Chapter 385: Fifth Update, Requesting Monthly Pass
(Fate Decides You and Me and Sai Clan's Little Fish, you two brothers were amazing today, thank you, I'm in your debt!)
"Bodhisattva Guanyin, when practicing deeply the Perfection of Wisdom, sees that the five aggregates are all empty, thereby relieving all suffering and distress. Shariputra, form does not differ from emptiness; emptiness does not differ from form. Form is emptiness; emptiness is form. So too are feeling, cognition, volition, and consciousness. Shariputra, all dharmas are marked with emptiness..."
The Heart Sutra has only a little over two hundred words, and many people can recite it. In the past, Li Yan often listened to the Heart Sutra CD to calm his mind, achieve peace, and calm his Heart Demon, so he could recite it as well.
However, at this moment, he was more anxious than every other time he came here!
He hoped the Heart Sutra could dispel the desires in his heart, preventing his body from responding to Qiao Huanxuan's actions. But the more anxious he became, the more chaotic his heart was, and he couldn't stop thinking about opening his eyes to check on her.
"Li Yan... you can't escape, you are mine. I've liked you for over fifteen years since we were in school... Now that I've found you, I won't let you slip away... you are mine, I want to possess you!"
Hearing Qiao Huanxuan's words, Li Yan was slightly shaken. When she was telling stories earlier, she didn't explicitly say "like," it all seemed like helplessness, just a trick of fate. But now, because he "fainted," she was speaking to herself, fully revealing her feelings.
This made Li Yan secretly scold himself for being an idiot. How could a girl, if not out of love, persistently wait and search for over ten years just because of a small guilt from their youth? Without a doubt, she already liked him when she refused the gift in high school, even when she was a study monitor and class representative in middle school!
The silent recitation of the Heart Sutra was interrupted, but this profound affection calmed him down. He indeed owed her a debt of emotion! Facing such an infatuated girl, how could he bear to hurt her?
He felt that in his current situation, he couldn't give Qiao Huanxuan any future or promise as an old classmate. So the only thing he could do was reject her, distance himself from her, let her be disappointed, let her despair, and then rise from the ashes to start a new relationship. Although this was difficult, it seemed the only way.
Under such circumstances, he couldn't let her go crazy and take control; perhaps her plan was to make things irreversible as a way of ensuring no refusal.
Men might be thoughtless creatures from the waist down, but a man's emotions are in no way inferior to a woman's!
When Li Yan's heart was full of emotions, the originally unbearable desire naturally dissipated, and something willingly changed from "stone hard" to "soft and lacking strength."
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In her excitement mixed with nervousness, Qiao Huanxuan had secretly resolved to take action with Li Yan, but suddenly noticed the "stake" in front of him had softened, transforming from a dragon into a worm, leaving her a bit puzzled.
She reached out again to manipulate it a few times, but this time, due to Li Yan's different state of mind, the reaction was not as sensitive as before.
"Are you kidding me? Going on strike with me?" Qiao Huanxuan moved closer to Li Yan's face, suspecting he was awake.
Li Yan continued to pretend to be unconscious. If he woke up now, Qiao Huanxuan might be too embarrassed to back down, instead insisting on carrying things through to a conclusion, which would definitely lead to a bad outcome. As long as he maintained a state of strike, she couldn't complete the act, and completion would naturally prevent damage to her physical and mental well-being.
"Li Yan! Are you playing with me on purpose?" Qiao Huanxuan tested him with a question.
Li Yan didn't respond.
Qiao Huanxuan gritted her teeth, directly took off her nightgown, and removed her bra, offering her fragrant sweet melons and grapes right near Li Yan's face, hovering a few inches above his lips and face.
She couldn't believe a conscious man would have no reaction!
Li Yan's eyelids trembled slightly, and the faint fragrance already invaded his nostrils. With his experience, he didn't even need to look to know they were two tender, perfect sweet melons, and he even wanted to open his mouth to bite and suck. But he couldn't! Making a move would ruin everything!
He also knew that his body would definitely not withstand the temptation for long. Therefore, he tried his best to clamp his legs tightly, contracting his pelvic floor muscles to prevent any obvious reactions. Simultaneously, to divert his attention, he firmly pinched the nails of his thumbs into the other fingers tied above his head. The pain in his fingers diverted his mind from the seduction.
Qiao Huanxuan looked down and, seeing no significant reaction, finally believed that Li Yan was genuinely unconscious. Thus, it was a matter of insufficient physical response; she changed direction, straddling Li Yan's chest, and then bent down to inspect the changes in that area.
Her fingers gently prodded and teased, while she softly hummed a tune: "Arise, those who refuse to be slaves..."
Li Yan couldn't help but laugh or cry at this, and the current posture she had was so tempting he couldn't resist opening his eyes. A mischievous voice in his heart urged him: 'Don't worry, it's okay, she's turned away from you, she won't see. Just take a peek to confirm if it's a White Tiger, that's all.'
