Take It Easy

Chapter 92 – Anger

Zhou Yi, what did I do to you?

The noisy midsummer wind blows the sultry air continuously into Zhou Yi’s chest, the corridor echoes with the frenzied cries of men and women making love, and someone insults someone heart-piercingly.

Time pushes the vastly different reality to keep rolling forward, but Zhou Yi, like the person picked out by it, froze at the second when Mu Qinglin spoke.

Wait…

What is there to wait for someone who has quietly left you behind for so many years?

You are not, shouldn’t you have adapted to the new life?

Mu Qinglin didn’t know why he had to wait, maybe it was because he didn’t know anything, so he couldn’t let it go, couldn’t forget it, just like a frog in warm water, it would rather be boiled to death than give it a clear stimulus. Will not take the initiative to jump out. What’s more, in the bowl of warm water that Zhou Yi served her, there was enough attraction for her to persevere.

God knows what happened when she heard Mu Zipei say “Xiao Jiu is back”, her hands shaking the phone, her heart beating so fast that it seemed to break her breastbone, and she rushed out to celebrate, but her throat seemed to be tightly strangled by someone It was so difficult to open her mouth to ask “where is she?” Fu Xiao heard it next to her and took her mobile phone away in time, so she knew from Fu Xiao’s report after answering the phone that the person in her life The person who disappeared here for five years really came back, and now he is in a university town more than ten kilometers away from the company.

She rushed over non-stop, pointing to the photos on her phone when she saw anyone and asking, “Have you seen this girl?”

The aunt at the noodle stall said to her: “I’ve seen this girl before, she looks so dusty, she probably just settled in some hotel. Here, I haven’t eaten any food yet.”

So, she went to one hotel after another to inquire, and finally found out here.

But the boss said that she had gone out, so she had to hold back her excitement and wait by the door.

From the drowsy afternoon to the late night when the cicadas fade away.

In just a few hours, she felt as if she had waited half her life.

Fortunately, she really made her wait in the end.

Mu Qinglin’s fingers hanging by his side curled up and then loosened as if out of strength. His fingertips trembled slightly. After hesitating for a moment, he still couldn’t help lifting them up. Before getting any response, he held Zhou Yi’s hand. The wrist on the doorknob.

Zhou Yi’s internal organs vibrated, and his consciousness was instantly withdrawn from his body.

Miss her so much.

Every bone in my body is thinking of her.

want to turn around…

But what did you say after turning around?

Turned around… Can she still walk away?

Zhou Yi’s heart shrank suddenly, and he clenched the doorknob that had been loose for a long time.

Behind her, Mu Qinglin’s hand on the wrist has moved to the forearm, and the fingertips are slowly rubbing against her skin, the gentle movements are exactly the same as the small movements that he used to express his love for her when he was in love.

After a long absence, she feels like drinking old spirits, Zhou Yi is dizzy, her throat is loose, and her heart is so weak that it is difficult to bear its most basic beating.

She could feel the people behind her approaching slowly, being pressed by her shadow, walking extremely slowly. As the distance drew closer, her breath gathered behind her ear one by one.

At the moment when she was finally close enough to hear the trembling of her breathing, the sound drum in Zhou Yi’s head, which had been silent for a long time, was suddenly hit with a heavy hammer, and her feet were empty, like falling into a glacier.

The strong stimulation instantly straightened Zhou Yi’s slack nerves, she broke away from Mu Qinglin like an electric shock, and walked into the room.

Mu Qinglin’s hand suddenly fell, and his trembling breathing froze for a few seconds.

After a while, she pinched her knuckles as a reminder, then closed the door calmly and walked in.

The room was dimly lit and the air was hot and dry.

Mu Qinglin found a vague figure by the wall beside the bed, and she subconsciously walked there.

Zhou Yi withdrew his feet.

Mu Qing paused, then turned to lean against the window.

Silence swelled rapidly in the darkness.

Mu Qinglin’s heart was filled with thousands of words and she wanted to say something, but at this second, she became dumb instead, and there was only one thought in her mind that was always clear-don’t be angry, don’t get angry, don’t scare her away.

After a long time, Mu Qinglin licked her dry lips and said, “Where have you been all these years?”

Her calm voice was like a slap on Zhou Yi’s face, and the heat of shame spread from the side of her face to her ears and neck in an instant. That clock set the time back to a few hours ago, and got off at another place, but in the end it could only be nailed in place by the invisible air.

“Outside…” Zhou Yi said.

Mu Qinglin nodded and asked her, “Home?”

Zhou Yi said, “No…”

Mu Qing responded, her voice suddenly became very low, as if she was talking to herself to the hazy moonlight in the room, “Probably not, I searched over there inch by inch, but I couldn’t find you.”

Zhou Yi raised his head in astonishment.

What does it mean to turn over there inch by inch?

When?

How?

How long did it take?

Zhou Yi’s heart was pierced just by thinking about it for a while.

