Chapter 17
Chapter 16:
You become immortal, I will not stay in the world for you (16)
It is not difficult to help Chao Ci regain his memory. Because at that time, although his memory was erased, it was actually only sealed up. If it is really wiped out completely, it will hurt the soul, and Si Ming does not dare to do so.
So now it’s just a matter of lifting that seal, and there won’t even be any discomfort.
After Chao Ci swallowed the medicinal pill, he only felt his head dizzy, and soon woke up, and then a lot of memory washed away.
His love at first sight for Jin Yao, wishful thinking, self-confidence in exile, and finally the ridiculous truth.
Chao Ci sat at the table, lowered his head, and kept this action for a long time without speaking.
Jin Yao didn’t say anything, he knew that Chao Ci would take a little time to accept these memories.
After a long time, Chao Ci said with a low smile: “What are you doing back here? Isn’t the love calamity over yet?”
He smiled low and hoarse, as if he had squeezed it out of his throat with great difficulty.
Jin Yao’s response made him feel a little flustered.
Chao Ci has always been heartless, and this is the first time he has seen him like this.
Things didn’t seem as rosy as he thought.
“I’m sorry, Xiaoci.” Jin Yao said very seriously, this is the first time that the immortal in white has said such soft words in thousands of years.
“You’re sorry for me.” Chao Ci raised his head, revealing a pair of slightly swollen cross-eyed eyes.
“But it’s over. If you really want to make amends for me, please leave now.” His eyelids were red, and he looked very pitiful and lovely on his pale face, but Chao Ci’s expression was very determined, “Here It’s a mortal world, and Chao Ci is just a mortal person, not worthy of you.”
The boy who was always silly, was so determined at this moment.
The immortal in snow-clothed black hair was slightly startled, then frowned and said, “I used to be ashamed of you in the past, and I will compensate you for the rest of my life. Don’t be angry.”
He had already thought about it. When Chao Ci regained his memory and they repaired it, he took Chao Ci back to the God Realm. If Chao Ci and Chao Ci’s family are willing, they can also bring Chao Ci’s family to the God Realm. Chao Ci’s elder brother, from now on also his elder brother, will never treat him badly. Since then, they have been working together for a lifetime, meeting for a while what is a fairy couple.
“lifetime?”
“Yes. Xiaoci, I am happy with you. You will be my only Taoist companion in the future. I will never fail you.”
“Do you like me?” Chao Ci raised the volume slightly, and then couldn’t help laughing.
He laughed for a long time, and when Jin Yao’s expression became a little ugly, he barely stopped.
“I’m not talking angry.” Chao Ci said, his eyes were still slightly swollen, but there was no wetness in them.
Because the tears just now were not shed for this relationship that has ended.
He really wasn’t speaking angrily, these words were already the result of restraining the resentment, hatred and complete disappointment in his heart.
He didn’t want to curse or make sarcastic words and entangle him.
Jin Yao looked at the boy and seemed to understand what he meant.
For a time, his throat was so dry that he didn’t expect the boy to be so determined after regaining his memory.
“If you calm down for a few days, I’ll look for you again.” Jin Yao said, just about to get up.
“No. I’m not being angry, nor am I talking. You are so dignified, are you still deceiving yourself?”
Chao Ci looked up at Jin Yao, there was really no hesitation and nostalgia in his expression, only disgust and ridicule.
The fairy was really flustered.
“Don’t talk to yourself, don’t expect me to forgive you, let alone think that we can make up.” Chao Ci was also tired of Jin Yao’s entanglement, so he simply said, “I used to be happy with you, Marrying you, entanglement with you and self-imposed sacrifices… These are all my wishful thinking, and it has nothing to do with you. ”
“But you borrowed me to cross the calamity and forcibly erased my memory regardless of my wishes… Am I yours? After you use it, you can destroy it? Where did you come from thinking that we can still do it? Rebuild it?”
“It’s too funny to say ‘never let me down’. Why do you say this? Just based on what you have done in the past, who would believe this sentence?”
“Do you really like me? I’m afraid not. It’s just that I used to be so stupid that I made you comfortable, so you can’t forget it now.” The hostility in his words became heavier, “I’m afraid I really Reconcile with you, and you will abandon it like a shoe.”
“Never.” Jin Yao said, “I can swear with my Dao heart, if I violate it, the Dao of Heaven will destroy my Dao.”
“I don’t want you to promise that you will love me in the future, because I disgust you, you don’t understand? I don’t want to take a second look even if you cut your heart out!” Chao Ci was already annoyed by him.
“Now, get out.”
He pointed to the door and stopped looking at Jin Yao.
He was originally a dandy family son, love would add to his knees, and evil would fall into all kinds of abyss. When you love someone, you can’t wait to give them all the good things, and when you hate someone, you don’t shy away from insulting and attacking them with the most vicious words.
He didn’t want to do this, he just blamed Jin Yao for insisting on entanglement.
Jin Yao’s expression changed several times, but he didn’t speak.
Turn around and leave.
…
“Your Highness…” Si Ming lowered his head and called out cautiously.
The person opposite him was leaning in front of the bed, and the sparse moonlight faintly reflected his tall and sturdy figure. The silver dragon embroidered with dark threads on the shark shone a few times in the dim light, and only a few strokes outlined the figure. The grace of man is peerless.
Jin Yao has not spoken since he returned here after leaving Chao Ci.
“He really hates the deity so much.” Jin Yao said.
“Hey, Your Excellency… You ignore the mortal world, and you don’t understand.” Si Ming said, “The feelings of mortals are like this. They are willing to sacrifice their lives when they are in love, but they can’t remember the old feelings when they have cracks. It’s over.”
Immortal Si Ming is in charge of the numerology of life in the mortal world, and these have long been taken for granted.
“We can’t force it, let’s just let it go.” Si Ming tried to persuade Jin Yao.
To be honest, if he himself resigned from the court, it would be impossible for him to reconcile with Zun Shang.
Who can stand this, the hot face sticking to the cold **** for so many years, I thought it was a matter of sincerity, and who knew that the other party would treat him like a monkey all the way and pass a love calamity. After using it, he shook his hand and wiped his memory. That’s fine, it’s even funnier to go back and say that you regret it, and you can do whatever you want with the co-authoring?
But the **** decides the head. Si Ming knew that both the honor and himself were going too far, but Si Ming was no longer a child who focused on fairness. In the eyes of gods like them, mortals were not worthy of their consideration.
“Go away!” Jin Yao sat up suddenly, and waved his sleeves to sweep away Si Ming’s spirit.
Si Ming’s spirit was scattered. Fortunately, Jin Yao didn’t kill him. He reluctantly gathered his spirit again, and he didn’t dare to speak.