chapter 21
21 – Girl’s Love
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The body, which still gushed hot blood from the cut surface, was thrown at random by the soldiers as if it were trash.
“Next!”
Then another person kneeled in front of the guillotine after receiving a mortal wound.
The middle-aged man was not a nobleman, but he was in charge of ruling the commoners under the nobleman.
In addition, commoners who committed heinous crimes were also subject to execution.
The smell of blood will linger in this square for months to come.
I wonder if it’s okay to have such bloody winds ahead of destruction, but no one cared about that.
It’s just fun to die for guys who want to kill.
“Execution!”
[[[[[ Waaa! ]]]]]
“Ah… ….”
Iril, who had been watching the sight of people being decapitated several times, turned his head away, frowning at him.
Iril, who was in the Holy Land, followed Chaejin and is now in the Empire.
Chaejin gave Leel a light hug.
“Ill, you might as well keep a look.”
“Hero… ….”
“You will become the new hero. I will be stronger than any human in this world. When you become the strongest person in the world that no one can touch, power naturally follows. If you want to live the way you want, if you want to protect your precious things…… You have to deal with it somehow.”
At those words, Iril grabbed Chaejin’s hand tightly and leaned against him in his arms.
“I just want to be by your side when everything is over. If I can meet my mother and younger siblings every few days, that’s fine. You don’t need more than that. Can’t we live like that…….”
“… ….”
After remaining silent for a while, Chaejin buried Irill’s face in his chest and covered his eyes.
Recently, Irill’s reliance on himself has increased significantly.
As if meeting his father who had been separated in life, he tries to follow him wherever he goes, and when he is together, he tries to touch him by holding his hand or hugging him.
Perhaps it was because she thought she was cute and accepted everything, but it was clear that Iril considered himself more than her father.
‘I think all I did was kick and knock him down and yell at him to get up… ….’
Of course, there was no malice in it, but it was clear that Chaejin was the one who was giving Leel the most trouble.
Nevertheless, Iril blindly follows Chaejin’s words without a word of complaint.
Even if it’s hard or painful, I put up with it and sweat blood every day to fulfill my mission as a descendant of the warrior.
I was so sorry and thankful for that.
As Chaejin, who knew how much suffering she was going through, she had no choice but to accept her childishness and deviation from her suffering.
“It will happen. When everything is over, definitely.”
“Hero, I will continue to do my best. I will save the world, everyone. This world to live with the hero.”
Iril buried her face in her chest of Chaejin and opened her eyes.
Chaejin didn’t notice.
She realized that as the days passed, the eyes that looked at her were getting more and more sticky emotions.
She wonders what kind of gaze Iril is sending when she isn’t looking.
Not even what she did to her lips the night she was kidding me about wanting to sleep with her.
‘Ah, hero.’
Didn’t I say that if the outer appearance changes, the inner side will also change?
Erill was no longer the frail, skinny, clumsy girl of yesteryear.
His shrunken height from not eating, his body twisted due to violence and homelessness, grew rapidly under the influence of Gaho, and found the right place to look for his age.
Perhaps because she gained confidence from him, she no longer demeans herself or considers herself cursed.
She used to wash her body clean every night and look at herself in the mirror and think.
‘I grew a little today too. It seems that her height and curves have become similar to her mother’s. I can feel myself becoming a woman day by day.’
She originally had no awareness of herself as a woman to Ilil.
She
She knew, of course, that she was a woman simply in the gender sense, but she was emotional.
That should be the case, because she had been starving for a long time and couldn’t eat much, she was so dry that even after she was taken by Elua, if I grabbed her wrist, I could feel the texture of her bones first.
According to her, even though she got older, she couldn’t grow as a woman and she had no choice but to have a clumsy body like a child.
Like her face, Iril, who had always been told that she was disgusting, ugly, and cursed, thought herself disgusting and ugly.
She covered most of her face with her bangs extremely long so she didn’t want to show it to anyone.
She was like that, and no male showed interest in the female she named Irill, and she didn’t even think she was approaching a male.
She was a woman, but she couldn’t be a woman.