She knew that leaving without saying a word was the greatest harm to a person, and that person couldn’t even find a reason to pass on their sadness.

But at that time, she couldn’t come back even if she wanted to…

Zhou Yi leaned against the wall, breathing quietly.

After talking to herself, Mu Qinglin let go of her voice and continued to ask her, “Why did it take you so long to come back?”

Zhou Yi lowered his head, didn’t move and didn’t make a sound.

Mu Qinglin waited for a while, and tried to pass her a message, “Didn’t you see my WeChat apology?”

Zhou Yi remained silent.

That silence cut Mu Qinglin’s pretended calm like an invisible thread.

Mu Qinglin pursed her lips and pressed her breath, her chest rose and fell slightly.

When he couldn’t hold back anymore, Mu Qinglin straightened his body and walked towards Zhou Yi, “It’s okay, if you didn’t see it, you didn’t see it. Today I will tell you again in person, so the credibility should be higher.”

There is a wall behind Zhou Yi, there is nowhere to hide, so he can only shrink his shoulders back as much as possible.

Mu Qinglin saw it, this time she didn’t choose to give in, but walked up to Zhou Yi step by step firmly, and said in a soft voice: “Xiao Jiu, it was my fault for not letting you go that day, I apologize, I’m sorry. I haven’t been to the Southwest for several years, and I won’t go in the future, don’t be angry, come back and live with me, okay?”

Zhou Yi looked at Mu Qinglin in panic, unable to believe what he heard.

Won’t be going Southwest again…

Mu Qinglin actually took her unreasonable troublemaking seriously, and even blamed this for the reason for her leaving?

Her mother died there, so horribly.

She herself was planted there, and it lasted more than two years!

Why, how could she not even care about such an important thing for a **** who had left her for five years without saying a word? !

This is completely different from what she expected!

Something in Zhou Yi’s stomach, which had been empty for almost twelve hours, kept going back and forth, burning her esophagus and throat.

She opened her mouth to say something, but finally chose to remain silent.

Apart from making trouble out of no reason, she seemed to find no better reason to justify her departure.

At the age of twenty-six, she is still as cowardly and incompetent as she was five years ago.

Zhou Yi’s reaction dug a crack in the thin layer of peace in Mu Qinglin’s heart, she took another small step forward, stepped on Zhou Yi’s foot with her right foot, her leg was almost touching her, her head slightly Low, said with a soft smile: “If you don’t speak, I will take it as your acquiescence. Then can you hug me now?”

Mu Qinglin laughed self-deprecatingly after finishing speaking, “I’ve been waiting for you for so many years, but I don’t dare to admit it when I see you suddenly. I’ve been talking for so long, but it still feels like a dream. Xiao Jiu, can I hug you? After a while, my sister felt at ease.”

Zhou Yi was so uncomfortable that he wanted to bend down.

From the time she realized she was in a relationship, Mu Qinglin had never started talking to her with the word “sister”. This title was what she liked and she couldn’t resist it. Now, Mu Qinglin said in a cautious and inquiring tone. Coming out was more difficult for her to resist than a direct stabbing.

She couldn’t bear it any longer.

“Mu…”

The moment Zhou Yi finally made a sound, Mu Qinglin leaned over and hugged her. His hands passed through her waist, pressing on her shoulders, her chin rubbed against her collar, and then she lowered her head, one side of her eyes pressed against the rough-textured short sleeves, and the other side was on the bare skin around her neck.

Moisture spreads quietly on the skin.

Not so obvious, almost indistinguishable from sweat…

Zhou Yi realized what it might be, and his forced calm vanished in an instant.

She raised her hand in panic to hug Mu Qinglin.

The action stopped abruptly halfway.

“Zhou Yi, remember, there is only one chance.” Du Wenfei’s voice, which has not appeared in Zhou Yi’s mind for a long time, suddenly broke in. She wanted to push Mu Qinglin in surprise, but she forgot what Mu Qinglin had said earlier. In order to do a good job as an investigative reporter, what did she learn from Wang Hejing, and she didn’t realize that Mu Qinglin’s peace was being torn apart.

As soon as Zhou Yi’s hand touched Mu Qinglin’s shoulder, she held it firmly and pushed it behind her.

Zhou Yi conditioned reflex to turn around and resolve it, while pushing his elbows back.

Mu Qinglin didn’t expect Zhou Yi to do this, and received a hard blow on the ribs.

The sudden dull pain completely shattered Mu Qinglin’s peace.

Mu Qinglin’s eyes sank, the hand that was still on Zhou Yi’s wrist stretched across her abdomen to tighten it tightly, and the other grabbed her hand that was supporting the wall, hooked around her feet, and threw her off when she lost her balance. On the bed, bullied and suppressed.

Everything happened too fast, and when Zhou Yi realized it, he was already lying face down on the bed, his body was pressed by Mu Qing’s dying, his two hands were pressing on both sides, and he couldn’t move at all.

