Take It Easy

Chapter 119 – To Respond

I’ll come back with you.

The morning sun slanted over and enveloped the two of them lightly, warm and bright.

The moment Zhou Yi heard Mu Qinglin’s words, his breath suddenly lost its rhythm. Her arms around Mu Qinglin’s waist tightened for a moment, but she didn’t make a sound right away.

Mu Qinglin couldn’t wait for a response, so she slowly pursed her lips together and moved away from Zhou Yi’s drooping eyelashes.

She looked down at Zhou Yi, with entangled emotions flashing through her eyes, and she didn’t choose to stop there, “Xiao Jiu, I didn’t want to mention this so early, and I didn’t ask it. Just a few minutes ago, I talked to Fu Xiao said, I want you to go back with me willingly. I don’t want to influence your thoughts at all.”

Zhou Yi opened her eyes, and a ray of sunlight streamed through her eyes.

She wanted to leave with Mu Qing very much, she really wanted to, but she would always remember it in her heart until the things here were finished…

Mu Qinglin saw the dilemma in the beam of light. It is not impossible to have conflicts.

So, she quickly settled down, and said all the words she had accumulated for a long time, “In my eyes, you are a child who is irritating on the surface, but is actually affectionate, sensitive, and takes the initiative to take responsibility. I have heard that, I also personally experienced your cautiousness and silence and helplessness, so I want to coax you more than force you.

I want to leave you enough time to see my determination to choose you, I want to pull you out of the responsibility that you shouldn’t bear, and walk by my side confidently, continue to like me, and I want to listen to your stubborn, high-spirited words Play tricks on me. “

“Xiao Jiu, you are the girl I like. Eight years ago, you chased me after getting rich and appeared in front of me. That’s why I had the opportunity to like someone.

I hope that my liking is stress-free and truly makes her feel happy.

I don’t want her to always feel that she owes me something, can’t let go of her hands and feet in front of me, or cry secretly in a place where I can’t see on New Year’s Eve alone. “

“She shouldn’t be a girl who likes to walk with her head down. She should be the same as yesterday. When she is interested, she can say to me “Yanyan, I want you”. The person who wants you, your heart , your emotions, even your whole.

She should hold her head high, so proud that I can’t move my eyes, instead of drooping her head, full of guilt, she came to pay me back. “

“She doesn’t owe me anything. Regardless of other things, she saved my life alone. Without her, Mu Qinglin might still be able to survive the torment of PTSD, but her life will never be easy relationship.

Then, taking a step back, even if she owed me a life, didn’t she still pay me back in the end? Then why does she need to trap herself here and continue to pay off her debts? What debts does she have to pay? “

“If you have to pick a bone in an egg – she is too stubborn, and her steps towards me are too gentle, which makes me feel insecure.”

Mu Qinglin’s dry and soft fingertips hooked Zhou Yi’s chin, looked at her with soft and warm eyes smudged by the morning light, and said, “Xiao Jiu, the sentence I got angry with you earlier, “This is my business, don’t worry about it.” You worry about me”, now I want to take it back. I want you to take care of it, not too much, just put it in a safe place, don’t let it worry about you every day. “

Mu Qinglin’s monologue is also a confession, her almost flawless face is right in front of Zhou Yi’s eyes, her dark pupils reflect a large piece of bright morning light, illuminating the worry, fear and restraint that she has been hiding without leaving a trace shape.

Zhou Yi’s eyes suddenly turned red. From asking her to promise to protect herself well, to expressing her emotions directly and asking her to go back, Mu Qinglin has never been completely at ease.

As for her, she was too timid, busy every day, preoccupied with guilt and avoidance, and forgot to think for Mu Qinglin.

She was the most uncomfortable person in the whole thing, caught between everyone, she could neither complain nor blame, but she had to follow her emotions, lead her and coax her everywhere.

If she behaves a little better, she will be happy and confident;

She got into a dead end, and she was just angry at the time, but she would still come back to find her when she turned her head.

She is unparalleled.

Even if she is disappointed, she will take her to see her ears and pay for her medicine;

Even if you are sad, remember to take her gourd and repair the cracks for her;

Even in pain, she always kept her gift earrings, fulfilling her regret.

A promise, she found Lu Yao for three years and took care of her for two years;

A name tattooed on her wrist without telling her, let her leave her own surname on herself;

Her frankness about this relationship, and her tolerance for lying about her photos;

…

All her good things are just a thought.

All of her good things are done by one person.

Everyone around her was trying to defend her, but no one could walk into her heart and rub the stuffy place for her, the pain that was increasing day by day.

He didn’t even receive all the good intentions from her.

“Yanyan…” Zhou Yi said, his voice was hoarse and unpleasant, “I’m sorry…”

The disappointment in Mu Qinglin’s eyes flashed past.

Or can I just say “I’m sorry”?

Forget it, she was impulsive.

Mu Qinglin took a breath, and quickly laughed, “It’s okay, Xiaojiu, I’m just…”

“This is the last time I will say this to you.” Zhou Yi interrupted, her tone was firm and powerful, and she looked at Mu Qinglin’s eyes burning like torches, “You said that I amazed you, made you admire me, in my heart Clearly, without a degree, I will never be able to become the kind of person who is as successful as you and your friends, but I want to be the person who can stand shoulder to shoulder with you emotionally.”

Zhou Yi’s sudden straightforwardness made Mu Qinglin’s eyes shine, she looked at Zhou Yi for a long time, trying to see a little color in her eyes, it seemed that there was only absolute purity and firmness.