But…….
[ I don’t know if they’ll be treated badly here, but they’re just plain pretty eyes there. There are a lot of people who only like those eyes. ]
[There, I like eyes like yours, so I leave a lot of pictures, and sometimes I disguise myself to look like that. ]
[I think it’s really pretty. One eye only feels better to me. ]
[ To me, it’s just plain pretty. Are there different aesthetic standards? ]
All of the words Chaejin said at that time were pierced into her heart as a strike.
Her whole body thrilled and ecstatic, as if she were saved by the thought of that moment, and her mind was in a daze.
Since then, just seeing Chaejin’s face made me feel so happy and excited that Ilil couldn’t help but realize it.
This is what it means to fall in love.
Females have feelings for males that go beyond liking.
That she fell in love with Chaejin… ….
Knowing that, she became aware of the fact that she was a ‘woman’.
But the realization of her love was another bitterness for her.
[ My mother is beautiful. Such a mother and her lover, the hero, don’t even look like a woman like me……. ]
She was told that she had pretty eyes, but in every other respect Erill was a poor woman.
Comparing myself to Elua, whose face seemed to glow wherever she went, nothing was more miserable.
So, as soon as she had her feelings of love, she gave up early.
All she can do is listen to Chaejin…….
If she clenched her teeth and endured any hardship, wouldn’t it be something that Chaejin would consider as a subordinate she treasured and keep her by her side?
Actually, that feeling was the biggest rather than her sense of mission.
I just want to be by Chaejin’s side.
But as time passed after she started training as a warrior, her appearance began to change day by day.
Whenever I looked in the mirror, it seemed like I was becoming a woman, but now I feel like I am pretty even when I evaluate myself.
A statue of a goddess I once saw.
The shape that she thought was really pretty and perfect was now showing on her own body.
Will the warrior like these swollen breasts?
Will the warrior like the pelvis with the prominent curve?
What will the warrior think when he sees the changed day…….
Such thoughts overlapped, and Iril, who thought that she had become a female without fail, she came to see Chaejin as a male rather than a longing warrior.
Strong chaejin is good.
When he was kicked down by Chaejin or easily overpowered and fell out.
When she hears the shout to get up quickly with a determined expression, the ‘man’ in front of her feels so reliable that her heart whines.
I like the kind Chaejin.
After her training is over, every time she takes care of herself, such as stroking her hair with her affectionate smile and saying that she has done well, she can’t help but want to kiss her and confess her love. I don’t know.
Her voice, her body style, her gestures, what she has been through, everything she knows about her Chaejin are like love, longing, and jewels to her.
For the few days that Chaejin wasn’t in her castle, she missed her warm embrace so much that she tried masturbation for the first time in her life.
The man in my imagination was, of course, Chaejin.
That unfamiliar and floating pleasure felt better than I thought, so I ended up singing Chaejin and saying “Hero, Warrior” All night long.
She spent about two days with her like that, and in the end, she couldn’t hold back her longing for her, so she followed Chaejin.
‘I really like the warrior. I can do anything for the hero. I will definitely save the world. So I will live happily with the hero. Maybe she can marry the hero and create a real family…….’
……… ….
…… The leaders of the world who summoned the hero would offer the hero a reward.
I will give you half of the empire and appoint you as a co-emperor, I will take responsibility for the rest of my life and let you enjoy wealth and glory, etc…….
Since the world would be ruined if the demons were not driven out quickly, the hero was just throwing out an attractive proposal.
Among them, the most preferred method was ‘love’.
Because there was no heart as strong as true love.
Wouldn’t you desperately want to protect a world where you have to live with your lover, not someone else’s world?
Lee Lil is a girl suffering from her first love.
Her body and the years she has lived are enough to call her a woman, but her heart is still a pure girl.
If the willpower she originally had, the power that grows stronger day by day, and her desperate heart to protect her loved ones are combined, she will surely be able to defeat the stronger demon’s body.
If that’s the case.
ㅡ Woo hoo hoo…….
She felt the turbulence of her sticky and huge emotions, and someone was laughing.