With this thought, he opened his eyes, and not only did he see a White Tiger, but also a rare delicacy of abalone. The beauty before him made him momentarily forget to close his eyes, and he wished he could break free of the bonds on his hands...
At this moment, upon seeing the Golden Cudgel starting to change, growing bigger, Qiao Huanxuan moved her small hand a bit faster and even blew gently on it. As expected, it soon became even harder. What she didn't know was that the impact of the White Tiger and the exquisite abalone was even greater. Seeing it was ready, but fearing it might suddenly fail again, she couldn't care about much else, and directly moved forward, turning to face Li Yan, then lifted her leg to straddle him...
The scene of beauty disappeared, and Li Yan immediately recovered his thoughts. Seeing her actions, he realized things were going wrong, and at this point, he couldn't delay anymore. He could only wake up!
"What are you doing!"
He wanted to use a shout to wake Qiao Huanxuan out of her trance, to make her snap out of it, or at least startle her into surprise.
But as things often go unexpectedly, Qiao Huanxuan, lacking practical experience and still groping her way, was not prepared for his move. Abruptly startled, she let out a shriek as she sat down on her soft bottom.
The ripping sensation, the explosive squeeze, made Li Yan understand what had happened even without asking, leaving him speechless. Not knowing what else to say, he quickly untied her hands that had been restraining himself, then propped up his body to sit up.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you. I just didn't want you to..."
It was too late for words now. Would pulling out make everything better? At this point, he was thinking about how to alleviate her pain, to make her feel a bit better.
Qiao Huanxuan's face was a bit pale, but she pushed him down vigorously! Then she struggled to move her body.
"Don't, you'll hurt yourself. Let me do it!" Li Yan said as gently as he could, then sat up again.
Qiao Huanxuan snorted coldly, "Why should I let you do it? Why should you be on top, and take the initiative? Tonight, I'm the one who will possess you, forcibly possess you!"
As she spoke, she once again displayed her wild side, wrapping her arms around Li Yan's neck, then pushing her soft, pinkish mounds forward until Li Yan was effectively silenced!
Poor Li Yan intended to speak, but found it hard to part with the deliciousness in his mouth. Feeling her hips and waist moving again, confronted with her aggressiveness, he had no choice but to let her have her way, beginning to mount an attack with his hands, mouth, and other means, trying to lessen her pain.
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Qiao Huanxuan was like an uncontrollable wild horse, or like a wild rider, sticking with one posture till the end. Driven by a powerful will and motivation, she forcibly "possessed" Li Yan like this.
Finally, she lay limply on Li Yan's body, pressing him onto the bed, breathless due to exhaustion.
"What are you standing there for? This isn't your time to enjoy; I'm the one possessing you!"
Seeing something still standing, she felt a bit displeased and not cooperating at all.
Li Yan silently lamented, as he was certainly feeling very comfortable, but being an experienced old hand in this area, such a passive stance wasn't so easily satisfying.
"Or... let me be on top?"
"No way! I want to be on top! And I'm done!" Qiao Huanxuan regained some spirit and said while sitting up, moving slightly while using her hand to support Li Yan's thigh.
Suddenly, beyond Li Yan's sight, she reached between her legs, aiming something towards a particular spot...
"Ah—!" Earlier, only startled, Li Yan now experienced a more severe provocation, his body instantly tensing as if his lifelong energy concentrated in one spot, bullets firing like a machine gun...
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After resting for a long time, taking turns to shower, clean the bed. Li Yan, who finished washing first, lay on the bed waiting for Qiao Huanxuan to come over. He lit a cigarette, pondering how to deal with and resolve this situation. Initially preparing to strike, he didn't expect the worker to always succumb to the capitalist's allure...
Qiao Huanxuan, dressed in a nightgown, walked in with a strange gait. Seeing Li Yan smoking by the bed, she promptly said, "Go smoke outside!"
Li Yan stubbed out the cigarette, "I won't smoke."
"Sleep outside!"
"Huh?" Li Yan was a bit puzzled; previously, letting him sleep outside was because they were just classmates. Now that they had done that, why should he still sleep on the sofa?
Qiao Huanxuan sneered, "This is my room. Just now, I just possessed you! Do you think you'll get pampered now? Go sleep on the sofa!"
As she spoke, she picked up that belt again.
Li Yan was exasperated, thinking she might really use it as a whip. He couldn't tell which side was her true self… but he could understand that, regardless of the reason, Qiao Huanxuan's aggressive possessiveness came at the cost of her first time, and unfortunately, there was no outcome; she needed time to calm down.
"If you need anything, call me." After saying that, he got up to leave, remembering to take the ashtray out with him.
(280 monthly passes, extra update! Old Lai, keep striving! 299, there's a chance to reach 300 tonight.) (To be continued, for more, please visit www.qidian.com, support the author, support genuine reading!)
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