So, Mu Qinglin began to think about the meaning of her words.

Shoulder-to-shoulder, emotional shoulder-to-shoulder appointment means that giving is equal to reward, from material to spiritual. From reality to ideal, even if there is only a small expectation in life, you will definitely get equal feedback.

So…

“Xiao Jiu, you agreed?” Mu Qinglin’s deep voice was not so clear because of the morning light.

Zhou Yi nodded solemnly, “Yanyan, I have tormented you for too long. Now that I have grown up, I don’t want you to suffer alone anymore, and I don’t want to…”

Zhou Yi stepped forward, hugged Mu Qinglin tightly, and whispered, “I don’t want to see you cry again.”

She was really too afraid of that scene.

It’s not that Mu Qinglin can’t cry, no matter how strong a person is, he has the right to vent, or that her memory is selfish and monotonous, and only one Mu Qinglin is allowed to exist. That she must be glamorous and confident, with high spirits.

Between this Mu Qinglin and those heavy and ethereal things, she should also make a choice.

She chose Mu Qinglin.

“Yanyan, I won’t argue with you anymore.” Zhou Yi raised his head, turned his face, leaned into Mu Qinglin’s neck, and said, “I’ll come back with you.”

Mu Qinglin’s heartbeat was a little faster, silent firmness, pure love grew wildly in her chest after putting aside the entanglements that had nothing to do with them, she thought, she might find the one who can make her desperately put her heart in the middle The reason for this is nothing special, just that the brave Zhou Yi she wanted is back.

She heard Zhou Yi ask in her neck: “Yanyan, are you still willing to let me, who has been timid for 26 years, be the one who can stand shoulder to shoulder with you?”

Without hesitation, she said, “Willing to…”

Lodovico’s cheers followed, through the rising sun and into the sky.

Zhou Yi stood up straight amidst its cheers, and held hands with Mu Qinglin, the place where their eyes intersected was even more dazzling than the brightest beam of light under the blue sky.

This look is worth a thousand words.

Mu Qinglin’s chest rose and fell, and at this second, she seemed to see through time the Zhou Yi whom she had never met before but silently expected.

Her smiling face really has the taste of sunshine.

…

Lodovico was tired from the fuss, so he ran over to catch his attention.

Zhou Yi let go of Mu Qinglin, hugged Lodovico’s nose, leaned against it, and said with a big smile, “Sister, when LO grows up, I’ll take you to ride an elephant.”

Infected by Zhou Yi’s bright smile, Mu Qinglin curled his lips and asked, “Not now?”

Zhou Yi shook her head, “Now it’s still a baby that drinks milk every day.”

Mu Qinglin stretched out his hands for a comparison, and said seriously: “I thought I was a short man who was not tall like you.”

“Sister—” Zhou Yi smiled like a spoiled child, “I’m so tall that I can reach your eyes now.”

“Is there? Come here and let me compare.” Mu Qinglin said.

Zhou Yi let go of Lodovico resolutely, and ran to Mu Qinglin.

Mu Qinglin put one hand on Zhou Yi’s head and said, “Don’t tiptoe…”

“Oh…” Zhou Yi silently stepped back on the raised heel, and asked nervously, “Have you grown taller?”

“Yeah—” Mu Qinglin dragged Zhou Yi’s heart to Lao Gao, and then let her put it down, “It’s tall, if I don’t wear boots with heels, I should be able to reach my eyebrows.”

Zhou Yi heard the exact words, leaned forward, hugged Mu Qinglin happily, and said, “Then you can’t call me a dwarf anymore.”

“Can’t you?” Mu Qinglin looked puzzled, “But I still have to lower my head to see your eyes in such a close-up look.”

Zhou Yi froze, and after a few seconds, he reluctantly said: “Okay…”

Mu Qinglin was taken aback for a moment, and happily bent over Zhou Yi’s shoulder.

That’s right, the little hedgehog with a bad mouth but a soft heart and a deceitful heart is back, showing his soft belly to her.

She didn’t know what kind of mental journey she had gone through to make this decision, and she wasn’t sure which point in her words moved her. The only thing she could be sure of was that her decision almost filled the gully under her feet. It takes a light lift of the foot to cross the barrier between them forever.

Mu Qinglin hugged Zhou Yi tightly, feeling an unprecedented peace of mind.

Feeling Zhou Yi’s good mood, Lodovico ran over to paw her, wanting to celebrate with her.

Zhou Yi was not happy, she hadn’t hugged Mu Qinglin enough.

Being ignored, Lodovico was so angry that he poked his head at Zhou Yi. He didn’t even think about his own tonnage, so he almost fell to the ground with Zhou Yi and Mu Qinglin.

Zhou Yi was barely stopped by Mu Qinglin’s support, turned his head and started to act fiercely.

Lodovico was more vicious than it, and he lay on the ground and snarled around in circles.

Zhou Yi laughed so angry that he couldn’t bear it any longer. He pointed at its nose and complained to Mu Qinglin, “Its temper is too bad, it just lays down on the ground and rolls around.”

Mu Qinglin hugged Zhou Yi from behind, pressed her chin on her shoulder, and asked earnestly, “Is it you?”

Zhou Yi lingered for a few seconds and said, “Okay, I’m worse.”

Mu Qinglin tilted her head, raised her lips and kissed her depressed side face, and said, “No matter how bad it is, she is the girlfriend who will lie on the tip of my heart and make me cry and laugh with just a flick of a finger.”

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