Zhou Yi panicked, “Mu Qinglin, don’t do this.”

“What?” Mu Qinglin spoke quickly, “Don’t hug you? You are my girlfriend, what’s wrong with me hugging you? Zhou Yi, am I letting you go? If you get used to it, you don’t have to care about it. My mood?”

“No!” Zhou Yi denied it categorically, she clearly felt that Mu Qinglin was angry, not the kind of anger just for fun.

Mu Qinglin said “Okay”, she held Zhou Yi’s shoulder, turned her over, lowered her head to meet her eyes, and said, “It’s not that I don’t want to hug you, what is that? Zhou Yi, tell me, I’ll listen. “

Zhou Yi’s eyes met the storm that was gathering in Mu Qinglin’s eyes, and he dodged in panic, but Mu Qinglin pulled him back, and said word by word: “Look at me and say.”

Zhou Yi clenched her teeth, feeling nauseated amidst the weakness and tingling pain, and she endured it for a long time before she said jerkyly, “It’s not your girlfriend.”

At that second, the room was so quiet that the sound of the air being burned to burst could be heard.

Zhou Yi saw shock, injury, and rejection in Mu Qinglin’s eyes, and finally there was only a deep, dark silence.

She looked down at her, and said calmly: “Xiao Jiu, take back what you just said. Take it back, and I can treat it as today, as if nothing happened in the past five years. I still like you and want to spend my whole life with you. Little Nine, be obedient.”

Zhou Yi seemed to be pushed into a glacier in the twelfth lunar month, and his body became numb from the cold.

She wants to hear it, she really wants to hear it, but she really can’t.

“Mu Qinglin…”

“Hush…” Mu Qinglin lightly pressed Zhou Yi’s lips with his fingers, and when the voice in her throat completely rolled back, his fingertips slowly slid from the center of her lips to the corner of her mouth, and said softly: “Xiao Jiu, I I rarely give in to others, but if the object is you, I can compromise infinitely, as long as you are willing to take back what you just said.”

Mu Qinglin’s repeated concessions were comparable to Ling Chi, Zhou Yi couldn’t take it anymore, closed his eyes hard, and shouted, “Mu Qinglin, I don’t like you anymore!”

“you will not!”

“I will! Things will go bad if left for a long time, and people’s hearts are the same! Five years is not five days, I have long since stopped, eh!”

Without warning, Mu Qinglin lowered her head and kissed Zhou Yi, forcefully and deeply, her lips and tongue burned by anger were left numb.

Zhou Yi clenched his hands, and tasted blood in his mouth. She lay motionless, Ren Muqing’s almost venting kiss went from lips to neck, and finally stopped there.

“Zhou Yi, what did I do to you?” Mu Qinglin asked Zhou Yi’s neck, his voice was rough and unpleasant.

Zhou Yi’s heart twitched with pain, she closed her eyes in the intense suffocation, and said, “I’m sorry for you.”

Mu Qinglin felt it was ridiculous, she gave a short laugh, and stood up, “The reason? If you don’t like it, there must be a reason. Zhou Yi, apart from the time I went to the Southwest, I didn’t let you go. What else can I do? not good?

You say, if you say it, I will give up. I’ve had enough of five years of muddle-headed days, and I don’t want to continue being played around like a monkey, so Zhou Yi, give me a reason. “

Zhou Yi couldn’t tell.

The person in front of him has always been impeccably nice.

“Why, can’t you tell?” Mu Qinglin pointed it out, “Then let me ask you. Zhou Yi, do you know how tiring it is to pretend to be like a normal person every day? Do you know that when your name is called out suddenly, the people around you How pitiful are you looking at me?

Do you know how I confessed to you on WeChat and begged you to come back? Did you know that a person can be declared missing for two years if their whereabouts are unknown? !

Did you know that Fu Hui later told me that when you received calls from two unidentified numbers and chatted with each other for a long time, I thought you were tricked out and died somewhere I don’t know? ! Careful! “Mu Qinglin growled depressively, his voice sounded like anger from the deep sea, “Do you know how happy I was when I heard you come back and saw you safe and sound? You do not know! I am oblivious! “

Zhou Yi opened her mouth in embarrassment and couldn’t make a sound. How could she not know… That’s how she came here, but she didn’t have to worry about the future, and she didn’t have the joy of seeing you again…

But who did she dare to say these words to?

Mu Qinglin also couldn’t see Zhou Yi’s heart.

After the anger passed, only the ultimate calm remained on her body.

She looked down at Zhou Yi, smiled, and said, “Zhou Yi, I don’t know, why do you say “I’m sorry to you” to prevaricate me? “

The author has something to say:

Aww, my first reaction when I pick up the outline every day is to refuse to write, my treasure is too difficult, I don’t want to write, I want Sister Mu to tie up Xiaojiu and beat him up.

But I can’t bear it, woo woo woo, I still have to give Sister Mu some brains, woo woo woo, why do you want to open this book, woo woo woo

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