Chapter 25: Dear Diary
Remind me not to ever give my house spare keys to anyone because I've been traumatized. In fact, I'm beyond traumatized. Because tell me why Ronnie did a literal cosplay of every character known to man? And she only agreed to stop when I convinced her that I'll come back to school.
I'd say my break from school was much needed. I was able to clear my head and fill up my stomach with Mom's delicious chocolate pancakes. If my love life isn't the best, at least my food life is.
Speaking of food, I literally have the best friends ever. If I knew that getting heartbroken would let me have a five layers red velvet cake and new teddies with lots of other goodies, I'd have agreed to date Ben when he asked me and 15 other girls in school. I was honestly beyond touched. They've done cute things for me but this has to be the most meaningful, or maybe I'm just elated that I get these many gifts and it's not yet my birthday? Oh well, I guess I'd never know.
Alert guys, Alex is being extra annoying. He's always been irritating but recently he's been acting worse. I think it's because he kind of feels guilty that my heart got broken. Well, it's kind of his fault cause I wouldn't have met "mr bad-news" if it weren't for him. But blaming him is far too cruel, even for me. So I let him baby me and get me ice cream for the past few days. But now, I'm getting pretty irritated because he keeps acting like a paranoid pregnant woman.
Sigh, it seems a lot of people care about me and as usual, my parents are completely dense to what is happening in my life.
Not like I'll ever tell them, I'd be mincemeat if they found out that I have hugged a boy.
So it's back to school tomorrow for me and I'm a little bit nervous. I know it's not like in the movies that everyone would have noticed my absence but still. Oh well, there's nothing I can do.
Is it weird that I didn't write anything related to my emotions? Lol, I've been avoiding anything related to emotions. But if you were to ask me, I'd say I'm fine but if you wanted a deeper reply, I'd tell you that everything in my mind is chaotic.
Anyways, what should I wear to school tomorrow? I'm thinking of something classy and elegant. Maybe I'd go for a short red dress. My life might be a mess but I absolutely refuse to look like my problems.
I guess it's time for me to sleep, I can't afford to doze off in class.
Ciao
P.s. I actually have nothing to say here, I just felt like maint
aining the tradition.