely you cannot mean that!" he said, his voice rising in disbelief. "I have made my feelings quite clear, and I am sure you would find it difficult to find someone more suitable for you than I."
Elizabeth opened her mouth to speak, but her father intervened with a rare moment of assertiveness.
"Come now, Mr. Collins," Mr. Bennet said, his voice dry as ever, "there's no need to press the matter. If my daughter is not interested, then we shall respect her wishes."
Mr. Collins seemed stunned. It was as though he could not fathom that a woman—especially one as "suitable" as Elizabeth—might reject his offer. He turned to Mrs. Bennet, his eyes wide with confusion. "But madam, surely you must see the value of my offer?"
Mrs. Bennet, however, did not share her husband's disapproval. "Oh, Lizzy, Lizzy," she muttered in a voice full of exasperation. "How can you be so foolish? Mr. Collins is a man of fortune, and his connection to Lady Catherine is a blessing. Do you know how many girls would be envious of your good fortune?"
Elizabeth's heart sank at the thought of her mother's approval, which was not based on affection or compatibility, but on social status and the chance to climb higher on the social ladder. But she could not give in. She would not be a part of such a farce of a marriage, no matter how much her mother pleaded.
"Madam," Mr. Collins said, his face growing more flushed with embarrassment, "I must insist that Miss Elizabeth reconsider. I have thought of nothing else but how perfect our union would be. Why, with Lady Catherine's blessing, we could—"
"I am afraid, Mr. Collins, that no amount of reasoning will change my mind," Elizabeth interjected firmly, her tone resolute.
There was an awkward silence in the room. Mr. Collins seemed to be digesting this rejection with great difficulty, as though it were a concept so foreign to him that it could not possibly be true. He opened his mouth to speak, but no words came out. Finally, after a long pause, he let out a breath, as though resigned to an idea he could not fully grasp.
"I… I see," he stammered. "If that is truly your decision, Miss Elizabeth, then I must respect it. But I hope you will not be too hasty in your judgment. Lady Catherine would be most displeased if she knew that such an opportunity had been turned away."
Elizabeth stood, her hands trembling slightly. "I assure you, Mr. Collins, I am not hasty in my decision. I know my own mind."
Mr. Collins, though defeated, nodded stiffly. "Very well, Miss Elizabeth. If that is your choice, then I must—"
At that moment, Mrs. Bennet, who had been quiet up until now, let out a loud exclamation. "Lizzy, how can you be so stubborn? You will regret this for the rest of your life! Mr. Collins is the best match we could hope for!"
But Elizabeth stood tall, her face a mask of defiance. "No, Mother. I will not marry someone I cannot respect. Mr. Collins is a good man, but he is not the man for me."
The conversation ended as awkwardly as it had begun, and the rest of the day passed in silence. Mr. Collins, though embarrassed, made no further attempt to pursue the matter. But Elizabeth knew that this was not the last time she would face such awkwardness. The family was in turmoil, her mother angry, and her father distant. But Elizabeth remained resolute in her decision. She would never allow her life to be dictated by convention or the whims of society, especially when it came to something as important as marriage.
As the evening came to a close, Elizabeth found herself alone in her room, reflecting on the strange events of the day. She could not help but wonder: Would she ever find someone who truly saw her for who she was?